Miscarriage Chromosomal Analysis Results | Recurrent Pregnancy Loss

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Sharing the results from chromosomal analysis following our 3rd miscarriage and D&C.
1% of women will lose 3 or more pregnancies.
Being in this small minority comes with A LOT of emotions. Tack on the battle of infertility along with it and it can make women like me feel vulnerable and isolated. Self-blame is also very common to feel, although I did nothing to cause my losses, it sure can feel that way sometimes.
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@amandahowell3853 4 жыл бұрын

Dont apologize for crying it means your a human that loves her child

@tydesha03 4 жыл бұрын

As someone who has had 7 losses...I can feel your pain! Even though we know it’s not “our fault”...I will always feel some sort of blame because my body is the one causing the issues. I do want to say...do NOT lose hope! I am currently 31wks pregnant with our 🌈 baby boy after a loss in Feb 2019. My thoughts and prayers are with you and just know you are not alone! Much love and hugs! ❤️

@amishaikh1570 2 жыл бұрын

Pray for me aswell I losses my 4 pregnancy

@jerminniepowell2476 2 жыл бұрын

What did u do

@nursemayra3897 9 ай бұрын

Did you just keep trying?

@tydesha03 9 ай бұрын

@@nursemayra3897Yes! We ended up taking Clomid and using progesterone. After my son was born in January 2020…we got pregnant again in 2021 and had our daughter on December 23, 2021! Currently going through loss number 9. I also had one in August. We are going to do the same thing as before with my next cycle and pray for the best! 💖

@tydesha03 9 ай бұрын

@@nursemayra3897also wanted to note that my iron and vitamin D were both extremely low. Once we got those levels back in normal range…I carried easily. My ob said low iron can cause blood clots to form in the umbilical cord as it forms.

@AmandaXTine 4 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry for your loss. You mentioned how it’s rare to have 3 miscarriages, but please don’t let that discourage you. My mom had 4 miscarriages, but right after that she got pregnant with my sister and then she had me 2 years later. All of that to say that things will all happen for you in Gods perfect timing, and while I know that doesn’t make the grief go away, hopefully you feel some comfort and protection in that. I think you’ll be an incredible mom one day. ❤️

@roopti 3 жыл бұрын

Thank you.. this gives me some hope

@mascara1777 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for being an advocate for this community Kelsie. I'm tired of people sweeping infertility, miscarriage/infant loss under the rug...it has led to society being so ignorant about it unfortunately. Even my own mother ignored me after my miscarriage and literally yelled and me that she didn't want to have to hear me "blubbering about it because I wasn't that far along anyway." It makes people so uncomfortable and then we have to just accept their rude comments and attitudes when it comes to our infertility struggles and lost children. People need to be aware that not all mothers have their children by their side on this earth. I'm praying for you!

@blair7484 Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry your mom acted like that. It's hurtful whenever it happens. I've just had my third miscarriage all between 6- 7.5 weeks and it gets harder each time. I hope you had or eventually have a successful pregnancy and better family support.

@AT-zl6dk 5 ай бұрын

I agree. I had 2 miscarriages First one March 2022 @ 6 weeks 🦋 Second one February 16,2023 @ 9 weeks 🦋 - chromosomal abnormality trisomy 22, abnormal boy 😢 My husband and I were devastated and still coping with it. We are awaiting fertility appt. Both pregnancies were natural however after the first pregnancy we decided to see fertility specialist more so for a full work up. We were given option to try natural or consider IVF. Be opted to try natural but this happened 🙏🏼😢 The most comforting thing is our baby was thriving with a every weekly ultrasound and then we had a break for a few weeks then for the 12 week appt was told the baby stopped developing at 9 weeks :( Praying 🙏🏼🤍

@LeslieWeiser 4 жыл бұрын

I did not heed your warning and I watched 😭😭😭 💔 Grandma loves you Brecklynn 💕

@ItsKelsiesLife 4 жыл бұрын

Leslie Weiser you were warned grandma ❤️ Brecklynn loves you!

@chandlorsullivan7440 4 жыл бұрын

Watching you cry just breaks my heart! Never meet but I just love you so much, think you are such a sweet soul. I’m praying for you every day 🙏🏼🙏🏼 for your heart, your uterus, your embabies, your husband, your journey!

