My Cancer is Back (Spine Metastasis) - Stage 4 Breast Cancer Reoccurrence

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9 ай бұрын

I recently found out my cancer is back and now it is in my spine. In this video I explain how I found out I had stage 4 metastatic breast cancer in my spine.
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@isabelq.1426 9 ай бұрын

Diagnosis part: 19:00

@rafajela 9 ай бұрын

Thank you.

@SamanthaL 9 ай бұрын

Thank you! I forgot to add chapters on this video and haven’t gotten around to it yet

@gamingforever6687 9 ай бұрын

Go to America or canada ASAP and get high grade pure cannabis oil, the cancer will be gone in months.@@SamanthaL

@grzlbr 9 ай бұрын

Immune systems have been damaged by the j** @@SamanthaL

@Jerseyboondocks 8 ай бұрын

So is that because people just want to skip to that part and not listen to the lead up to it?? I will definitely listen to the whole thing, love

@dawndemet3331 9 ай бұрын

Stay hopeful. I’m in year 12 of Stage 4. Breast Cancer spread to my bones. Ignore anyone that isn’t supportive or hopeful.

@kimkelly9046 9 ай бұрын

God bless you

@vikkicarr3255 9 ай бұрын

My first diagnosis was in 2012. I was good for 5 years and then 2017 it came back stage 4. I’m thankful to Jesus that l’ve lived this long. As a nurse l have seen my cases often.

@wop2784 9 ай бұрын

I heard "fenbendazole" aka dog dewormer powder off of Amazon cures cancer, and for breast cancer bee venom cures that from what I seen

@wop2784 9 ай бұрын

I heard "fenbendazole" aka dog dewormer powder off of Amazon cures cancer, and for breast cancer bee venom cures that from what I seen @@vikkicarr3255

@wop2784 9 ай бұрын

I heard "fenbendazole" aka dog dewormer powder off of Amazon cures cancer, and for breast cancer bee venom cures that from what I seen @@kimkelly9046

@odd_frenz 9 ай бұрын

I've gone through almost the same thing. Cancer in 2021, NED after treatment. End of last year, my neck started to hurt. Like you, I thought nothing off it and tried to ignore it. Then had physical therapy until the pain got so unbearable that I had an MRI and it showed a fracture in my T1 vertebrae. I had surgery two days later followed by 22 rounds of radiation and a shot of xgeva every four weeks. Today, 3 months later, I'm back working, mowing the lawn, riding my bike and walking my dog. You got this!

@user-kl6do7kn5c 9 ай бұрын

Glad to hear you are doing well

@kimkelly9046 9 ай бұрын

God bless you

@brahtrumpwonbigly7309 9 ай бұрын

That's amazing news! I lost a friend to cancer, it pains me to hear people going through this stuff.

@wop2784 9 ай бұрын

the sad part is the doctors give treatment instead of giving ppl the cure, yes there is a cure for every disease, also natural cures exist@@brahtrumpwonbigly7309

@TYZmatos 9 ай бұрын

I'm happy you are doing great now I wish you the best ❣️🙏🏻💚💞🇧🇷

@lynnbean7200 8 ай бұрын

A friend of mine has had spinal metastases for 15 years. She is still well. Stay strong.

@SamanthaL 8 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing this

@Hamza-xc9kb 7 ай бұрын

Great to know. Samantha you’ll be fine ❤

@abd4175 5 ай бұрын

Good to know, thanks for giving hope. I truly believe that your mental state and attitude helps keep things under control. Take one day at a time.

@bobs1356 5 ай бұрын

I bet she had suffered all those years. Even though she is still alive but she did a lot of suffering.

@followingbluebird 4 ай бұрын

That is amazing!! Such inspiring news !!!! 😊 Has she been on active treatment during this time? I'm interested as I'm stage 4 and mine keeps spreading 🙄 but they have ran out of safe treatments for me. I last had a brain tumor removed and radiotherapy on my head last October but it's still in my windpipe and possibly in my lung again. I'll find out after my PETCT scan next week 😬 I love hearing these cases that defy the odds 🙌

@CMC5070 9 ай бұрын

I have had cancer twice and I’m disgusted with anyone who leave’s negative comments. Shame on you!!! Do you have any idea the strength it takes to go through surgery, tests, scans and just the waiting to find things out. I hope the best for you. Please don’t listen to the negative comments as the people who leave those are mentally unstable. ❤🙏🏻

@meh1943 9 ай бұрын

As a breast cancer survivor, I can say that the ignorance of anyone telling you that you did something wrong……is mind blowing. It just has absolutely nothing to do with any of the nonsense you were told. Follow the guidance of your medical care team, those you trust and those who love you. Above all, do not pay ANY attention to negative comments.

@aliceschmid9697 9 ай бұрын

Come on, no one is that evil. Well maybe a few idiots. The people who do not wish her well are the people who are saying she was indulging in hubris. It's because she had a baby despite having stage 4 cancer. It was, I suspect, self-righteousness about the baby. That she would leave her baby without a mother. I am not saying that should ever have been something said by anyone to Samantha or ANYONE ELSE IN HER SHOES. Far from it. But I also confess when she did it (I have been subscribed to her channel for a long time), I did wonder what she was thinking in getting pregnant. I can understand freezing your eggs and wanting to wait to see how things go. What if she had had a sudden explosion of cancer while she was pregnant? Admittedly Gray is a great guy, but we are talking about creating, possibly, a very tragic circumstance. But as Samantha has said, she is about living her life, not worrying it away. There are plenty of people who have small children and get killed in car accidents. There are no guarantees. But their baby will have two outstanding parents and infinite love for as long as she can and the only thing that MIGHT change is the loss of one of her parents and god willing, not nore than that.

@atdepaulis 9 ай бұрын

Ya… people can say whatever they want until… it happens to them.

