THE MOMENT HE STARTED CRYING I SOBBED

This is probably how animals feel when they’re captured 😭

the fact that you don't even stan MonstaX but you still cried watching this

“Tiger I’m a tiger” actually if you listen carefully you can hear HOSHI crying in the background

when Jooheonie said "i really hate those people" i wAS READY TO FIGHT FOR MY BABY

synonyms tiger : idol clowns : the entertaiment audience : us

*BRO,,, THE FACT THAT HE'S DESCRIBING THE CURRENT K-POP IDOL LIFE I-* 😳

It felt wrong.. watching this.... I felt like an intruder to his life...

somebody hug him damnit!

Tiger: Jooheon Clown: Agency Children: We

“they will looked down on me because I'm an animal, but there were children who's interested in me so i keept continuing.” i felt that. there are people who will always looked down on you but still there are people who always cheer up and help you so continue what ur doing^^

I do believe that this was Jooheon's inner self than his past life.

He explained the reality of being an idol.

I'm so hurt when he says "please I want to get out of this" , "stop making me feel sad" ... :(

Who says animals don't have feelings... Eating them, using them , wearing them is cruelty...

Jooheon starts crying: My heart: Stops beating

Oh gosh when he started crying....: *I'm not crying you are?* Wonho:Yes I'm crying 😭😭😢😢

This whole thing tells us that Jooheon has dealt with so much depression, continuous practice and rehearsals make his body frustrated and exhausted, (circus people) the company managers are putting so much burden on him but whenever (children) monbebe see Jooheon performing they are always entertained and find it pleasing. When Jooheon said when he died that “I went back to my cage”. He actually meant that he died and was put back into the cage which he was trying to tell that whenever Jooheon is not able to perform or metaphorically if he’s “dead” the managers isolate him. I hope Joheon keeps working hard and stay healthy.

imo this video shouldn’t have been released. seemed like a private matter and jooheon related to it very much. it hit him and the members in their feels. it’s like the tiger is him, the clowns are the entertainment and we (the fans) are the audience. it broke my heart when he said that he liked seeing the audience being entertained that’s why he continued to be behind bars and do what he did. i felt like i was invading his privacy. a conversation that didn’t feel right to hear.

When Jooheon said “please stop making me sad.”, I bet the other guys wanted this to stop. I could see Minkyuk and Kihyun felt bad for him in that moment.

I LOST MY SHIT WHEN HE CRIED I was screaming " WAKE UP WAKE UP !" " SOMONE GIVE HIM A HUG

When jooheon said “I really hate those people” I cried so much

Please, this is a very big demonstration about how kpop idols feel in general, can we give them the respect they deserve, they might not be your favourite or maybe you hate a particular idol, but please, don't cross the limit 🙏🏻

When jooheon said "please stop making me sad" I feel like I've said it before

everyone gangsta until Jooheon starts crying

omg am I the only one thinking that it's like a metaphor for his life? like he's a tiger that performs and he's being locked up by clowns but the thing giving him hope is the children who find him interesting?

now i want to see my past life..

it's been 4 years and I'm still crying at the fact that he started crying-

this isnt his past life, this is his life as a kpop idol. this has a deep meaning i guess, and the tears i felt it, it feels so sad being a kpop idol

The fact Jooheon past life is basically what kpop industry is heartbreaking

Holy Moly, and seeing THIS after having just watched his MV "Freedom" explains so much. I think that most K-pop idols feel like caged tigers trained to entertain audiences. I feel for them so much.

I swear. Whenever this dude hypnotises idols, one of them starts crying. And I don’t mean that in a rude way, it just happened today in DC’s reality show too

My tear drop when he said: "Don't make me feel sad again."

Wonho started crying because he saw him crying, he’s an angel!

The whole kpop Industry is really heartbreaking 💔💔

Tiger Matthew - Joohoney, a powerful and talented all rounded artist Clowns - The company and media Cage - kpop industry People laughing at him - haters Kids - monbebe His "past life" and actual life are basically the same. Till this day, he's still having a hard time but this past months he's doing better, he has mbb by his side and I hope it will always be this way. Joohoney you are loved.

