this song is realizing you lost a piece of yourself somewhere. you dont know which piece, where, or exactly how to find it again, but its missing.

my mother died in september this year. i lay with her pillow and cry when i miss her. this song really made my grief come out, which is a good thing. some days i just really need her or a hug from her. the pillow, or myself is the closest thing i could get.

why does this melody sound like you have the last day of your life left and you remember everything that happened to you during this time

this song is for when you have to part ways with someone whom you grew so close to in such a short period of time. It's crazy how you can know someone for ten weeks, and for that period, they are the centre of your being, they're the reason you wake up in the morning. You tell each other everything that is too sad and too dark for the world to know, you feel safe in your small, silent world you've built together - only for it to all end so quickly. Suddenly, we return to our normal selves, except now, with a hole in our hearts, in the shape of each other. We know things about each other that nobody else will never know. And we can't ever talk again. And it is breaking my heart.

This song just makes me feel empty inside, like there is nothing out there.

This song makes me think about what it would feel like to die alone or forgotten.

Bu şarkı insanı derin bir boşluğun içinde bütün yaşadıklarını gözünün önünde görüyor gibi hissettiriyor

the person who reads this comment know that you will have everything all the troubles all the pain will pass sooner or later so enjoy life good luck I love you.

this song sounds like when you are basically screaming for help but no one is taking you seriously

This song feel like an indescribable emptiness. Nobody can understand how you feel or why you act the way you do, its like staring at the wall for hours and not being able to stand up bc you have no motivation.

This is a GOD tier song, it makes you feel emotions that you shouldn’t even feel, hearing this song doesn’t even wanna make me feel happy emotions when I’m not even sad, and you know it’s a good song when you can’t feel nothing when hearing it, only depression. Song just wants me to rise up and sit there floating, not moving, not speaking, just emotions-less, I could play this song for a week straight and not even get tired of it, this song just makes you feel like you’re seeing someone you love die right in front of you, the person you love leaving you, you’re best friend shoving a blade into your back, this song plays when you just sit their, dying, waiting to see if someone comes to save you, this is 1 hour of my life that id never want to get rid of, this song is just something else man, something else

I don't know how to feel joy anymore,but this song gives me a nostalgic feeling,makes me want to keep going,my life is a mess and this melody is one of the little things in life that keep me alive,I don't know how you guys find this song sad but I believe it gives hope and happiness

I don't know how to explain it, but this feels like listening to your own funeral

This song is being alone. Surrounded by people, drowning even, but mentally alone. The feeling that no one else seems to understand or get. It feels like looking at old pictures of a friend who you went seperate ways with. Your smiling faces in the picture, the light in eachothers eyes, knowing you'll never feel like this again with them. It feels like destroying yourself, purposely and unknowingly, shoving your head down under cold water, and keeping it there.

É incrível como essa música mesmo sem palavras consegue descrever a vida, coisa que nem trilhões de palavras conseguiria.

I can feel the "ghost" starring at me

this song is like being sad but you cant cry, being hungry but you cant eat, being tired but you can't sleep, wanting to do things but you don't have any motivation left. wanting to live for other people but wanting to die to end your own suffering. idk but i love this sm

Больно в груди когда слушаешь песню

мой папа умер 3 года назад я все не могу забыть его походку, глаза, голос , его прекрасную улыбку , я так скучаю папочка....

This song feels like heaven but hurts like hell..

This is like when you’ve lost a loved one and the realisation that you’re never gonna see them again just…hits.

this song is kind of like screaming at everyone you know and love through a one-way mirror; you can see them, but they can't see or hear you.

