My Story - Jackie's Incredible Journey with Opioid Addiction (Full Story)

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6 жыл бұрын

“My Story” is a video series that dives into the personal stories of people who have struggled with opioid addiction.
This video series is supported by Stand 4 Recovery, a nonprofit that helps find and pay for recovery treatment of individuals who are left without any options from their insurance providers or government programs.
To get help from Stand 4 Recovery like Jackie, please call (877)624-1656 or go to Stand4Recovery.org and fill out a form. Our team will contact you immediately.
Jackie has struggled with drug addiction since an early age. This video is his personal story of what led him to go down the path towards addiction, what the consequences were of his addiction, and how he rose to overcome it. But not without some incredible hardships, loss, and overdoses. It’s an incredible story and we're glad Jackie had the courage to share it with us.
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@jackdoherty1412 Жыл бұрын

I will celebrate 6 years clean this June, I’m humbled and incredibly shocked by all the love & support I’ve read in these comments. If there is anything I can do to help someone, come speak to you, participate in any sort of event, please comment here and let me know. My journey has been an interesting ride, as are many others, I’m alive today because of others who have shown me love and patience. Thank you so much.

@richieyoung-2576 Жыл бұрын

Hey bro is there anyway i can get it touch plz, relate to Ur story

@diegoeua.camber3814 Жыл бұрын

happy for you. Keep that bro🙏

@debir4111 Жыл бұрын

Jack-I’m listening to your story from White Castle parking lot. I’m putting off going to the locked down psych unit where my only child waits to see me. Everyone else has given up. He’s been here many times before. In our area, there is no good treatment center. This is his 3rd psych hold. He’s been to treatment atleast 15 times. He’s 28. I’m so lost because he’s so lost. Like your mom, I’ve never quit loving him but I don’t trust him. How did you REALLY put your trauma to rest? His always always comes back. I’m sooo happy to hear your story.

@sidstovell2177 Жыл бұрын

What good news!!

@larrymaynard8540 Жыл бұрын

Good for you dude .God bless you ok.

@scottchildress8013 3 жыл бұрын

I spent 30 years battling heroin addiction. I was homeless for 10 years and lived on the streets of Boston and South Shore. I have been clean for 3 years. Thank You some much for sharing.

@jmr6117 Жыл бұрын

I hope you are doing well today 👍.

@sourdiesel681 Жыл бұрын

Damn your tough, Boston and South Shore ain't no theme park that's for sure. Gritty for sure!

@audricunningham937 Жыл бұрын

Are you still doing ok?

@louiedangelo3843 Жыл бұрын

God bless you scott, you got this . Stay busy and keep GOD first.

@louiedangelo3843 Жыл бұрын

@@audricunningham937 Pray and hope that he is.

@jackdoherty1412 6 жыл бұрын

Thank you all so much for the support!

@michellereiff2905 6 жыл бұрын

Jack Doherty this is the first video I found and clicked on it and I’m so glad I did ! I know now there’s hope for me ! I feel hopeless. Every time I think I’m going to kick it ...I do it again. I don’t know how I’m surviving I really don’t. I too had been sexually abused amongst so many other abuses through my childhood but I never wanted to blame that for me being a reckless screw up. I lost my sister and my 4 year old niece and that threw me into a depression that made me not care anymore and opiates made me feel better. I turn into someone I’m not. I don’t like who I’m becoming. I wonder why I’m battling this addiction when no one else in my family does ...where do I begin. No one knows I even have a problem n I hide it so well. I can’t break everyone’s heart by telling them I’ve been living this lie for almost 6 years now. I just can’t afford this life anymore in every way. I’ve detoxed myself so many times but went right back bc in my head it showed me I could do it...I guess. I really don’t know. I don’t know much anymore. I have no money left n if it wasn’t for my family i too would be on the streets. When is enough enough. I need your advice and I appreciate your honesty n telling your story ! Please be brutally honest with me ..will I ever be better n how? When I feel any pain I run right to pills like it’s my only stress reliever or I don’t know how to cope. I’m babbling on n I’m sorry. I just felt I had to n needed to. I feel alone n helpless n hopeless. I want to save me. Please help.

