i feel like i cried more than meredith

If my future boyfriend doesn’t love me the way Derek loves Meredith, I’ll rather die alone.

I don't know why I keep torturing myself by watching these

"I wanna die when I'm 110 years old in your arms." My heart. I'm sobbing.

The most heartbreaking part is when Meredith tells him to go and that she will be fine :´(

"I don't want 48 uninterrupted hours. I want a lifetime." "I'd rather be extraordinary together than ordinary apart."

“Derek. Derek. It’s ok. You go. We’ll be fine.... I can live without u. But I don’t want to.”

derek loved meredith more than anything. i hate what happened to him. it’s not fair. 😭

It's been 3 years now and I still didn't get over it I never will Rip:(

"I wanna settle down, and grow old with you." WELL LOOKS LIKE WE WONT BE GETTING THAT WILL WE *sobs*

My longest relationship ever was with Derek Shepherd and Meredith Grey. It honestly felt like losing a loved one when he died. We watched them grow together and apart and finally together again over a decade, and then he was just...gone. Just goes to show nothing good can come of driving on cliffs, no matter how epic the view!

‘pick me, choose me, love me’ and then he picked addison i can’t😭😭

"You were like coming up for fresh air, like I was drowning, but you saved me" - Derek Sheperd🥺

I can never listen to this song without crying now

I am just sitting in a puddle of my own tears... why do I do this to myself...

2023 and we’re still not over this scene… thanks shonda lol

I cried more than Amelia and Meredith and everyone combined. I can’t imagine lost my best friend and soul mate like that. Sometimes I just hate Chandra

It's 2020 and I'm still crying over Derek's death 💔

my heart hasn't been this hurt since calzona divorced

RIP Derek Saddest and best song ever! He was my favourite character 😭😭😭😭😭

I started Watching grey’s anatomy in the summer and I just got to season 11 a couple days ago and this morning I saw the episode where Derek dies and I was sobbing... watching this show you get attached and when they die it feels real

Merluca could never compete with this glorious couple. #PERIODT

They were perfect together 😍😭

i wanna settle down and grow old with you, i wanna die when i’m 110 years old in your arms, i wanna life time😭😭omg i can’t like nooo why derek i legit cried like more than meredith did i feel

After 15 times watching this video you would think I wouldn't be bawling. But here I am crying as hard as I did the first time.

5 years ago if you were too tell me tv series would be a big part of someone's life I'd tell yah you were crazy.

I JUST WANT TO HEar MEREDITH TALK ABOUT DEREK ONCE SHE OPENS UP ABOUT HER WIRHOUT DEREK! EVERYONE ASKS WHOS DEREK AND SHE SAYS ITS A LONG STORY!! I WANT TO LISTEN TO IT PLEASEDEEEEEDJSOAKSNBSS

I think, I will start Grey's Anatomy from the beginning... I can't continue without Derek. It was hard for me without Cristina, Mark, Lexie etc., but this is almost impossible for me.

I really hate Shonda sometimes. EDIT: I don’t even remember saying this and I don’t care about Derek anymore so

I think I mourned longer than meredith

They had a happy marriage. They had a happy life together. They were *the* couple since day one. Derek will always be the love of her life...and no one could ever replace him. And it is not even like DeLuca (for example) isn’t great, is just that he isn’t Derek! And never will be. Patrick and Ellen just had unbelievable chemistry, and that’s simply undeniable. Meredith deserves to be happy, even if with someone else, but never like she used to be with Derek...cause he was her match and vise versa. They went through a lot during 11 seasons, and everything we all wished was that they ended up together. That was not only ours, but also their dreams. And they couldn’t achieve that because Derek died a lot sooner than he should. Everything is just really sad and annoying! And I hate that with all my heart. Because I’ve always loved them since day 1, just like they did, and just like they will always do. Because they loved each other since day one till the very last, and it was genuine and unique. Derek is with Meredith, even if not physically anymore, and he would has wanted her to keep going and to be happy. Mc Dreamy will never be forgotten or replaced, and everybody knows that, even Shonda or Ellen or anyone who has been watching Grey’s since the very first episode. We love you, Mc Dreamy!

i can’t even describe the ridiculously strong connection i have to the character derek. i’ve never wanted to collapse in a man’s arms more than patrick’s. i get dehydrated from crying every time i watch vids w him now. i love him.

The original song is by snow patrol but this cover is by sleeping at last and the song is called chasing cars for the people wondering

Omg the hurt. Especially after Grey's had a cameo of him in Season 13 episode 8. Oh the Feels :(

62,000 views... I'm prob at least 50,000 of them

I’m a late fan but I’m binge watching. Season 11 episode 21 brought me here. This is just not right. My day is screwed up now. And this damn song didn’t make life better. Hahaha Team MerDer

tears this was my ex and mines song and he was the love of my life.. but sometimes we lose the ones we love and thats okay.. but i am forever grateful for meeting him

It's fine I'm just drowning in my own tears get the crash cart God dammit.

call me dramatic or anything but I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE shonda for this

my god, these two. my heart. i miss them. i miss him. he was so perfect and now he’s just gone. i was in shock when he died. one of the worst things that’s happened to me, honestly. rest easy baby 💞😭

I've watched this shamelessly over 40 times idk when I need to feel I watch this

the fact that meredith is calling him like he is just asleep and he is gonna wake up i just can’t😭

Omfg when Meredith put on that damned ferry boat scrub cap I balled AND NOW SHE WEARS IT EVERY EPISODE LIKE HOW CAN I NOT CRY!!!!