I feel like this song is trying to sew my heart together after ripping it apart

I lost my mother when I was 1, and it took a huge toll on my life. I began to think I was worthless and stupid and ugly and I would cry in my bed at night.I would even start to believe it was my fault. Then I lost my childhood pets and I really lost it. I couldn't even get past the vet without crying, and this song helps me a lot with my grief. Thank you so much for the masterpiece. I finished the entire 1 hour loop. EDIT: I am fine. It was a long while ago and I’m in a happy stage of life. Thank you for the support🩷

im so lonely. i feel so isolated even in rooms filled with people. it's like my brain and my body just reject love while at the same time wanting it more than anything. whenever people ask me how i am i just say that i'm fine, because while i so desperately just want to unload everything i'm holding in to someone and just talk through it all completely uninterrupted and completely understood, there's just too much to tell and even the idea of talking through everything that is truly bothering me is too exhausting. and i don't want people to look at me differently after learning all that. that's why i feel guilty when certain people in my life try to get me to open up, like when they say stuff like, "i'm here for you", "im always here to talk", "you can tell me anything", "if you need anyone to talk to, you can always talk to me" etc. and even if i went through with trying to unload it all i don't even know how to explain what's wrong with me. it's like this deep sadness just comes in waves, but in the intervals in between the waves there's this sense of mock/fake happiness that never lasts for very long. and i can't even try to enjoy the "happiness" i feel in between the waves because i know it's either not real happiness i'm feeling or i'm aware it won't last for much longer. i can't enjoy parties, birthdays, hanging out with my friends, hobbies i used to enjoy, nothing. nothing truly brings me joy anymore; and if it does, it never lasts. i'm tired of the constant mood swings. i'm not qualified in any way to diagnose myself, but it almost feels like this isn't normal depression. i would think depression is more consistent -- you know, none of this weird in between false happiness. i don't understand the chemicals in my own brain. i don't understand my own body. i'm trapped in this awful sad fleshy prison that's dying slowly every day. i'm struggling so much in this life and working so hard for things that truly mean nothing because in the end i'll die anyways. i genuinely don't see the point in continuing on. what am i sticking around for? my own death? i would just be cutting life a bit shorter than it would be originally. just bringing on the death part of life a little earlier, you know? who's going to stop me? i don't trust myself to stop myself if i eventually try to end it all. that's a scary thought. i'm so confused. i just need help. the only way i can bring myself to ask for help is asking random people on the internet that i doubt i'll ever had to see again in real life and feel embarrassed around. i've begged multiple times in vent chatrooms and comment sections and just get ignored. i know it's none of y'alls job to help me but i just need the help so bad. i just need someone to understand. i'm begging. i'm scared of myself and what i might do if this gets too bad. it's already really bad and getting worse every day. someone please answer me. i just want to be heard. i just want to feel loved. please if you've read this far help me. i'm only 16 i shouldn't feel like this. i'm so scared. i'm so sick

my dad died 3 years ago. he was a pianist there was this sounds he always used to play with only me and my mom. and we loved it. and i still remember it in my heart. and i’m trying to learn it bc my mom has cancer and she’s all i have in this world. i want her to hear the sounds that my dad used to make. that is my goal.

This melody really helps to vent all your sad emotions. Every tense note - is one emotion. Listening to this, it seems that you are completely alone. You're all alone and you want to cry, but you will be so devastated by this melody that you no longer want to do anything. How much pain is in this melody. How many emotions can be found here, but only one obvious thing is felt - pain. If you feel bad, and you want to finish yourself off with music, then this melody is perfect for this. Indeed, the legendary melody...

this song feels like your soul is drowning, but yet the feeling is peaceful, like you’re on a hill being drenched by rain, wind passing through the creaking trees. It’s just such a powerful song but it makes everything feel so silent.

if there was one song out there that would describe my 2021, it would definitely be this song. this year has destroyed me mentally, and now i’m left with a tired and draining feeling i’ve grown all too familiar with. i feel wrecked, i’ve lost people so dear to me and i made too many stupid mistakes, i know there’s something wrong with me and yet no one is listening, no one ever listens to me. why does no one listen to me? why do i always doubt my own thoughts and feelings, i’m so conflicted and i have no one. please help me

POV: You are standing alone,defeated in the war and you know your time has come to an end.