@Robconnors7253 5 жыл бұрын

Jack hope all is well..

@CMoore8539 5 жыл бұрын

Michelle Reiff, You Can Stop. Reach out in your area, for help. It’s truly the best thing that you could ever do. I’ve been where you are at, and I’ve been clean since April 2017. You can do this, too!😊♥️✌️

@CMoore8539 5 жыл бұрын

♥️

@CMoore8539 5 жыл бұрын

Jack Doherty, Thank You for making this video!😊♥️✌️ It really helped me to understand Why I became addicted.

@SOFLBOY 2 жыл бұрын

This guy has done a lot of work on himself to be so self aware. I pray he is still sober and okay 🙏🏻

@jackdoherty1412 Жыл бұрын

Still clean, still working on myself. I have a 4 year old son now and life has been a wild ride. Thank you so much for the kind words.

@SOFLBOY Жыл бұрын

@Jack Doherty Your story helped motivate me to get clean. It's reassuring to hear that you're still on track!

@setapart11 11 ай бұрын

So Happy you are still clean and sober and have a son!!!

@ClaudiaRamirez-bx2yz 7 ай бұрын

Wow! You're a warrior. Fighting for your life. Keep going...clear and clean!!!

@cardiffgal3690 7 ай бұрын

@@jackdoherty1412I’m so happy for you! I bet your Mum is in her element! I really mean it, well done 👏 Much love ❤️

@sirburr6602 4 жыл бұрын

The hardest person to face is the one that looks back at you when you brush your teeth in the morning

@sankarjyotibhuyan8095 8 ай бұрын

I am celebrating 4yrs clean this October 23……..God bless all the addicts in recovery

@olivier-pierredebelmont.3630 8 ай бұрын

Woaoow bro! Congratulation😂❤😅

@Thebougielawyer 9 ай бұрын

I was a functioning addict for years everyone complemented me on how good i look since loosing weight little did they know i was sinking there were no single night that i didnt want to end it all,been clean for 4 years im an attorney but the long term damage i cant have biological kids anymore,at 34 im grateful to be here nothing good comes from drugs.

@Mspigglywiggly09 4 жыл бұрын

Oh this guy, if he only knew how valiant he is by telling his story this RAW; that is courage. Courage is in you!!

@kristiroylmp 3 жыл бұрын

Kn mi kk ...in kk lk j kni kkk lk mll kim k kunin

@Mspigglywiggly09 3 жыл бұрын

@@kristiroylmp English please

@rileymcintosh4852 4 ай бұрын

Great observation

@ceceliasheart 6 жыл бұрын

“let me love you until you can love yourself” the struggle is real

@nivzar740 3 жыл бұрын

And when you learn to love yourself we’ll love you even more! 🙏🙌

@tonyawomack6596 2 жыл бұрын

I’m here in 2021 finally trying to better my life after 15yrs of addiction n after 8 attempts of treatment this yr I finally surrendered to the lord. I’m 5 days out of treatment and it’s still a tough battle I came here to find support at 2am in the middle of the night with night sweats and this truly helped me calm down thank you so much. WE ARE LOVED WE DO EXIST WE ARE STRONGER TOGETHER ADDICTS DO RECOVER💯💪🏾✌🏾😘

@FitzSchlitz 2 жыл бұрын

How are you doing now kiddo? I’m documenting my detoxing from 160mg of methadone. I’m 8 months in and wondering how you are doing lately? Love and blessings!💪🏼✌🏼❤️

@karliann1 2 жыл бұрын

I hope you're still doing good!! It's so worth it

@tonyawomack6596 2 жыл бұрын

Aww yes today 4 months n 18 days in Thank you guys this means a lot that someone actually cares... I still have my bad days (anxiety) n everyone else around me looks at me like I’m going crazy so I’m really doin this ALL ALONE But it’s so worth it

