Anyone crying while she proudly showed us her act? I did 🥺🤍

Listening to her talk about how it feels to perform and how nothing else matters than giving your best to the audience every show.. shivers. A true performer 👏 it’s very admirable

This just utterly proved your passion for performing and creating beautiful movement pieces and your ability. Will you go back to Cirque? Are you contracted to finish the tour that was postponed? Please walk us through more of what you have achieved, it’s all so beautiful

My wife is a performer and feels the same way, of missing performing. We did have tickets for the show. Hopefully we will get a chance to see it.

I absolutely loved that new sequence!!! I am a former dancer and I really have a soft spot for art, dance, music or anything similar. Meaning I bawl my eyes out anytime I see some piece of emotional art. Or any art, actually. From the bottom of my heart I wish you could go back to doing what you love again. ❤️

I absolutely love how passionate Emily is about this so sweet to watch 🥺♥️

Remember the old saying, Emily. Absence makes the heart grow fonder. Imagine yourself going out on stage and the heat of the spotlights hits you again and you're there bossing it with your makeup on point... And the audience claps you that first time... We're nearly there with this bloody pandemic. Eyes on the prize mate 🏆

I would love to see a video of you just talking about some cirque du soleil experiences. I've only seen one show in my life when I was a child and I would really like to know a bit more of what goes on behind the scenes if you are willing to share xx

Watching this two years later and I'm so amazed by this performance. The violine, the lighting, the choreography - everythings on point. I love it and wanna see this show live now 😂

You have every reason to be most proud of yourself. As an avid cirque patron myself I can say, that emotion you get when watching? That’s the feeling you give hundreds of people every night when you perform. Thank you for those moments you give with your performance and the whole show. Cirque touches the soul and stays in your heart and it’s People like you who make that happen

You have so much Talent ☺ I hope soon you are able to perform again✨

cirque du soleil always impresses me but i really loved to see a passionate person who really adores her job. just wanted to say it is stunning. hope to see you in a real life show asap 🥰🥰💖💖

I am sobbing. Not only is this absolutely beautiful, but your passion for this is so moving and so full of love.

Wow that video gave me chills. How amazing was that? The music and your performance - not to mention the amazing light show. Could you maybe do a video about what you have learned from your journey? Like working and growing with your team and dealing with frustration in training etc. That would be super interesting. Feel hugged 🦋

Cirque is so special, there's nothing in the world like it, everyone who does it really belongs there, gosh I miss Montreal and the shows

I always cry while watching cirque performances. Even if the part isn’t sad. It’s just beautiful. I saw Love in Vegas once (theBeatles mean a lot to my family, my parents used to sing us Beatles songs as lullaby’s) and was crying within the first five minutes because I thought, “This is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.” Those people just know how to connect the movement’s to the music and story so well that it draws you in so quickly. It’s a little taste of perfection in a really hard world to live in.

Absolutely loved this Emily! As a musician myself I really miss the special moments on stage and backstage, and I think all of us performers do. There's just something so magical about it! Please continue sharing your passion with us💕💕

You are amazing and your act was SO incredible. I love seeing you appreciate and acknowledge the art and beauty of what cirque is. You made us all feel it! Yep, still choked up!

I got to see Crystal live about a month ago and I was so excited because of seeing this video way back when. Your act was beautiful and I was emotional getting to see it live.

Emily you brought me to tears. It was so beautiful to watch you reacting to your absolutely stunning perfomance. It's nice to see that you're proud of what you achieved and I can feel everything you said about missing being on stage. I don't know how it is to perfom every single day but I'm a showacrobat and when we do shows or compete in competitions it's just - so amazing. I can't describe it it's like for these 5 or 6 minutes performing and playing a character I feel like I'm exactly where I want to be. I have no idea who I am or what to do with my life but for the performances I know it. There is no other feeling like that and watching you in this video just reminded me how much I miss this feeling. This year we would have competet in the world championship for showacrobatics which only takes ever 4 years place and it's not prostponed, it's just over. That probably would have been a one in a lifetime chance to perform in front of 6500 people and it's over. So Emily you probably won't read this but if you do I cannot imagine how you all feel right now with this pandemic... not knowing when you'll be able to get back again, to habe jobs again but I do know what it's like to perform and not being able to - not in the way you do but at least a bit of it. I wish you all the best, you are a very big idol for me and I really really hope you'll be able to get back soon❤