Всю мою жизнь можно описать этой песней。。。

This song is the feeling of shock…. The feeling you cant do anything anymore, eat, sleep, walk, even cry just sitting their staring for hours

This song is a representation of emptiness and darkness. It’s like being stuck at a bottom of a well and not being able to climb out the darkness. As time goes by you your cries for help get louder and louder until you reach the end and everything is quiet. No more pain no more emptiness no more darkness

This song makes me realise I'm all alone in the end. People surround you but your still alone. No one is there to help you. You stand and stare in the the black space. Remembering the pictures of u and your old friends smiling with joy in your eyes wishing u could go back.

"Жди меня и я вернусь Только очень жди Жди когда наводят грусть жёлтые дожди Жди когда снега метут Жди когда друших не ждут позабыв вчера Жди когда из дальних мест писем не придет Жди когда ух надоест всем кто вместе ждет Жди меня и я вернусь Не желай добра Всем кто знает наизусть что забыть пора Пусть поверят сын и мать в то что нет меня Пусть друзья устанут ждать сядут у огня Выпьют горькое вино на помин души Жди, и с ними за одно выпить не спеши Жди меня и я вернусь всем смертям на зло Кто не ждал меня тот пусть скажет- повезло Не понять не ждавшим им Как среди огня Ожиданеием своим ты спасла меня Как я выжил будем знать только мы с тобой Просто ты умела ждать Как никто другой....." Эта песня Осицируеца у меня с этим стихотворением , как будто одно целое....

Я почувствовал боль в нутри сердца...

Thank you. Now I can suffer without replays

Normal version is better than slowed 100%

Недавно умер дедушка. Он был мне ближе отца, ближе матери. Фактически он меня один воспитал. Прошлой весной у него диагностировали рак, а в декабре он уже умер. Никогда не забуду его спокойного тона, когда он сказал мне: "Не я первый, не я последний".

This song speaks trillions of words, without saying anything. This song is the epitome of loneliness and heartbreak. The heartbreak doesn’t have to be because of somebody, just because of your own living in general. This song is staying up late sulking, staring at the ceiling. This song is staring and somebody you love in their casket, at their funeral. This song is sitting in the rain, engulfed in your own thoughts and sorrow. This song is screaming for help, without anybody realizing enough to care. This song is fighting for your life everyday, while staying happy for others. This song is crying in your bed, wondering when the suffering will end. This song is truly…horrible, in a lovely way.

this is how my life feels as a song. i cant take anymore

This song feels like an anxiety attack along with depression. Feels like a heart break from memories with family/friends you don't talk to anymore. Feels like you're sitting on the beach on a rainy day late at night crying and regretting things you have done in the past. Watching the strong waves move. I get a flood of emotions listening to this song. Feels like drowning in your own problems you can't get out of. Feels like you are being trapped, you can't talk to anyone because you can’t trust anyone or what they will do with what you have told them. The feeling is strong pain, stress and sadness. -i wrote that in my docs :)

This song is an indescribable kind of pain. The deepest, lowest of lows. Your in the depths of nothing. Its like your at your own funeral. Watching down at yourself. There’s nothing out there. Your tired. There’s nothing here for you anymore.

I listen to this every time I’m home alone so no one hears me crying, I think about the past where I enjoyed life, where me and my friends went outside everyday, where I was good in school, where I didn’t make those surprise mistake which changed my life

This makes me feel like I'm alone. Not actually alone, there's people always surrounding me, but alone. No one you know, no familiar faces, no familiar voices. Your all alone out in the world

This song to me is what it feels like to be completely lost, the feeling of no one, I lost my mother when I was 10 years old, I will now be 15 in June, almost five years without my mothers touch, without her waking me up telling me how much she loves me, kissing and holding me. Sometimes I wonder why she did what she did that day, if it was me, or if it was everything she went through, but now I understand, the more and more people hurt you, the tougher life gets, at this point it shouldn’t even be called life, half the time I don’t even feel like I’m living, I’m just kinda there. I miss my mom every second of every day, but losing her has caused me to also lose myself, and my hope to get better, before I go to bed every night, I wish to not wake up.. songs like this help me with my grieving, thank you for listening

Получил аттестат, душа опустошилась, блогадаря песни смог вывести весь гнев и грусть

I know I'm a teenager, but my inner child is out here comforting me. Every single pain that I have, every hatred I gain, is all calmed down because of this music.