Jooheon: *starts crying* Me: no don’t cry!🙁 Jooheon: *starts crying again* Me: *starts crying 😭*

His past life was controlled and now his present life is still being controlled :(

If animals can talk, I bet they would've said the same thing about how cruel the world is

past lives are real. as someone whose family is really spiritual, i can say he got lucky to reborn into a human. those ppl who caged him up when he was a tiger, either went to hell or they were reborn again to fix they're sins from their past life. now idk if his heart in his past life was good or not but from what it looks like he was given another chance to live another life and to live a better one. but it does seem like a he's kinda reliving his past but its more like he's enjoying and obv theres gonna be ppl who are rude and evil but i think its as long he's happy, its all that matters. :)

i felt so wrong watching this, it was like hearing his soul speak in its rawest form.

when jooheon said "i really hate those people" & wonho started crying my heart actually broke im so sad

What hurts me the most is the fact that many animals are still being harmed and they are fully aware :(

The way his members cried and felt sad with him just made me cry more 😔🥺

“The clowns won’t let me free,” My life story

jooheon: **starts crying** other memebers: **starts crying too** camera.........**zooms in closer**

You can tell that Minhyuk feels the most sorry to him. He gives the sweetest look during it and rubs the back of his head as he’s wiping his tears ❤️

After Moonbin death...watching this hits different 🥺💔💫🕊

WHEN HE CRIED I LOST MY SHIT. I CANT BARE TO SEE HIM CRY😫😫

This is the story of every animals that are tortured by human. They can't say anything but watching him explaining it we can feel how hard animals are suffering.

Just imagine the jokers watching this when they remember they had a tiger named Matthew. They would feel so guilty cuz the tiger has a mouth now to speak out how it used to feel

I bawled when he mentioned how he performed for the kids despite being hit and in pain. My heart is gone😭

im Buddhist and we believe in reincarnation. my mother said that he must have done many worthy and noble deeds in his past life that gave him the ability to become human in this life from being an animal in the life before.

4 y'all who don't get it, Matthew may have been a tiger in the circus that was abused by those who had trained him. By this you can conclude that Joohoney's past life could've been that tiger and through this he is conveying how both him and Matthew felt. But damn I was crying so hard. That was so painful to watch...

I´m not even a k-pop fan and I was crying like a baby

I'm an ARMY and I saw this in my recommends, curiosity took over and I came here. I don't know much about them but the way other members reacted to him made me cry too. I'm too weak, I can't watch something like this. I just hope he's really really happy right now. Everyone reading this, always be happy :)

who broke down when he said he continued to do it for the children?

I SWEAR IF MONSTAX DONT WIN AT LEAST 1 IM GIVING UP ON KPOP

''Im not an human'' ''Are you an animal that's in the circus?'' ''Yes'' maybe he feels imprisoned and dehumanized because of his popularity etc...

I wonder if some of the kpop artists feels the same way too. Like, sometimes they need to put a facade so their fans would be happy too, when in fact deep inside they are not. .

Here's what i got from this video: He is being hypnotised to see his past life. He was a tiger in a circus in his past life and was being tortured and abused as a tiger. He is crying because he is feeling the tiger's emotions, sorrow. Then towards the end when asked why did he want to be a singer in this current life he says its because of how he felt and what he experienced as a tiger in the past life, he wants to be a singer and make people feel happy listening to his music, just like how in his past life he is as a tiger in a circus, making people happy. But to achieve this, he needs to go through hardship and torture, both as a tiger and as a singer. But at least as a singer it is not as bad.

LOOK OK I CLICKED THIS THINKING IT WAS ONE OF THOSE FUNNY VIDEOS WITH THE GOOGLE TRANSLATE VOICE TALKING I DIDNT SIGN UP FOR THIS IM CRYING

Today is the first time I’ve ever seen this. And tbh before this or even knowing his insta pic is a tiger, his aura or vibe always came off as a tiger. I hope jooheon and the rest of the members know that they’re loved and their hard work isn’t going unnoticed. Kind of going off topic, but I’m not surprised Wonho teared up like he did. Hes a Pisces, he absorbs what others are feeling

Woah 🥺. His past life as a Tiger is very similar to his life now as an idol. Hope he always remember that people love his music ❤.