@seq4168 Жыл бұрын

Just had my 3rd loss. I can’t take it anymore. I remember thinking: “there’s NO WAY something will go wrong AGAIN, right?”…. It’s almost too much to bear. Thank you for sharing your story and motivating me to follow through with IVF. Lots of hugs and love sent your way ❤❤❤

@jossbert2479 4 жыл бұрын

Watched this as just had my 3rd miscarriage after 4 years TTC. My heart breaks for you. My heart breaks for me. We just need to keep moving forward ❤️❤️ So brave of you to share your journey and help many of us not feel so alone. The day I miscarried my younger sister was giving birth to her first so it is all bitter sweet. I’m kind of numb to it all at the moment 😔

@Amandeeda 4 жыл бұрын

Oh my goodness! I’m so sorry! I’m in therapy for self blame and it’s sooooo hard. People just don’t understand how hard that is. I know it’s hard finding out the sex of your baby.... but deep down I know you are so glad you did because you can talk about her and use her name and remind people that you lost your daughter.... you child that pain won’t ever fully go away, but one day you will have more joy and need more names❤️❤️❤️

@Amandeeda 4 жыл бұрын

And yes names!! I fully believe in my heart that you will have more than one Earth-born child❤️

@kirstensteven-thecowbellli4158 4 жыл бұрын

Kelsie I'm so sorry. You literally had me in tears. You're right, there wasn't going to be a "right" result from the tests, either way would be just as hard as the other. I'm send you both ALL of my love. Crossing my fingers for your next transfer. ❤️❤️❤️ You guys deserve your rainbow baby.

@ItsKelsiesLife 4 жыл бұрын

Kirsten & Steven - The Cowbell Life thank you so very much 💜

@kathleenbolanos 4 жыл бұрын

Perfectly said

@mariamflorida1016 4 жыл бұрын

You have such a sweet soul Kelsie!!! You are going to be such a beautiful and great mother!!! Don't apologize for crying, those emotions are raw and real and that's what I love about watching you. Your vlogs are the BEST!!! I'm praying for you in every step of the way in your journey❤❤❤

@lauraleemiller4702 4 жыл бұрын

Beautiful Brecklynn only ever knew your warmth, love, protection, and hope for her. She and her siblings were perfect and loved. It is a cruel world we live in where some mothers do not get to hold all of their children. I have two of my own that I hope to meet in the next life.

@emerkavanagh9998 4 жыл бұрын

Kelsie, there are no words to say how incredibly sorry I am for your loss. Like you, I also miscarried a perfect, chromosomally normal baby a month ago (also conceived through IVF), so I have some understanding of the complete devastation I know you must be feeling. Nobody can fully understand it unless they’ve been through it, and it’s truly horrific. Thinking of you and wishing you all the luck in the world for the next round xxx

@amyoptimist6220 4 жыл бұрын

My heart is with you. You’re not alone with always falling into the lower statistic. 😔 I’m so sorry for the loss of your sweet daughter. ❤️

@jackiemarvitz3743 4 жыл бұрын

Oh honey I'm so sorry! I've been closely following your story and you are both in my prayers! I know the struggle. Been TTC for 3 years. We just had our second miscarriage (one from iui last year and last one was last week from our first fresh transfer). Gearing up for our next cycle. Can't wait to see you get your rainbow baby! Soo much baby dust! ❤🍍

@dbcrew8290 4 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your losses and baby dust to you too

@phyllisnolfi2389 4 жыл бұрын

Prayers for you going up right now. My daughter in law lost her first few pregnancy’s and they found out she had the clotting disorder. They put her on blood thinners (she gave herself 2 shots a day) and went on to have 4 beautiful children. I am praying that this is your answer too. ❤️

@GG-od5ju 4 жыл бұрын

Dont give up. Ive had 5 miscarriages all before 14 weeks I have an incompetent cervix. I gave up and miraculously ended up pregnant im now 23 weeks and been getting blow after blow but im still fighting.

@gorihardoia3603 3 жыл бұрын

@@heartofglod1042 Hi me too suffering for infertility for almost more than 6yrs... Got conceive but baby growth reduced so aborted, now again conceived but HCG level too low, unable to find placenta & baby, so doctor said may b chromosomal abnormalities... What to do??? Very much frustrated..

