miss wanna die (shinitai chan) - jubyphonic (sped up & pitched)

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Жыл бұрын

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Lyrics:
Awake, I opened my eyes to see
A hospital, so white and clean
I was walking up to the roof, I think
Then can't recall at all a single thing
Held a hand for me, you were there
I know, but couldn't reach
The me that would fall down all the time
But stand and reach my hand to see
"Have you tried crossing over yet?"
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
Making me aware
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
If I died, you would cry
And I don't know why
Every scar, all the blood
More and more, they're never done
Not enough, not enough
When I forget you
I'm all alone without a place to go
But then played a mirror like a show
The past I used to know
A dream, 'til I see every part of me
Eyes of red following and
I wanna live, wanna live
Deep inside I've always been
Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end
Mushrooms growing on my head
Still remember even then
Where you are when I'm dead
Ah wanna die, wanna die
But don't really wanna die
You were there, you would care
You know it really isn't fair
Every time I forgot
You remain inside my thoughts
Not enough, not enough
Ah wanna die, wanna die
Wanna die, but I still couldn't die
With you by my side
Behind the days I spent alone, afraid
Now you're here to stay
Lalala lalala lalala lalala
And the scars never fade
Memories that replay
Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day
#spedup #spedupsongs #speedup #speduptiktok #tiktok #tiktokaudios #jubyphonic #nightcore #bambi #gacha #ghostogreandsnowrabbit #yugioh #anime #girl #animegirl #hatsunemiku #englishcover

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@nightcorebambi Жыл бұрын

reminder for everyone watching to stay hydrated, eat something and take care of themselves! you are all loved

@sasha_sashax Жыл бұрын

Thank you :)

@nightcorebambi Жыл бұрын

@@sasha_sashax

@LemmonBomb Жыл бұрын

I will! :) Thank you ❤️

@nightcorebambi Жыл бұрын

@@LemmonBomb ❤❤❤

@Barbara63731 Жыл бұрын

I love your vids and stay hydrated too luv u :3

@loersson450 Жыл бұрын

The warning in the beginning is iconic

@Mochii.Moshii Жыл бұрын

Mmm, iconic.

@sin_carson Жыл бұрын

frr

@D3athbys1r3ns Жыл бұрын

Literally

@uvitaa_ Жыл бұрын

Bro fr

@kolorrey Жыл бұрын

It scared me at first tbh

@Svcca0 Жыл бұрын

The iconic suicidal lifeline number be like:😍😍

@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd 2 ай бұрын

Honestly should be using it but yolo!!

@namionherfourpaws Ай бұрын

@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd same

@Andreazsz Жыл бұрын

I remember those nights when i used to replay this song 😭

@queen3333___ Жыл бұрын

SAME

@_me_124 Жыл бұрын

same!!!!!

@bibblekibble Жыл бұрын

Same!

@sofiaflores2967 Жыл бұрын

Same

@cloeyharris3821 Жыл бұрын

Happening rn

@OMO04 11 ай бұрын

used to listen to this as a kid💀 now i get butterflies hearing it

@Pomeranc-fw3us 5 ай бұрын

@Izzythebunny755 2 ай бұрын

@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd 2 ай бұрын

Fr!!

@IAMKEL654 2 ай бұрын

@Mahyakarim1943 Ай бұрын

@-squishyskies- Жыл бұрын

This song reminds me of that one really traumatized and emo oc we all had tbh

@DIZZYDIZZYDIZZY Жыл бұрын

Yeah 😨😨

@shoguntamu Жыл бұрын

Im that oc in real life but not emo

@leaf143 Жыл бұрын

RIGHT?!?!

@Jay.f4v Жыл бұрын

YEA.

@odessawales Жыл бұрын

I still have her. But she isn't stereotypical. She's just an Asian young girl that lost her parents. Her name is Olivia

@loersson450 Жыл бұрын

This song brings me back to my gacha phase as a 8 year old 🤩🤩

@Pulvrk1n-ti5hp Жыл бұрын

No fr

@HAPPYNESSU Жыл бұрын

It’s true lmao

@OMO04 11 ай бұрын

NAHH SAME

@HarmonEdits Ай бұрын

No don't even remind me of that Please

@Zipxa_Raya142 Ай бұрын

still in it

@butterflyyy677 Жыл бұрын

Its all fun in games till you can relate to the song

@Livinginyourwallsrn. 6 ай бұрын

@fiefiee 5 ай бұрын

real

@MuhammadAkhtar-zu8we 2 ай бұрын

Ture

@xzlynnxexe Ай бұрын

true..