This should have way more likes views and comments, I've looked everywhere for this and it popped up on my recommend, thank you ^ ^

i want this played in my funeral

This song makes me feel like im sitting in a small empty room, just staring at the walls feeling nothing at all

2 моих друга погибли на войне....эта песня позволяет мне....вспоминать о каждом мгновение проведённом с ними.....я никогда не забуду то боль что испытали они.... как говорилось в одном произведении....не испытав боли....не возможно достигнуть истинного мира..... меня не осталось близких мне друзей.....

Everyone else: "This song puts into form my pain, my fears, my struggles. It makes me think that I will never leave this endless pit of dispair and crushing resentment. The pit fills with water and this song is the chain to the floor." My Autistic Self: "Mmmm, buig noise. Sensory heaven."

This song to me, is letting yourself go. Your inner child is screaming for you,, that's what I imagine the high pitched notes to be

Yaman 11.12.2022 summoned me to this empty shell of a comment section, each one, a reflection of the ever-falling happiness of our world. Also big chucky do a wee big fart.

There's only 2 songs that can make me start crying, and one of them is this. It feels like the addicting feeling of sadness and emptiness. Like sadness but in a good way.

i have a really deep connection with music, so this song just feels revolutionary to me. it feels like im falling in slow motion in a completely black space, always falling, never reaching a solid surface. it feels like sadness.

I feel this song understands me, its the suffocating feeling to just keep eating and eating until you finally come to a stop. Then you cry all your feelings away and hate yourself even more. The urge to keeping eating until you finally see what you’ve become has always haunted me.

песня ассоциируется с евангелионом, сразу нападает грусть, безысходность, какое то отчаяние, и их грустные голоса, они сразу попадают в сердце как пуля.

This song comforts me. I sleep to this song, i work to this song, i do everything while listening to this song. It is a masterpiece, the sad music caressing my ears, bringing the most genuine happiness, making me feel empty inside, yet, bringing internal happiness. This is a song i turn to when im at my lowest points and my highest.

At night, I honestly just stare at the ceiling with my phone under my pillow whilst listening to this song. It has a very special place in my heart, but I can’t quite pinpoint why. This song makes me feel the comforting sort of loneliness, like ghosts wrapping their arms around me. Big respect for you, thank you for making a one hour version.

I feel so tired. Physically, mentally, in every way I just want to fail and give up. I’m so tired of trying to be perfect and do my best all the time. It seems so easy to fail and be careless, they all seem so much more happy than the people who try so damn hard all the time. Like me. I just want to stop carrying so much, and be happy and free. I want to feel everything and nothing all at one time. I wish I could still be accepted if I were to change myself completely. I wonder who would still be there for me, if I did that. We’ll never know because I will continue to try and try to succeed, and never give up until I do. I will continue to tire myself out until there is nothing left of me but body and brain. I will continue to push and push and push with no breaks in between. I will continue being tired and sad all the time, worried if I change myself, everyone will leave my side, everyone that I need will leave. I will continue this way, this feeling, this thought, without accepting help. Without getting the help I need. Without reaching out. Without living the life I want to live.

This song just reminds me how i feel.i just feel mentally drained ,empty,alone at such a young age

Этой песней можно описать все мои боли и переживания

This song feels like you just realised that you're slowly pushing yourself away from those you loved all your life, and then realising that you'll one day be all alone with only your thoughts and grief as conpany

This song feels like the eternal cosmos and realization of life, death, and our nature. The realization that we are nothing, death is a vehicle to the unknown to other worlds and we are only animals in the grand scheme of the universe.

