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@diecastguykid87512 ай бұрын
I salute you sober people. Seriously. It's not easy.
@darrylgreves21284 күн бұрын
You can do it too and I agree it is hard but we all have to learn in life when enough is enough 😉 keep on fighting it’s never to late respect 👊🏼
@JokerFromHell3 жыл бұрын
6 years clean and sober, 3 suicide attempts, 2 broken relationships and broken up with my family, i play this song everyday since it came out and it helps me with fighting my battle against my own demons, it makes me stronger.
@stevenoest3 жыл бұрын
6 years is impressive as fuck my man. You definitely have a purpose on earth after all you've been through. Stay strong!
@jimmythomas59792 жыл бұрын
Can relate on every lvl brother. Fighting my demons everyday well trying to maintain my sobriety. 3 years ckean, youre not alone brother!!!
@lukewayne45942 жыл бұрын
Jan ist 2023 will be 7 years for me everyday is a struggle fighting demons since before i stopped it got alot worse when my dad past 3 years into my sobriety since then these demons really been fucking with me
@TKN_Story2 жыл бұрын
bruh i have 0 attempts. don't announce failure so easily
@cash24362 жыл бұрын
Keep up the hard work.
@carnage23804 жыл бұрын
GOOSEBUMPS... 8yrs sober and counting! 🙏
@shaniahcarter2844 жыл бұрын
Shout out to everyone struggling with addiction! You can win this.
@micahmartin28213 жыл бұрын
Hell nah
@randomuser30533 жыл бұрын
Probably could its just nicotine
@andrewg78783 жыл бұрын
Addictions just a cheap trick.
@coondaddyvlogs86793 жыл бұрын
Thanks man , its always an uphill battle , even when you arent offered anything , or if you dont think of anything .... curiosity and temptation are always there in the shadows lurking ... waiting for you to go under the moonlight "just one last time" ........... being addicted to substance is hell honestly ...... but hey at least im damn honest enough to admit that after 2 years clean i still and always will have a drug problem wether im using drugs or wether im squeaky clean .... once a user always a user in todays society , just gotta prove ya worth
@daveidduha3 жыл бұрын
@@randomuser3053 What always gets me is its so easy to quit im like "i can start again, its easy to quit!" such a trap
@jamesgallan60704 жыл бұрын
This song has me in tears, been battling alcohol for years, some days I win, most days I lose, merkules your the shit for being so real about it, thank you for this one
@JustinLeon4234 жыл бұрын
Me to bro shit ain't easy CHEERS to that
@xbenjo17104 жыл бұрын
same
@jamesgallan60704 жыл бұрын
Good luck to everyone who struggles with this shit, we do have the power to overcome...and merk....you do too
@chancebrady24 жыл бұрын
Damn brother. I'm right there with ya
@ss-eade4 жыл бұрын
Same brother it's a struggle day to day.
@gazb45442 жыл бұрын
I cant believe this song hasnt had more views. It's one of the most real songs he ever wrote
@cergeidawson74394 жыл бұрын
MERK deserves the top 10 realist artist to ever spit. Real music
No matter how many years roll by an I age from this young adult to a full grown elder man I will always play this song with headphones plugged in volume to max sit.... an just relate to the flow of lyrics strung together for a personal (story told).... whilst bop ahead along with the beat produced with so much passion an class to it... for murk to come an 100 🔥 🔥 🔥 murder with his lyrical talent along with emotional commitment 👏
@7770robi Жыл бұрын
This song hits something in my soul. On repeat for a few days now.
@dereklewis1538 Жыл бұрын
Facts still blasting this shit stomp down killaz for life
@rickymartinez62078 ай бұрын
I feel you brotha 🤙 I'll do the same thing I'm doing it right now 💯💯
@JeffintheFlesh4209 ай бұрын
3 years sober next month. This song helped save my life. It couldn't be more accurate.
@2012WEEDMAN4 жыл бұрын
This is my absolute favourite song on the album. Gives me chills everytime
@milessutton75033 жыл бұрын
5
@pepsifire73612 жыл бұрын
This song requires a second listen to fully understand the meaning of every verse. Masterpiece.