@scarlettdong5397 9 ай бұрын

I totally agree with you, it’s a huge bet, you could win, you could also loose! @@aliceschmid9697

@darlenenisley-vv6jr 9 ай бұрын

Wishing you happiness and sending you prayers. My heart with you. Take care ❤️

@pripri3404 9 ай бұрын

People can be awful

@kristiw7528 9 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry that anyone has made you feel judges, they have no right to say anything, please know there are many of us supporting you and wanting the very best for you.

@zhaviyah84 9 ай бұрын

It’s the internet. They have a right. It’s also a well known fact and risk having a baby if you’ve had cancer. She’d have known this. Hence of course people are going to comment on it.

@kristiw7528 9 ай бұрын

@@zhaviyah84 No no, you're mistaken. She has every right to do whatever she wants for her own body and people giving her shit about how it's her fault that her cancer came back is bullshit and uncalled for. If you're purpose in making a comment is to make them feel bad or worse, shame on you.

@kristindiglio2506 9 ай бұрын

@@zhaviyah84no, no one has THE RIGHT to judge someone living their life and trying to be happy, especially just because it’s the internet. She’s been through far enough, she’s a young woman, trying to make the most of her life.

@b25mech 9 ай бұрын

It’s the internet, so you can be a jerk? You’re screwed up.

@Ladygrogu 9 ай бұрын

@@kristiw7528exactly

@PaulinPerth 9 ай бұрын

Hi Samantha, my channel is a cancer journey too, and I get the anti-sugar brigade in my comments too. I also get the fasting and keto crew too. So I really feel for you. I know exactly what you are talking about. Be strong. Have sugar or not. Keto or not. Fast or not. Whatever you choose, I support you. Best of luck, and best wishes. Ours is a difficult journey, as only we know. Paul.

@kimberlyjeanpierre7540 9 ай бұрын

💜

@bruno-orante 9 ай бұрын

Paul, I’ve been following your channel… you are also in my humble prayers 🙏

@Quiet_Now 8 ай бұрын

So sorry, sending you prayers, stay strong. Peace and faith, peace and faith, …

@amuj10k258 8 ай бұрын

I feel sorry for you but what you commented is not good. Sugar, tea, coffee, refined oils, packaged food will shorten your chances of cure.

@RaptureReadyforJesus-qv2ql 8 ай бұрын

@@amuj10k258agree! All this items make me so sick. When I stopped eating unhealthy food, my kidneys healed. I was at stage 5.

@suekaiser4163 9 ай бұрын

❤❤❤. 2 time breast cancer survivor.1st cancer 1996. Second 2007. Still here. ❤❤❤.

@janewanjiku1947 Ай бұрын

How many years now? This gives me hope

@JunoBeachGirl_ 9 ай бұрын

🥰I had recurrent ovarian cancer and it was stage four the second time and I am telling you five years later, as of September 18, I will be clear for five years. It is possible to beat this Samantha! I promise you! And anyone who says anything negative to you is a piece of SH*T! To those people…KARMA DOES COME INTO PLAY AND YOU *WILL* REGRET BEING MEAN TO SOMEONE VULNERABLE! Love, Love, Love Samantha! 😽

@SamanthaL 9 ай бұрын

Love this!

@janeaustentv9226 9 ай бұрын

Just what l wanted to hear today. I’ve been told l have stage 4 colon rectal cancer after having gone through cancer previously. I am devastated. I’m working through different approaches.

@Armistead_MacSkye 9 ай бұрын

@@janeaustentv9226 🙏 🌹

@clairenicol6924 9 ай бұрын

@@janeaustentv9226search Scott Davis stage 4 colon cancer on you tube.

@lionessrising 9 ай бұрын

My sister died from Ovarian 3 years ago and I’m still struggling with it so it’s so good to see someone survive it. She was 36.

@uzmakhan4001 8 ай бұрын

To EVERYONE....I PRAY FROM THE CORE OF MY HEART for you and all to recover from this disease and Allah bless you with health and kind heart. Amen

@imaanhanif8863 8 ай бұрын

Aameen

@followingbluebird 4 ай бұрын

Thank you 😊

@evelynanderson3587 9 ай бұрын

I am a breast cancer survivor, and you are one of the strongest woman I know , and I will be praying for you. Only listen to the people that love you, and are positive.

@andreafoxx3359 8 ай бұрын

Praying

@shashinigam007 Күн бұрын

God Bless you♥...

@MerryAnne2598 9 ай бұрын

Just found your channel! I was a nurse and oncology and hospice were my favorites. Just listening to you today was a blessing and you are now on my prayer list! Today treatments for metastatic breast cancer are sooo much better (though still lots of pain as you know). This is not the end of your story. You are in God’s hands, and all of us who truly care about you will continue to pray and love you no matter what!❤️🙏❤️

@oligreen1192 9 ай бұрын

Thanks you for your work with people! God Bless

@tigertalks1567 8 ай бұрын

Your favorites? Umm ok

@eirinistathopoulou7422 7 ай бұрын

God do for you the best. Miracle and health.you always to hope your save from this desease ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

@tigertalks1567 6 ай бұрын

@@wandah9468 of course I do. The truth hurts stay mad

@migbham1 6 ай бұрын

My maternal grandmother succumbed to stage 4 ovarian cancer in 2004. The hospice workers, I am convinced, were angels walking on Earth. I get exactly what you mean when you said that cancer and oncology cases were your favorites...your most meaningful work. I am so glad that there are people who do this work so that us family members and care givers can focus in what we need to be focusing on.

@laurazt7004 9 ай бұрын

Imagine being so devoid of empathy that you wish someone's cancer comes back. What a world we live in. Much love n prayers 🙏 Hope you get the best care and are surrounded by compassionate nurses n Drs.

@aliceschmid9697 9 ай бұрын

I dont think people were saying THAT, were they? They were saying "I told ya so", which is slightly less heinous. I still think these people were poorly trained and possibly even on the spectrum. No awareness of socially unacceptable. Also, I think they were thinking of Samantha's baby. As though a recurrence was inevitable and that she was inviting disaster and it wasn't fair to the baby. But of course, that totally underestimates Samantha and Gray and suggests THEY hadn't thought all these issues through. I prefer to think they aren't evil. Just stupid.