Я боюсь остаться одна я целый день вспоминаю о вчерашнем дне, мне больно. если бы я не боялась смерти то я бы покончила с собой. это единственная песня под которую я могу погрустить. я устала от всего этого. мне больно мне очень больно я чувствую эту боль в сердце этот комментарий о том что я чувствую. это единственное видео где я могу высказаться. спасибо спасибо большое. я чувствую себя намного лучше

This song is the embodiment of how you feel when losing someone. It hurts, if you've lost someone I know how you feel. I am here for you and I will be... stay strong my friend, the scar won't heal but the pain will fade

Fucking FINALLY. An hour version of this song, thank you so much 💖

This song reminds me how hard life is. And that life is not like in the stories, there will not always be someone waiting for you, I learned a long time ago, I just go through life with peace, without expecting anything from anyone, nothing in return. Am I honest? I have already lost faith in humanity, I only have faith in myself, and that is what I must fight for, I will fight for myself until the end, that girl that I locked up months ago has the right to be happy, but I don't want to, because if Liberians to that girl, she's going to suffer

This song is like when you are trying to cry but have no tears left to bear, or how you are so angry but have no words left to share. Or like how you suddenly realize that nobody is coming to help you. Man. It hits deep.

this song reminds me of a few scenarios 1. a mom dies and her child is nudging her to wake up 2. a mother finds her child dead and each of the high pitch sounds is her screaming 3. a statue of a nude woman with cracks and missing pieces cries on the inside because everyday she’s forced to smile as people touch her and make fun of her

"The deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for something or someone that one cares for or loves. The repressed knowledge that the object of longing might never be had again. The recollection of feelings, experiences, places, or events that once brought excitement, pleasure, and well-being, which now trigger the senses and make one experience the pain of separation from those joyous sensations."

There are so many comments that opened my eyes, at first while listening to this song all I heard is melody, but then as I intently listen I found out that this symbolizes to longing silence that we have, and suddenly it got triggered by someone or something that made us cry out, made us shout out, it tells that in a long silence screams the painful tears and battles.

When I found this song at first, it sounded like a peaceful song for relaxing. But when I listened to it again I was overwhelmed with memories of everyone in my life that had passed. Mostly my cousin filled my head. After that I couldn't stop the tears from rolling down my face.

Me ear hurts so much because i always sleep with headphones on, listening to this every night.. But i dont regret it...... I found comfort in this sound.

This is the song for when you’re staring at your scars in the mirror and all you can think of is the pain that those people have put onto, but you can’t escape their grasp. They want more and more from you and brings you to your lowest and all you can think of is. why. why do I have to go through this

The song gives you an indescribable feeling of emptiness like you’ve been in a void for lifetimes it makes you feel like just empty

In the midst of World War II, there was a man named William Anderson, a young American from a small town in Iowa. He was a bright, ambitious soul who had dreams of becoming an architect. But the war had different plans for him. William enlisted in the army, driven by a sense of duty and patriotism. He said his tearful goodbyes to his family, promising to return soon. Little did he know that the horrors of war would keep him away for far longer than he ever imagined. His journey through the war was a harrowing one. He fought in the Battle of Normandy, where he witnessed the chaos and carnage of D-Day. The memory of his comrades falling around him haunted his nights, and the distant sound of artillery became the soundtrack to his days. William's letters to his family spoke of the harsh realities he faced. He wrote about the relentless rain in the Ardennes during the Battle of the Bulge, where frostbite claimed the fingers of some of his closest friends. He wrote about the stench of the Pacific jungles during the island-hopping campaign against Japan and how the relentless heat sapped their strength. But it was in the spring of 1945, as Allied forces closed in on Berlin, that tragedy struck. William's platoon was tasked with securing a small village, and as they advanced, they encountered fierce resistance from German soldiers determined to defend their homeland. In the heat of battle, a sniper's bullet found its mark, striking William in the chest. As he lay on the cold, muddy ground, gasping for breath, his thoughts turned to his family back in Iowa. He wished he could hold his baby sister one more time, see his father's proud smile, and hear his mother's comforting words. But in that moment, those wishes felt painfully out of reach. His comrades rushed to his side, but there was little they could do. William's breathing grew shallower, his life slipping away with every passing second. He whispered his family's names as if saying goodbye to them one last time. Then, in the midst of the chaos of war, William Anderson closed his eyes and took his final breath. The news of William's death devastated his family back in Iowa. The dreams he had carried with him into the war, of becoming an architect, of building a better world, were extinguished on that battlefield in Germany. William's story is just one among the countless tragedies of World War II, a reminder of the profound sacrifice and loss that marked that dark period in history. His memory lives on in the hearts of his family and in the annals of history, a symbol of the price paid for freedom.

