Reading all of these comments, and I'm so glad the words and the podcast episode is helping all of you to feel less alone in what you're going through. Just wanted to remind you that you're worthy of being chosen, and loved, and that you deserve the empathy and the effort you give to everyone around you. 💛

Trying to get over someone you never dated, feels worse because this person lives inside this bobble and on a pedestal. The fantasy of them. You never got to know all their bad sides, so they are perfect. It’s hard getting over something that is perfect. Of course they aren’t perfect. But you never got to see that. All you have is the story in your head. The potential. You’re mourning what could have happened. Not really them.

Almost relationships are also known as 'situationships'. I no longer want to do this to myself. these have broken me in ways I didn't even imagine. Next time i fall i love, please Universe, let it be with someone who WANTS to be with me. and really BE with me.

"You feel like in a way you broke your own heart" 😥

The worst part is nobody understands what you are going through and judge you for being too emotional and weak... that hurts more. Thanks for this, I really needed it!

One thing that I never wish for someone is to fall in love with someone you can't have... This hurts so bad 😭😭

KZfaq must be eavesdropping on my conversations lol...this conveniently showed up on my feed 😆

Some people will stir up your emotions then left you high and dry

Had a girl I was dating for about 3 months. Our last 2 dates, She asked me to meet her parents, and then the next day she asked me to set up an outing with her, me, her best friend and MY best friends. Then for a week she went radio silence. I didn't freak out I just said "Okay I'm sure she's busy, and we saw a lot of each other last week." Another week was going by, and I asked her if she wanted to meet up again. She suggested just coffee. Of course she broke it off, and all she could say was that her feelings changed and we were better as friends. It was only 3 months. It was only 12 or 13 dates or so, and a handful of text messages. But that was enough time and enough investment for me to care. And right at this 3 month mark, I had just started to let my guard down and really hope that this "thing" might be going somewhere. And then, it wasn't. A month later she texted saying she had made plans with her gal pals (who were also mutual friends of ours) and asked me if I wanted to tag along. Basically, she ended things with me out of the blue with very little explanation, but claimed she still valued our friendship. But when it came to friendship, she was only treating me like an afterthought, after making plans with the friends she really enjoyed. After getting dumped, I said straight up, "I admit I'm sad, but I'm glad you were honest about how you were feeling." But after that, I gave up on her half-hearted attempts at niceness and the shallow friendship she basically seemed to be tossing me as a bone. Whenever she texted me something frivolous or asked me last minute to something, I politely said thanks but no thanks. It was hard, and I felt hurt and sad because I had truly truly liked this girl, and thought we had a great connection, but looking back, I'm glad I set up my own boundaries. I'm proud I didn't hang around her and hope for scraps of affection, romantic, friendship, or otherwise. Sometimes, it really is that the other person is just all mixed up, and you can't let their confusion drag you down. Better to just let go of them forever. Build on friendships and romantic connections that actually have had the time to mature, and have depth, and develop real worth. Always remember, 3 months might be long enough to fall for someone, but it's not long enough to know or love someone. So if you didn't really know each other, and if you didn't really love each other, then give yourself permission to move on from this muddled connection that keeps causing you stress, and find people that are better for you. :)

they weren't ready.. but they were ready for someone else weeks later.

Not so much moving on.....just getting up, working then coming home to bed.....and constantly thinking about them. It's a drag. I hate it!

it really hurts. He was perfect. The first mature guy I've talked to after many, many immature, and toxic individuals. I wanted a relationship and he didn't. I still value the friendship, but at the moment, I feel like I can't see him otherwise it'll just remind me of what could've been. Personally, I have a hard time letting go and I know it happened for a reason.. I just can't seem to shake it off. Feeling really, really heartbroken.

I'm 28 and never had a relationship, so imagine the pain described, repeatedly over like 13 years. then multiply it by 100. Yep... that's me.

This is literally making me cry, lately Ive been feeling and asking the question "is there something wrong with me?" It's like men will like me or think im such a great/sweet girl but always choose someone else, or will commit but then we'll break up but they won't let me go, and let me move on with my life. And it's so frustrating. I've began to feel like i don't need to date at all right now because i sometimes feel like i don't love myself to my core, like having someone else love me also will complete me, and at this point it's just tiring. But this podcast just spoke to my soul thank you!

