Interesting how you interpreted the 'hopeless dreams keeping me from Heaven's Door'. I heard it more as following dreams like wanting to being materialistically rich or adored by everyone leading you down path of corruption instead of one with more personal value or even redemption. As for that isolation; Sometimes the way the outside look has more to do with what is going on within and you can feel alone even when you're surrounded by people. All I know is that 1. When we pass from this Earth, eventually we will become dust and all that will remain of us are the memories we leave with others, 2. I would rather be remembered fondly by one person than remembered as a monster by millions and 3. You need to learn to love yourself before you can believe others are capable of loving you. As for tracks by Chase and Status; Their last big single release 'Baddadan' has a really raw brutal heavy flow. 'Time' is one of their earlier releases but has a similar but slightly more melodic vibe to 'End Credits'. 'All Goes Wrong' is later release which has a similar vibe to 'End Credits' too... Honestly though, they have a lot of solid gold releases worth checking out from reggae/instrumental/jungle themes to classic UK drum n bass. As for being emotional man... sometimes life just weighs heavy. If you want to know you're loved then all you have to do is reach out to the people you need love from. It's easier said than done but sometimes you need to reach out even if all your head is telling you to just lock yourself away... and remember that The Universe will give you back what you put out there, so if you want to know you are loved you have to put love out there too. Call your friends and plan something for the weekend, visit your family. You have to live life otherwise you're just existing. Peace to you man.

Dreams without hope are just dreams

Aww you seem like such a sweetheart ❤ don't worry it's normal ❤ we ALL go through feeling like does anyone actually care. I'm from Britain 🇬🇧 and your reaction to this made me love you and follow you 🙏 Plan b is an INCREDIBLE artist. He has this incredible ability to be strong and powerful while being raw honest and vulnerable. He's one of the ONLY musicians who changed my entire life and way of thinking from just ONE ALBUM. His decimation of Strickland Banks album changed my entire life when it came out. It gave me a literal mental breakdown. But it changed everything. As a woman who has been through sexual abuse and r@pe i believed EVERY woman. I was SERIOUSLY hurt by the obvious lies and false allegations from three psycho women who falsely accused the guy who abused me and they tortured me fod years by blaming me for what he did to them. Even though they were so called friends and I was telling them what he was doing at the time. They then offered themselves up to him called it r@pe and used it against me for years. Throughout high school and for years after. And they were lying about being r@ped. But i couldn't possibly believe that women COULD lie about that. ESPECIALLY back in 2010. It literally didn't even cross my mind. And when a few others called them out I'd be HORRIFIED by it and defend them. Because well i know what he did to me, and they're literally describing my incidents. Welp turns out they literally WERE describing what he did to me. They just recited everything i told them back at me wirh twists here and there. That album sent my entire life crashing down around me and everything I believed in. I had to completely rebuild my entire life and my entire world view and beliefs. EVERYTHING. And i had to mentally reassess EVERYTHING with EVERYONE. It broke my heart and my soul. I couldn't believe how many women WERE LYING. They WERE exploiting society's natural instincts to protect women. I had written off EVERY man accused and refused to ever deal wirh them again. Even the ones close to me. How could they know what i went through and love through it with me only to put another woman through it. I never even considered how it effected the men. And I'm ashamed of that. Unfortunately society got WORSE since then. But i think his album is why Britain 🇬🇧 hasn't gotten as awful as America with the fake r@pe accusations with overdramatised stories. Because society REALLY had to rethink it's perspective when plan b put that first album out. It forced society to look at is it fair to destroy mens lives and careers on nothing more than the accusation from a woman with zero evidence. Could she just be bitter she slept with a successful guy who doesn't want her, so she's now trying to destroy him... Obviously it'll be much less profound to someone who's normal and wasn't brainwashed from birth to believe ALL women. But i still HIGHLY recommend it. The first few songs are about the characters rise to fame, then the partying and bad choices of sleeping around, then the court case and then his misery and journey in prison. It's an incredible album where the songs are all individually amazing on their own and nake an amazing story together. That's VERY rare in that style of album. Normally the story together is great vut a few songs are skippable and some are just great songs crammed together and don't properly tell the story they're trying to portray. But that album NAILED it. Plan b isn't in a genre. He really is just an artist. And an incredible one. I love his ability to portray innocence and sad lost little boy energy in dangerous mem society has written off. He MAKES people care. He makes people see that you or your sons could make the same mistakes if they had been unfortunate enough to be born into those same circumstances. And maybe instead of writing people off we should learn their stories to PREVENT the cycle from continuing. I don't know if it's just his eyes or his face, but it doesn't feel like it. It feels like it flows from his soul. If you haven't already you really should check out the movie this is from as it's hugely popular with young men and you would probably enjoy it. In fact ALL his movies are loved by young men. He's one of the few musicians where he feels natural in both music and movies. And the defamation of Strickland Banks has a video version you can watch for free on here. So it would be a brilliant reaction video listening to the full story all in one video. I hate the one's that split it up. 😂 But the ones who skip through nost of the songs and onky show like 30 seconds also suck. 😂 It's one where you should show you reacting to ALL of it. And it's one that lots of other channels have done and haven't been flagged for. He's also a decent guy so if it did get copyright claimed ©️ then send him a message on twitter or social media and he's likely to get it lifted. He's one of the few successful artists who are actually decent humble and still have integrity. Even if i disagree with him on some things I can't help but love him and respect him as an artist and creator. Keep being awesome and you'll soon have PLENTY of people who follow you because they care about YOU. You seem like a sweer kind hearted guy, so you're winning in life. Don't let other people failing you or taking advantage of you put you off putting yourself out there. Use their failures to make you a better judge of character and keep on keeping on. You could really build something special, and the GREATEST revenge is SUCCESS! 😂 They'll all come begging once you've got hundreds of thousands, if not millions, of supporters, that's when you kindly remind them that you weren't sh!t to them before you were successful so why they bothering you bow that you are... Surely they wouldn't be granting you any favours if you were struggling and thwy were successful. So are they out of their tiny minds to comw begging you... Then you block them on everything. 😂 THAT'S real revenge. Making yourself into the best you that you can possibly be. Keep grinding and one day you'll hust realise... Wait I'm doing great AND I'm happy. And i can't even remember the last time I woke up and went to bed miserable and stressed. You'll just realise that you've been waking up happy and going to bed happy. Because success brings security and peace. And you'll get there. It's just you have to find your own style and run with it. What makes you special and different... EVERYONE has their thing. Use it for your fuel. And there are NO limits where it could take you. Just keep grinding 💪❤️🙏❤️