We all identify with this song, maybe not all of us, but some of us are going through the same thing. This song makes you feel an emptiness in your chest, the pain you feel when you listen to this song. It feels like you have lost yourself, the person who was happy before, fell into a dark pit, got stuck there, in a lot of mental problems among much more. The person who sees himself in the mirror, is the one who stayed in the dark well... Trapped, with nothing around you, only conflicts, tasks, sadness, loneliness, suicidal thoughts, etc. Your life changed in a blink of an eye. Your life became rubbish and it's something you've gotten used to.

Minha vida tá um caos, me deito no travesseiro e choro sem parar porque não consigo fazer nada, tento me animar e não dá certo e não sei se vou conseguir chegar até 2023 viva, mas estou deixando um lembrete aqui pra todos lembrarem de mim.Espero que vocês consigam ser muito felizes na vida de vocês e que tudo dê certo. Edit 1:tá tudo dando errado, mas tento seguir firme.

This song feels like coming home after another bad day, having nobody to hold you as you cry your soul out. Drowning in your unhealthy coping mechanisms as you cry till you can't breathe, and just lay on the floor struggling to breathe from your own tears and sobs. Understanding that you've "lived" like this for way too long, but can't even do anything to change it.

this song sounds like a new beginning after the wave of sorrows its happy but behind the happiness is fustration of your pasts like a realization of the wrongdoings and you having main character development you miss the people whom you loved, but they distracted you to become the full version of yurself so really, this song to me feels like the happy overcome of a sad story

no song makes me feel empty like this song

Here is a little plot I made in my head with this song: You lay in the snow, her back feels numb but not cold...your hands, fingertips, and nose all are red and numb. You look up to see the dusty grey clouds that befell the sky when you awoke from your dreamless slumber. Once you breathe in the winter air you feel the fresh snowflake upon your ashen skin and eyelashes, your lips settle in a soft smile as you feel the forest around you hold you close and keep you safe. You know it was early but yet your body does not move...does not breathe...you do not think, you are held safe and calm as you sit up and look to see the snow dancing around you, as you stand on frozen legs. After a few hours of walking, you lay back down to find a new soft noise in the back of your mind as you feel the soft ever-falling snow bless and kiss your skin...maybe you would lay here for now...maybe forever. -Meredith Grace 2021

Esta cancion, me deja como un vacio, no puedo explicarlo, es como estar triste pero no poder llorar de td lo q sufriste, es como no sentir nada, es como empezar a convertirte en un monstruo sin corazon sin sentimientos. Esto me genera esta cancion, esto me provoca y me hace imaginar, me recuerda al dia q murio mi abuela, me sentia muy triste, pero no podia llorar, ninguna lagrima salio, no me creia que estuviera muerta.

This song gives me a feeling of how grief can affect a person. On the outside they may seem okay but their screams inside slowly get louder and louder until they are silenced by suicide

Its like my inner child singing idk this song touches me so much

Whenever I listen to this song it makes me sad… bc I think abt my childhood… feeling hurt for my inner child , wishing that I could’ve protected her and tell her everything would be alright… she’s been thru so much trauma I’m so sorry younger me…

This song makes me think of bad possibilities. Something that doesn’t often happen to me it makes me. It makes me feel empty like there’s nothing left to live for, Or the people I love most died and I couldn’t even cry. This song also makes me happy. Like i’m in a field with friends and we all play until the sun goes down. I feel angry aswell. Like someone has done something so bad I can’t even explain. It makes me want to cry. Cry with no tears, Hungry but won’t eat, Tired but I just cannot sleep This song makes me remember my pop pop, pop pop joe one of the most funniest strongest bravest and most Handsome men you’ll ever meet i barely got to see him cause my auntie, mom, and Grandma had bad terms with him so they wouldn’t let me see him anytime i was around him he had a smile spoiled me and everything I didn’t value that relationship until he died. I’m crying will writing this and it gives me a headache thinking about him. I miss him so much. I know he he’s proud and happy of me so that’s all that i’m thankful for Pop Pop Joe I love you,Cameron.