@spencerford91164 жыл бұрын
40 days sober, and it’s been one hell of a battle but it’s possible, Y’all that are struggling holler at me if you need to talk #RecoveryIS Possible
@TheNightKing224 жыл бұрын
Ya know... I pray for your safe recovery. However, the Jameson bottle pic is a little contradictory lol
@tumnassnr4 жыл бұрын
you are not truly free till you not counting dayz,,,, let that sink in
@jessestevenson14964 жыл бұрын
Good shit bro. But u know ur profile pic still a bottle right!?!
@matthiasnilsson90574 жыл бұрын
Keep going homie. I did one bad decision and in back after 100+ days clean from h
@TwistedVizionzEnt4 жыл бұрын
54 days sober for me today. Keep up the good work dude. Recovery is definitely possible, it's not easy by any means but to everyone struggling, you CAN do it.
@samclark4104 жыл бұрын
Real life shit I’m 57 days sober and shit is still in my heart..
@puffingPurpleKush4 жыл бұрын
Good shit Bro. Keep going.
@vladomelka70454 жыл бұрын
keep going right way bruh 🕉
@cavelvlan254 жыл бұрын
That demon will never leave it's up to you to starve it to death
@paulh60634 жыл бұрын
Congrats man. Day 8 for me. Let's win it.
@samclark4104 жыл бұрын
Thanks homies day 60 feels good
@optimaprime89704 жыл бұрын
Merk you'll never know how much you help. You make me wanna fight suicide and depression. Thank you
@joshualichner2792 Жыл бұрын
Fuck yeah. Life a privilege, enjoy
@dallas4544 жыл бұрын
This hits me hard twice. For relationship and hard liquor habits.
@sweetjimibignuts13004 жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same dude
@endlesspossibilities48524 жыл бұрын
Agreed. Crazy how much it's both!
@JAIMY31554 жыл бұрын
For me it is relationship and speed and weed. Maybe liquer a bit but those 2 are my real devils😔
@jeramystewart84312 жыл бұрын
"you helped me at my lowest and left me in the darkness" I felt that in my soul.
@sweetjimibignuts13004 жыл бұрын
Been dealing with alcohol and heartbreak for a while now, this song really hits home for both
@mpmcglaun24 жыл бұрын
The alcohol definitely is a BS drug
@SurpriseHunters4 жыл бұрын
It gets better my man. Ive been dealig with heartbreak too. Merk does the work!
@rakkup75724 жыл бұрын
Riding with you on the same shit. This is the one that gets me too. this beat goes sooo hard tho I lose my shit during the chorus. “You would have never moved, if I hadn’t made you uncomfortable.”- The Universe
@ikarusnarel1393 жыл бұрын
I'm there with you too. This song speaks to me hardcore. Lets be appreciative to merk for putting this together man, first time I hearing it and I know it will be in a constant rotation for the forseeable future.
@envy_ups10953 жыл бұрын
I think that's why we're all here!! Merk knows how to speak to your inner side
@liticalskate70612 жыл бұрын
I'm a 41yo in Lou KY who first came across big Merk about 6-7 yrs ago and been standing by his talented skill set, swearing to MFs this man be the truth in the rap game!
@redwhitegreen33268 ай бұрын
Aight bruh LFG 🍀🚀
@JEEBUSxHIMSELF4 жыл бұрын
as a man whose been drunk everyday since 2016 this shit speaks to me on a different level
@mrsdevine1614 жыл бұрын
good luck
@nathanyoungblood60312 жыл бұрын
Same here. Everyday for the past 16 years. I’m only 31. At 20 I had to go to a liver specialist. My blood count should have been 50 but it was 101. Have you heard Dax-dear alcohol. This song and Dax’s get me through a lot
@johnphillips39377 ай бұрын
This helped me through bad times in a failing relationship, grasping at straws. For me its not about alcohol or substances at all, but love IS like a drug sometimes, its just which one and what is required to get that fix. Hope it helps everyone that hears it
@kaseylockhart340Ай бұрын
I love merkules been listening to him since panda. I don't know how the hell this is 4 years old and I'm just now hearing it for the first time. Just gave me GOOSEBUMPS.....
@kaseylockhart340Ай бұрын
I don't even drink like that too. I love it. 🔥 🔥 🔥
@miztahrayeproductions29424 жыл бұрын
Sublime song about alcoholism. Thankyou. I cried on this one. My dad is an alcoholic. Got me thinking.