@lorileew2337 9 ай бұрын

@@aliceschmid9697THERE IS NO DEFENDING THEM ALICE ..Please re read that post your post because you just admitted what they said to her was less ""HEINOUS"" a touch heinous is extremely, heartless, insensitive, and inappropriate to post. Grown Adult's should know that "if you can't say anything nice then don't say at all" keep negativity and EXTREMELY INSENSITIVE comments to themselve's.. We teach children and grandchildren that, so why are so many Adult's not doing it.. There's no defense for someone who would post that to a cancer patient it was heartless void of empathy and sympathy ... Absolutely no justification for them ..

@lorileew2337 9 ай бұрын

@@aliceschmid9697... NO they weren't thinking of her baby don't make excuses for deplorable heartless behavior..

@lorileew2337 9 ай бұрын

@@aliceschmid9697They're not evil or stupid they're heartless and don't have sympathy and empathy for other people.

@Armistead_MacSkye 8 ай бұрын

@@aliceschmid9697 No, it's mainly one person, and they have many bots. I suspect you may be one. That person bullies Cancer patients, deaf and blind people, and sick children. She enjoys it. She is EVIL.

@hemidancer64 9 ай бұрын

Samantha, you have done nothing to deserve this. Cancer is evil, devious, and completely unfair. Just continue being the warrior that you are, and pay no attention to any ignorant comments. Sending hugs and good vibes. ❤

@wop2784 9 ай бұрын

facts and I heard "fenbendazole" aka dog dewormer powder off of Amazon cures cancer

@halinakozlowska2672 9 ай бұрын

Look at it differently. Answer to yourself; what is cancer. Not from doctors. They teach rubbish.

@SusanGW 8 ай бұрын

Who does anything to deserve cancer? NOBODY deserves cancer!

@AngelaJones-db9fj 8 ай бұрын

She's paying for the wrong that Adam and Eve did in the garden. And I dare a believer in God say anything different.

@halinakozlowska2672 8 ай бұрын

@AngelaJones-db9fj cancer is avoidable and removable in a peaceful way. Cancer is from a parasites in our body. She is paying for believing in the system.

@Cocochantelle 9 ай бұрын

It’s so frustrating hearing how much pain you had to go through to get answers. You’ve got the strength for this, even when you doubt yourself.

@jacqueline8559 8 ай бұрын

Now she needs to advocate more for herself! Especially in the USA where Medical treatment is a business, based on whether the treatment is paid for, or not. Which is appalling! When told to have Physical Therapy, then to pay for an MRI SCAN, following a previous Cancer diagnosis , that's EXACTLY what needed to be done!! I hope, in her future treatments, she actually makes her decisions based on her Medical advice. She could have easily been diagnosed, and had treatment, before having to suffer such terrible extremes of agony. It's awful that the Cancer is back. And it's sickening to know that, both before and following Surgery, this beautiful girl has had to endure such pain. I'm not judging her, even though it reads that way. I'm a nurse who is both saddened, and frustrated, about the decision making in this case. BY THE PATIENT!! It's horrifying that she, needlessly, suffered for a lack of clarity around her decisions. And not getting a new Oncologist? I don't know how long she's lived here, and don't care if they planned to move again!! They should have been in touch with an Oncologist where they now live. 2° breast Cancer is hardly rare! They're now parents to a BABY. Not teens just randomly travelling around , with zilch in the way of responsibility! They need to grow up , think more deeply and not live in a state of denial over Health issues! Makes me so mad!! Why didn't THEIR parents step up and guide them more?? Still, I wish her every blessing as she continues to recover from Surgery and as they go forward. Cancer is an evil illness which absolutely NOBODY ever deserves. May this couple and their baby enjoy many, many Happy years ahead of them .

@masoodusa 8 ай бұрын

Very sad and shameful to those who leave negative and hurtful comments for people who are suffering and struggling to survive

@tweetiebirdism 9 ай бұрын

As someone who knows a lot about cancer, I can tell you that you absolutely did nothing to bring on your metastasis, or your original diagnosis.🌸

@paulinakonopka9211 9 ай бұрын

Stopping treatment and getting pregnant with oestrogen positive stage 4 definitely didn't help tho.

@Armistead_MacSkye 9 ай бұрын

@@paulinakonopka9211 Are you an Oncologist? If not, why are you commenting negatively? What's wrong with you?

@marievepaquin-bergeron8975 9 ай бұрын

Sadly it is true. I had work on the oncology department and oncologist don’t recommend to have a baby when you have a cancer, especially a oestrogen positive cancer. It is like feeding the cancer. And with stage 4, she already was having cancer inside her. But she propably already knew it and was accepting the risk.

@alafia1276 6 ай бұрын

@@Armistead_MacSkye she need to stop feeding baby milk. i tell true.. the genetic already in the mother milk. better follow utube Chris Beat Cancer

@PlainVanillaGrandmaCarol 9 ай бұрын

Samantha, I'm sorry there are hateful, horrible people in the world who would ever say ugly things to you. There are many, many more of us that love you to pieces and think you are the most amazing person in the world. Sending hugs, prayers and good wishes to you and your family. ❤

@Nanette322 9 ай бұрын

Oh, honey…once we’ve been diagnosed with cancer, any unusual or constant pain is an alert. So sorry you are going through this. Prayers for you n family

@trina4984 9 ай бұрын

One of my biggest pet peeves is when someone is trying to find a cure, telling me what diets I should try. They’ll never understand it’s nothing you did wrong. You’re so strong and brave ❤

@patsmith8035 9 ай бұрын

No-one is saying she did anything wrong, they are suggesting things that might help. The comments are coming out of concern

@grzlbr 9 ай бұрын

The jab

@patsmith8035 9 ай бұрын

@@grzlbr it has probably played a big part

@patsmith8035 9 ай бұрын

Words are empty, at least others are trying to help, you seem very full of yourself and actually you are the judgemental one trying to second guess the motives of others

@multiversomental6893 9 ай бұрын

I think when something is said out of actual concern it is wrapped in kindness. Even I, who believes that a healthy diet is extremely important, could never imagine what having cancer would feel like, and I am not a doctor, so I can’t be so cavalier to come and give advice. Especially in a hurtful way. It helps no one to say “i told you so”, or is saying that magically gonna resolve the cancer? Of course not. That is just self righteousness, and “wanting to be right”. So selfish

@YarbroK 9 ай бұрын

I been battling stage 4 breast cancer for about a year now. Treatment is going well. It is scary and the future is never certain but there’s always new breakthroughs.