@nexgentactiks9404 4 жыл бұрын

Dont give up... me and my wife had 5-7 miscarriages over 10 yrs TTC and finally we are 6 weeks away from giving birth to our first lil girl conceived 100% normal

@anusha3826 3 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing.. Words like these give hope... 😍

@ayeshamalik6081 3 жыл бұрын

Is there any specific procedure that u followed??

@nexgentactiks9404 3 жыл бұрын

@@ayeshamalik6081 no we just went 100% natural gave up on trying and just started living again and found our selves preggo one day i know it sounds odd but i think after we gave up on the stress of trying to have a baby it just happens

@adriannavanoyen 4 жыл бұрын

My heart goes out to you- I completely empathize with feeling that the results would be hard. With my first loss (missed miscarriage in week 12) I had a D&C and asked for a genetic analysis. I suspect we had different panels done because we weren't given the option of finding out the sex of that baby, but the results came back "normal". I felt so betrayed by my body and completely understand using the term "if" for future pregnancies as you talked about on instagram, it frustrated me to no end that people would say "when" instead because there really are no guarantees in life. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you two and hope that your next transfer leads to your rainbow baby/babies! 🤞For me it's been a very anxiety-provoking but encouraging and empowering journey in reclaiming confidence in my body now that I'm nearing the end of this third pregnancy and getting ready to meet our own little girl in January. 🌈 So let January bring both of us joy! 💗💗💗

@easmr1 4 жыл бұрын

Adrianna Miller agree, after 3 losses I am now 23 weeks and still saying “if”. I don’t know if the trauma from those losses will ever go away. I do think it will make me appreciate having a baby even more.

@erinwhitney6019 4 жыл бұрын

You’re so strong momma! My husband and I had our third loss in December 2019. We opted for a d&c so we could possibly find out what went wrong and the sex of our baby. Our baby boy had complete Trisomy 16, we named him Noah. It’s heartbreaking. So sorry for your losses.

@chelseakramer2664 4 жыл бұрын

You are so strong, Mama! I am in the 1% with you, sister. I just want to remind you and I both that God cannot be reduced to statistics. Praying for you and your husband that, come next fall, it will be YOUR turn. 🌈 Throughout my losses, this verse keeps appearing literally everywhere: 2 Corinthians 1: 3-5. Although it doesn't take the pain away, it affirms that your pain is not in vain. You are helping so many women, Kelsie! That effect will ripple for years to come. Much love and happy belated birthday!!

@canadianpeasant3490 4 жыл бұрын

Shedding tears for you and for myself. Your heart ache is mine too. I can't tell you how much it means. I know the tears will be wiped from our eyes someday

@casey7625 4 жыл бұрын

My OBGYN told me she had 3 transfers of IVF before the one stuck. You are so brave! My heart and prayers are with you girly!💜

@aholman318 4 жыл бұрын

You and your husband are both so amazingly strong! It’s seriously incredible.

@mia-mariah3456 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss! I don’t usually comment but I want to give you some hope. I had 4 misscarriages, the same weeks as you did. And the last one got tested-> genetically normal. Me and my husband were tested for all sorts of things, everything came back normal but something was wrong and the heart always stopped beating for our beautiful babies.. In the 5:th pregnancy we tried meds during pregnancy for the first time. I had lugesteron and a high dose of folate until week 12, mini aspirin and klexane during the whole pregnancy until week 36-37. I was so scared to stop taking the meds. But I gave birth to a perfect little baby at week 40. I had lost hope because nobody could explain why the misscarriages happened. But miracles do happen! I hope you get yours soon! ❤️

@edwardsjarvis30 4 жыл бұрын

You owe nobody an apology for crying! Brecklynn Hope is a perfect little lady, and has so many who love her. Praying for you guys in this season. 💕

@christinatroutman777 4 жыл бұрын

Oh my heart. Thank you for sharing her. Her name is so beautiful and she is perfect. I’m so sorry for all this. You are so strong and she will always be with you Mama. Sending you hugs and prayers!

@laurensmith483 4 жыл бұрын

No apologies for crying Kelsie. You’ve endured the unimaginable. Always rooting for you and Anthony ♥️ And sweet Brecklynn will never be forgotten.

