I am so glad I found this brilliant interpret. Listened to 4 of his albums so far and I can say I'm absolutely smitten. It feels like floating, listening to this music, doesn't it? :')

I've been listening to most of their albums as part of my routine whenever I go to sleep. It really calms me down especially when I have a pretty bad social anxiety lol.

I have extreme panic disorder, depression, PTSD, terrible insomnia, and stress most of all. Every single day I throw up at least 10 times. I’m growing white hair and it’s coming out in clumps. My friends are extremely toxic and my parents hate me. I’m so sick of waking up every night and think about the small things that I did wrong, my head spinning and filled with flooding thoughts, I sweat and shake uncontrollably, becoming light headed and soon running to the bathroom to throw up. EVERY DAY AT LEAST 10 TIMES. My doctors say it’s nothing and my parents don’t give a flying fuck. Highschool on top of all of this. Im only 16 and at such a Young age im bombarded with this pressure to not mess up or have a panic attack in front of these people or have another nightmare about a situation (why I have my PTSD) and have that aching fear follow me throughout the day. I feel lost, and worthless. I just need someone to wrap me in their arms and let me know they love me. And that I haven’t scared them off yet. To sit by me when I’m having an episode, to rub my back when I vomit, to tell me that I’m worth it even with my scars. But I feel like nobody cares, my therapist goes on their phone while I speak, she gives me shit advice and I just sit there not wanting to “annoy her” because I’ll be up all night thinking about telling her to put her fucking phone down and tell her to go fuck herself. I hate myself and everyone around me. I don’t know if things will get better. Sorry I really had to get all of that off my chest. If you’ve read till this point I thank you. 🙏 I haven’t been able to truly tell people how I feel. If you’ve seen this comment before, it’s because I want to share my story. To tell people that even if they feel alone like me, that I care about them and that I just want to hold them in my arms and tell them that their not alone. Thank you. 💛

Much appreciated.

this album is perfection. tyvm for posting wow

every human being need this album

Thank you from Bolivia, I was looking for it ...so glad thanksss!! A lot

Love this man

Just found them and I love this entire album....

