Moses The Great- 'This Life...' Lyrics
Want you to picture this!
I'm in my dark days reminiscing
on who I am, where am going, what I will be tomorrow!?
Finding no answers
I feel there is something I'm missing
I really hate the feeling of feeling lost is like I'm living my life in sorrow
Is like I don't know where Christ is
I'm Having identity crisis
It Stresses the hell out of me
Every day I'm living a life of Self condemnation,
Low self esteem starts striking me like a machine gun
Ta tarrr rata tarrrrrrh!
I can't even block any bullet not even a single one
What do I do next?!
I try to run,
but I seem to find no help
I can't even open up to my twin sister Pennia
I shy away of whatever I was going through,
I cant even pray,
I dont wanna fall today,
I'm walking in the flesh not the spirit
I don't wanna die today,
LORD see me through I cannot make it on my own,
I'm at my lowest,
Lost confidence,
My spiritual life is stumbling,
With a natural eye
No one could tell because in the midst of it all I always kept on smiling
Civilian affairs I'm talking sin
Is choking me right on my neck
Somebody help
I can't breath, This thing is killing me
(I can't breath, This thing is killing me)
As an artist started penning down my pain on paper
I sealed the lyrics using a stapler
Thinking it's all gone, nah
I lied to myself
How can a book full of stories I claim are the things I'm going through gonna solve all that I'm going through
If there is a Holy Bible before me
The book of books
How do I say I follow, God if I never read it
If I never read it
My bible is dusty
And My life is crusty
I seem to have no direction
And I'm bound to making a lot of mistakes nowadays.
Is like my conscious is dead
cant kneel on my knees Nowadays
I'm a laughingstock to you uh!
It's crazy how you be doing these evil laughs...
Le tshega kanna akere?
Laa mpuwapuwa akere
Go monate
Le iketlile
Lare a giant has fallen
Se ntshege mukaulengwe
Ithapelle Ka motlha mongwe
go kgona go go tlela lwena...
Moses part this red sea before me
Like Daniel in the Lions dan Lord take away the fear he's in
Like The strength Samson had
LORD give me the grace to be firm and strong on my Faithful walk with you
I fell some years ago,
And been holding on by a thread
I want to go back to the basics and learn at the feets of Jesus
In this old life that I went back to It's time to let go
Took me many years to build this reputation and some few seconds to destroy it
O'Potter put me back together for I am crushed
I'm a mess
And I seem lost
If at all I'm a product of someone's prayer people pray for me
I'm loosing it, and my head is going round like a hulla hoop
I really don't wanna mess with the grace I'm under
I'm afraid of the curse in my life and generations to come
LORD give me grace to tackle this matter
I submit myself as a living sacrifice imma forever be under
The first love I had for the things of God wouldn't allow me to mingle with the girls nor things that may deteriorate my spiritual life
But now I let the disease ruin my relation ship with God
Is like I let everyone in my circle
We got snakes, we got the fake, we got the frenimies
looking for my head
I play no blame game on anyone
I'm real real problem and need to solve me
Yes Christ was tempted
But at the end if the day He overcame that temptation
I pray for the same grace to over come whatever I'm going through...
BLAHHHH!!!
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