@angelinajalbert71614 жыл бұрын
fr same here but even tho my dad showed me this he doesnt fuckin see it
@Cody-93094 жыл бұрын
Man 4:00 to 4:05 in the song he says it even I’ve been writing about liquor all along
@HakunaMufasa664 жыл бұрын
Whenever Merk pops I automatically add it to my playlist even if I can’t listen to it at that moment because everything he touches and speaks on is 🔥he is white biggie
@gmc31484 жыл бұрын
He is merkules 😄
@meaganmarlborough70304 жыл бұрын
Same here,i save everything to my Merk folder 🤣
@LEEBANTON-iu4ss8 ай бұрын
I'm in addition for 37 years and I am currently 48 and I think that this script will be relevant for a long time and will be as long as we struggle!long love and blessings to all of you under the rain!hope your journey ends well 😢❤❤
@diecastguykid87512 ай бұрын
N/W Representative.
@Lebsolja4 жыл бұрын
Shit I opened up youtube at the right time today
@Stevebo304 жыл бұрын
Not if u haven't heard yelawolf new album best thing on KZfaq right now but this was dope too
@juniorsworld37714 жыл бұрын
What's is this the end of the year sale before black Friday lol ish everyone one from KZfaq is bringing that heat like effin crazy whos else is gonna come out with heat and flames my ears are thirsty for noise
@Lebsolja4 жыл бұрын
juniors world Flatbush zombies and the underachievers are where’s it’s at bro. If you don’t listen to then already check em out.
@juniorsworld37714 жыл бұрын
@@Lebsolja guessing I have to now to thanks man lol
@Lebsolja4 жыл бұрын
juniors world Indigoism is probably my favourite album. Enjoy the music!
@darealkosmo4 жыл бұрын
dude holy shit, I was excited for this album and you absolutely killed it.
@jordansalinas24214 жыл бұрын
Damn. Once again. You delivered the people are not disappointed. Alcohol is a horrible addiction.
@skinnyfatboymiller88512 жыл бұрын
9 years sober and my life is still affected by what alcohol done to my life but I only get stronger God-bless this song.
@splaxy81164 жыл бұрын
Im sipping here vibing and listening to your lyrics and then 4:04 hits I look at my bottle. Damn bro... I'm not going to lie and say I'm going to quit, but I'm definitely making a change. Thanks man.
@hjejeejhej59204 жыл бұрын
My sister and mom went to your show and you called my sister out on drugs.... MAD RESPECT unfortunately it never worked but you tried your best and i will always love you because if it. Most real rapper right here dont get it wrong people merkules is awesome
@SidneyjLutz4 жыл бұрын
I legit had this song playing in my truck when I got a DUI. with my daughter dying I lost my shit and went off the rails, but then I thought about my 3 kids at home and have to get my shit together to be around for them. your music always has a way of speaking to me and helps me realize I'm not alone
@haydenrice72524 жыл бұрын
This is one of my favourites off the album, the energy is unmatched 🔥🔥
@GunBase4 жыл бұрын
last night i saw merkules live, when i walked past the tour bus the door flew open and he said "who hasn't gotten their greens today" and tried to hand me and other fans a veggie tray i froze with fear (EXTREME ANXIETYS) lol. when the show was over i made my way to the stage for an autograph or a picture and having the worst anxiety that was so stressful but i waited and waded through everyone to go up first,people shoved me out the way to shove merch on him by the time i finally made it up he was ready to go back and clean up, thankfully i got a good picture and to see the amazing show, i honestly don't think i really cared for the autograph as much as i wanted to say thank you, cause i wouldn't have ever pushed myself without this music. i would have stayed to drink and hang out but i couldnt drink coming from 5 cities down. maybe next year
Heart, love and your soul, anything's possible. Never forget that
@darrylgreves21284 күн бұрын
Bro your a God send keep up the good work I’m 3 years clean now
@haroldhannum71984 жыл бұрын
This shit hits me in so many different ways
@johnnyqmusic3 жыл бұрын
Today is my 1 year mark clean off alcohol. This song right here got me through this. From rehab with the shakes to now feeling better. This helped save my life. Real talk. Thanks BIG MERK!