@janinealexa567 9 ай бұрын

Samantha, I’ve watched you from the beginning and went through breast cancer and treatment a few months behind you. Your informative videos helped me so much. The fear of recurrence is always in the back of our minds and F anyone who judges you. I feel like the one thing I’ve learned from having cancer is that we all have the right and the gift to live life on our own terms. Whatever that looks like for each of us. Girl, I’m at the beach on vacation and had a double dip ice cream cone today. Donuts for breakfast yesterday. There are so many conflicting views on cancer and ultimately the bottom line is that no one knows why we get it. Manage your pain and live your life on your terms. I will be keeping you in my prayers as well as your family. Such a blessing to be moving back home where you have family to help. Sending loads of love and healing. I know you’ve got this! 🩷

@SamanthaL 9 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for this comment

@kellybroady6378 9 ай бұрын

Nicely said, hope you are enjoying your vacation! The beach is just such a great place to be ❤ F haters and F cancer!

@whatsnext5666 9 ай бұрын

i would check in with your doctor first to make sure there are no medication interactions and nothing bad will happen to you but there is a person on youtube an italian doctor that cures cancer with sodium bicarbonate ( baking soda ) and is convinced cancer is an overgrown fungus. i would look into more natural and healthy alternatives then what they give to you in the hospital because it is extremely deadly and alot of the time doesnt work. oregano oil also seems to be another really good one for fungus and bacteria overgrowth. www.youtube.com/@ListenToYourGut1st/videos i like this persons product because they seem to know what they are doing and they explain how you arent supposed to chemically change and process the oregano oil and you dont want anything added to it. a few years ago i had a white patch on my tongue that woudlnt go away even when i brushed it and after i started looking up what it could be alot of mouth cancer looked like that so i started to freak out and did alot of research on cancer on the internet and what i found was surprising. after the first time of trying baking soda the white patch on my tongue completely went away and never came back. good luck hopefully this could help you find a safer and healthier alternative to chemotherapy

@whatsnext5666 9 ай бұрын

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@melhepburn4095 9 ай бұрын

Amen Pink Sister!! 💗💪🏿💗

@stephanolesch491 8 ай бұрын

I am very glad to live in a country, where getting an MRI isn´t a matter of money. If you need it, you get it.

@thescarletandgrey2505 3 ай бұрын

Yeah, because that’s what you’re supposed to focus on here, different countries’ health care payment systems. You’re very astute aren’t you?

@vikkicarr3255 9 ай бұрын

Hi Samantha! I was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer in 2017. My oncologist opted for estrogen therapy. Ibrance, letrozole, Herceptin, xgeva, and faslodex worked up until a month ago. The cancer moved to my liver. It’s only 2mm so they can’t do a biopsy. Besides that it had already metastasized to my bones and lungs in 2017. MBC has definitely changed my life. I started chemotherapy again on 8/24/23. This time my oncologist chose to start me on Enhertu. I’ve only had one treatment so far and honestly it made me very tired and l experienced nausea for 4 days afterwards. Zofran did help slightly. Of course I’m out on disability and l don’t know if l will ever return back to work. Cancer really sucks. I hope things go well with you. Forget what people think. This is your journey and no one have a right to judge you.

@halliehorn7523 9 ай бұрын

I’m sorry to hear you’re going through all of this. If zodran not working well, they might give you promethazine. I get migraines with nausea and that works like a charm. God bless. ❤

@vikkicarr3255 9 ай бұрын

@@halliehorn7523 my oncologist prescribed Prochlorperazine 100 mg. It works much better. Thank you so much.

@meggyspencer 9 ай бұрын

Hand in there darling, I hope your oncologist can find a way for you to reduce the nausea to a minimum... Enhertu is a super drug but unfortunately it does come with nausea, but we have many medications including aprepitant and akinzeo that might work

@Bruised-Not-Broken 7 ай бұрын

You qualify for expedited Disability through Social Security Administration. Apply right away. Do not be discouraged if you are denied the first time-appeal!

@vikkicarr3255 7 ай бұрын

@@Bruised-Not-Broken I applied for ssdi under the “ compassionate allowance” my application has been expedited. I should hear something in a couple of weeks. I have the 40 credits and years of monthly medical records. I applied for LTD through my last job which l worked 20 years and now they are firing me soon. Reasoning is me being out beyond December 1st will cause the employer an “undue hardship”🤷🏿‍♀️ God has this and he has always provided for me so I’m certain he won’t fail me now. ❤️

@anerivasavada9820 9 ай бұрын

hi samantha! im 17 and undergoing treatment for ewings sarcoma (bone and soft tissue cancer) and im really sorry for all the negative comments youve surfaced on ur AMAZING and truly INSPIRATIONAL channel!! i came across your channel when I wanted to view other cancer patients and their victory over the disease and your channel has been one of the ones i come back to watch!! wish you the luck and strength to beat this again! we got this:)

@Armistead_MacSkye 9 ай бұрын

💐 🌸 🌷 🌻

@bahumdinger8361 9 ай бұрын

Best wishes and prayers to you

@CCitis 9 ай бұрын

Wish you the best, sincerely.

@jessiejay947 9 ай бұрын

❤❤❤❤❤

@anerivasavada9820 9 ай бұрын

thank you!!

@heathtich3 9 ай бұрын

People are horrible……don’t take it on. You got this…we’re all behind you every step of the way. Watching from Canada

@annielin2894 9 ай бұрын

Sorry about this please 🙏 to recover!

