This sounds so much like me. How I wish you didnt have those thoughts. I too know them all to well. I have had them for so very long. Attempts to take my own life well there have been 4. Today I am still rebuilding my life. God is helping me with that. Slowly I am starting to like me. Though I am not sure I will ever love me and I am even more unsure that anyone outside my friends and family will love me either. 5 divorces where I was hit cheated on and put down so very much took its toll. I no longer search for someone whom I am sure isnt there but I now reach out to help others with these thoughts. To try to guide them through where I have been and keep them alive so that they dont leave loved ones lime I was left with questions of why and what if.... Questions that will haunt me till the end of my time on this earth. Everyone is loved wanted and needed on this earth and that includes you. Thanks for your poetry and honest words.

"How can I fully appreciate it when I cant even appreciate myself?" That was the line that really got to me in this one. Thanks for dropping another good one

This is what I like,people expressing their true feeling. LOVE YA VIDS!!

Very encouraging, informative, inspiring and beautifully expressed.Your words help humanity to realize their flaws and focus on their potential.

I LOVE YOUR VIDEOS / SPOKEN POETRY MEL! I LOVE U

I love you!♥️

Thank you♥️

I relate to this well with self hate,I'm socially awkward in every way and i don't get along with too many most are uncomfortable around me not because anything ive done just find people don't like me.All this fits me just had another incident the other day that just reminded me of all this i really like your poetry thank you for sharing.

Make more vidsssss this is so good make more i love these💘💘💘

Be down to earth.

So true... so me😢 u r not alone girl. I gone through all this. Specially, when u have a very beautiful sister and living in a society where people make comparisons. It hurts me when everyone,even people in family call my sister beautiful n just ignores me.It hurts alot. Nobody cares about me. Now i have that complex in me that i m not pretty. It will always remain with me till i die because no matter how beautiful ur soul is, people only see the appearance. If u r pretty,the world belong to u. I hate myself 😭💔

Very nice. Thanks. Have a great weekend.😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️👌👌👌

A Great one😀 .. the way u expressed ur inner ones feeling was aswm,👌👌 that helps many others😁.... Seriously dear this poems made me more eager to talk to you..❤️ By the way aswm one 😀😍❤️

When we make that decision to repent of our sins and serve Christ, where forgiven, we forgive, but leave one important thing out? We need to forgive ourselves! For who we where and your a new creation! Forgive you!! We dont forget for a important reason? It is your witness of how we use to be and how weve changed, with his help love you writer💖 a renewed heart!! Beware of those that pull you down, and remind you of your past, You know who help changed your life! And thank him for it ! He loves just as he created you?

Such a laborious process. Makes it hard to have perseverance.

You're not weird you're not awkward you're not boring you're you you're the buy you're the beautiful stars that shine night thousand stars all the stars and bright you are wonderful you are beautiful you are wonderful you have a good heart a huge heart a huge heart that cannot grow down to size you are good you are right your 100 million percent forever there's no end to that

Please believe them exactly what I put down before you I've even heard that

Do you mind if I cut this, and put it to music for a ballet solo? I will give you so much credit. It’s everything I’ve experienced. And I want to show this through dance

No you're the most wonderful woman beautiful gorgeous person inside and out in the whole world

In facebook please? Im starting to get obsess with ur word of art😍

LOOKS I AM CALLED PRETTY IN FACT I HATED THE FACT IF THEY ARE GLUED AT ME LONELY AS I AM

i cannot do it.

You are smart you are so smart way smarter than me I'm not sorry I didn't graduate high school okay I dropped it off and 10th grade and even if you didn't grab you a high school you're way smarter than me you know way more than me you are a freaking genius my mind you're amazing in my mind. You're always in my mind in my heart and soul I don't want anybody up ever ever never want to let you go I love you I love you God dammit

So beautiful. Captivating. Do u have a page? So i can follow you?

Did you see , don't behave as stupid may be I'm fool

Why do you trapp me in your net

I need ur instagram so baaaaaad!!

Be obedient to your husband

I don't understand you, my head is rounding

I'm your gender opposite

I don't love you because of your character in every aspect

This entire channel is way too sad....I can't listen...no lifting up...no hope...just sadness...

Thank you♥️