@kmkmakaveli4 жыл бұрын
Respect from Poland !!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@brandontrujillo25893 жыл бұрын
2 months sober...this jam just gave me the determination to stay that way
@gregzona32934 жыл бұрын
Man this is the the first and probably last time I have ever or will ever comment on a KZfaq video I'm only doing it in hopes that u see it.. Thank u Merk! I'm a little over a year and a month sober from alcohol, and this song is the first time my feelings about alcohol have been put in words, I could never express how it felt or why I was the way I was, but this song is it!! Like goosebumps n teary eyes type real shit!! Thank u Merkules! Much love and respect bro!! And remember bro... It's NEVER too late!!!
@DCRACKA4 жыл бұрын
WOOOO! MERK snapping like Ric Flair!
@kenplageriii4551 Жыл бұрын
Love this song so much
@GrayMagicFrequency3 жыл бұрын
Thats my boy merk!! The raw flow of his emotions put into a form that all of us get to truly experience. Just like Notorious B I G he will grunt and scream in between verses, it gets to the point where his emotions can't be explained in words. Raw, beautiful, and real.
@vrsjah88704 жыл бұрын
I just can not stress it enough how much I love this song.
@runner56754 жыл бұрын
The 1st of November! In the morning - Yelawolf's album, in the evening - Merkules's album! Damn!
@ditto1991 Жыл бұрын
I love the vibe big homie!! Keep it coming.. Thank you for all u do. 🔥❤️🔥
@stratotesphoenix40852 жыл бұрын
Erybody underminding Merks Greatness gets on my Nerves. He soooo- underated.
@greentea_234 жыл бұрын
This song hits me hard. Almost as hard as the bottle did.
@jaimedilnik4 жыл бұрын
I totally know this feeling I have been an alcoholic and addict for 20 years and recovery is amazing but I keep testing the waters every few years just to find my self drowning again. This battle is crazy but I am the winner we can all do win I believe it’s possible
@RoaR30003 жыл бұрын
...Not just one of the greatest Merkules songs,Just one of the Greatest period!...Amazing track!...
@seimkuruc4 жыл бұрын
A real song from the heart right here. Straight fire! 🔥
@nkv25804 жыл бұрын
My new fave Merkules song.. I can totally relate to this right now.
@dorianliving69384 жыл бұрын
Super duper proud of you merk. You been steady killing it.
@apexoutdooradventuresa.o.a25744 жыл бұрын
CONGRATS to everyone seeking recovery from the dark holes we can find ourselves in! Every dark night has a bright sunrise...rain does subside to give way to beauty. And may we all stand strong TOGETHER to make a better today and a bright tomorrow! God bless
@ernest47412 жыл бұрын
Everything about this song speaks to me.. deep, thank you merk
@meganhulslander40652 жыл бұрын
Man my mind was blown on this track, I really am speechless and just played this 10 times back.
@wendyraymond17514 жыл бұрын
Deep ...powerful an full of emotion. .always with a fire flow. .take care. .love an god bless x
@randymellick13023 жыл бұрын
Such a good tune...ill never forget this for ever.
@lucaschilds96564 жыл бұрын
Best song on the album hands down
@jasondeane6303 Жыл бұрын
I've been to rehab twice. I want to share a quote with you that has stuck with me. The darkest moments in our lives are not to be lost or forgotten. Rather, a memory to be called upon to remind us of the unrelenting human capacity to overcome the intolerable.
@mattb9054 Жыл бұрын
Remembering how close to death I was and how aweful I felt is a huge driving force in my success today, both financially, mentally and physically
@randomuser30533 жыл бұрын
Thank you for making this song Merkules. I can finally relate to a song about a break up this song makes me feel not so alone I appreciate everything that you do
@michaelpatrick6202 Жыл бұрын
This song is a testament to how great you truly are merk. I've been listening to you for a years now and I've heard this song like everyday since this album has dropped. And now a time when I'm struggling with my drinking more then ever it speaks to me more then ever. You are truly a gifted and brilliant artist. I look forward to everything you drop and aways love putting all your older shit on repeat. Thanks for you you do for us merk. You have no idea how much you mean to so many of us out here. I hope for the chance to meet you the person one day.
@amandalathrop32344 жыл бұрын
This album is amazing! I love the fact Merk raps about real life shit and hes a fellow Canadian. Major props man!! Thanks for always keeping it real and rapping about stuff we face your the real thing! ❤
@derickb4 жыл бұрын
Truth has no boundaries. Going through this Dailey . It's harder then most say or lead you to believe. Until you wake up, then the world looks boring and the same again. Well played sir well played. Been hearing your words for a while now. Keep the work up, you put in the time and time will put it in for you. Thank you merk
@leonerdothe13th324 жыл бұрын
There are no bad tracks on this album...but if you're reading this you probably knew that already. Great solo at the end too. peace
@thedevinefeminine4 жыл бұрын
My fav song on the album. Love the lil screams! Aahhhhhhh
@TheCassimiano3 жыл бұрын
Me too 👍 aagghH
@stacyfrisbey87862 жыл бұрын
Damn right all of it. Absolutely feel you .