@kneadysetgrow3220 4 жыл бұрын

Kelsie, I had tears in my eyes from this video. Even though I'm far away (all the way from the Netherlands) I feel you are close to my heart and I find myself thinking "how's Kelsie" from time to time, since I've been following you for quite some time already. If by any chance, you'd like to write (email, actual letter) with someone you're not familiar with, just to write down a few thoughts, be angry, vent every now and then, just let me know. I thank you for sharing your messages with us, being so very real and open about it all. HOPE is the most beautiful name, by the way. Sending you and your husband lots of love ❤️

@barbarah.2904 4 жыл бұрын

Anja Beverwijk Same with me, all the war from Germany. I also find myself thinking „how is kelsie“ from time to time. Lots of Love from Stuttgart, Germany

@laurene1389 4 жыл бұрын

Kelsie, I am so sorry. When you said the baby was genetically normal, my heart just broke for you. Sometimes...there just are no answers and it sucks. You're human, I don't think anyone can say they wouldn't feel as you do, wanting to blame yourself. But it won't change anything, all you can do is move forward. You're very strong. Wishing you the very best. ❤️

@benkayla6781 4 жыл бұрын

You are so brave for sharing your story with all of us. Infertility is so emotional and such a rollercoaster. Praying for you guys on your journey ♥️

@Hayley-hk8lq 4 жыл бұрын

Aw Kelsie. Thankyou for sharing the news of your sweet little girl Brecklynn. How beautiful that you can honor her there! Your strength to continue to try and give her a sibling with another transfer is inspirational. Sending love.

@stephaniecarter5989 4 жыл бұрын

Oh sweet pea. I am so so sorry. I have so much empathy for you. I have been there. Our 4th consecutive loss was chromosomaly normal baby girl as well. We have a LOT of the same issues. PCOS. Hashimoto’s, Asherman’s. Endo. I feel such a connection to your channel because of the similarities. We recently last week had our 6th consecutive loss. I am sending you all of my love, Hugs and prayers. ❤️😁

@rogueswindler 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story... I recently had my first pregnancy...first twins... and first loss at 12 weeks. Then my first D&C... its a kick in the heart but hearing others share their stories have made me feel less alone. On a happier note I love Breckenridge- I used to live in CO and would ski there all the time. I hope you enjoy your time there.

@staceyw8270 4 жыл бұрын

I have been following you for a while now and I’m so sorry for your loss. I, myself have had 8 miscarriages. I have 4 babies now, 7, 4 (twins) and we just delivered our last baby, via ivf on October 7th. I had to be on lovenox and heparin throughout my pregnancies and 6 weeks after. I have factor 2, a rare clotting disorder that can cause miscarriages. I hope your new protocol works for you like it did for us. Brecklynn Hope is such a beautiful name and I pray you get your rainbow baby very soon! Prayers for your transfer in January.

@Ambaa436 4 жыл бұрын

Words can’t even explain how beyond sorry I am that you have had to go through all this it breaks my heart and you are so strong for sharing your journey with all of us I’m praying you are able to have your rainbow baby soon

@mrbqkc 4 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 you are so strong, Kelsie. I've been watching your videos for about 2 years now and struggling with my own infertility too. My oncologist is having me wait a year (I beat breast cancer this summer and finished up treatment in October). And then we are going to do a FET 🤞 I'm cheering you on from Pennsylvania 🎉💪💕💕💕

@susandupre4832 4 жыл бұрын

You are very strong for sharing your journey!! Ik it's not easy talking about your losses, I struggle talking about my 3 losses my last being in September as well. I wish we would have done the test to see what caused my miscarriages but I couldn't. I blame myself as well because ik that it's me. It's a horrible cycle but it's just easy to blame our selves. My husband and I are keeping yall in our prayers that this coming cycle yall will get y'alls rainbow baby 🌈!! 💗💗

@samathamedisetti2197 Жыл бұрын

I just experienced one miscarriage, I can completely understand your pain when you shot this video.

@sararothwell9350 4 жыл бұрын

There are no words to make any of this better. I just want to say thank you for sharing your story! You make a difference. No two infertility stories are alike, but you are so relatable. I am deeply sorry for your pain and grief. Thank you for bringing purpose and connection to this terrible thing. Prayers headed your way!