@donnarice6209 9 ай бұрын

Ive never commented before. I just want to say how much I admire your courage, not just for how articulate you are in relating your story so far, but how you help us to understand your pain level ( lying on your stomach to eat your dinner), your frustration with Gray in that awful, human moment. I cant imagine. I feel such heart for you both and, of course, for your family. To be in such pain and concerned about your baby and no MRI!! Aaaaaargh!!! You are incredible and I am so, so sorry that you are going through this. I dont know what I could possibly say that could help. I wish I could. But I hold so much hope and love for you and your beautiful family.

@jjtsmom 9 ай бұрын

Samantha, Having followed you since your primary diagnosis which occurred simultaneously to my own BC dx, I was sad to learn of the new Mets to your bones, and so sorry for all of the pain you’ve endured. You’re a fighter and we’re all praying and pulling for you. Much Love.

@lindacraig5056 9 ай бұрын

Oh Samantha I am so sorry to hear this. I have been battling Metastatic Breast Cancer for 3.5 years. I have Mets in my spine as well. You are young and strong you got this. So many new treatments are out there for us. I have talked to some people that have had Metastatic Breast Cancer for over 20 years so it gives me lots of hope. Hope you get some relief soon and they figure out your treatment plan. Please keep in touch and let us know how you are doing.

@Unashamed832 9 ай бұрын

I am so sorry, Linda.

@SamanthaL 9 ай бұрын

Pain is doing well! Thanks for your comment 🥰

@KeepPushingForward76 9 ай бұрын

So sorry prayers from Alabama 😊

@Tryingtosurvive30 9 ай бұрын

I’m sorry I have been battling metastatic breast cancer through out my bones for 8 years. This has been my worst year. I have had about 15 fractures. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

@ohjacque 9 ай бұрын

Prayers for you sweetheart. Thank you for sharing with all of us who care about your journey. I have always loved how you have carried on being a cancer survivor. That’s EXACTLY what I have done. Whether cancer comes back or not you live your life. You got this kid doing what it takes to be with your family through all the pain I saw the photo of you holding your baby with ice around you not expecting to hear your cancer is back. Crap!

@jamesbartlett4935 9 ай бұрын

2015 I was diagnosed with stage 4 double lung cancer! I’m now a 5x double lung, lymph node, rib and brain cancer survivor/ fighter! Unless you’re smoking 5 packs of cigarettes a day, you didn’t do anything to make cancer reoccur! My first cancer occurrence I was having back pain and scan’s didn’t show anything! Dealt with pain for almost a year until pet scan showed a hot spot in that area! Biopsy was performed right in the area of the back into the lung which confirmed the cancer returned. Listen to your body and don’t hold off in getting answers!

@kathleenmcelroy9221 9 ай бұрын

Brand new here on this page, from Scotland - and I am APPALLED to hear people have been commenting negatively...how cruel & needless. I immediately see a hugely brave lady, a. Beutiful mother dealing with this bloody awful illness, by the sound of it not for the first time. All strength & love dear lady....instant respect & admiration for sharing your story....it helps. Love from Scotland x

@jimscanoe 9 ай бұрын

As long as people are honestly expressing how they feel, I'm fine with it; but if someone is trying to sell their *Sky Daddy* (God) nonsense on the back of someone's misfortune, I'm going to be one of those people commenting negatively.

@annecollins1043 9 ай бұрын

Same here, first time on here and also from Scotland. Be assured of my prayers for you and your family. I cannot imagine your pain. I have back issues for the last year and at times I was not able to walk but even so my pain is nothing like yours. My heart goes out to you. I pray you are completely healed and able to enjoy life with your family. You are a very beautiful and brave lady. God bless you. 🙏🙏🙏💕💕💕

@karyne826 7 ай бұрын

Ditto from me in England.

@ejrashaw 9 ай бұрын

I had a 360 spinal fusion 9 years ago and the pain is unlike any other, I had such PTSD afterward nightmares of epic proportions. I remember using my walker and dragging my foot behind me. You are a WARRIOR and don't let anyone tell you different including yourself ❤

@spikeybunny6577 9 ай бұрын

I know the feeling well…. I’ve done it twice. Recovery from them is brutal!!! She looks fantastic for so soon after surgery & she absolutely is a Warrior!!!

@aileenm.939 8 ай бұрын

You are stage 4 for almost 9 years?

@katieelizabeth3083 9 ай бұрын

Girl, you are so strong mentally, you will get through this. This post isn’t about me but re: surgery on your L2, I’m a firefighter and injured my back falling through the roof of a house fire and had to get a anterior n posterior lumbar fusion from T12 down to S1. Yes super painful recovery, but pre-op the pain was excruciating…I’m so sorry you had to be in so much pain until it was all figured out. I wish I could just give you a huge hug 🫂 People these days are savage, evil and wishing cancer or pain on anyone is some diabolical shit. You know your worth n that’s what matters. Karma will catch up to them, don’t let that negativity rent space in your head. You don’t need that. I hope you have a speedy recovery from surgery and will be praying that God heals your body from head to toe from the inside out. Sending hugs and lots of prayers ❤❤❤❤

@sharonkelso5994 9 ай бұрын

Wow you are one strong lady. I’m so sorry you’ve had to endure all this emotional and physical pain. What a nightmare this whole ordeal has been for you. I just came across your channel because I sustained a spinal injury and was searching that topic. Wishing you all the best for your surgery and hope the worst is behind you. Stay strong.

@suzyq3771 9 ай бұрын

I am sorry that this is happening. I officially became cancer free last month ( remission) after 2 years of treatment. But for me it’s not remission, it’s just maintenance. It’s horrible how people think that we did something wrong. It’s not your fault and I am glad you had a baby and moved on with your life. We deserve to have a life because we did nothing wrong. Stay strong! Love your videos ❤❤❤

@trapsav1369 9 ай бұрын

Wishing you all the best 🎉

@suzyq3771 9 ай бұрын

@@trapsav1369Thank you. I am trying 🙂

@AngelaJones-db9fj 8 ай бұрын

It's your parents fault. If she wasn't born, she or anyone else would not be experiencing cancer.