Seeing you get this happy is just such a pleasure. Love you so much Emily, can’t wait for you to get back to doing what you love💕

I saw this performed three times. One of my favorite performances. The violin is amazing, the atmosphere is brilliant. The fight for air. I've always felt the skaters represented the ice crystal was falling through, and your duo trapeze act was her fighting the ice to come back to the surface. Just a beautiful depiction that relates to my life experiences. Thank you for your time, hardwork and dedication. I will never stop fighting for hope. Fighting for love. Fighting for air.

Thanks for doing this, Em! The violin accompanying the beautiful performance is so amazing... I get emotional just watching it, but having you there reacting to it was pretty awesome and even more emotional 🥰 I'm a big fan of you from the U.S. ;) have a good week!

As a former circus performer and a dancer for 16 years, there is nothing like that "last" recital or performance! Nothing will ever break your heart or build you up quite like it! You will get back to it! Beautiful and emotional, thank you for sharing!!!!!

have followed along with your vlog youtube journey and it is nice to have a peek behind into the training you go through and the pride you take in what you do. There is so much friendship you share between you and the other performers and people you train with. Hope you can return to it all soon.

Wait a minute. Did I just hear..."Twin Brother"? Oh my god, he must be gorgeous!

I love that she really brought out the sentiment she had while watching her performance ❤️

The entire performance gave me goosebumps, I absolutely loved it Emily!!🤍🤍

Watching you watch this and seeing how much it means to you and the pride you have in the ART you created is so touching and inspiring. I have no doubt there are many more beautiful things to come for you!

I love seeing how passionate you are about this! You light up so much and it’s so fun to watch!

This is incredible!! As soon as I can I want to watch it, imagine the feeling of watching it in person if you get butterflies just watching it in youtube 💚

You are pure soul and heart, keep strong and stay smiling.

Love seeing you doing a vid by yourself, well done! You're doing such a good job of this KZfaq lark

Have to watch this a couple of times. Once to see your performance and once to see your reaction. Both are beautiful. It put a tear in an old man's eye.

This is beautiful Emily. Your passion for what you do is incredible.

It is so nice to see the pride in your face when your watching your performance, you should be so proud of yourself, the real feels you get just watching that, I couldn’t even imagine what it would be like sat there watching. It’s on my mums bucket list to go and watch, so I will definitely be taking her, amazing work Emily xxx

Absolutely love how proud you are of your performance, genuine full heart on show!

It’s amazing watching someone so passionate at what they do!!1

Thank you for posting this number. I saw Crystal in Sheffield last year. However, during the grand finale there was a malfunction so never saw it. It was beautiful.

Emily, I loved the video, it's so nice to see you taking the stage in your own YT channel as well as in your performance. Please, make more videos, I'd love to see more of your life and work! You're an amazing performer and an even more amazing person.

Love the passion you have for not just acrobatic performance but anything to do with performance. As a dancer, it makes me sooo happy to see 🤍

You are such an amazing person!! I really enjoyed the video like everyone but this one was very special. When I watched the video I feeled your passion and your love to your "life" at cirque du soleil. Stay as you are! Greetings from Austria! :)

I love to see your muscle memory kicking in at particular moments, and with particular actions. It just shows how deeply ingrained the whole routine is. So cool to watch!