@lillythefennec Ай бұрын

real

@xzlynnxexe 3 ай бұрын

It's just a song, until you can relate..

@Pinkyy_loves_japan 3 ай бұрын

Yes..

@heyurcool_234 26 күн бұрын

Real

@Rose_The_Artist201 13 күн бұрын

Real

@The_GamingTrio 5 ай бұрын

when your happy and young it's just a song. As you get older you relate.

@user-zy5dt1rj7j 2 ай бұрын

when I was younger I related.

@The_GamingTrio 2 ай бұрын

@@user-zy5dt1rj7j same ngl.

@Stargirl-dx5mv 27 күн бұрын

REAL..

@user-hc8uo3wc6w 26 күн бұрын

I do wanna die

@The_GamingTrio 26 күн бұрын

@@user-zy5dt1rj7j same Ngl?.

@Mariaaaaaaaaa6969 Жыл бұрын

This reminds me of Someone wanting to end themselves but really don't want to because they have loved ones ☹️. Edit:it is a honor you gave my comments alot of likes 😘✌️

@madssinyourwalls Жыл бұрын

me lmao

@itsov5033 Жыл бұрын

dang, that person either me, or just like me fr

@topiola1239 Жыл бұрын

me- 😂

@belkat5666 Жыл бұрын

literally 8th grade me

@mazoxxi Жыл бұрын

me fr

@gothicindia4052 Жыл бұрын

lyrics :> Awake, I opened my eyes to see A hospital, so white and clean I was walking up to the roof, I think Then can't recall at all a single thing Held a hand for me, you were there I know, but couldn't reach The me that would fall down all the time But stand and reach my hand to see "Have you tried crossing over yet?" I wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there, you would care Making me aware Every scar, all the blood More and more, they're never done Not enough, not enough I wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die If I die, you would cry And I don't know why Every scar, all the blood More and more, they're never done Not enough, not enough When I forget you, I'm all alone without a place to go But then played a mirror like a show, the past I used to know A dream, 'til I see every part of me, eyes of red following and I wanna live, wanna live Deep inside I've always been Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end Mushrooms growing on my head Still remember even then Where you are when I'm dead I wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there, you would care You know it really isn't fair Every time I forgot You remain inside my thoughts Not enough, not enough I wanna die, wanna die Wanna die, but I still couldn't die With you by my side Behind the days I spent alone, afraid Now you're here to stay La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la And the scars never fade Memories that replay Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day

@topiola1239 Жыл бұрын

why??

@Itz_VXZZ 21 күн бұрын

@@topiola1239 wdym why 😭🙏

@caroline_lovesddlc 15 күн бұрын

OML NATSUKI FAN! ( i love you!!!!!!!, its been so long, we need to bring the doki doki com back together :> )

@milesluna1040 11 күн бұрын

@@caroline_lovesddlc DDLC FANS SPOTTED !? (im a yuri fan btw)

@caroline_lovesddlc 7 күн бұрын

@milesluna1040 OMG YES! i was Yuri for Halloween. it sucks how its barely popular anymore, but its still my all time favorite.

@sou9169 Жыл бұрын

This bring back traumatizing memories lmao

@nightcorebambi Жыл бұрын

lmfaoooo true

@korkomm1918 Жыл бұрын

Truuue XD

@Mochii.Moshii Жыл бұрын

Mmm...reminds me of not only my gacha phase, but also reminds me of a dear friend who has passed because of suicide. Alsooo... Don't forget to take care of yourself and that you're loved

@ayesha657 5 ай бұрын

thank you so much

@rxs1e127 23 күн бұрын

rip beautiful im sorry shes looking over you

@LexiWei-uq4zy 19 күн бұрын

my friend's dad commited suicide and i think she saw him no the floor.. im so sorry for her. it must be really tough. just imagine your own father dead

@user-sj8sx1go7f 5 күн бұрын

@@LexiWei-uq4zyMy friend cut herself, when I found out about it it was very hard for me. I can’t imagine what it’s like to lose someone so close, especially knowing that he committed suicide...

@NJ_ETA 2 ай бұрын

When I was little in the street I sang the song and everyone looked at me badly because I didn't know the meaning so I kept saying "I wanna die" 😭

@mistfulvoid Жыл бұрын

i hate the fact that i still relate to this. its been 7 years.