@lelerussell3623 9 ай бұрын

Dear Samantha, We are so lucky to be living now when there are so many treatments available to help people with stage 4. You have a great team who will get things under control soon. Being back in Virginia will be sooo helpful since you and Gray will have all of that extra support and help. Just try to take one step at a time and not think too far ahead. You have a great team who will guide you through this. You are a beautiful, strong person with a wonderful husband and daughter (and fur baby) and so much love is being sent your way from your closest family and friends. Soak this allllll up and soak up the love and good wishes being sent to all of you from your many, many virtual friends who have grown so connected to you because you cared to share your cancer journey with us. Ya I know we have not met, but we are connected because you have helped so many of us with your candid, honest, funny videos and have made our cancer journeys a little less scary and lonely. Both you and Gray have also been such awesome role models by showing us how to handle adversity with such grace. You also have reminded us (me) all about the importance of living large every day and finding joy and fun and laughter through positive relationships, wonderful travels and through the experience of making your dream of having a baby come true. Gray- we care about you and want you to take care of yourself. Those that care for us with cancer are the true unsung heroes and your own health can be so negatively impacted by being a care giver. Please feel all of the amazing good wishes and love being sent your way too. You’ve got each other and so many others that care about you …and you’ve got this!🩷🩷🩷🩷

@christinasmyth5674 9 ай бұрын

Samantha , look up “ Too cute for cancer “ Jodie has been living with stage 4 breast cancer for the last 20 years and is doing very well . Thankfully it’s 2023 and living with cancer is possible due to all the new treatment’s ❤

@kimkelly9046 9 ай бұрын

Beautifully said

@cindyscharr457 9 ай бұрын

Gray and your family really know what love is. Samantha continue to to love them with your whole heart.

@AngelaJones-db9fj 8 ай бұрын

We would be even luckier if cancer didn't exist in the first place. I'm starting to believe that ppl love suffering by continuing to bring children into the world for this (cancer and other destructive diseases). Religious ppl say we are living in the last days but they don't believe that bc they keep bringing ppl here in which many suffer in. Antinatalism and childfree ppl by choice problem solved.

@pattiday431 8 ай бұрын

Prayers for you Samantha and your husband and baby. This just showed up on my feed. I hope I receive another video soon saying you're working on and conquering this disease. You're an amazingly brave young woman. God bless you.

@rosieabreu8124 9 ай бұрын

Hi Samantha, I’m so sorry to hear your cancer is back. I know it’s not easy to avoid certain people but you have to. Focus on getting better and use those negative comments as a reminder that you’re much better and will kick this cancer’s ass. Don’t ever let no one blur your mind, emotions and self esteem. This is only a bump on the road. I was recently diagnosed with cervical cancer and certainly understand what you’re enduring. Sending positive vibes your way. ❤

@maa4ever 9 ай бұрын

My heart dropped when i read the title. Sending you love.

@sandyjohnston2691 9 ай бұрын

Wow, your story sounds so familiar. I have breast cancer with mets to my spine and pelvis. Your description of the pain was spot on. I was diagnosed over two years ago and am doing well. I know you will be too.

@leamwithane9267 9 ай бұрын

I’d like further info. My mom was also diagnosed a week ago and we are going crazy. Life expectancy is 2 years.

@user-iy9tg3tp8b 8 ай бұрын

why don't you make vids.and share youre experience?

@patrickmonahan-rj2kn 8 ай бұрын

Samantha I will add you to my prayer list today. Patrick from San Diego,CA. I lost my cousin to breast cancer 27 years ago. God Bless You!!! Keep fighting and praying!!! You are an inspiration to others!!!

@suzannehanna9582 9 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry you are going through this. Your strength and love for your family will pull you through.

@martasoutar6001 9 ай бұрын

Nobody, absolutely nobody had the right to judge you. Please ignore all these bad comments. I am so sorry to hear about your reccurance. sending hugs and best wishes. xxx

@nmikloiche 9 ай бұрын

Just looking at that MRI was painful. Wow. It makes sense why hanging relieved your pain since it served as traction to decompress the vertebrae. Going thru all this is hard. But doing it half a world away from VA and with a newborn is next level. Tip my cap to you & your family for working together to see you through this. As for people blaming you for cancer - we’ve been having babies since the dawn of time and eating sugar since at least 8000 BCE. You have to live your life and having children is for many the greatest joy and eating sugar is everyone’s joy.

@maryellenmonk3481 8 ай бұрын

Aaaaah. Sam...this hurts my heart. But if anybody is a warrior...it's you, sweet mama. I hope you get your pain under control. Much love to you! ❤

@cathr08 9 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry you have people like that reaching out to you-that is truly sick. Sending you so much love ❤❤ you are an incredible human

@raigenhuss7030 9 ай бұрын

This is my first time watching your channel, but I just want to say I admire so much that you value your child’s privacy!! Thank you for respecting your baby. I’m sorry you are dealing with all of this ❤️

@spikeybunny6577 9 ай бұрын

Sorry my thumb kept hitting the 👎 by mistake! Unfortunately it happened a couple times. I hope you have a better day & I didn’t upset anyone.

@beverlywinter7625 9 ай бұрын

I am so sorry to hear this but I am so amazed at how strong you are. Nobody should have to go through something like this. I just know and have a feeling you are going to come out the other side of this better than ever. You got this!!

@1roze4me 8 ай бұрын

This sucks. I’m so sorry you have to go through this…again. I’m sending you sweet thoughts and prayers from Florida. I had s2 BC in 2017 and it was such a terrifying time. Please ignore these incredibly ignorant jackasses. Surround yourself with good hearted people. You have so many more people supporting you, including me. 💪🏼

@sarahedwards4592 9 ай бұрын

I am so sorry, your so young and have been through so much already. You are incredible I hope you know that. Sending so much love from across the pond and hoping for a speedy recovery for you ❤

@Walksonthesky 9 ай бұрын

Hey, I never watched a video from you before today. Idk why but I just got this overwhelming feeling to tell you that you can do this. I’m sorry the cancer is back but I’m also sorry for the cancer cause you’re going to kick it’s ass and survive for that baby. You got this & everyone has you in their thoughts. It’s just a tiny bump in the road for your life long journey.