@lidianadutra7975 4 жыл бұрын

My heart sunk hearing the results........ Crying with you all the way throughout the video. All I have to say it's I AM SO SO SORRY!! My heart aches for you. Not sure if saying what I'm about to say will bring you hope, but Lovenox was MY ANSWER! I was in Lovenox from 3 days before transfer, and stayed on it until 36 weeks. I'm a strong believer that it made all the difference for me. I also had 3 losses prior to caring on a full term pregnancy, so it just make sense to me. One last thing, which I have told you before... YOU ARE INCREDIBLY STRONG HUMAN BEING! Thank you for sharing your journey with us and giving each one of us strength to go after our dreams everyday! Hugs to you and Anthony!

@user-ej3dh4wo6e 4 жыл бұрын

Lidiana Dutra Beg I'm so happy to hear that it worked for u♥️ but may I ask u if ur hcg levels were normal and doubling in ur three loses or was it slow rising? I'm having trouble keeping a healthy pregnancy 😞

@tiffanyhula9764 4 жыл бұрын

I definitely resonate with grieving because you don’t know why your body is failing you. That’s how I felt during my ectopic. It didn’t make any sense and I’m terrified that my body is going to “sabotage” me again. Lots of hugs. You are strong.

@karlieknight7507 4 жыл бұрын

After 3 miscarriages, I gave birth to my little girl. I really wish the same for you. I know how hard it is xx

@BC-lb8ps 4 жыл бұрын

You’re a strong woman for sharing this. x

@Katekagood 4 жыл бұрын

I have chills. I have tears. I have no words, other than I'm sorry. Thinking of you and your beautiful family. xoxo

@Jeanniebugg 3 жыл бұрын

My mom had 4 miscarriages between my sister and me. There is always hope!

@azubuikeonwuka294 3 жыл бұрын

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@stephanieargyle7328 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so incredibly sorry for your pain and the loss of your precious little girl. I cannot imagine. You are in my prayers. I have been praying that you will have success in getting and staying pregnant. ❤️

@pattysaenz5599 4 жыл бұрын

Hi!! I send you so so many hugs kelsie I will not stop praying for you!! May your baby girl and other babies be in heaven ❤️ I’m so sorry kelsie!! I feel your pain I am with you every step of the way I do think adding a name for our angel baby really helps!’ I am going through the ectopic pregnancy right now 😢 second miscarriage! 💔 And I named my baby as well I even did a white candle dedicated a song. It’s so so hard I get the whole self blaming. It is not your fault kelsie! God will strengthen you and we can’t blame our bodies kelsie :( God is the one who has the final decision God bless you!! Hugs and kisses your way!!

@adieface 4 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry for your heartache and guilt. I cannot imagine the pain you are feeling from losing your darling girl. The pain of pregnancy loss is such a unique grief and often leaves you feeling alone and isolated, but it truly is a devastating loss. I know from my own experience that there comes a lot of healing with a successful pregnancy, it doesn't erase the pain but it does help to make sense of the journey. As always you are so brave and an inspiration to other women struggling. xo

@jmurph1234 4 жыл бұрын

Hugging you soooooo tight. Infertility is no joke and you’re certainly not alone. You’re doing everything you can. Sending so many hugs your way

@giorgiaperotti9517 4 жыл бұрын

What a beautiful name for your daughter.❤️ My heart is with you and you’re both always in my prayers💕

@easmr1 4 жыл бұрын

I totally hear you about self blame. After 3 losses I felt the same way, I hated myself and my body. I was so angry and sad, disappointed, defeated. I think it’s ok to feel that way for a bit. It’s natural.

@ebear6555 3 жыл бұрын

I am so Sorry for your losd! My mom lost three before she had the oldest. Then one about 5 months from being punched in the stomach from an uncle who was probably a teen at the time. Mom had 7 of us that lived. There is hope don't give up

@maryjanney1361 2 жыл бұрын

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@raynenichols422 4 жыл бұрын

I finally got around to watching this, I had my third miscarriage in a row around the same time as you. I just found out I'm pregnant again naturally and I'm freaking out. I hope 2020 is our year. 😞🖤

@Bkrunz 4 жыл бұрын

Rayne Nichols best wishes during your pregnancy

@raynenichols422 4 жыл бұрын

@@Bkrunz Thank you!

@yasminriadh3140 4 жыл бұрын

with you girls

@dc7424 4 жыл бұрын

Please tell me it was!

