This shit hits when you need it too

And when I go through this again I listen to This Again.

Thanks for the genuine track, Merk. Depression hits like a 🚂 sometimes. Life's a blessing in disguise, though.

When this song came out, i was in a really low spot in life, and yes right now im back in another low spot. Drinking alone and mixing all these other poisons together as well... truth is we all end up going through the same shit over and over and this is what builds your character and your strength to get through the storm..

The merk we know and love!

Thinking about life and drinking alone

4 years later….and I’m still going through this again….

Thinkin bout some tough decisions right about now... This song helps so much. Thank you merkules.

Still hits! Every time depression comes knocking I find myself here climbing back out to do it again. Thank you!

I'm listening to this again 👍

This song right here helpin' me through some shit right now. Thank you for this.

This is Fire, Merks real shit right here you can tell hes speaking from the heart 👌

Everyone's hearing but they ain't listening. Hope you beat your battle with your addiction. Much love

About to be 5 years 🔥🔥🔥

Breaks my heart knowing other people feel the same way sing it bro

I have a hard time dealing with depression and PTSD so much so that drugs were my only source of peace.. I got clean 5 years ago and now music is the peace of mind and youre music is one of the biggest reasons.. much love brotha hope to see you in Sudbury again soon #705

this song saved my life like 15 times already ... you'll never kill the pain - but you can understand it and become friends with ... Thanks Merk!!!

"I wasn't even at the table when the cards were dealt." You don't get enough credit for your lyrics. Genius in word choice, broad in scope, specific to you as an individual. You are your own. I always dig it. Forget the haters.. We are our own worst critics. We don't need anybody for that ish. keep it up big dog

HITS JUST AS HARD AS IT DID 5 BACC MERK A LEGEND

Merk might not be the most known rapper but let’s all agree that all under rated rappers have the most fire and dope albums then they end up blowing up on a song and just keeps on moving and gets better content in music vids 💯 plus it’s great to see a dirt broke rapper blow up and made there future dream every one wished they got into and make it through the rap game💯 wish I was in Merks path in the rap game💯❤️

Merk is so underrated!!

On repeat for sure. You really don't even know how much your music has helped me through some real shit.

I'll be forever grateful for this song, it put me back on track and helped me get out of a dark time. Thank you man. I made it back home, working my way back up.

Merk you are an artist who has depth and character. It's not always going to happen the way you see it but you are making an impact and growing as a man. Your music is solid and honestly that's what counts. Fuck fakes that only worry about Instagram accounts. Do your thing homeslice. My friend saw you live in Newmarket and said you and Snak were dope. Never give up. Stompdown Killas be the truth.

if it wasnt you i would not be alive anymore, thank you for sharing your high and lows in a form of music with us, i love you Merkules.

Merk: ur beautiful I love u and snak forever

This week has started out all wrong already...i sit here sipping coffee vibing with Merkules...calms me enough to make thru these rough days..stay true and you can never go wrong!

Man .. on earth does anyone else think this MerKules track is the Bomb ?

Your insane man. Music is so deep and just so much more enjoyable than any other artist out thr. You deserve to be on top.

I thank you for the music Merkules. Big love from Canada, Sask.

This is still one of my go to songs from Merk, it just hits hard with those feels.

Let us feel the hurt Merk. You helped me get out of dark times and are one of my biggest inspirations.

Dont ever let the money get to you merk stay real

One year later and I'm honestly going through this AGAIN. Even tho my life is fucked at the moment, watch me get back up!! Merk, brother you are a GODSENT. God bless you! This shit helps

Some heartfelt shit, Merk. You keep making music the way you do, and I'll keep listening. It's that simple.

Don't care the year, I'm still bumping it. Happy 2022 to everyone.

Amazing!! AS ALWAYS!

Don’t ever stop what you’re doing. I have all your albums on my phone and you’re changing the game man.

Still a daily banger Merks, great track with insight, keep them coming, Merks 2k19

You prob wont see this.. but youve always helpt me in my toughest times. Thank u.

Merk came so HOT in 2017... I can't wait to see how this album pans out in 2018. Much love brother. STK4L

"You purchased yours, I really earned my views" I love it homie!

4 years ago when this song dropped.. I'm back...again.

This hits hard, always finding my way back to this

Murked it as always!

Merkules you killed it once again... Grandma is gonna love this.

For me...This is his best song ever. I feel it so much......

You give me hope for the rap game. Also thank you merk, I listen to your lyrics flow and backstory and it's insane how much alike we are. You might've saved someone. Keep it up.

This should be at a 100 million views by now...fire!!

Call the coroner merk just murdered another track!!!!

This song is so amazing I will listen to it all day.

Lifes been rough this year, looks like it's not gonna end anytime soon either. This song speaks on so many levels its been an absolute life saver. This beat and no matter what Merk does its going to be fire.