@caitcan92 9 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry you’ve been going through all this and had your world turned upside down. Nobody should judge, you’ve made the best choices for you and continue to do so every step of the way. I’m glad you’re feeling a bit better and I know with the help of Gray and your team you will continue to heal. Wishing the best for you & your family 🙏🏼

@catherineedge5446 8 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing so vulnerabley ❤ You are precious and I'm so happy to hear you're recovering well from the surgery. You've got this ❤

@dalesupertramp9234 9 ай бұрын

I am at a loss for words. You are brave beyond your years. Sending healing thoughts and a big virtual hug.

@smoocher 9 ай бұрын

I'm sorry to hear the cancer returned. I hope things get better for you in whatever way possible. You're a gem and seem like a genuinely good person. I'd say it sucks when cancer happens to good people, which is true, but it pretty much sucks when it happens to anyone. I hope you're able to get some pain relief and find a lot of happy moments in each day. Your baby and husband are incredibly lucky to have you in their lives, and we're lucky you are willing to share moments of your life with us. ❤

@AnneS508 9 ай бұрын

I am so sorry that you are going through this and so sorry that there are so many nasty people in the world. Always remember there are many good people who are wishing nothing but the best for you. Never doubt what inspiration you are for others. I am 63 and have just recently gone through surgery and radiation for stage 1 breast cancer and I dealt with it with a lot less courage than you are dealing with your diagnosis. You do really inspire me to meet it head on and to enjoy and appreciate life while we have it.

@stacyscanlon677 9 ай бұрын

You’ve got this girl! You are stronger than you know! ❤

@delanijoubert3939 9 ай бұрын

I’m really sorry about this setback Samantha. Hoping for the best possible outcome and a speedy recovery!

@katiepittman966 9 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry you’re having to deal with all this. You’re a very strong woman. Huge (but gentle) hug for you and your family.

@jaycorwin1625 9 ай бұрын

Your empathy shows a lot here. I hope your health returns to you soon.

@sandramarenholz8778 9 ай бұрын

Your a very brave young woman. Please don’t read the negative comments, mean people don’t deserve the attention

@cidness85 9 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story. My 38 y/o husband was recently diagnosed with oral tongue cancer and hearing your story (even though it is a different type of cancer) has helped me.

@girlfromsouth214 9 ай бұрын

My heart hearts for and is simultaneously wowed by you Samantha. I appreciate your straight forwardness and stand with you, believing you will be healed. I've always admired how honest you have been in the videos when you share fun and hard things, and this video is no different. Gray and and your sweet little baby are blessed to have you and you them. I will be praying that as you prepare for and undergo treatment, you are able to find an even deeper love, sense of purpose and all that good kinda stuff that makes life sweet. I will also be praying for your parents and all who love you.

@dianeleigh403 9 ай бұрын

I'm so very sorry the cancer is back. Your videos were such a great help to me when I started my own journey with breast cancer. Recurrence is a daily fear of mine, and most cancer survivors, but you have inspired me so much to live life to the fullest every day no matter what the future may or may not hold. No one knows what is ahead, and it's so important to live your dreams in the present. You are in my thoughts and I'm hoping for the absolute best for you. You have a great medical team, and I'm certain they will come up with a plan of treatment that will allow you to have many more comfortable years with your precious child, husband and extended family. Take care and keep us posted if you feel like it. ❤

@sharonbaker2775 9 ай бұрын

Oh wow! You are such a sweet kind soul. I can tell by your demeanor. It’s unreal how some evil people try to tear down others. God bless you, sweet young girl.

@user-wp3jk9ql9s 9 ай бұрын

Hi Samantha, I’m a nurse and diagnosed with breast cancer 2 months after my wedding. Hearing your story- I am so upset with the delay of medical intervention and you have to go through a lot of pain because of late intervention. It’s very frustrating…. I am a nurse but I have to push my way and assert myself to the health care system to get a clear picture ….. just hearing your story…. The delay??? ….. you are very strong! I admire you for that…. I wish you healing and recovery…. Tc❤

@whitec1981 9 ай бұрын

You’ve got this and I am so sorry you’ve gotta go through these hard times. You are amazing. All the best to the three of you! ❤

@Cruella-Deville 9 ай бұрын

I support you Sam I’m sorry you’ve had bad news . Fight like you’ve never fought before. I wish you well.

@NK-hr8ev 9 ай бұрын

You video just popped up and I just want to tell you, you are my inspiration of how you dealt with your pain. I am going through breast cancer treatment right now myself and believe me I am not as strong as you are. You got this! Sending lots of love!

@pierreder1368 8 ай бұрын

Don't give up, friend! You got this! This stranger will be praying for you.

@carolescharacters 9 ай бұрын

As soon as I saw this video pop up and I saw the title my heart sank. I am so very sorry to hear this news, you have had to deal with a lot. I’m glad the surgery went well and you are feeling a little better and recovering well. My heart literally breaks for you. Hope you manage to get back home to your medical team soon and they can help you get the treatment you need. Sending lots of love and positive healing vibes your way xx

@carrieramsey8024 9 ай бұрын

Hi Samantha, thanks for the update. Praying for strength as you tackle upcoming travel and further doctor visits. Glad you are finally getting relief from the excruciating pain. You are a bright light in this broken world-keep shining🌟. You have support from so many people who care and truly want the best for you. God bless you and your family.❤️

@Wafflesmom 9 ай бұрын

You are strong, and amazing and sharing your story is so unselfish of you, you will help many who are just starting this journey.

@rowyourboat5361 8 ай бұрын

I just saw you for the first time today . I'm shocked and disgusted that anyone could possibly blame you or wish you ill. you're an amazing beautiful person . the world needs more people like you and you have to live.