@ShawnHartwell4 жыл бұрын
This beat is completely savage. Let's just get that out there. And Merkules does it again capturing the essence of addictive behaviors and the relationship people can have with ALL FORMS of substances. The key for getting to the bottom of your addictive behaviors is understanding the answer to this question, "What symptoms am I attempting to self-medicate?" Because that's usually the root of why people abuse substances - mental health(BPD,Bipolar,depression,anxeity, you name it...)
@leviwalker7385 Жыл бұрын
3 years later and it's like this dropped yesterday 🍻
@freshnfunky92723 жыл бұрын
You have earned every fan with every bar spit I can relate 1000% its music like this that keeps me going in the bad times
@joelbartley30584 жыл бұрын
As usual man straight bars straight fire good looking out love the music
@taylorpatnaude65103 жыл бұрын
Struggling with addiction is one of the biggest battles of my life. I feel it on 100 I love this one! I listen to the words and my heart just breaks and gives me chills because of how real it is for my everyday life. Everyday is a new choice and a new battle
@endlesspossibilities48524 жыл бұрын
Absolutely love this song! 🤘💙 Oh, and all the others! 😊✌️
@landonfriesen42704 жыл бұрын
Best song on the album by a mile. Merk straight up spits raw bars. The beat is fantastic. Head bobbing the whole song. Song is a masterpiece
@gabrielagosto33454 жыл бұрын
Love this track deffinely going on my playlist
@rickymartinez62078 ай бұрын
7 years sober this December and never felt better this song helps so much 🤙💯
@brandonmuldoon72314 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah keep going brother one love
@chelseamueller92013 жыл бұрын
i absolutely love this song i can relate to it so well. thank u for this
@sirturtle46814 жыл бұрын
I've liked almost everything this guy has put out. Everybody has wack songs but percentage wise this mans catalog is better than anybody elses
@danieldebij4270 Жыл бұрын
Goosebumps over here!!!! ♥️
@onemanarmydesign1874 жыл бұрын
You hit the nail on the head with this one bro! Be strong and keep moving forward!
@low-mercypredatorhunters64794 жыл бұрын
DJ Khaled Anotha ONE 🔥💯🔥💯🔥 Seriously Merk SLOW DOWN with the Bangers it's hard to Keep up Sincerely every Fan 💯
@lHighGrade4 жыл бұрын
Can relate to this too much...This is art in its purist form...SDK 4 LIFE
@justingrove42424 жыл бұрын
We in the same boat, just riding different waves. Emotions in the same book, but on a different page. Merk
@dblock46964 жыл бұрын
Best one off the album 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻
@meyounahanaha4 жыл бұрын
Merk killing it as usual.
@ImTHATguy...4 жыл бұрын
We got us a whole album of the sickness! 🤙🤙
@juggary4 жыл бұрын
Thank you ahhh I can feel you in my heart..
@natoshianelson87764 жыл бұрын
Amazing!!!!! My all time favorite! Your lyrics are real, passionate, and on fire! You have gotten me through some darknolaces in my life and I am grateful for it! I relate so much to your words. It has pulled me from my darkest places! Keep keeping it real! You are amazing! 🔥🔥❤
@goregkoa4 жыл бұрын
When I hear to Merkulis songs, I press next play instantly!
@rachellehunt83582 жыл бұрын
Thank you for some of the greatest music ever made heaven sent brother
@jasoncox3861 Жыл бұрын
gives me chills every time i listen to it
@tomgerlofsma22343 жыл бұрын
Been listening to this on repeat for days in a row now
@clydeschultz73444 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this amazing album! Merry Christmas and all the best for 2020 everyone!
@paulh60634 жыл бұрын
Love the track. So much passion. So much truth.
@g.o41594 жыл бұрын
Alcoholism is hard. Just outta rehab 4 months ago, stayin up cause of songs like this one. Thank you, merk! Keep on livin.