@karliann1 2 жыл бұрын

@@tonyawomack6596 YES sister this made my day. You're never alone and I am soooo proud of you. It's one of the hardest things we could go thru and for me my past makes me feel so grateful for today!!! Blessings!!!🙏💞

@FitzSchlitz 2 жыл бұрын

@@tonyawomack6596 4 months and counting!? YES!! I’m proud of you! For what it’s worth…you are not alone! We are behind you 100%! If you need to talk I’m here. Please keep us updated on your progress!! I have confidence in you my friend! Positive vibes, love and blessings!!!💪💪💪✌️✌️❤️

@mariemurphy2748 7 ай бұрын

I am bawling my eyes out! I hope this man is alive and clean today

@stuff1784 Жыл бұрын

He is a very attractive man. It’s crazy how addiction affects EVERYONE, regardless of who they are or what they look like.

@sexyandsweet143 10 ай бұрын

He also a amazing person. I went to high school with him.

@katiel1392 6 жыл бұрын

1 dislike? Why would you dislike a video, a story like this??? Jackie opened up and shared his journey, full of suffering, pain and hurt, he was not ashamed to admit all the wrongs he did. Congratulations on being clean and thank you for sharing.

@cannabisconnoisseursclub7554 5 жыл бұрын

Hardly sufferring. There's real stories of real actual struggles This story is just like a million others. If your going to put yourself out there, at least have a unique story of real struggles.

@rebelmetal4233 4 жыл бұрын

@@cannabisconnoisseursclub7554 lol wow...prick much?

@Freya1412 4 жыл бұрын

@@rebelmetal4233 some people are just devoid of empathy

@thepursuitofhappiness2126 4 жыл бұрын

Because patients are being denied medication because of opioid addicts. People in physical pain also deserve compassion.

@brittaolson6550 4 жыл бұрын

K F That’s a damn lie spread by pharmaceutical companies. There is documentation of this in books, such as “American Overdose. The Opioid Tragedy in Three Acts.”

@Swyfts 9 ай бұрын

50 seconds in and hearing him say he had a beautiful childhood living with multiple generations of his family was touching. I feel like as Americans we often look down upon living with our parents but it can often be a beautiful thing especially for children

@Joseph_Safari_ Жыл бұрын

12/07/2022 is my 15 years celebration! Recovery is possible

@Avannasmom 7 ай бұрын

Your self talk is very negative with using words like “coward” and “pathetic”. That time was self-preservation, survival. You’ve made it! You have so much wisdom to give and caring to give to others. I wish I could give you a hug and just squeeze love into you, Jackie. All my best wishes to you, buddy.

@KyongG1970 4 жыл бұрын

“Drugs saved my life”. Double edged sword. Thank you for sharing your story. Very brave. Xo.

@TMP584 8 ай бұрын

It takes a strong person to admit and then fix their addiction. You're amazing, you're brave and incredibly honest. Enjoy life, you've earned it. I don't even know you, but I'm so proud of you!

@racheljackson4050 4 жыл бұрын

"Vulnerability is our most accurate measurement of courage" -Brene Brown . He is so self-aware and not afraid to admit his faults and flaws. That will help immensely with his recovery journey. Props to him and I wish him well.

@gabrielleaviva 4 жыл бұрын

Amazingly honest. Sexual abuse is rampant. It happens to a lot of men. I’m so so sorry. I wish you great support and love.

@isaak1748 Жыл бұрын

Absolutely, and it's not talked about enough.

@AvalonAnn66 4 жыл бұрын

I am celebrating 7 years clean from heroin addiction the end of this month. Thanks for sharing your experience, strength , and hope. I was also sexually abused and I believe it fueled my addiction and caused me to self medicate. (I updated my clean time on this post). Sobriety date 11/28/14.