@SamanthaL 8 ай бұрын

Thank you for watching

@jodiprofdanglais 9 ай бұрын

Thank you for your video… anyone who has gone through breast cancer, like you and I have, carries that fear of it coming back pretty much daily. It is incredibly helpful to others to see you handling it with such calm and grace and courage. It is a reminder to me that when we deal with things and stay calm, nothing is as bad in reality as it sounds in the abstract and imagination… you were giving so many people a gift by keeping us all down to earth! There are so many unknowns in life and nobody knows how long we all have here on this planet. It’s so nice to see you living your full life and spending time with your family and becoming an amazing mom. Nothing should stop you from seizing every day and every opportunity. I’ve been watching your videos since I started going through cancer and I will keep watching them because I just like you! and if anyone says anything mean to you in the comments, it says a lot about them and absolutely nothing about you. It would be great if someone could read the comments for you first maybe… But it seems like you have a great way of handling it on your own either way. Sending you tons of good vibes and I hope things turn out the way you want them to. ❤️ Jodi

@chemt4684 9 ай бұрын

Dearest Samantha, I am very sorry to hear that the cancer came back. It made me cry to read how much pain you had to go through. This is also the time when I realised that you did the right thing to have a baby and have a normal life. You are a clever, brave and a very good young lady. I will keep you in my prayers. The best of luck for the new treatment to clear the cancer again. Xxx

@jet1372 9 ай бұрын

Samantha, you are a rock star through and through. I hope and pray everyone can see the goodness that flows from you, and good for for doing things your way. No one, even those who say they know everthing, is to say your decsions didn't prolonged this relaspe. All my prayers are with your family.

@BrunHenriksen 8 ай бұрын

Oh my.. I'm so sorry that you're experiencing a recurrence. Praying that the treatment will kick cancers butt! Hugs

@G4RA 9 ай бұрын

We are here to cheer you up every step of the way and don’t give ears to anyone who is not adding good energy to your journey. ❤ you are brave for allowing yourself to enjoy each day of your life unapologetically and as good as you can possible can all of us should live with this mojo.

@kelleybondzio168 9 ай бұрын

Samantha.. sending you love and prayers!! We are here to support you! ✝️🤍🤍🤍🤍

@tonypadilla9933 9 ай бұрын

I had a tumor on my spine and can feel your pain. Thank you for being so brave and sharing. Sending thoughts of peace to you and your family

@KennyArrow 9 ай бұрын

Hi Sam, I absolutely bow to a beautiful person like yourself that share your cancer with the world. Warmest and kind regards from south africa Ken

@arferret 9 ай бұрын

Hi Samantha, I’ve only just found out this video as it came up in my “recommended” list. I’m so sorry you’re going through this and on top of it getting people writing vile, disgustingly judgmental comments. Sending you lots of love and best wishes. Hugs. (I’m an ovarian and endometrial cancer survivor myself and although very different situation to you can relate to certain things well).

@pitabury 9 ай бұрын

Oh, Samantha, my heart and prayers go out to all of you. I am so sorry. Thank you for the update. I'm sure it was very difficult for you to do. There are so many of us who truly care about you and only want you to be happy and healthy. We are all here to support you. I'm so glad that surgery went well and is helping you feel better. Sending you gentle hugs. Continue to be as strong as we all know you are! ❤

@SamanthaL 9 ай бұрын

Thank you so much!

@KateShaw2 9 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry you’re going through this! Sending prayers for you and your family.

@kelliez9991 9 ай бұрын

So much for a young mom! Praying for you and your family. God bless you.

@ItsMeHello555 9 ай бұрын

First time I’ve ever watched any of your videos.. I’m sending everything positive and good I can think of to you. I hope you and your family get safely back to VA soon. Big love. ❤️

@trashout 9 ай бұрын

So sorry to hear about the metastasis, sounds really painful and you are still able to tell your story with such grace. I wish you more comfort and less pain so you can be with your family🙏🤗

@Lisa-ty5xw 9 ай бұрын

I will pray for you, Samantha. 🙏🏼 I’m so sorry you’re going through this.

@pripri3404 9 ай бұрын

You are so correct about people waiting for bad news. I’ve noticed this before. I wish you well and send positive hopes and thoughts.

@foretold2899 9 ай бұрын

My stomach turned. I wish nothing but the best for you and your family as you continue to heal. You are in my thoughts. Keep fighting!

@Academia141 9 ай бұрын

Just so you know I really never post on videos but your story has touched my heart. I was following your courageous journey as a young woman and was so impressed with your whole attitude and approach to dealing with cancer. I am so sorry to hear the cancer is back! My prayers and thoughts are with you❤. The encouraging news about cancer is that they have so many treatments and new ones literally all the time. You have the love of your wonderful husband and sweet baby and all your extended family. And I hope you feel the love and support from me and your whole KZfaq community.

@michaelcasey6546 8 ай бұрын

Sam, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, God bless you and your family now and always.

@cnoles5641 9 ай бұрын

You are tough as nails! I cant believe you have endured this much pain. I am so sorry! You have incredible strength and determination. That will get you through. 💜

@juststuff9945 9 ай бұрын

I’m sorry to hear this news, Samantha! I’m glad you’re feeling better after surgery. May your move to Virginia go well. Wishing Grey, baby and you the best. ❤️ Lindsay

@jacquikv5560 9 ай бұрын

I am sorry you are going through such a difficult time. I am saddened by your life’s story. You are extremely strong and brave, I do not think I could go through your experience with the grace that you have. I am praying for God to heal you completely and to be with you and your family through this devastating time. …blessings and love❤

@wendyliu766 9 ай бұрын

I am new to your journey and I can’t stand how mean some people are. Here you are fighting for your life, and all they can do is knock you down. Keep your chin up!! You can do this! Stay strong, stay focused and make some videos with your baby, so he/she can see how much you love them. They will be nice memories to share later when this has run its course. We never know what God has planned for us, and we may not know why we suffer as we do here on earth. I will be praying for you and your family. God bless. I am behind you 100%. ❤❤❤