@Mochii.Moshii Жыл бұрын

I've had a friend die to suicide, if you need someone to talk to, I'll be willing to listen

@mistfulvoid Жыл бұрын

@@Mochii.Moshii im so sorry you had to go through that, but thank you 🙏

@jay-fh6gx Жыл бұрын

@@mistfulvoid Youll get thru this love! i promise

@mistfulvoid Жыл бұрын

@@jay-fh6gx im actively trying, thank you for motivating me more 💗

@jioni861 Жыл бұрын

@@Mochii.Moshii I need one,my family don't understand and I don't have "kind" friends.

@stinkylink1981 Жыл бұрын

I know the lyrics. I’m proud

@carwolf913 Жыл бұрын

This brings my depressed state while i was 💔 💔 broken .....but now she is with me ..............................this song is a whole vibeeee

@ihearticarly Жыл бұрын

Gacha phase 😉🥰

@ihearticarly Жыл бұрын

Omg tysm for pinning my comment 😇

@TomititoTomato Жыл бұрын

Me....

@nightcorebambi Жыл бұрын

@@ihearticarly 🥰🥰

@jasminegreentea5226 Жыл бұрын

@@TomititoTomato same

@Licorice_iyx Ай бұрын

@albertweskerfan Жыл бұрын

This song is so relatable

@AAAAAAAUUUGGGGHHHHH Жыл бұрын

Dave Miller pfp hiii 🤭🤭

@KatAfton-ze4lf Ай бұрын

My 2018 gacha phase is screaming

@sweetfrog1275 Жыл бұрын

This song scares me. But comforts me. Maybe cuz i relate to it. Idk

@topiola1239 Жыл бұрын

anyone else get that "talk to a crisis lifeline 988" or is it just me?

@Mee5634 3 ай бұрын

I got it too

@AdamDagion-bs2nz 2 ай бұрын

Same

@AlexandraDonnell-xg1nd 2 ай бұрын

How did u get the loading thing beside ur name😭

@Alastor_666_OwO Ай бұрын

me too

@Sleepibanzuu Ай бұрын

Not me

@mahi7518 Жыл бұрын

this song always makes me cry

@jaylenkeith6493 Жыл бұрын

Reminds me of like when my mom said I can't have an extra piece of candy so I came to this song and looped it, the nostalgia just makes me laugh ngl lol

@RuSeriousRightNow Жыл бұрын

Omg 😂

@ayesha657 6 ай бұрын

LFMMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM GONNA CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY READING THAT

@mariaeduardacabral3456 Жыл бұрын

Essa letra eu sei e não me orgulho de saber.. Saber q eu já tive a vibe dessa música me deixa muito triste...

@nightcorebambi Жыл бұрын

@WhatisReality Жыл бұрын

Me too:(

@topiola1239 Жыл бұрын

yall wanna translate?

@samenumb 28 күн бұрын

i listened to this all the time as a kid. explains a bunch tbh👽👽

@notbutters 8 күн бұрын

Ikr

@ROVER_0N_P4WS Ай бұрын

"i wanna die, wanna die, but i still couldnt die with you by my side" hits hard :(

@Alex_5790 18 күн бұрын

Listening to this when your older it just hits different

@gaganmp03 4 ай бұрын

When relating to something doesn't make you feel good

@uwucookies2134 Жыл бұрын

The fact youtube asked do I need to talk to someone 🙃

@ribbonstwist Жыл бұрын

0:57 damn. Hits hard. 😬

@Drogasexuall_exo Жыл бұрын

2021 AND gacha vibes OMGGGGGG

@Auroraette Ай бұрын

My childhood song,now listening it whenever i want to do it

@vi0_vio. 7 ай бұрын

I was used to listen to this every night now I am back and it gives me a weird feeling about life and my memories...

@R-O-R-O-Y-I-N 8 ай бұрын

Awake , i open my eyes to see A hospital so white and clean I was walking up to the roof , i think Then can't recall at all a single thing Held a hand for me , you were there I know . But couldn't reach The me that would fall down all the time But stand. And reach my hand to see Have you tried Crossing over yet? I wanna die Wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there , you would care Making me aware Every scar , all the blood More and more they're never done Not Enough , not enough I wanna die , wanna die But don't really wanna die If i died , you would cry And I don't know why Every scar , all the blood More and more they're never done Not enough , Not enough When , i forget you I'm all alone Without a place to go But then played a mirror like a show The past i used to know A dream , till i see every part of me Eyes of red following I wanna live. Wanna live Deep inside I've always been. Reacing out for a hand So don't let this be the end Mushrooms growing on my head Still remember even then Where you are when I'm dead. I wanna die , wanna die... But don't really wanna die You were there , you would care You know it really isn't fair Everytime i forgot You remain inside my thoughts Not Enough , Not Enough. I wanna die , wanna die , wanna die But i still couldn't die with you by my side Behind the days , i spent , afraid Now you're here , TO STAY... Lala lala lala lala And the scars never fade Memories that replay Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day.

