MOTHICA's "Red" is off of her forthcoming record 'Kissing Death' - out 8/23 via Heavy Heart Records. Preorder the record at mothica.lnk.to/KissingDeath
Creative Directed by Mothica
Director & Editor: Samuel Halleen
Producer: Zoe Dinerstein
DP: Rob Russell
1st AC: Michael Tursi
2nd AC: Josh Montiel
Key Grip: Israel Sandoval
Grip: Sam Kim
Gaffer: Jorge Hernandez
BBE: Camilo Godoy
Featuring
Drummer: Britt Bowman
Guitarist: Jayden Hammer
Bassist: Marcy Avila
AUDIENCE:
Corky Lee (Young Mothica), Arkane Skye, Tha Capital G, Mandi Crimmins, Nic Wheat, Palmboy, Nick Major, Eskelite, Morgan Mok, Yami, Aiko
Makeup Artist: Meg Wilbur
Hair Stylist: Tyler Graves
Styled by Mothica
Additional Casting: Nadia Teichmann & Lina Farache of Cast A Spell Casting
Art: Graham Epstein
PA: Griffin King
PA: Jesse Wachtel
PA: Isabella Fitzgerald Harewood
PA: JJ Carroll
PA: Jesse Wachtel
PA: Brendon Visser
BTS Photographer: Amber Perades
MGMT: Mantis Music Group
SONG CREDITS:
Produced by Nick Sadler
Written by Mothica, Nick Sadler
Mixed by JJ Catalyst
Mastered by Ruairi O’Flaherty
LYRICS:
it only hurts if you stop
so keep the bottle close
fix me up and shut me down with chemicals
close your eyes and breathe in
wake up all alone
and wonder where you lost control
scared to go to sleep
hiding underneath
there’s a
darker side of me
I don’t wanna meet
hanging by a thread
trapped in my head
i’m spiraling out until all the
poison fills my chest
helps me forget
cause i’ll never learn til I see red
no, I’ll never learn til I see red
no, I’ll never learn til I see red
until I see the damage
there’s no damage done
need a reason for me not to self-destruct
who said it gets better?
what if it never does?
what kind of monster will I become?
scared to go to sleep
hiding underneath
there’s a
darker side of me
I don’t wanna meet
hanging by a thread
trapped in my head
i’m spiraling out until all the
poison fills my chest
helps me forget
cause i’ll never learn til I see red
no, I’ll never learn til I see red
no, I’ll never learn til I see red
until I see my reflection looking back at me, I won’t
until my see my disposition change
until I’m barely
hanging by a thread
trapped in my head
i’m spiraling out until all the
poison fills my chest
helps me forget
cause i’ll never learn til I see red
no, I’ll never learn til I see red
no, I’ll never learn til I see red
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