“Connection isn’t measured in time when your heart connects with someone it connects with someone” that line was beautiful I really needed to hear this especially because I’ve really been going through this

The hardest part is continuing to have an open heart when it is barely getting by.

2:38 - "sometimes it can be harder to move on from an unknown than it can be to move on from somebody you actually dated". that's where I'm at right now. I spent part of last night crying and this is why.

The positive thing about moving on is the fact image having to finally enjoy doing your daily life without the heavy heavy weight of confusion, empty expectations, and fear about it falling apart.

The saddest is when you feel it was so close to happen and suddenly you are just heartbroken and how can you love again when you didn’t even get to experience previous person who is still in your head. Actually if you were together for some time it would be easier to move on but you are left wondering.

Why is KZfaq calling me out like this? Going through this now 😭

I always felt so stupid because I thought I was the only person that has ever gone through this. Now I don’t feel so stupid. Now I know this is more common than I thought and I feel for everyone who has gone through this. Thank you!

It hurts so bad to realize that it was so different for him than it was for me. I loved wholeheartedly and yet it wasn’t enough. We connect on so many levels and such bonds don’t happen often, but to him it is not reason enough to pursue me because he feels like “it’s not meant to be”. I feel like I will never find the person who will reciprocate. Every story like that crashes my heart into billion little pieces

Sometimes we meet a person whose only purpose was to help us overcome some obstacle we had. Or perhaps they needed us to help them overcome an obstacle. People come into our lives for a reason, a season or hopefully a lifetime. The lifetime ones are usually family spouses or good friends. The reasons are to teach us something. The seasons are to help us through different situations. Yes they can be married and we are not, yes we can fall in love with them. Then without any reason they leave, once the Lesson or obstacle was was solved.

Bianca nails it in this vid at 9:15 - "when you accept an almost-relationship, you're telling someone they aren't responsible for how the relationship emotionally impacts you. There are no boundaries. And if there are no labels the partner can just pick up and choose whatever they feel like doing in a relationship, there are no consequences for any actions."

I can’t express really in words how much I appreciated listening to this episode. It was like a 23 minutes audible hug. I feel so validated, affirmed and not crazy for how much of my heart l invested in my almost relationship. Thank you for your words of encouragement and not making me to feel judged or silly for doing what, in my heart, felt the most right at the time, despite my mind knowing the better of it. Sincerely, thank you so much.

“For of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these: it might have been...” (J. Whittier) 🥺

Thank you, as an Infp and an empath, this keeps happening and I was getting to the stage of feeling humiliation for having emotions. Just because you didn't actually date the person, the loss hurts just as much, if not more, because you begin to question your own judgment. Someone can be perfect for you and still not want to take it further. That really kills me. Thank you for justifying the feeling of abandonment, it needs to be felt to try to move on. But as you said, the what ifs are what keep us stuck. I met my soulmate, but he won't open up. I have to try to move on. But it really does sting. 🌺

Sometimes we all need a wake up call. This was it for me. No more. From this point, I'm going to choose ME.

This was me also. I am now 70 years young.. met a 60 years old beautiful woman ..dated her for 4 months ..fell for her like a ton of bricks .she epitomised everything i wanted in a woman .i would take her out to eat and would take to do her everyday things .like shopping .cause she is legally blind in one eye .and can not drive any more .help her move furniture from her house .then she tells me she has no romantic feeling for me .just goodfriends and companingship .it devasted me .all i have been doing is crying like a woman.i wanted so badly for this relationship to suceede.i have gone thru alot in my life .so i know i have to grieve for awhile .but know i will be ok in time..i would have been her eyes ..it does hurt so much .even at 70

Everyday feels like hell. It’s been a year and half and I haven’t moved on whilst he’s out here going on dates and shit. The same things we used to do. I feel like a fool but God knows best 🙏🏽 please lord heal me because I don’t know if I can do this any longer

Moving on from someone that didn't love you is a different kind of sacrifice that is hard to do but needed.

I don’t know how I got here but I needed to hear it. Knowing I’m not the only person going through this helps

This was something I convinced myself wasnt happening to me, but it was and it did. We had been in this situationship for 7 months on and off. 1 of which he ghosted me for an entire month before reappearing in my life as if nothing happened.. and I let him. I knew I wasn’t really what he wanted but I loved the feeling he made me feel. The idea of us being in a relationship when he never even wanted that at all. I created this version of him in my own head that never even existed. That hurts but it’s the honest truth. I let him hurt me time and time again thinking we would be in a relationship even though this was breaking me emotionally, physically, and mentally. I’m finally ready though, to let him go. He let go of me a long time ago I just kept hanging on because of the bond and the attachment. I don’t think I want a relationship at this point in my life anymore. That hurt and pain is not worth feeling again. I have goals and aspirations that i’m pursuing and I don’t want to feel that strongly about a single person ever again.