I got super lucky to watch a cirque show as a kid. One of my mom's colleagues had some sort of huge anniversary and invited a 100 people to Saltimbanco, including my mom and our family. I remember perfectly being super enthralled. I still hope that one day I'll get the chance to watch another show and relieve that magical feeling. I have such high respect for the entire team-the performers and artists, the musicians, the costume department and everyone else. Thank you for giving us a glimpse behind everything that goes on behind the magic, and sharing your passion with us. I have goosebumps all over ❤️

Such a respect for all all people in the projects, I'm following Cirque du Soleil from start,I watched yesterday full show of Crystal plus behind the scenes, Emily, you are amazing ❤️ 👏 💐🥰

What amazing memories you must have... Wow, that performance was so beautiful, thanks for sharing it with us and explaining a bit about the show. I also enjoy hearing about the behind the scenes stuff.

Holy moly! That is stunningly beautiful. Emily McCarthy, you are a phenomenal performer, and those gentlemen out there with you are equally superb. Thank you for sharing such a triumph.

Cirque du soleil is magic …. I go to see them whenever they are somewhat close to me…. I absolutely love when they perform in the big top, and I so enjoy getting an insight to what it is like as a performer… Thank you Emily, you are part of something that changes lives x

this is so so beautiful. i remember the feeling of being part of something bigger that made people feel things and i am realizing that maybe that is what i need back in my life and watching you sort of feeling the same touches me. i wish i will be able to see you perform sometime in the future, but anyway thank you so much for sharing this with us. stay safe✨

Can see you passion come through! I look forward to the day that you find yourself able to perform once again! ❤️ Your passion is inspiring! Beautiful acrobatics! Your hard work makes this look flawless.

Beautiful, and talented beyond words plus your super cute accent....SPEACHLESS!

Astonishing music, performance, dedication, talent, literally, EVERYTHING.

Gives me goosebumps everytime! Just incredible!!! Amazing skills!

I don’t know if this is a stupid question but how long does it take for you to perfect a performance like this. You looked amazing btw xx

I feel how much you need this in your life again! We all need these types of shared experiences again. I know everyone has a different view of carona and it's implications. For me, if we're not able to be with family, friends, and come together for events like this, it just doesn't feel like we're living anyway... hopefully we all start living again soon! Thank you for sharing! It was absolutely beautiful!

I’m not a performer, but I get those emotions of pure joy watching a Cirque show. It was lovely seeing your reactions to your performance 🥰

I would love to see more performance videos! Loved this!

I just watched ‘Crystal’ then came here and watched your performance with your commentary. It is so amazing to hear your perspective. Thanks for your video!

That intro

Your work is stunning! As a follow performer, I feel exactly the same - it's so hard to explain what it feels like not being able do what you're most passionate about and where you feel most at home x

Beautiful performance Em! You talking about missing the feeling of doing your drops is making me miss aerial so much. 😭😭😭

Oh Emily! You will get back to Cirque! It almost hurts my heart watching you react to this and say how much you miss it. We the audience miss seeing these shows too!

I absolutely sensed your passion and love for the sport throughout this video from you reacting AND performing. I wish - so much - for you to perform again. And I hope one day I get to see you! Keep doing what you’re doing! 💗💕

Emily seems like such a down to earth person in her vlogs that it’s easy to forget she’s a world touring athlete. It’s hard to imagine her living out of a suitcase and being so young and getting the chance to explore new cities constantly. I bet the tour ending and being home bound was so jarring. Looking forward to the next vid!

Really lovely, I’ve got enormous respect for this artform.

It really shows just how much you love what you do ❤️

Ugh its such a beautiful feeling to work so hard for something and be so passionate about it and see it come to life. Thats what I felt with you just now. Absolutely beautiful!

I remember watching Crystal when it came to my city in 2018, and I loved it!! This was so cool to watch someone who was a part of it give some behind-the-scenes stories

That was beautiful thanks for sharing 😍 I hope the performing world opens soon again I miss being on stage!!!

That’s so beautiful! Gorgeous. You are stunning! So strong! Thanks for sharing 💕

I just found your channel as I have been following Nile for just a little while. I saw you in 2019 performing in Manchester NH! Amazing show! So cool to find you on here and let you know how amazing you are and how great the show was!