@runtheworld75 4 жыл бұрын

Congratulations

@weeannie495 4 жыл бұрын

Well done beautiful lady 👏👏💕

@AvalonAnn66 4 жыл бұрын

@@weeannie495 💚

@AvalonAnn66 4 жыл бұрын

@@runtheworld75 💚

@mbuck5044 4 жыл бұрын

Congratulations. Stay strong ❤

@johndough8219 4 жыл бұрын

It took me 30 years with alcohol to get where you're at. It nearly killed me. I'm glad you got there while you still have some time left. Just don't look back and do it one day at a time.

@jaimiesmith9502 6 жыл бұрын

This guy is very special. I hope he’s doing good.

@johnboy4067 10 ай бұрын

This battle is so hard , sometimes you just don't want to wake up , I'm glad you came out the other side , much love to all of us who struggle with addiction

@LucieBrasi 10 ай бұрын

❤❤

@donnasherwood283 9 ай бұрын

is there anybody left in this country who does have some form of 'addiction" ?

@jennduncandeloach 9 ай бұрын

I can totally relate to everything you are saying.Crack,meth,Alcohol took my soul.I was taken advantage of by family growing up lot rejection, abandonment.Abuse,trauma ,neglect and loss death my whole life.I used drugs mostly just to hold on survive long enough to begin to live It totally took Me from me. I'm still in survival mode most times,but I actually got sober enough to see the reality and time lost or blurry with my family.My kids my mom who passed a year ago.I had to just,accept who I was what I had actually done to my life and. Theres.I had to threw that pain to ever get to the other side.Thank you God all the sneaking. Lying hiding from I guess myself cause they already new .When I'd be high or take missing I just started working threw the anger pain with them I had so many chances back from dead I couldn't leave them like that.Suicides wrapped in blanket left dead for 3 days.The same horrible voices or thoughts saying I was worthless no good When we change tell those thoughts to go jump a bridge that we are loved we are better than we were and everyday getting stronger and better.To start actually putting work into a higher power and asking forgiveness dealing with others anger and hurt by being there and agreeing not arguing but understanding and not leaving or staying messed up and high.Acknowledg there hurt anger and standing strong.It gets better the people we care for will see the difference even the small ones.At first it was mom I know u still getting high,but a least your here.At least your here now.Those streets take us when we've got no place to go.Due to our problems but most the ones I was running with bever made it back from them.Its so worth the battle and aggrevation just perservere,endure till the end. WE all in a battle and war but it's not against each other.Mostly it's against are self.Start were you are how you are life's to short n hard to waste getting wasted.Start living now making the small huge steps.Make new memories n precious moments even threw the toughest times.You will grow stronger more sober and gain back friends family.Prayers for everyone.Thank you for telling your stories they make a difference. Prayers for strength peace love and unity we got this❤

@patriciaingraldi4719 6 ай бұрын

I'm heartbroken that you were violated as a young man by this evil man. Your truthfulness is your strength. You are an overcomer!! Bless you young man!!

@baronessax2114 2 жыл бұрын

He revealed some deep truths: -His inability to live life on life terms. -His error in letting his past control him. -Realizing his selfishness in trying to take his own life -“Love isn’t enough” - love, without knowledge/spiritual guidance is indeed is not enough - it’s like a dull knife. As a sexual abuse survivor myself I understand these spiritual truths profoundly myself, but thank GOD drugs were never apart of the picture.

@jojozep7820 4 жыл бұрын

So raw, so open, so honest...you're making amends by speaking your truth. You were dealt an awful blow in your childhood...but you're not claiming your a victim....you own it. Wow...I wish you every success x

@gracebarb7038 3 жыл бұрын

I am two months off fentanyl and feel like I’ve made strides but watching him speak I only hope some day I am able to self reflect and analyze myself the way he can, truly amazing.

@sourdiesel681 Жыл бұрын

I hope your still going strong fam🙏🏾

@jackdoherty1412 Жыл бұрын

You can 100% do it Grace, I overdosed on Fentanyl twice. Be kind to yourself and understand you are valued and loved beyond comprehension.