Wow = OMG

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This is just... beautiful. I found the perfect album. I'm so glad I found this masterpiece. edit: This gave me power when I got my heart broken. I still can't fully move on. Nobody told me it isn't just emotional pain. I actually felt my heart hurt physically. I was almost fully happy and was finally getting rid of my depression. The past 3 days she had just been ignoring me. I was feeling so bad. She was just ignoring me and I was so scared what was happening. I was lost. I talked to her after the school ended. Sent her a message. She just said that she was just having a bad day. But i went and said I didn't believe it. But said I'm just overthinking again. Blamed it on the overthinking. But she still kept ignoring me the next day. I was so confused. The last day from those 3 days. I sent her a message that I'm sorry for not believing her and just saying stupid stuff and maybe annoying her. Then it hit. She answered with a message. As I was reading it, her saying in the first message some stuff that she doesn't want to continue. I was feeling so sick inside me. As I read the sentence saying, I want to break up, I collapsed. I felt my heart breaking. My chest hurt so much. It pulled me down. My heart breaking and forcing me down from the pain. It hurt. I was in shock right away. I couldn't think. I didn't know what to do. I read rest of the message. I tried to fight back trying to tell I don't need so much attention that she thinks I need. That she can do the stuff she needs to do without worrying about me, when she might even did that. "I want to say one last time if it can help you, ily." I don't think she meant it. We stopped talking. I decided to go for a walk to try escape the reality. With my broken heart. My heart hurting more and more. (edited this part 2.6. 2021.) I listened to this when I went for the walk to escape reality after messaging each other that she wanted to break up. Then I saw her in the dark winter weather when I was walking this little trip to every place where we had fun. She ran to me. She told saying that She hopes she didn't break me. She did. I was still in shock. Didn't get word out of my mouth. I was just smiling. Didn't know what to do. She said bye and was on her way to home. I kept walking too. I realized. What the fuck I'm doing. I stood still and thought about running back to her for the last hug. I said "fuck it." I ran after her. When I finally reacher her I asked: one last hug? She gave me that. We hugged for one minute. My breathing was heavy after running a kilometer. She still gave me couple kisses on my cheek while we were hugging. That's still the our last hug right now. (Update on this part from 29.5. 2021. I think that is going to be the last one...) We started walking on opposite directions after that hug. I still remember turning around looking her walk away. I went to middle of the fields listened to this album. Stood still just listening the whole album. In the cold standing in snow. I watched the full moon. Shining in the huge fields around me full of snow. I'm torturing myself. I don't want to move on. I want her back... Edit: 10.3.2021 2:29 am Umm. We are like ghosts to each other. We see everyday at school. I forgot to tell why she wanted to break up. She had too much going on her life. And I was a stupid f*cking idiot, depressed. I started infecting her with my depression. Her having to help me and having her own things and problems, she wasn't able to take it anymore. She never told me about her problems so I never realized she had own problems too because she seemed so happy all the time. She wanted to break up. I want to explain her everything I have realized from all the overthinking. I miss her. All the memories I get from listening to this. What happened? We were happier than ever. Then 2 weeks pass by. She just started ignoring all of sudden. I started to f*ck up and then, week later, breakup It has been only like month and a week. Why it feels like a year. All the good memories. Starting to make me sad and miss her so much more. One night this week. I'm going to send her a message. Explaining everything I have realized and figured out. It would make me feel so much better. 29.5.2021 15.11 I didn't send that message. We just kept ignoring each other. We haven't talked in months. In 3 months and a half or so. I don't think we are going back to being even friends. This is the life now. I'm much happier now for some reason. I was depressed most of the last year. I was actually getting better. I wasn't even depressed anymore. Then she left me. I was in shock. Confused. Lost at that point with a broken heart. She hurt me actually in so many ways. Was I just blind. I overthinked and loved too much. Shouldn't do that. It will hurt even more. But I got many new friends after the breakup and made old friends more close again. fuck love. It's just ruining lifes if you are young. Search for that love later or wait till it finds you. Crazy to think that, there's someone out there far away. Very far away. There is the real one. The real one meant for you that you are going to live your life with. You don't know who that one is but that human is there somewhere. Just a random human living their life, that is your love of life. Never have I wanted to meet someone this much that I don't even know... 18.9. 2021 10.36 Well. It deleted all that I just typed. Why... I'll type it again I don't even care: I never sent that message to her. We just kept ignoring each other. I miss the time we had together. I don't miss her anymore. I miss the old her. The one I had all the memories with. She's changed too much. Well she changes school next year. And we will never see again. That would be 10 years of our lifes. We will never see again after all that time. That's crazy for me to think about. All the fun we had. All the memories. All the sad and fun. It's over. We never see again. We knew each other all our childhood. Two Finds Two is the perfect song to listen when thinking about this. I'm going to miss our childhood and time together. We are now going our own ways. We had so much together. I still can't get over of that fact. This feeling is so weird. I don't know what I'm going to miss. Her or the fun we're for sure never going to experience again. I don't know what I want. I hate growing up. I want to be young again. Not having to worry about anything. Just having fun. 30.12.2022. 3.15 am I'm still alive. I'm kinda alright. I actually got someone. Someone really awesome, that takes care of me. Love. Haven't been this good friends with it in a while. This comment is getting laggy for being fed so full with these senseless words. 18.12.2023 12.01am She has changed. She isn't the same. She started showing the real her as we made our way down our road. She is using me. She is using me... I can't understand that. How can it be like that. How did this happen. She is talking lies about me behind me. She would have left me a long time ago if I wouldn't have what I provide to her. She has made so many wrongs to me. It was always me keeping this together. She didn't even try to fix things. It was me talking to a wall. So many words. So much effort. So much time. All thrown away. Because of her. Oh how she seems so nice with me. But when I'm not around she turns to something I can't even imagine her to be. I owe big for my friends for telling the truth. I'm starting to see it. She isn't what I deserve. I deserve better. I can't give all this to someone who is just using me for it. I have to let her go. It's going to be hard but what matters the most to you is yourself. I can't continue wasting my life for this. Soon, our road is coming to an end... 20.12.2023 3.16pm I think we just broke up. I still really how it ends. It all happened so fast. 11 months and 21 days. She said that let's see how I feel about this and what i want after a while. I fucking hate love. I'm so lost... 21.12.2023 2.14 am. Umm. We broke up. For now. She said that let's see what I will think of this and after a while see if I want to get back together or leave it be as it is. She's really lying. A lot. Actually. I say stuff and not a long after she says same stuff completely different. I can't even communicate right because she changes so much. I'll think what's the best for me. Not what is for her. The way she treats me has really helped me think about all of this. 7.1.2024 8.26 am. Haven't slept. Here i am though. I think I'm doing fine. I have had fun. Seen a lot of my important friends. But most importantly I have thought about stuff. And guess what? I think I'm still lost. But I think the loneliness I have now, It's peaceful. I have my own space. Feels weird to own one. School starts tomorrow. That's in under 24 hour. Weird to go back. I had been at work for so long. Vacation did good. I should probably go get sleep. I'll try. I thinking I've reached the limit for this comment. I'll leave another comments below and so that you recognize it, it starts with: 25.4.2024 12.40 am

Hate this is not in spotify :(

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