@raynenichols422 4 жыл бұрын

@@dc7424 yes, I'm almost 36 weeks now with a girl

@Diddy9635 4 жыл бұрын

Praying for you! The ornament at the end was just beautiful 💜 I think my husband and I will be going into IVF soon, nearing the end of our last IUI and I dont think it took.. I've appreciated being able to watch your journey 💜

@suzannebuckley1861 4 жыл бұрын

Oh kelsie, you have such strength. I'm so so sorry for your loss. Your ornament is such a treasure, so beautiful. You have the will and wishes of everyone behind you for the next transfer xxxxx

@bathanytucker2701 4 жыл бұрын

I love that you named your beautiful little girl after such a beautiful place. Praying that this new medication protocol is the answer! Infertility just sucks and the not knowing is the worst. I'm sorry you have to deal with that.

@cdesjardins1988 4 жыл бұрын

Dont apologize for crying! I mean I cried a little watching this! Prayers for a bit more healing. One day...you will have your rainbow baby! I know it's hard as hell right now to think...but with each loss I think you get more information on how to try and sustain a pregnancy. Love and baby dust for January! ❤❤❤❤❤

@meganwilliams1706 4 жыл бұрын

I just wish I could squeeze you tight! I’ve suffered and unexplained miscarriage and it’s so hard to understand. We have also ttc for 3 years so I know exactly where you are. We now have two beautiful kids so just know I’m praying for you and know God have you the desire to have a baby and the strength to get through all of this for a reason! I like to think Jesus just needed my baby more than me! But what a day that will be when we get to meet our perfect kiddos

@milivanilli1979 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. Don’t apologize for crying. You’re a Momma crying for her baby. It’s completely understandable. Sending you a big hug.

@syndell1800 4 жыл бұрын

I am so very sorry for the loss of your baby girl. Never apologize for showing your love for her and pain at losing her ❤My family is praying and pulling for you and your husband. I'm hoping to bring you just a little extra hope and faith today. My uncle and aunt went through many battles to conceive and then ivf with multiple heartbreaks like yours. Through years of faith and more grit and perseverance than I possess, they finally carried a beautiful girl to term, and a couple years later she became unexpectedly pregnant again with their son. This fall their daughter headed off to college. We are looking forward to seeing some of your pain tempered by joy when you finally get to hold your child in your arms after all this loss.

@MrsPanda52 4 жыл бұрын

Crying with you. What a beautiful name for a beautiful little soul. I wish there was something to say to help lighten this loss but we both know there is nothing. Thank you for sharing your girl with us. Brecklynn will be in my heart and mind as will her Mama. Praying for your hearts and for your future children to join you earthside soon. 💖

@Mladybug013004 4 жыл бұрын

I have no words because I know you've heard it all. I just wanted to send you lots and lots of love because let's be honest that's what your heart needs. 💞💞💞💞💞

@moedoesdiys1880 4 жыл бұрын

Brecklynn Hope. What an angel. I’m so so very sorry for your loss(es). I have had 3 losses in my lifetime. The order: (1 blighted ovum, 1 early loss {trisomy 21 girl}, birthed my son (Mild autism) who’s now 4 years old, then 1 early loss 2017). I had named my girl Lisa Marie after my late Mom. I understand your level of pain. You’re not alone. It is ok to cry and talk about it too sweetie. One thing I can promise you is this will get better and easier. Never give up the faith. NEVER!!!! You will have your rainbow baby soon. And when that happens just trust me all of this will be worth it. This level of sadness and pain does not last forever. I promise you! Just keep trying and never give up. I will follow you and continue to pray for you guys. Brecklynn is an angel watching over you guys and thanks so much for sharing her name and memory with us 🙏🏼💓🙏🏼💓

@c.joycehall5901 4 жыл бұрын

The strength you show through this difficult journey is stunningly beautiful and powerful. Thank you for sharing your story and using your voice to lift up others. So many of us never talk about this, and your willingness to do so, even through the pain, makes others feel so much less alone. We just had our third loss in August. You found a beautiful way to honor your baby girl. Sending you deeply heartfelt wishes for a happy outcome ahead for you and your spouse!