I literally just balled my eyes out. Just full on tears streaming down my face. I needed this, thank you.

There's so much logic and meaning in this video, but when you're in your feelings, it's hard to see otherwise.

Ok but has anyone else felt this for someone without wanting the commitment themselves? Like I have had these feelings about an “almost fling”

start liking people who like you

Not a "relationship" just slept together for nearly 2 years. He says he never led me on but that's not true

my situation: I met this guy on tinder. I truly believe it was a sign that we met because we were at the same edm concert the night we matched. I didn’t see that he texted me till the next morning though. at the concert it was a really small venue too, so we were like 100 feet away from each other the whole night. (keep in mind i’ve never had something so this was my first real experience) after a few weeks of talking we met up. after that we met up about 4 more times. (he was about 50 minutes away) I would make the drive for him. even when I didn’t have my car, I paid for a lyft just to see him (he did once too). in the beginning of talking he kept telling me he wasn’t looking for a relationship and he kept reminding me of his baggage. I ended up staying because at the time I truly liked him and saw past that. even though he didn’t want a relationship, we acted like we were in one. he made me food whenever I stayed over. if he didn’t make food, he always ordered and paid. he made me breakfast once and told me he’s never made breakfast for anyone, not even his ex, and I felt special. I truly liked him because he was the first person who actually seemed interested in me. someone who started the conversations and gave compliments. I met all his friends and even his sister. someone who gave their 100%. after a month or so he started to distance himself from me. I even caught onto it because I confronted him about it and he admitted to it. that night I confronted him, we almost ended it but he told me he liked me too much to end things so we decided to keep trying and let whatever happen, happen. around a week or two later I drove up to attend his roommates birthday party and that weekend is when things ended. what made me sad is that, that weekend we were so good. then the last night I was there, some new people came over to hangout and he ended up talking to one of them and they gave him an “eye opening” moment. the eye opening moment was that he felt like he was using me to fill an empty void and he didn’t realize he was. he wanted to focus on himself. now trust me, I’m happy he’s choosing himself for once and wanting better for himself but I hate how it took that long for him to realize it. I hate how we told each other everything. things we have never told anyone. I do feel like he took advantage of the fact that I have never had something real before. I don’t regret anything but I wish I would have waited for “that person” to do things with. I hate that my first experience ended so badly. honestly I didn’t care for a relationship label, but I hated the label “friends” whenever I would ask him. I hated it because friends didn’t do what we did. friends didn’t kiss and cuddle. friends didn’t call every night and say they miss each other. I truly did see so much potential in us. we were different but we had similarities. our differences balanced us so well. we never argued and when we did disagree, we wouldn’t make a big deal out of it. I was planning on telling my family about him very soon if things had never ended. I feel like sometimes I don’t have the right to be sad or hurt because we never dated. I do know my feelings are valid but I feel like people expect me to move on fast. I cant though. I can’t because it was my first everything. I hate that I am holding on the possibility that he will come to the realization that he made a mistake and wants to try again. it hurts holding onto that because I do feel like he has moved on already. I know I am only hurting myself more but it’s hard to let go of something you saw so much potential in. I know for a fact that my family would’ve loved him. they would’ve gotten along so well and would have welcomed him with open arms. I know people say to not think about what it could’ve been but I do think about it. I think about it, because he wasn’t a bad person. he was genuinely a great and caring person. so of course I saw a future. I refuse to believe our story was supposed to end so soon and end like it ended. we agreed to start over as just friends but it hurts. i’m scared to see the day that he brings someone else over. although we did make a pinkie promise that he won’t talk to anyone new it still hurts because I feel like he will break that promise. now don’t think I am controlling. we made a promise because the reason he ended things was to focus on himself. I even told him that if he were to talk to someone new I would feel disrespected because why couldn’t you just continue things with me then? I hate that I question myself if I didn’t anything wrong. If I was enough. If I am deserving of love or what my worth is. It’s hard moving on and letting go especially when you saw so much. I don’t want to meet anyone new. I just want him. I hate going through the same process that I went through with him. I wish I was enough for him to stay. I hate that I fell so deep and can’t get out. I hate that when he ended things, a part of me has been missing. I have been in a slump ever since things ended. people keep telling me to not be friends because I will just hurt myself even more but I don’t want to let go. I don’t want him out of my life but I also feel like him out of my life will help. we were talking about being friends with benefits and honestly a part of me was leaning towards saying yes but only because it would mean that we would still have that physical and intimate connection, which sounds sad. I know it’s bad and that I am deserving and am more than that. but I can’t let go. some days I feel okay but then the waves of sadness come and go. I just feel so lonely now.

