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Lyrics:
Verse 1
Is the pain even worth it anymore?
I don’t know if I can hang on
I’m losing control
So far away from where panic begun
But I’m ashamed of the man that I know I’ve become
Terrified of being alone with my thoughts at night
I feel corrupted by the things I thought were right
Can you tell me how to stop the pain inside?
Cause I’m dying to feel alive tonight
I’ve been betrayed by a mindset I thought I could trust
The biggest lie I tell myself is that I’m never enough
I’m making peace with the feelings I can’t erase
Suppressing hate when I see myself and look at my face
I can’t stand to stay here anymore
But I don’t know what I’m fighting for
Self destruction at this point is just a matter of time
The only problem is I’m not done and I want to survive
Chorus
Wish to fall asleep tonight
But it’s when my demons come to life
I can't have peace inside
When the hurt I leave
Comes to light at night
Verse 2
Endure the pain while I run away
This is a sickness and the reason that I’ll go insane
I’m sick and tired of the fear, shame, and lies
And buying time till the moment that my soul declines
I need to turn and face the pain
I’m suffocated to the point that I know I will break
So back up or back off
I need to stop running from myself
Chorus
I wish to fall asleep tonight
But it’s when my demons come to life
I can't have peace inside
When the hurt I leave
Comes to light at night
Bridge
Think I’m out of my mind
I know I need to make a change running out of time
Tell me how can I find the keys
to a prison that's of my own design?
Think I’m losing my mind
I know I need to make a change running out of time
If you could read my mind you would feel me
You would feel me burn
You would feel me burn
(I wish to fall asleep tonight)
I need to stop running from myself
Chorus
I wish to fall asleep tonight
But it’s when my demons come to life
I can't have peace inside
When the hurt I leave
Comes to light at night
I wish to fall asleep tonight
But it’s when my demons come to life
I can't have peace inside
When the hurt I leave
Comes to light at night
Alt Chorus
Deep inside I know what's real
But I don’t care when I’m too numb to feel
The darkest parts of me collide
And come to light at night