@brittbby8710 4 жыл бұрын

So sorry Kelsie, keep staying strong and never giving up, you’re so brave for sharing your story. You and your husband are fighters and soon you’ll have your little baby fighter here with you in your arms. Prayers for a healthy and strong growing babe, you were made to be a mom💕💕

@madisonlonadier3613 4 жыл бұрын

That ornament gave me chills! Praying for y’all! ♥️

@risegrowleadconsulting5884 3 жыл бұрын

precious story 🧡 the lengths women go to in allowing our bodies to suffer for our beautiful precious promises, our children. your story is sooo touching 🧡 I suffered 8 miscarriages and there was no intervention we could choose to use, because my husband's DNA fragmentation was untreatable. kudos to you brave lady 🧡

@sheabuttertv 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry Kelsie. I have been following you for a while. I started watching because you had a great review of the ovosense and to learn about IUI. I've learned so much from you and your husband. I'm praying for your spiritual healing and for your strength to get through the next transfer. I'm praying so hard that you to have that rainbow baby.

@parisamell7206 4 жыл бұрын

You are so strong to share her story with us all!! Thank you for being so open. I’m praying for peace for you and your husband both during the preparations for your next transfer 💕

@hillaryr7270 4 жыл бұрын

YOU ARE THE DEFINITION OF STRENGTH! You are a warrior ❤️

@smashleelynn 4 жыл бұрын

Keeping you in my prayers, infertility is awful, I’m sorry your going through this.

@Paras98895 4 жыл бұрын

I'm prayerful that the Lovenox works for you! We had multiple mc (unexplained) before IVF and our first transfer failed. Then we had our next cycle cancelled. But finally on our 3rd try (2nd transfer), used Lovenox 2x daily and it worked, 28w3d. Fortunately I was able to stop at 16w. The bruises were the most aggravating part but eventually those went away too and so worth it. Goodluck friend!

@ashleydickerman8878 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. She has a beautiful name. I’m currently on daily thinners. I know lots of people who have had success with them and I am rooting for you, your husband, and babies. You are right you can never be ready after experiencing loss.

@MizzKittyBichon 4 жыл бұрын

So sorry for the loss of sweet baby Brecklynn. I just about teared up upon seeing the ornament at the end. I'm also sorry that you haven't found an obvious reason for your loss. Life can be such a fucking crapshoot sometimes and we don't always know the answer to why something horrible happens. Praying that you will one day have your take home baby.

@kirstenkrull5804 4 жыл бұрын

Prayers are with u all just keep having faith and praying. Dreams come true. ❤️

@brittanicole92 4 жыл бұрын

This has me tearing up. I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby girl. I can't imagine what you are going through. A part of me was hoping to would be abnormal just so you would have an answer. I pray that the Lovenox is the answer and that in January you will carry to term and have a happy and healthy 9 months. You have been through so much and no one deserves to be a mother as much as you do! Sending lots of hugs and love your way.

@katieburgess8877 4 жыл бұрын

My heart is absolutely breaking for you 💔 I'm so sorry for your loss 😔

@katieburgess8877 4 жыл бұрын

Lack of willpower? Friend. You are seriously one of the strongest people I've ever "gotten to know" (via the Internet of course). You are an inspiration. And I love that you named your baby (we named our losses as well). Her name is beautiful. Praying for your heart and your next transfer. ♥️

@TheCataldos422 4 жыл бұрын

Kelsie I've commented a couple times, I haven't gone through the ivf like you have. But I just had my 3rd loss in oct 2018. For me I found peace eventually knowing their sex/gender. I proudly have 1 daughter and 2 sons. Haley Faith, Linkin Michael and Emerson Theodore. I felt I needed to give them their names because they were very real to me they were a part of me. For me I feel peace very personally because I still feel like a momma but to 3 Angel's and the I can be a mother to them by talking about them, talking TO them and not forgetting them. I am a mom of 3 they are just not earth bound with me. I just want to say your little girls name is so beautiful and no matter what you need to process and go through all of the feelings you and Anthony both. I'm sending so much love and hopefully some understanding peace and comrodery your way! Xoxox

@kellyleber7657 4 жыл бұрын

I know it doesn’t feel this way, but she was with you on your trip and she is with you now ❤️ thank you for sharing your journey Kelsie. Praying for you guys!!

@katlynsullivan2014 4 жыл бұрын

I know exactly where you come from having 2 losses myself and having normal genetic and chromosome screenings for me, my husband, and baby. My heart breaks for you both. No matter how early or what those results would have been it was still your baby! You’re not only mourning the loss of a sweet blessing, but the life you planned to have after she got here! Praying for you guys ❤️

@amandapowell4576 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. I went through a miscarriage, and it is hard. It’s ok to cry and be where you are. We stand with you.