ive been there! and why the other person has the audacity to not allow themselves to have the same feelings for you is beyond me! soulless people...

This . Just went thru it . Left me feeling stupid, like never "good enough", and so insecure. I do now know that it was just a connection in a gray zone and he was non committed. Almost chosen hurts more than flat out rejected. I broke my own heart for accepting this behavior for so long. And I agreed to it by letting it go on so long. Very upset w self and ashamed

You nailed it. Going through this right now only knew her for a month. We talked as friends. I never had any intentions with her. But we met in person and things escalated quickly. I knew she was emotionally unavailable but I thought I could change her mind. I feel so hard it was unbelievable. Just when things felt so right she got scared and ran. The hardest thing is accepting the fact that I never got a fair shot and never will.

I fell in love with a man oh so slowly. We knew each other for months before I let my guard down. We were such close friends. And when it started getting serious, he left me all of a sudden for a girl he was in love long before we were a thing. But she had a boyfriend. When she became single, he dropped me so quickly... But we stayed friends... and still we are close friends I thought I could do that, I would move on with time given and keep one of my best friends But I can't stop being in love with him.. I must end that friendship for the sake of my heart and yet it is breaking

So bizarre, how this popped up just as I was agonising over 3 years of this exact thing and so close to Valentine's day, really sucks that 2 people in love, can't make it work because his ego is bigger than missing me. ♡

I’ve never cried so hard , when I listened to this My heart ❤️ is hurting 💕🙏🏾thank you

KZfaq got super personal 😓 I met a girl on the weekend and it changed me. We have alot in common especially the fact that we are both artists and have a creative mindset. I can't stop thinking about her 24/7 ,I cuddle my pillows at night as if it's her, I don't think she feels the same way although we shared a kiss before she left. I can't tell her how I feel because, it's just too early and I've never been vulnerable around girls. Falling in love is an extreme sport you are always prone to being hurt. Advice would be much appreciated

It’s so sad. It reminds me of those lyrics, ‘I didn’t fall in alone.’ I finally admitted my feelings to him since his behavior suddenly changed on me with no explanation. I was moving away and just wanted to put everything out there so I’d have no regrets. He said he didn’t feel the same. Now looking back I feel like I was kind of used- like a therapist? From those moments when he actually was vulnerable with me and I thought we were getting closer. None of it makes any real sense. It feels like emotional hijacking.

As guy, it happens to us too. I just found this and it’s been good to listen to. I’ve just lost an almost relationship.

Wow. Funny how we hear this kind of information EXACTLY when we need to.

This is one of the most profound and mature messages for people who have suffered in these situations.Thank you for your wisdom and incredible articulation of the dynamics that doesn’t feel trite, superior or judgmental.

I HATE THE QUESTION: "How long were you together?"😳 Always. Sometimes I get attached so quickly😩

Honestly I feel very dumb for feeling like this. Especially since a part of me think I lost someone who was everything I wanted. But at the end of the day he’s the one that lost. And I’m trying to remind myself that it takes time to heal and move forward. I just hate it here

Thank you so much. ❤️ I needed this so badly. I cried while listening. 🥺🥺🥺

"You don't have to date someone to have feelings for someone " mhm..."don't feel silly with yourself for caring " even if it's with a player ....or a bad person...feelings are feelings, feelings won't lie to you, and they are meaningful

3 years, 2 therapist, and this is the first time I've felt sane. The first time I've felt like this was ok. I'm crying at work right now because I've needed this for so long. Thank you.

I’m glad there’s a label I can finally put on this feeling/situation.