@cupcakenat 4 ай бұрын

hope you're doing well!

@philmeling7281 6 жыл бұрын

I give this guy props. I don't know how to stop, even when I'm clean.

@YordleQueen 5 жыл бұрын

You can do it. Relapse happens and it’s nothing to be ashamed of. I’m getting clean from oxy right now and it sucks, but I know I’ll be a lot happier after the withdrawal is over with. I’ve relapsed after getting clean the first time. I’m trying again now with the help of a friend. Don’t ever stop trying to get clean again. Doesn’t matter how many times it takes. It’ll get better, for the both of us.

@sophia-Bkt 5 жыл бұрын

Its so beyond hard. No words can explain it.

@CMoore8539 5 жыл бұрын

Phoebe J, I did it. I was on Oxys for 30 years. I detoxed in April 2017. Never Give Up!!!♥️ There Really is a Beautiful Rainbow at the end of Addiction. Fight for your Life! You are worth it.♥️

@loriannkelly5282 5 жыл бұрын

Go to NA it's working for me.

@CMoore8539 5 жыл бұрын

Hi Lori! I agree. We need to be around other people that understand what we’re going through. It’s a Must. It takes a lot of work, after addiction, to get our selves straightened out, but it’s so worth it!♥️

@missusbigs 6 жыл бұрын

So real, so open. Such a beautiful young man.

@brittaolson6550 4 жыл бұрын

Kim Thompson Thank you for being so supportive of addiction sufferers.

@berlynify Жыл бұрын

6 stages of GROOMING 1) Targeting - identifying a vulnerable, needy child 2) Gaining Trust - 3) Filling a Need - be it as a parental figure, a confidant, a companion 4) Isolating the child - from loved ones 5) Sexualizing - 6) Maintaining Control - "don't tell anyone", "if you tell, they'll kick you out..they won't love you anymore" etc.

@summerflanigan8673 4 жыл бұрын

He is so beautiful on the outside I’m so happy for him that he’s worked so hard to be beautiful on the inside. Stay on the right track continue to love yourself.

@wmorris89 7 ай бұрын

The more stories i hear from recovering addicts the more i realize how many of us become so intricately aware of who and what we are, and in ways that regular people could never know themselves. Yet another blessed curse of being an addict.

@JacobVindman Жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing your story brother I'm 8 months clean and your story is an inspiration. I have been struggling for almost 30 years with substance abuse and mental and insecurity issues. Ive never truly loved myself even today i struggle with self love. But you give me hope

@ir9567 10 ай бұрын

Never give up.xx

@numbernine3436 9 ай бұрын

You're got this❣

@ginamac9112 4 жыл бұрын

This guy is kinda wonderful for being so straight up. He is so brave because he calls himself out and acknowledges the hurt he’s caused. I wish him the best. ❤️ Find your purpose and stay strong because you do deserve it.

@845callaway 6 жыл бұрын

At 6:30, you said you do not know why you are alive...you are alive because you were chosen to help others through your story! You have a wealth of life experiences, and are able to help many! Bless you, hopefully you are well!!!

@mrknarf4438 4 жыл бұрын

He was not chosen, he had the strength to choose for himself.

@danthomas6587 4 жыл бұрын

What a gentle, soft spoken young man. I feel bad that he was abused and slid into addiction. But he has time on his side, bedroom eyes and a better sense of who he is than many guys who've had storybook lives. He's made of some tough stock. I have a strong feeling he'll be just fine.

@tinavestal2154 4 жыл бұрын

This is heartbreaking, God bless this man with the strength to get clean and the courage to turn his life around. There is hope!!

@tinalindsey1598 4 жыл бұрын

Shame on the dad for not being in his life. It starts in the home.