Before 1 Min Other members: **laughing and cant belivie he is crying** After 1 Min Other members: **crying with him** :'(

*”Don’t live passively. Live actively.” - Jooheon and Tiger* Now that’s something I’m never gonna forget ❤️

i felt for joohoney a lot it broke my heart to see this i hope in the future i will meet him nd say to him how special he is and gie him a big hug

Gosh i cant stop crying- may Jooheon n all other monsta x members achieve everything in life, they're soi talented they really deserve everything

Others: *About to cry* Hyungwon's mind: I wanna be Matthew's friend... We'd look good, 2 models

What he describes about his past life is an eery reminder of how many past idols described how they felt while being in the industry and about how harsh this industry can be to trainees and idols. I'm not into psychoanalysis, I'm not a professional. My interpretations are based on what I've seen as a kpop fan of 7 years and on the stories and articles I've read about the life of a trainee and kpop idol. I'm not saying that what I think is correct and I'm not trying to imply that Jooheon or the other members are unhappy with their lives as idols. This is a personal view on what I think his rendition of Matthew the Tiger means in relation to his current life. *1. Jooheon is not human. He's a tiger in a circus trapped behind big iron bars.* The way I interpret this, tigers, along with other animals, are used as an attraction by circuses to draw in an audience and ultimately, profit. Like the tiger, Jooheon, as well as other idols, are used as an "attraction" by his company to draw in fans and profit. I feel like the bars he's trapped behind is his company or maybe his contract. I don't know much about how he feels about his company but from what I've seen before, many ex-idols talk about how their companies treated them terribly or about how binding or unfair their contracts were and, like the bars he described, restrict them from pursuing what they want to do. *2. He feels sad and begins crying because of how much he hates the clowns who won't let him go and force him to do things he doesn't like to do.* I feel like this is very accurate to what Hangeng, JYJ, Kris, Luhan, Tao, BAP, etc. described in songs they've released, interviews, etc that they participated in after they were able to leave or renegotiate with their companies. Many ex-idols have talked about how binding those contracts are and how harsh and unfair they can be. The clowns, their companies, are the people keeping them locked in their cages forcing or pressuring them to do music they might not like, say things they don't mean, restrict them from doing things they want to do, etc. *3. If he wasn't obedient, the clowns would hit him and threaten him with fire and even though he suffered, he didn't have the courage to leave.* I'm sure many people saw that documentary with Nine Muses and the way their CEO treated them. That documentary alone caused international outrage and showed the harsh reality kpop is capable of. Circus animals and trainees/idols alike, if they didn't meet expectations they were punished and though trainees/idols are not physically abused (I hope) things like practice hours are increased or their indefinite debuts are delayed. Another thing this aspect of his past life may refer to is how isolated trainees/idols are. Although this may not apply to Jooheon or Monsta X, I feel like a lot of trainees enter the system at really young ages. From what I've read about the industry, all these trainees do train for a debut that may never come and leave little room for their education or exploring other career based opportunities because of how set they are on being a singer, actor, model, etc. Because of this, their performance in school is below what is necessary to get into a good college. If you know anything about Korean culture, you know that grades, school rank, and where you go to college dictates where you get a job and how well off you are as an adult. By the time trainees decide to move on and away from a trainee, they've isolated themselves. After spending all of these years in the system, quitting suddenly after putting so much work into this dream would be humiliating. I think this is what he means by not having the courage to leave; because of the little options he has and because of how much work he's put into trying to debut. *4. Because he was an animal, he was looked down upon and only did this because he enjoyed making children happy.* Many idols these days say they do it for the fans; because it makes them happy. They want their music to touch souls, to lift spirits, to make days. Jooheon as Matthew pushed on because he liked making the children who came to see him happy and he liked how interested they were in him. Even in his past life he was an entertainer which says something about him now that he is Jooheon.

