My Last YouTube Video

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6 ай бұрын

thank you Kotn for sponsoring this video! you can find everything I featured here kotn.com/sarahgray
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ABOUT ME:
howdy cuties! I'm Sarah + I'm based on Vancouver Island. I'm looking to live authentically by finding beauty in the everyday. I create chatty videos about thrifting, beauty, travel and I’m moving forward to live a more sustainable lifestyle + I love to vlog too! I'd love to have you here
✿ I'm also an Outdoor Voices Doer! You can use code 'doer-graymatsen' for $ off at OV!
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I use a Canon G7x mark ii + all of my music comes from Artlist.io
FTC: this video does was made with love and care in collaboration with Kotn. some links may be affiliate links -- using an affiliate link means that I, the creator, will make 5-10% from the sale through the link. It doesn't mean you will be charged any more for purchasing the product through the link! thank you for supporting me!

Пікірлер: 99

@zuzannabroda4161 6 ай бұрын

I know it's silly but the way my heart dropped after reading the title... Sarah, you are my absolute favourite person on the Internet, I adore your cozy, warm persona and the gentleness with which you always speak. I wish you all the best on your path to finding yourself again and I hope to see you again :) take care of yourself and enjoy every step of the way! cheers

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

this is such a kind comment, thank you for taking the time to write it

@graymatsen 6 ай бұрын

it's not goodbye forever, just taking a small break

@Metamorphosis65 6 ай бұрын

❤

@JennLucie 6 ай бұрын

I've been following you for years! this makes me so sad :(

@deeal8339 6 ай бұрын

Discovered you this year and have gone back and watched most of your videos since. Your visual and auditory pairings are unique and evoke comfort and ~the feels~.

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

:')

@vickyharvey3410 6 ай бұрын

I’ve just found you this past week and have made my way through so many of your videos and it’s been such a joy to watch you! Can’t wait until you’re back lovely🫶🏻

@Michael_Tucci 6 ай бұрын

I've been following you for years but I've never once commented. Just wanted to let you know that you've been a great style inspiration to me (a 30-something male-identifying dad). I've learned so much about outfit composition and styling from you and have been able to translate that into outfits for men. Thanks for all the vlogs, links, tips and positive energy throughout the years. Peace and love!

@cambruyns 6 ай бұрын

You will be so missed! Good luck with everything in this new chapter ❤️ and now it’s time to rewatch every old video 🥰

@alicezsa 6 ай бұрын

the glasses!!! Such a good Look! 💘 Im gonna miss your vids, theyve always been so inspiring! I wish you all the Best and see you soon ❤

@qaige 6 ай бұрын

i adore you sarah! i’ve been watching your videos since 2016 and you’ve been a constant comfort in my lil internet world!

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

thanks for being here for all these years

@rebeccamoffat4431 6 ай бұрын

I can't lie. I did gasp when I saw the title. I love your videos, they are always a peaceful enjoyment when I paint my nails or have a slow Saturday morning! you'll be dearly missed in the meantime

@user-is3du6ge3o 6 ай бұрын

Thank you for your videos. They gave me a lot of inspiration and calmness. You were some kind of comfort zone on KZfaq for me. Will miss you 💔

@steffney 6 ай бұрын

When you go through big changes like a move it can be overwhelming especially in the creative field, take all your time and we will wait here with lots of love for you ❤️😊

@nailea9950 6 ай бұрын

ur always a light and so sweet to watch! take as much time as u need 🌟

@hinalatif8497 6 ай бұрын

Sarah, take all the time you need

@ks274 6 ай бұрын

Started watching your videos this year and have, like others, made my way through old ones too (glad I’m not the only one who did that ha). Watching you brought me so much comfort during a really difficult time. I will always appreciate how open and honest you are with your feelings and mental health. Hoping you come back to yourself and find your way-we are all supporting you and in many ways in our own similar journeys, too. ❤

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

thank you so much. your words mean so much to me! i promise i'll be back soon

@laurenlou7 6 ай бұрын

take care Sarah! Hope we see you when you’re ready! ❤️ & hope you find what you’re looking for and have a cozy winter in the meantime

@graymatsen 6 ай бұрын

thank you, Lauren! you've always been such a lighthouse for me and my channel - i'm so grateful

@laurenlou7 6 ай бұрын

⁠⁠@@graymatsengotchu 🤝❤

@adac2200 6 ай бұрын

fav fav fav 'content creator' by a country mile, you've always been so authentic and genuine, thank you for the space you've created on the internet. all the best for 2024

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

thank you so much for this kind comment :') happy new year

@roomiesaf 6 ай бұрын

i will miss you during your time away but wishing you well ! hope you can find yourself and feel refreshed ❤

@cait_mcginnis 6 ай бұрын

we'll miss you, Sarah!! take all the time you need - we'll be here when you get back 🥰💛

@rtrko1 6 ай бұрын

i frikkin love KOTN, just used your code to buy their essential sweatpants in grey, thank youuuuu :)

@Rachellauran 6 ай бұрын

wow feels like the end of an era!