@mirabellastudios4621 Жыл бұрын

September 2021 squid game vibesssss

@zlqqs Жыл бұрын

Nah , 2018 gacha

@curespicy_ Жыл бұрын

more like 2018 gacha

@katxiia5573 Жыл бұрын

Yez

@Luv4gael Жыл бұрын

No.

@orsx456 Жыл бұрын

Some of yall in these replies need to let people have opinions

@-GIRLIE- 22 күн бұрын

Bro I almost cried listening to this song. I haven't listened to it in years but it brought back some bad memories for me. :(

@Katsuki_bakugo-re1et 16 күн бұрын

Same 😢

@deardear334 Ай бұрын

BRO ALL THE GACHA KIDS REUNITED!

@Ash0nPaws3 24 күн бұрын

YESSSS!!

@yaoischica_still_ta 24 күн бұрын

Hahahahahaha and not just joking bro :)

@KatL0VE 5 ай бұрын

The video I was watching before this was "My R sped up" 😭😭 This fits the story so well for some reason?

@x.basil.starz._. 5 ай бұрын

Same?!?!- tf??

@ymirstan Жыл бұрын

i love this

@nightcorebambi Жыл бұрын

thank you!

@plutommm1 Жыл бұрын

I used to make fun of this song kinda it was more like a meme now that I’m going through this, I listen to it everyday so it’s a reminder I’m still alive when I stop listening to this song well that’s on me but I will listen to this forever

@fenechkaqwq Жыл бұрын

2018 |3 Я ещё помню

@Muheheheheh Жыл бұрын

Помню как слушала эту песню в гаче😖

@fenechkaqwq Жыл бұрын

@@Muheheheheh помню те самые клипы

@Muheheheheh Жыл бұрын

@@fenechkaqwq Они останутся в моём сердце😢

@fenechkaqwq Жыл бұрын

@@Muheheheheh и в моём. Наткнулся на видео, прошибло ностальгией

@thedumbtrio251 Жыл бұрын

This is so good!!

@nneonsprite Ай бұрын

Why does this song kinda hit different now

@missmarple4261 Жыл бұрын

I love it! Sooooo good. 😍

@WiderCirclesHVHC 4 күн бұрын

"if i died you would cry and i dont know why" that shi hits hard

@xx_life_is_boring_xx6594 10 ай бұрын

The shivers I got from the nostalgia....I relate to the song so hard

@hayakhalifa7147 Жыл бұрын

"Till i see every part of me" Kinda hit me hard- ngl

@dursu_x Жыл бұрын

bro i love this song brings back memories

@ariana4393 Жыл бұрын

this song is so relatable idk why...

@lorenzogollodallegrave7498 Ай бұрын

THIS SONG IS SOOO NOSTALIG 😭😭😭😭😭😭

@Zipxa_Raya142 Ай бұрын

used to listen to this song when I was seven. SEVEN.

@the_realshrekishere Жыл бұрын

I listened to this when I was 5 and I stopped listening to this when I was around 10 and started listening to it this year before my birthday which was kinda the start of school after the first holidays and still knew the lyrics then and here I am still listening to it...hah

@Pastelgothgutz Ай бұрын

this song is so relatable 🥰🥰🥰😘😘😍😍

@2424beyhude Ай бұрын

are u okay

@Pastelgothgutz Ай бұрын

@@2424beyhude nope :D (thanks for checking in tho)

@Suga63656 9 ай бұрын

I love it ❤❤❤

@fan_miyagi-sb4he 4 ай бұрын

песня.. >>🐾

@theloserclub3379 11 ай бұрын

this song is nostalgia and a masterpiece

@SadiaAbbas0511 4 ай бұрын

Amazing

@user-ox5sm9lw5y 6 ай бұрын

after all of the years this is still a banger song

@minah8smilk Жыл бұрын

Cool , keep on

@angelajetskie2980 3 ай бұрын

This song brings back so many memories!! (And is kinda relatable.)