That is the most sadness thing I've ever heard🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 it even make me cry 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Aw I definitely feel where he's coming from. And Wonho is such a sweetheart feeling relatable with him.

Jooheon: * says something sad * The edit: *✨✨🧚🏼‍♂️*

I started crying when he said “I wanna leave this place💔😭”

i havent cried this much in a while, seeing Jooheon cry makes my heart hurt

주헌.....잘 하고 있고...평생 하고 싶은거 하면서 좋은 노래 많이 만들어줘!!!!! 나도 주헌이가 만든 노래들으면서 힘내서 살아가고 있는 사람 중에 한명이야!!!!사실 얼굴만 봐도 힘이나.....그러니까 지금처럼 음악하고 하고싶은거 하면서 행복하게 몬베베랑 살아가보자!!케이팝의 존심! 미래! 몬스타엑스! 꽃길만 걷자❣❣❣내 사랑 주헌 너무 사랑하고 사랑해!!!😭😘😘💛💛💛💛💛💛❤❤❤❤❤❤

he's not talking about his past life at all. those tears are not for matthew they are for himself. he's talking about how his life feels like and this makes me deeply sad, these companies are hurting incredible artists that have so much more potential... to think about how much he has to sacrifice to live his dream just doesn't sound right. some people took this as a joke but it just scares me, I cannot imagine how broken and unhappy he was at that moment, and he could be feeling even worse now and we just don't know it! makes you reflect on how little you actually know them. I really hope jooheon finds true happiness and peace in his soul because he deserves the world :(

IS NOONE GOING TO TALK ABOUT HOW MY BOY JOOHEON MANAGES TO STILL LOOK FINE ASF WHILE CRYING

When he started crying, it's really broke my heart😭

Why did I suddenly cried without me even noticing it

If animals can communicate just like humans... their revelation would be heartbreaking...

Somebody tell Namjoon to stop cutting onions, dangit

"I really hate those people" it's really sad 😭😭😭😭

I'm not even like a stan but this really made me cry... And now I'm gonna listen to them more ❤

I have been always against wild animals in circus, this is sad :((((

“Matthew” Me, a multi-stan: B I G M A T T H E W

It’s so crazy how someone’s past life has so much to do with someone’s present life

clowns are we fans , cage is the kpop industry , ring master is his company , tiger is he himself , circus where he perform is the stage , if he wont listen to company then they will going to destroy him nothing changed just he transformed human from tiger

seeing wonho crying and hearing jooheon talk about them being strong together really hurts now that Wonho is gone

people dont seem to understand that this whole hypnotism was performed with intentions to understand jooheon's struggles. this life as a caged and neglected circus tiger directly coincides with his life as an idol. at times he feels caged and restricted. he is denied basic rights and pleasures of any normal human being because of a role he plays as a kpop member and his reputation cant be "tainted" because he represents his company. imagine living your life as a celebrity THEN imagine being a korean celebrity. i feel terrible for the pain and suffering idols and trainees go through to at times not even end up debuting. he has obviously struggled with being an idol and he's good at hiding it.

Anyone else crying at 1am thinking if they can remember their past life

Gives me a reason why won't go circus anymore

Damn. This feels so private and he's in a very vulnerable state. I feel sorry for him being exposed this way.

When he said they looked down on him because he was an animal it was like a parallel to being looked down on because he is an idol. When he said he kept doing it for the children, I believe that means Monbebe. He keeps doing it for his fans. Really powerful stuff here. Amazing that his past life mirrors his own in a lot of ways. Both 'caged' in a sense with an audience of people watching them, punished harshly for making mistakes. Really moving.

1:21 wonho´s face. I miss him with the guys

This is more like a metaphor for kpop idol life!!

OH MY GOD JOOHEON'S CRYING ALREADY HAD ME SOBBING AND THEN WONHO HAS TO CRY IM-

Pretty sure I was a big disappointment in my past life. Oh wait I still am...

Jooheon: starts crying Me: starts crying with him 😭 nooo baby

This was emotional..I never thought I could feel this way for a tiger...it was touching...specially when he cried it was more sad..🥺🥺