@chrissyanderson1882 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you Jackie for your story! I've been battling the addiction for almost 20 yrs..I refuse to give up the fight🤞🏽💪🏾✌🏽

@JuanitaLRL 3 жыл бұрын

Never Give Up💖 Read God's Word💕 Pray for the Wisdom to Understand🙏 God Blesses💕 those who Faithfull💖y and Boldly Stand for the TRUTH

@chrissyanderson1882 3 жыл бұрын

@@JuanitaLRL thanx for the encouraging words which I will remember on my days of weakness. I have 2 AWESOME reasons to keep fighting✊🏾🙌🏾🤞🏾💪🏾💯. Plz keep me in your prayers and I'll keep you in mines🙏🏾🙏🏾..THANX AGAIN!🤩 And stay BLESSED and SAFE👍🏾👌🏾💯

@maryem8512 10 ай бұрын

i am a mom of two young adult daughters who are both in recovery age 24 and 23. I am so happy to see you are doing great 6 years later! yay you! keep on keeping on ✌🏼❤🇨🇦

@maryjeffreys7999 4 жыл бұрын

Great testimony, I appreciate someone being so honest. That person who molested you, lost, your starting to care about yourself again. I pray you stay clean.

@Andy-pd9tt 4 жыл бұрын

You are blessed to be alive. You are not alone. Im a struggling addict, nothing is harder than being a addict. Keep your head up, God bless you

@felixthecat4584 Жыл бұрын

This is crazy. I was a heroin addict from 15 to 31. I am now 40 and have been sober for 9 years. I am so far behind my peers that I feel like a loser constantly. I have no career, no wife, no kids, no house.... I may have gotten away from the drugs but the damage they did is still there in the form of the time they stole from me. I know that I cannot go back to the drugs because they do not work but the thought of living 20 or 30 more years lonely and unwanted sounds like a fate worse than hell. I started really trying to improve myself (physically and mentally) this year and have given myself a 3-year time limit to at least be on my way to a better life before throwing in the towel. 2.5 years left. Please people, get clean. Even if you do not end up dead of an overdose or locked in prison you will still pay a price in the things you miss out on in life. Stop now and salvage your life while you are still young and can mitigate some of the damage you have done. Every day you spend strung out is another missed opportunity and once you are so far behind its very hard to catch up.

@anita77771 Жыл бұрын

Felix, don’t even try to catch up. Find yourown purpuse in life. You have it and once you find it, persue it. You’ll recognize it by the happines that idea of doing it brings to you.

@dantimber 4 ай бұрын

Stop comparing yourself to others. Remember that no matter where you find yourself in life there is somebody worse off. God forgives but you have to forgive yourself too. Success is moving forward and not looking back. Success is a journey, not a destination.

@splitfromself 5 жыл бұрын

I relate with this alot,especially when he said he got into self medicating and that actually saved him. I have ptsd and also severe depression, nice to know im not alone.

@ilsejackson1068 4 жыл бұрын

Bless you

@lynnreider6179 6 жыл бұрын

Your level of self-awareness and willingness to be fearlessly honest with yourself and the world is beyond commendable. I have great respect for you. And I am sure others do as well. So grateful you made this video. The world needs you! Welcome back! God bless you always.

@FootlooseFishing 2 жыл бұрын

Very nice comment for Jack :)

@casuallevelexpert3112 8 ай бұрын

His candor, honesty, and transparency is incredible. Thank you for sharing your story!

@troirimpson6081 6 жыл бұрын

Your accountability and truth are courageous! I pray for your continued self forgiveness, recovery and healing.

@unfadeablecivic 6 жыл бұрын

So glad I heard this...hopefully I can be happy again like this guy. 🙏🏼

@stand4recovery27 6 жыл бұрын

I know we can help! Don't hesitate to reach out to us 1-800-874-0134. 📞

@ruthbrown2511 4 жыл бұрын

God bless you I will be praying for you

@joanncofarro642 3 жыл бұрын

@@stand4recovery27 I need HELP DESPERATELY I JUST WANNA DIE

@leonie403 9 ай бұрын

It’s beautiful you can be so brutally honest Jackie, thank you for being real. You make me realise we are all just human beings… complicated, strong, weak, amazing, addicted, fragile. We’re all on the same path, just at different places at different times. Love & Light to you 💜💚