Jesus Christ you Described my almost relationship so well i had to stop what I was doing to listen

In love with a very close friend of mine who’s in a long term relationship. It’s just so brutal going thru this, the highs of spending time with him alone and the lows of seeing him and his partner involuntarily... you put it so well, “you’re breaking your own heart”

I came here paranoid even tho nothing bad happened but I'm just anxious about it

YES! Exactly this... thank you. Dated a guy and finally felt the way I wanted to feel again. He was a good guy and told me he thought I was special and wanted to treat me as much. Turns out he's not over his ex and I made an entire relationship in my head when he just was not available. He was a proper gentleman in how he told me as well, so I can't really hate him for it and somehow that hurts worse. Because if he was an asshole he'd be easier to get over, but he is genuinely out there trying to find someone (though perhaps he should focus on himself for a while). And anyways, that's a lot of details but... I feel so silly for letting myself feel so connected when in the end it was one-sided. crushing. So thank you for putting this video out there. All the comments below also make me feel less alone.

So true we never dated so sad 😞

I literally blamed myself for being in an almost relationship. I told myself I broke my own heart. I'm the one who decided to leave cause I wanted more but I know that he doesn't want anything than just what we had. No commitment. Just feelings, and skinship. I was happy I ended things but I started missing him and when I texted him he turned cold and basically told my friends he doesn't want me around anymore. It broke my heart. I know that I deserved better. I know that we weren't compatible. I even knew that I only like the ideal relationship of us. But that hope of what we COULD of had was something I still held onto. This almost relationship hurt more than my 3 years relationship. I really appreciated this cause it resonated with me a lot and reassured me that I'll be fine. Still need time to heal.

I knew from the start that it was going to hurt, after all our first phone call had me playing therapist and feeling like I had stayed up for two weeks straight after it ended. I even asked myself if I wanted to keep talking to her and my heart said “yes she needs your help” and even though something inside me was waving every red flag ever created, I still kept trying, only to be left feeling chewed up and spit out in the end. No words can describe how thankful I am for what this video helped me realize!!

Man on point is all I can say. I shed some tears. When you know what you have to offer and it seems like you always get the almost every time, it’s hurtful. I consistently pray that I don’t miss what and who he has for me.

Once you say how long you were in the “almost relationship” situation, it changes the other person tone, advice and opinion. Great points on how it doesn’t matter whether you’re in a relationship or not, you can still develop strong feelings and a special connection with someone

When the person you love tells you about how amazing their crush/bf is a different kind of pain huh??

I gave up on love cause there’s too many games, and quite frankly, the only games I’ll play with a girl is Animal Crossing....

Everything you said here hit home and went straight to my heart...got ghosted and blocked over 9 months ago...and it’s been nothing but torture ever since. It’s getting easier in time. I loved what you said about having learned from that person being in our lives...I most definitely did and will forever be thankful for that...I also learned a lot about myself which is more important...❤️

This is exactly what I'm going through right now. I know I'm breaking my own heart. It's so difficult to let that person go. Thank you for this. It give me the courage to make painful decisions that are better for me and my heart.

I needed to hear that. Recently I’ve been having the worst weeks of my life because of that and I feel awful. I still talk to this person but it’s really hurting me. I think I know what needs to be done but I’m afraid I don’t have the strength to do so. And also I’m scared that no one will ever love me so it hurts more. I just wish I could get rid of this pain.

I'm crying so hard right now 😭😭😭😭 it hurts but I know it'll be better

I fell in love with my "almost" boyfriend when I was 14. I am currently 20 years old. He made me feel special in my life. He was the first person who I've ever had a special connection with besides someone from my family. We had plans to meet in person once we got older, not having an exact plan and wanting to be with each other. This video made me want to take the first step in moving on from the relationship. I'm going to work on myself and work on bettering myself for me. Not to make other people happy or try to please someone else, but doing something on my own. This video has inspired me to move forward and I can't express how grateful I am for having something that very accurately depicts how I feel in my heart... From the bottom of my heart thank you for making such a wonderful video.

We were lovers, we were playing together everyday even though we're miles apart from each other. we were so lovely until one day i found out she has a boyfriend on the other side all along. I broke myself. I'm just broken. I left her. I left myself behind. I'm sad that I'm just hollow inside right now. But I'm glad there's podcast like this for me to relate to, felt like i have a caring friend patting on my back saying it's okay. Thank you...

