I feel your pain mate I got diagnosed with depression and anxiety 3 years ago I have been through a lot myself and family issues growing up but I'm slowly going through it to understand childhood trauma I'd suffered so you're not alone you have my support and remember you are a good person stay strong my friend

You really had it hard mate.

Chris you are you mate. You are a product of being alone surffing from depression I know been there u take care I will see you soon my friend always here for u no matter what