This Guy is the Hope of Rap - can‘t hear this Trap shit anymore Love your Music dude - deepest Shit i‘ve ever heard ! 🔥

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I've been pretty much sober for the last 4 years but I've slipped lately dealing with losing the love of my life and fighting to keep my son in my life has pushed me back here this is on repeat as I try to drown it all out

We used to see his shows in a sketchy mission bar in BC for $20 almost 10 years ago because he was friends with our friend group... now he’s got millions of views doing songs with tech 9.. proud Canadian, go Merk!

He's got that vinnie paz mentality. Tight beat, nice flow, you can't beat this.. And you can't beat honesty.

This is straight flames. Shoutout from Nova Scotia 🔥🔥

Es un tema que no dejo escuchar me hace recordar mi situación pasada gracias adiós salí del hueco... bendiciones merkules 🙏🏾🙇🏾‍♂️ que dios te bendiga... sigue produciendo lo bueno que vienes haciendo✌🏾

when 2020 hits "I be going through this again, through this again"

Every time I hear one of Merk's more serious songs, it gives me chills. This guy is my favorite rapper.

Merk bout to take over the game 💯💯

MERK......killin the game.. you deserve everything you work for. HAPPY FOR YA!!!

MERK! you are saving me right now homie. Been so down and out and your music is the only thing that I can relate to lately. Your not just a rapper homie... your my therapist.

Is this the next song I'll listen to a thousand times? No doubt.

Love from Sweden !! 🔥🔥🔥

I'm still drinking 8 yrs straight... I love this song tho thank you merk!

There's noone that can save me, save me now..... leave me alone.....im far to gone...💔🖤🥃🚬

I fell from sobriety and I'm getting back up cuz bad times happen but they aren't forever . I got this 💪

This is you Merkules. This song is fire! Please more like this, you are a beast on a remix but this is going beyond Keep this up its so dope!

Stay strong merk your music made a big impact on my life man your one of the best out there bro your music rocks keep your head high and keep the blunts burning 😑🔥🌲💨💯💯

Same feelings of inadequacy periodically bring me back to this song.

This is some newer rap I can respect not much of that now n days

damn i wish i could chill with this dude for a day. just fire!

6 years later still fire bro 🖤🖤😍💯💯🤯

I’m so shy but I would love to try singing music like this ❤ this is fire

This is 🔥 much love homie

Fuk yeah got this on forever replay. 306 In Tha Mixx!!!

Merk I think you are one talented artist. I love your remixes. I look forward to more of your own original music. You ARE one of the Best lyricist I have heard. If you did battle you would kill-em.

This song never felt so real until now 😭

dropped that fire to keep us all warm 🔥🔥

It genuinely warms my heart when i see Merklues has come so far. He was and is an amazing artist and he definitely deserves it. I sense a lot of Lil Peep influence on this track and i love it,so good.

Chorus 1 Hour Loop ASAP! Merk will allow it cuz he's real and I can relate.

🔥🔥💥🔥 stay on repeat Im Angel with no halo now💪💪

Wanna chill?? Listen to Merk Wanna go berzerk? Listen to Merk Wanna get hight af? Listen to Merk Keep up with these songs Dood.What a dope guy!

Canada’s finest

Much love and all hope to you and the journey your on with your addiction. Your on a different level than anyone else I listen to, and your lyrics/style is 🔥 inspiration in each track.

Another masterpiece, interesting how some songs can relate to more than some people….❤️‍🔥

Another song I can relate to. Cant wait for the album to drop. Keep going youre doing great.

merkules for president! 😂🎉 this song is hot af

2 years later and my 2 1/2 year old still loves this song! Every time it comes on! 💯💕

Just listened to this track for the first time and instantly want to listen to "this again" pun intended

This is straight amazing

Another hit. Love the determination. Absolutely love it. You're one of the many rappers that actually put their emotions and passion into their lyrics, with as much Truth as possible. Keep it up man. :) Do you and ignore the bullshit.

I'm loving your music. Keep this up for real. Change this world with your voice. Many men don't get that chance.

its soo nice to finally know merkules hardwork has paid off so far, been with him for a few years now and called him blowing up. nice to see and im rooting for you through the new year to. SDK for life

major props to you merk. your music has touched my heart at the right time in my life, one of Canada's greatest. actually the most real rapper for touching on mental health, such strong and relatable lyrics. you keep doin you brother lots of love, support and respect coming from AUS. PS I'm gonna meet you one day and say this in real life.

this song is so damn relatable thank you so much for your music it really is appreciated and heard!!! please keep going we're with you man

I've delt with depression and anxiety pretty much my whole life and this song right here has really hit home for me it has actually help me to start my own music career just got to get the equipment to do it

This is my get away from all the madness in my life all the drugs n drinkn everyday got me fukd up fr sucks can't speak to anyone these days just soldiering thru it alone but at the end of the day this my get away