I started to cry within the first 15 seconds. What am I doing to myself!!!!

It's been 4 years, and I still cry thinking of him

I don't think I will ever get over this , I feel so so so sad whenever I think about Derek's death and what happened to them . They deserved a happily ever after not one of them dying , they should've ended the show with MerDer instead of killing him. When meredith says " Derek its okay , you go we'll be fine " I feel like screaming and crying out loud . I love them so much . "You were like coming up for fresh air like I was drowning and you saved me " Gosh , I love them so much and miss them so much 😭😭❤️

My daughter is watching greys for first time I rewatched this with her honestly hit me harder 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭forgot how sad it was 😢

I can’t stop crying now, why did i watch it😩

I wasn't even a Meredith Derek shipper but they were THE couple of the show. I went on watching the show after Burke left, it was difficult but I still continued , even catched few episodes after Christina left for Switzerland but haven't seen a single episode after Derek's death.

Freaking breaks your heart. Legit shedding tears on the death of a fictional character, i mean why on earth it hurts so bad?! This song with addition to his death made it 100x more sad. Ah, was the day not good enough to his save life? 💔

this is one of the few times that a show/movie has made me cry. It was sooo sad. I miss Derek! Great edit!

I haven't even watched a single episode of GA yet here I am, drowning on my own tears. Wtf.

Every time I watch one of the Meredith and Derek love story videos, I cry actuall tears, I don't know why I keep putting myself through this

Such a beautiful edit losing derek felt like i lost a very important person of my life , it’s just impossible to watch this without crying

While watching this Arizona's words were in my head when he said to Riggs that Derek turned he life around, her heart beats for Derek ..

it hasn't even started and am already crying.

I cried so much on this scene he was my favorite character after mark

one second in and i’m bawling

the fucking feelings this episode gave me and this video gives me god damnit

Como eu amo vê-los juntos na série... Ele não devia ter morrido!💟💔

We never really know how precious life is until we lose someone we love the most

" we will be fine " the whole world is stilll depressed

This is the edit I've been searching and thinking to make. But u just made it perfect

SEEING ALL THE FLASHBACKS MEREDITH GIVES I CAN SEE THEM IN MY HAED TOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Chorei demais nessa série. Foi a melhor série da minha vida

HURTS LIKE HELL

Found out about this song here in GA, been my #1 favorite ever since! btw makes the scene even sadder, CRY every time I see this!!!!

Nunca vou superar esse episódio 😞

There it goes.....The rest of my soul

" So pick me, choose me, love me" I am in tearsssss

This was so well done I'm crying now

"Its like I was drowning and you saved me" I gotta admit that hit me hard af😭💔

"And over there, that's the room our kids could play."

that literally broke my heart...

When this song comes on I know tears are about to flow😢

"It's like I was drowning and you saved me..😢" gets me EVERYTIME. When you heard this in the back you knew something bad was happening 🥺😩..!!

A morte mais triste da série!!!😭😭😭

Não superei isto ainda!!😔

This scene 😭 as soon as I heard this song I teared up and then I just imagined merediths pain and start crying

This makes me cry every time!!!

Who’s watching in 2017 and still crying?

now it’s 4 years and i’m still crying. I will never get over this. Derrick dying really breaks my heart and i’m not even meredith

I cry every time and I think “ I won’t cry Im over it” 3 minutes later flooded in tears 😭 I love them 😍 my heart will always be broken over them

I feel like I was more devestated than Meredith when Derek died! I was so mad at Shonda Rhimes! How could she do this to us????!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

whos here after season 17 premiere ? :(

“It’s a beautiful day to save lives”- Derek Shepherd I miss him so much😭

This show gets in my feels and this scene got in my feels so much

Es un lindo día para salvar vidas😭

who else would like to have kids with Derek the lushes hair is it just me I would love to have someone like Derek love you RIP Derek Sheperd

I’ve seen Derek’s death yesterday, and that was the 1st time in my life that I have cried for a series

Since 2005 I’ve watched this show and this video makes me cry every time. 🥺

Take me back to the good old days 😭❤️

I want to have one epic love like this. Damn

i watch these all the time and everytime i still cry😭😭

I love that she kept and wore his ferry boat scrub caps all these years, to throw them away would be a sin

I am crying, I love derek so much 😭😭😭😭

LOVE IT! I MISS MCDREAMY AND MEREDITH TOGETHER!

its 2020 and i just saw the preview for the season 17 episode 2 and here i am bawling my eyes

This video gets to me every time

they were the great love story they still should be