@bethanybuck3205 Жыл бұрын

this song is so real cuz like I wanna die but I don't wanna get killed or kill myself.

@tussskk 10 ай бұрын

Жизнерадостная песня 😊❤

@Ranpo_54 9 ай бұрын

NO IT IS NOT- 😭 ITS ABOUT SUICIDE, AND SELF HARM BRO😭😭

@Clemmy.mp3 Ай бұрын

i used to listen to this when i was 9, now that im older and have actually experienced everything this song talks about, i cant help but cry to it

@AshleyAndersonLane Ай бұрын

I listened to this at 6 yrs old, no wonder i started sh so early in age

@adi_dollette Жыл бұрын

I can relate to this song so much. I wanna die, but what if hes right there? Him. He would be so sad..

@oshithecow7864 9 ай бұрын

Crossing busy road and listening to this >>

@erikagarcia2169 Жыл бұрын

My gacha phase 😭😭

@Life..To..Malloryy 9 ай бұрын

Everything else is age restricted help💀💀

@mercury_xc 10 күн бұрын

the timing is ABSOLUTELY crazy..

@Cass_is-an.1d10t 6 ай бұрын

It’s all fun till you understand the lyrics and understand what they mean

@hqnaemuu 5 ай бұрын

the fact that i relate is painful. tbh this song feels comforting bc i feel like the singer is trying to tell everyone that they’re not alone

@LilLilli1 5 ай бұрын

I have kown this song since im 8. Its so comforting to hear. every time i hear this it feels like im floating away from everything.Its my comfort song :)

@katerinapapathanakou9086 19 күн бұрын

This song brings me nostalgia i used to listen to it all the time when i was 10

@CompletelyUrMom. Жыл бұрын

Bruh not the “Warning! Viewer discretion is advised” caught me off-guard 😂

@Those_therian_pawz 6 ай бұрын

I love this song

@Aagh0st Жыл бұрын

I’ve been listening to this song since I was 8😭omg

@vixenvvanity Жыл бұрын

if i try to listen on my phone, it wont let me listen. the stupid SCL warning just stays there. maybe they know what Wallet was searching.. last thing i heard from him was "yeah im making a noose. bye" it doesnt want me to follow in his footsteps. I cant even figure out what happened to 'im. maybe he did die. considering he was acting like bendy the bunny towards me, c.c, and mother, I could imagine he's sorry for it and is killing himself so he doesnt make the mistake again.. I wish i could just tell him "Dont make the same mistake all those people did. don't die." I miss him already, but he wasnt any good for me. Even if he was good for me, he'd keep doing what he was doing. and Local says that he's gonna tell him off.. I don't wanna interfere with them, but It'd be nice if maybe Wallet came back.. I just wanna see him again. and ever since he 'died,' everyone in our gc (we dont like william,) except for mother, just went silent. everythings been.. how do i put it? ..falling apart. this was one of our conversations; Digital - Yesterday at 10:01 AM i might as well rip my heart out ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 10:01 AM Dont. Digital - Yesterday at 10:01 AM why ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 10:01 AM Becauseeer Digital - Yesterday at 11:07 AM ok ill stop tell me you're joking ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:11 AM I didn't do anything@ Digital - Yesterday at 11:12 AM i was about to make a noose and delete my account. ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:12 AM I didn't do anything Digital - Yesterday at 11:12 AM stop lying ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:12 AM I swear I did nothing Digital - Yesterday at 11:13 AM sure ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡ - Yesterday at 11:13 AM IM FR I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING (end) I feel like ive taken enough time up about Wallet.. so i'll just sliver it down to what he did. Wallet tried to online f__k me, mother, and c.c Im sorry for wasting your time. you can continue watching your video.. I swear, im very sorry..

@vixenvvanity Жыл бұрын

Digital: Wallet ♡♡MISUNDERSTANDINGS♡♡: Me

@Komoeiii5 7 ай бұрын

Iconic song ever!! Related

@faerie.powder 7 күн бұрын

holyyyyyy i forgot how good this song is-

@user-dn3ff7rz5b 17 күн бұрын

It's gorgeous!!! 1:50

@myth_mayb3 Ай бұрын

This song is really beautiful, my interpretation of it is a person who doesn’t kill themselves because of their friend. The lyric “behind the days I spent alone afraid,” is relatable to me. When I was dealing with more heavier wanting to kill myself thoughts, I was so afraid I was going to actually do it. Keep on going you’re not alone ❤