I don't know how to quite put my finger on it. Had a friendship where at times each of us may have wanted something more but circumstances and actions got in our own way, but we would always try to reconnect over time and felt happy whenever we did. Eventually had other relationships where the person loved me more directly and more openly but on the other hand in some ways was less compatible, but despite that it was harder to say no to someone who genuinely liked me and showed it. But guess who I think about now when I hear a romantic song on the radio 10+ years later?

I know I needed to hear this but i’m still mad it’s true

I didn't expect to cry this much. KZfaq algorithm put in work todayyy!!

Oh my goodness this was so on point and on time for me. I truly felt like I was the only one who is in a situation where this person made it seem like we were gonna be something and so I started falling hard but then they started like not really caring and it makes you feel kinda worthless! So glad I found this video

I don’t how this randomly showed up in my newsfeed but I really needed to hear this. And yes please talk more about this.

i’m a girl, i loved this girl who was straight. i confessed my feelings for her and our friendship fell apart. she was my best female friend, i really miss talking to her but i know i shouldn’t. it caused me a lot of pain for a while, but i’ve grieved, i let her go, and i just hope she has a really good life. it’s just sad i couldn’t be a part of it💔

“Made you feel deeply” that’s right on it

I wish I heard this when I was going through my first real heartbreak in high school. GREAT WISDOM

This just randomly showed up in my recommendations. I honestly needed this message.

This felt like a huge relief. Omg

Hi Bianca, this series is the best podcast I’ve ever heard of. I really really appreciate what you’ve bern sharing about, everything resonated with me on a deep level. This one in particular turned my view on my last relationship completely. I respect you so much.. Please keep making these content.. You’re making a big difference in people’s lives❤️

“Lay that love down.” Will stay in my head forever .

If it weren't for this video, I'd have literally been struggling with suicidal thoughts for the rest of for a while in my life or might have even acted on it. THANK YOU.

I have been my own worst enemy- thinking dreaming hoping and keeping faith alive. It’s my fault. I’m the only one responsible. Very hard tough lesson and it’s been painful over this past year. Somehow someway I will survive - seems like I always have.

She lives 2 miles from me, but it feels like she is in another world 💔

making me totally cry here. Just went through this and it hurts just like you said. Thanks for this !

I wanted to thank you so much, you've helped me cry my ass out. The funny point is, I was the person that pushed the other way. I said no...but I felt a lot for him and while he took the no he also took what he could from me when I let him. It's been a year now, I dont even think I love him in a romantic relationship way but yesterday I realized how toxic it came to be for both of us, how much I expected from him and how much I gave him...it hurts like hell now. I feel stupid and I hate both myself and him. But thanks to your kind and beautiful words I can see now that it's ok to cry, to mourn and to learn and be better. So thank you so much

I came across this podcast two days ago, and I never stopped listening ever since. I wrote in my journal last night that I am thankful for the podcasts that we come across when we're at our lowest because they speak our soul. They make us nod while we're into the first few minutes, agreeing that maybe, Bianca is right. We deserve nothing less for ourselves. I just hope that there will be more episodes of this. The last upload was in 2021. Please make more content. 🥺 Now more than ever, for people like us who caught feelings too fast with someone we never dated, we need someone like Bianca to talk to us bluntly, amd then gently remind us that this, too, shall pass. Congrats on making an awesome content, Bianca! From an almost-chosen, almost-loved ☺️

“The right person is consistent…”

Unfortunately he is in a committed relationship with another person. He kept talking to me even though he knew how I felt. I am working on my energy. I have finally walked away

i guess it sucks never knowing for sure why he couldn’t commit to more, but I know that I will be ok. I just wished he would’ve been honest at the beginning and not fool me twice.

Had this with my best friend. He told me he like me as well, only to change his mind later. The worst part is because he is my best friend, so I can't escape and I have to act strong all the time, while deep down my crushed from the inside

I don't even know at what point I went from nodding and smiling to having a full blown breakdown. The pain you experience after being rejected and gaslighted from this is indescribable. I thought I was starting to accept that this person will never be in my life.

Wow. I'm so happy I found this. I just wish it didnt always happen in every relationship. I think I'm choosing these people because it would hurt too much to lose someone who really loved me.

Wow! I have been feeling heart ache for an almost relationship for so long. It is difficult because he is my music teacher and I see him every couple of weeks.

“You feel like in a way you broke your own heart” . This right here, hit me hard. It has made it difficult on the self love journey

Cried through this Entire thing.