@Rachellauran 6 ай бұрын

oh just saw the note at the end of the video - grateful to have a bit more of your content coming on patreon to get me through my silly little work day!

@graymatsen 6 ай бұрын

thank you for your kind words - i promise i'll be back soon

@sarahsoberanez44 6 ай бұрын

Ngl My heart dropped when i got a notification for this video. Sarah you are the only KZfaqrs that I have constantly followed since day 1. I discovered you on one of your first videos styling outfits during the times when I believe you worked at old navy (lol anyways it’s been forever). Sarah is genuinely been that comfort youtuber for me and always get so excited to see a new video come out. However I am so happy that you’re putting yourself first and are doing what is best for you! I am personally also taking a break with social media except w KZfaq. It feels so great to disconnect from the online world! I am look forward to seeing you again in the future Sarah!!!! ILY GIRLIE 💟

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

ah!! an og!!! thank you so much for your kind words and for supporting me all these years

@theviridiana1000 6 ай бұрын

Your playlists are awesome, I even told my husband about you. He’s not into KZfaq a ton but he is a music snob. Also played matty’s ‘warm you’ on repeat after our daughter was born 5 months ago, which you introduced me to. Will miss you cutie 💜

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

ah!! that is so sweet :') happy to hear that.

@IvyV 6 ай бұрын

I love your vlogs so much pls don't be gone too long!

@emmiwalden-mclean5019 6 ай бұрын

Will miss you!!!!! 😢😢 my favourite time of the week is sitting and getting ready with you. Good luck on your journey (will be excited when you return) ❤

@fannythiffeault 6 ай бұрын

Nooooooo please 😢 im so sad your videos was my favs !

@haydenumphenour5423 6 ай бұрын

I am so sad:(

@user-wx6co6cf8l 6 ай бұрын

Sarah, i love your content, the pacing, your voice and a not overstimulated kind of content it’s my favorite, hope you find your way back here ✨ xo

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

thank you! i'm sure i'll be back soon

@TeeshJay 6 ай бұрын

Ur definitely one of the few KZfaqrs I’ve managed to continue watching after tiktok took over!! I’ll miss you ❤

@lilsoupangel 6 ай бұрын

thank you so much for all your videos over the years sarah! we're close in age and actually have the same birthday so watching your videos have brought me so much comfort while navigating my mid-late twenties, especially during some lonely times

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

ah bday twins! i love that. thank you for being here

@lucyjade6345 6 ай бұрын

v happy ur coming back

@emmagq 6 ай бұрын

Would you ever do a video on your fave spots where you live? Looks like such a beautiful area

@JazDidWhat 6 ай бұрын

OMG, Sarah, I started my KZfaq journey last week and you were a big part of that! I'm happy for you with anything you decide but gonna miss your vlogs!

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

aw so happy for you and your new journey!! lots of love

@IsaBella12519 6 ай бұрын

I am a long-time watcher and clicked on this video so fast!!! I hoped you’d go into a bit more explanation as to why 😢 but I hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourself!! I love your presence and your videos so much ❤️ but definitely appreciate that you have to do what you have to do, and maybe that means pursuing other things (passions/career) outside of YT. Honestly always loved that you were into GIS and environmental stuff and that it’d be really cool if you continued down that path

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

i promise i won't be gone for long.. your kind comment means so much to me though

@patricia.marlen 6 ай бұрын

that breaks my heart, you were the biggest inspiration for starting my channel:( Hope to see you again here at one point! All the best for you, take your time :)

@localhostlaura 6 ай бұрын

Aww, sad to see you go after so many years of watching you on here! But I'll continue to follow you on other socials and can't wait to see you when you're back. I hope the break brings you everything you're hoping for and more!

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

thank you for supporting me over the years

@ellesmelly 6 ай бұрын

your videos are so cozy and such a part of my routine youll be missed!! I still do your holiday makeup look u did years ago every christmas with the super sparkley inner corner its so nostalgic. i really appreciate you sharing your stances on things and sharing information like with the palestinian genocide and indegenous rights in "canada", i sometimes wonder about the people i support on social media being fundamentally opposed to me but ive been able to fully chill and enjoy your content and appreciate you using ur platform and putting urself out there for things you believe in. take care :) also those new glasses go so hard i love

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

ah!!! this comment is so kind. i am so appreciative of your support. also i can't believe you still use that makeup look :') makes me so happy to hear....i might have to go back and rewatch it myself haha

@kylielynnp 6 ай бұрын

I've been a big fan of yours for about 2 years now and just wanted to let you know that you never fail to inspire me. i love your content and the way your personality shines through! your videos became a solace for me during some rough patches, and i can't thank you enough. i know this is not a forever goodbye but nonetheless, it's bittersweet. i wish you the best on this journey, sarah