I have just found yours and Nile's channels and I enjoy them so much. One of my fantasies was to be able to perform an acrobatic pass on the floor (hopefully you know what I mean) but I am about as flexible as a broom handle and as heavy as a ??????. I am now way too old to even think about it, but I watch what you can do I and feel your passion and all the hard work you have put into your abilities and vicariously feel the joy that you feel. BYW you are a beautiful person and I hope you continue to love your life. Thanks

Absolutely beautiful performance and I can see why you love it so much. You should know you've gained lots of followers who'll come to see you perform as soon as your shows open again. Keep the faith it won't be long now and you will get back to what you love. Congratulations on a fabulous video into what you do and what you're about

Okay that new sequence was friggen amazing!! 🤩🔥👏🏼

Now this is video I always wanted to see: an acrobatic performer revealing thoughts and feelings as they are performing. Ever since I saw the first Cirque du Soleil, I always wondered how performers were experiencing that on an emotional level. I suppose that you're never tired of flying through the air despite the repetition. A great reaction video to your own performance. I don't think I'd see this if covid never came around!

OMG I'm in tears watching you xx your freaking amazing girl

omg amazing loved this video i watched your last as-well with the boys and i thought that was amazing too, the things you do with your body and how it moves is phenomenal and its great that you did create your channel because now so many more people can see what you do. I love watching your videos they are amazing, keep going strong x

I was a contortionist and I always wanted to be in Cirque, unfortunately health issues took me out but I love living vicariously through you! 🥰 so beautiful and elegant!

It's so cool to see what a performer feels! The shifting lights on the rink would do me in lol

This was such a beautiful performance! I definitely had teary eyes watching it 🥺🥰

Wow, that is so incredible! Thank you for sharing this.

I can't help but cry 😢 you're amazing Emily ❤

I love your passion. I can feel your emotion towards the show and your work. And how you miss it dearly. This pandemic has stripped people's passions away with a force we never thought would be possible. I cant wait for the day to see a cirque show again and see that passion. And know that things will go back to the arts.

I cried the first time I saw a Cirque show. Always so beautiful 😍

This was beautiful to watch, I love this video❤️

Started watching this on my phone but quickly had to jump to my computer to do it justice! Well done Emily!

That’s incredible. You must have so much bravery. I’m in awe!

Love seeing how passionate you are about what you do, very inspiring. Loved watching the performance that circ de solei(sorry bout spelling) bought to NZ. Was awe inspiring. The things you artist do is indescribable... thanks for sharing this.

Thank you ❤️ . Simply amazingly beautiful artistry .

That would scare the hell out of me. But I looks so good also that intro tho you two are so cute ❤️❤️❤️

Brilliant performance, and whole show. We were there that night, just before lockdown stopped the rest of the tour (we were going to see in Manchester).

It was such a magical performance. The lighting is also beautiful, the music..love everything.💗

Emily, you are an absolutely amazing performer and such a sweet person!! ❤

It's soo cool, you just made my day! Plus no wonder you got emotional!

Love it love it love it! Amazing performance!I hope the show resumes again soon😊

Amazing Emily! We had tickets for April 2020 , so I can’t wait to rebook as soon as we are able. The arts have been hit so hard as a result of covid, yet it’s what is keeping us all going. Thanks for your videos ❤️

Absolutely Amazing 👏 🥺 🥰

Emily, we have grown to love you dearly. Your passion is so strong. I can't wait to see you perform in Cirque one day. xoxo from Houston, Texas

Ugh this makes me miss performing sooooo much 😭😭😭 you really cannot replicate that feeling with anything else, and I miss the community too, you never get closer than when you are putting on a show 🥺🥺

I'm so happy she took a beat to give praise to the violinist - people often forget about the music and the skill behind it. They probably started learning their instrument the same time she started. Just as many years of dedication and physical endurance, just smaller muscle groups! (Ling Ling would be so proud, 40 hours a day always pays off!! 😉)