@kakunz18 4 жыл бұрын

Sending you love Kelsie ❤️ Your sweet Brecklynn will be with you always, tucked away safely in your heart. I had three miscarriages too. I found your channel after my first, when I was looking for other women who had been through it. You gave me so much comfort during that very dark time. Sharing your story (as hard as it is to do so) is helping so many. ❤️ My fourth pregnancy was my miracle pregnancy and brought me my little rainbow. I have everything crossed for you that four will be your miracle number too.

@cassiewarren3878 4 жыл бұрын

Beautiful name, I love it. ♥️ the Christmas ornament is precious. Praying for y’all.

@meganmarie7134 4 жыл бұрын

I cried while watching this video - I have been following your journey for awhile now - I feel lovenox will be the game changer I have a good feeling..go for it and best of luck you are not alone ❤️

@JJBird1118 4 жыл бұрын

I’m praying for you. I had infertility for 5 years and it was heartbreaking. I had three early miscarriages and one at 16 weeks. They were all awful, but the little boy we lost at 16 weeks was the worst. But I got pregnant about 8 months later and I now have a 2 year old baby girl. Just keep going. I said a prayer for you and I hope you find solace in knowing you’re not alone in this battle. ❤️

@amandam1636 4 жыл бұрын

I don’t have words to heal but you’re in my thoughts, prayers and hopes

@bringingupbinghams3477 4 жыл бұрын

What a beautiful name 💕 whatever your path may be, so many positive thoughts and prayers sent your way ❤️

@susiebutler1635 4 жыл бұрын

I'll so sorry Kelsie; that is so incredibly hard ❤️ I admire your strength to speak so openly about such a personal and difficult topic and am hoping so much that your next transfer will be the success that you so much deserve ❤️

@latishia4772 4 жыл бұрын

Kelsie I pray that this next pregnancy is ur miracle baby ❤ PCOS is bullshit I hate it an I feel ur pain were on our 7th year of infertility.... I feel like the light at the end of our tunnel is flickering.... But I have hope for u an ur husband I pray w my whole heart U can become a Mother in 2020 ❤❤❤

@StaceyySayys 4 жыл бұрын

Oh, Kelsie 💖💖💖💖 you are stronger than you know. You have such fight inside you, even when you cant feel it yourself, it's there. No one can ever understand why someone peoples journeys are so long and bumpy, while others are not, just know, it is always leading you to where you are meant to go. I wish I could give you a million hugs 💖

@amybacker9231 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you’re going through this again...I’ve had three miscarriages and we just had our rainbow baby in sept! We did a bunch of testing and I found out it was my thyroid causing them. I was determined to keep trying naturally to heal my thyroid and it worked! I went totally vegan and got on thyroid supplements and I got my levels back to where they should be! It wasn’t easy and it took two years but it was worth it! And I know God will bless you with your perfect healthy, full term baby very soon! Don’t lose faith! God knows you’re hurting and He will always restore back what was stollen! Praying for you and your husband and God bless!❤️

@florentinacampbell8455 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss. I admire ur strength and honestly. It's not your fault, or your body. Just pray !!

@thefelicianos9609 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry hunies!! I’m so close to tears. Brecklyn is a beautiful name and your baby girl is a little angel!

@BalancedRuminantGrazers 4 жыл бұрын

That is a beautiful name ❤️ God had a plan for you Kelsie. I’ll be thinking and praying for you and your husband ❤️

@fatlosslikeaboss6965 4 жыл бұрын

I have been watching you for over a year and have prayed for you and cried with you. KEEP PRAYING! Bless your beautiful babies. It's not your fault. I feel it will finally happen in January. I think it will be twins!!!

@jenligi9495 2 жыл бұрын

Came across your video as I was searching for videos on genetic testing. I see in your newer videos that you ended up having a beautiful baby 🥹 that gives me hope! Just went through my second miscarriage and just starting our testing journey.

@indyford3531 4 жыл бұрын

I had acupuncture prior to getting pregnant to tone my system. It corrected my extremely painful mentrual cycle after only one session. NO side effects. I'm sorry for your loss I did have 1 miscarriage 12 weeks a baby boy. We pray for your journey to retain your next baby full term.