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

thank you so much for such a kind comment. it makes me so happy to hear all these things. i hope you're having a lovely start to the new year....i promise i won't be gone for long

@ssarahbennett 6 ай бұрын

Thanks for being so great Sarah! Wishing you the best. If I see you around Vic I'll make sure to say hey

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

thanks, Sarah

@ritaamor283 6 ай бұрын

Good for you, creativity and a sense of harmony comes in cycles and one must respect them. The irony is that a lot of your viewers are, being some of them in Autumn/Winter regions, are probably in their own breaks, but love to watch your videos for comfort haha. But the creator deserves the same break and comfort. I am wishing you will still post here and then lookbooks, which I assume (maybe wrongly) are not that intrusive and daily consuming as vlogs. You have a Munique style and we need it haha. Btw, the house is looking so different and amazing. A completely different vibe. Congrats!!

@ritaamor283 6 ай бұрын

I meant *unique* style haha although maybe Munique style maybe is a thing and I don’t know 😂

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

I definitely agree wtih you about the cycles! i'm already feeling much more creative with just the few weeks that have past that I haven't been posting videos. hopefully will return with a renewed sense of self and creativity for yt!

@mkcarson82 6 ай бұрын

Hey Sarah, the Gap trench coat you wore in one of your shorts. Is it a regular or petite length size?

@graymatsen 6 ай бұрын

regular length :)

@matildeeele 6 ай бұрын

hope you'll find youself again, you deserve to be good... I'll be here when you'll come back

@Chilomi 6 ай бұрын

Okay I’m nervous

@maleeka6312 6 ай бұрын

you make the best videos Sarah

@anticorpsmembranaire8452 6 ай бұрын

I'm so in love with these glasses ? Does anyone know where they are from ?:000

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

they're from bonnie clyde :)

@sipwater_ 6 ай бұрын

Hey Sarah, any chance you could let me know where that hat and scarf from the end of the video are from? Didn’t notice them in the desc. Thanks in advance!

@graymatsen 6 ай бұрын

hi! the brown hat, i actually made myself and the scarf is from artizia from a couple of years ago but here's something similar www.aritzia.com/en/product/geneva-scarf/114847.html?dwvar_114847_color=18891

@sipwater_ 6 ай бұрын

⁠⁠@@graymatsenholy smokes thanks so much!

@jadefrota1583 4 ай бұрын

i love you Sarah, hope you come back

@Stephanie-ki5oz 6 ай бұрын

Is it a quilt on top of the bed? And is it from Kotn? It’s perfect!!

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

the quilt on top is from parachute home :)

@Stephanie-ki5oz 5 ай бұрын

@@graymatsen thank you!! It’s been on my wishlist for years. Do you like it?

@julesfr11 6 ай бұрын

The title makes me sad 🥲

@savannawills 6 ай бұрын

aww Sarah, i feel like you are my internet sister. can't wait for you to be back, and i hope this time off is rewarding

@aliceontheinternet123 6 ай бұрын

No why!!!!! Omg no!!!!!!

@paulacapel 6 ай бұрын

I’m so sad😢😢😢😢

@ameliadowd 6 ай бұрын

Sad :(

@angeliee 6 ай бұрын

flabbergasted by the length of that pillow oh my

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

lol

@sofgrows 6 ай бұрын

Dear Sarah, It's been such a privilege to be let into your world for the past few years. Thank you

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

Sofia! thank you so much for your kind words. it means so much to me that you've seen me through it all

@theluralura 6 ай бұрын

😭

@hayleycb1122 6 ай бұрын

your music in your videos are always on point (L)

@serg6717 6 ай бұрын

bro please be joking

@aminemery6046 6 ай бұрын

SARAH WHAT 😭😭😭😭😭

@aminemery6046 6 ай бұрын

The tittle? Sarahhhhhhhh 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

@graymatsen 6 ай бұрын

watch till the end :) it's not forever

@mansoor3159 6 ай бұрын

Sarah can I get pinned comment from you please and your profile picture looks so so pretty and I wish you have a best week ahead 🥺♥️💫

@graymatsen 6 ай бұрын

i hope you also have a lovely week, Mansoor :-)

@kayla4177 6 ай бұрын

:heart_hands:

@user-yo8cc7zy1b 5 ай бұрын

I just got here and you’re leaving?

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

Not for long :-)

@adileneambriz9589 6 ай бұрын

So bittersweet 🥹😭, funny I’ve been binging your old videos again because they bring me peace and comfort, little did I know youre leaving us for a while. I love getting to get a glimpse of Victoria and the whole PNW through your lens’s . Anyway I wish you peace Sarah, regardless of whatever you decide to go with this channel, we’ll always support you! Best of luck and hope to see you soon! I hope we can still catch you on TikTok and Instagram. ♥️

@graymatsen 5 ай бұрын

you'll defs be getting lots of content on TT and ig :) thanks for your kind words