This year i lost three people, my best friend who was hit by train,my grandma,my uncle... This fucking year And this song helps me to get that grief out.. Sometimes i wish i was the one who was hit by train..

This song feels like I’m stuck. stuck in the same overthinking thoughts that destroy me stuck in the same emotions that make me feel nothing but loneliness yet also numb but ur so used to it all.. so ur just stuck and dealing with it. But deep down it’s destroying you and u feel like ur drowning with everything and people try to help but it’s the same thing eat better, distract yourself, exercise and you’ve done it all so It’s not enough to keep you distracted from ur horrible thoughts and emotions from the nightmares from the constant anxiety and loneliness feeling from being numb and scared that ur gonna lose everyone and that it’ll be ur fault. I’ve never felt this way before I want it to stop

things used to be so easy… what happened to me?

In my opinion, the sad and hopeless feeling of this song matches perfectly with the rumbling. Imagine the despair after seeing your friends and family being trampled, by not only the titans but the fleeing crowds of innocent civilians, attempting to save their lives from the titans.

When we are children, everything is colorful and full of magic, lots of friends, lots of smiles, lots of hugs and ways to show our feelings. Then we grew up, we realized that those words they spoke weren't meant to hurt us, it was just to show life the way it is, just to enjoy it while there's time to be really happy, the innocence of a child is so beautiful that we can't explain. But all is not lost, there's still something to believe in, so if you're reading this right now, whenever you think about bad things, fight it, say you'll hold on and hold on! You never, never know tomorrow, so for tomorrow don't wish for anything but health, because happiness, you will find one time or another, we just can't give up, one day we will see that colorful world again, one day we will wake up and be able to be ourselves and be happy again. And one more thing, when you feel lonely.. look at the sky and say everything you feel, it can do you good.

Currently crying in a dark bathroom listening to this

Nothing drones me out more than my own mind. I feel forced to view myself. And how sad I really am. The bottle which once held it, is now overflowing.

this song is like grief. like feeling it dawn on you that youll never see this person again or experience this time again. trying to grasp the empty space that your loved one once occupied and finding nothing but air and wishing you had cherished every moment. its like the feeling of moving house and looking back at your old home for the last time. but then it also reminds me of depression and feeling trapped in a place that nobody can even try to understand and wondering if anything will ever be okay again.

Вот слушаю и думаю , как хорошо что я что-то умею , а именно отлично рисовать . Не просто бездушное яблоко и вазу на столе , а нечто большее , живое . Насекомых , птиц , животных , людей.... Все требуют чтобы я на этом зарабатывал какую-то монету в карман , но людям мой талант художника не интересен . Лишь два друга понимают и ценят мои рисунки . Ибо они понимают , что иметь творческого человека в своем окружении это здорово. Только они , больше никто так не думает . Каждый день проходит монотонно , полно идей для творчества , полно карандашей , белых , как снег , листов бумаги , а толку... Толку если желания нет . Каждый вечер я говорю себе что найду желание , встать с утра , позавтракать и начать творить . Но нет , это лишь банальное самовнушение ,и завтрашний день пройдет как сегодняшний , и так по кругу . Я не знаю что должно меня толкнуть взять серый карандаш и провести хоть пару линий . Я не знаю . Мне хочется убить свою лень , душевную слабость , вернуть свой нормальный режим , а не спать до часу дня и просиживая целый день в телефоне. Я уже как месяц потерял интерес к компьютерным играм , фильмам и сериалам . Мне не хочется ничего , кроме как карандаша , листа бумаги , мотивации и вдохновения. Но где и в чем взять две последних вещи , я не знаю. Не знаю . И если бы не рисование , я бы загнулся , полностью потерял бы себя и стал бы бездарной пустышкой , которая ничего не умела , не умеет и не хочет уметь . Смысл тогда жить ? Ответ - нет смысла . А я хочу вернуть свой смысл жизни. Хочу , но опять эти слова..... Я не знаю как ....

this song is incredibly sad. I cant even listen to it without feeling empty