@geraldbrown7080 4 ай бұрын

I battled addiction for 30 years addicted to every drug from opiates to crack cocaine never new what I suffered from I asked for help for the first time on 10th may 2022 I entered rehab for the first time just celebrated 20 months clean and sober.🙏

@remideas3022 3 ай бұрын

that was around the same time i got clean as well, unfortunately relapsed a month ago and have been on a run, gonna have to go through withdrawals again

@geraldbrown7080 3 ай бұрын

@@remideas3022Sorry to hear that my friend but it's part of your journey now, you have got what it takes to get back in about recovery again you were strong enough to do it before your strong enough now I believe in you bro please reach out you can do it.🙏❤️

@geraldbrown7080 Ай бұрын

@@remideas3022 Hope you are safe my friend you've done it before more than capable of doing it again good luck 💚🙏❤️💪

@kerriegan719 6 жыл бұрын

I knew you Jackie when you were just a young man at South Junior High. You are incredible - thank you for sharing

@LuisaD93 6 жыл бұрын

Kerri Egan I was from South Jr High also . I don’t remember Jackie . What year did you guys attend?

@jomomma3587 4 жыл бұрын

I too went to South Junior High. But I think I am a lot older than y’all. I miss Waltham. I have a Grandmother 3 Aunts 3 Uncles and 2 Cousins left there. Everyone else is out here in the PNW. God bless you man. I wish you contentment and self love ❤️

@jackdoherty1412 7 ай бұрын

@@LuisaD93 I was at South Middle School 1997-1999 I got held back in 8th grade 1998.

@LuisaD93 7 ай бұрын

@@jackdoherty1412 Man I’m old hahaha 🤣 I was there in the 80’s! Loved that school. Lots of great memories. Was really sad to come across it and see it all boarded up and just sitting there abandoned for years sometime in early 2000’s . Take care 😃✨

@KittyKittyBangBang249 4 жыл бұрын

My God I hope you’re still clean. You went from thinking your Gods gift to women to one of the most humble people I’ve ever seen. Absolutely beautiful human being on the inside and out. You’re so so correct in that you have so much to offer. Gosh I hope you’re clean still. Much love to you and your family and anybody that helped you along the way 🤎

@stand4recovery27 4 жыл бұрын

Still clean, and we @stand4recovery are overwhelmingly proud :)

@KittyKittyBangBang249 4 жыл бұрын

Stand 4 Recovery GREAT NEWS!!!!

@triskits_mmm 2 жыл бұрын

this guys also super hot

@ahambrahmasmi108 3 жыл бұрын

Thanks so much! I'm 60 days clean today!

@marthaodonnell1858 11 ай бұрын

Wow. My boyfriend went thru similar things when he was younger & he’s now in treatment for opioid addiction. He’s doing great & can’t wait to see the new man he’s becoming! You’re an inspiration & this shows that things can get better!❤

@numbernine3436 9 ай бұрын

Best of luck!!!

@rosesovira9743 5 жыл бұрын

What a story,it was very real and heartbreak.I am really proud of you Jackie and will pray for your continued sobriety.

@justinfendelet8675 2 жыл бұрын

this man is a great man ....fight all that adversity...

@jeremiahallyn4603 4 жыл бұрын

Incredible. This story was so humbling and real. I have been clean and sober for 8 years now, and almost everything he said, I could relate to. Addiction is horrible and will turn you into something you never thought you would become. I hope Jackie is still sober and living a happy life with lots of love and self worth. 😊🤙

@dustinmullins6676 5 жыл бұрын

Man ... it’s almost as if I’m listening to myself. The things you said hit me harder than almost any other video I’ve watched since I’ve actually thought about the life I’m living. Thank you & god bless you brother man. You’re an amazing person my dude. Much love & blessings to you. Sincerely your 24 year old long lost twin in soul & spirit from Alabama, Dustin.

@heatherzlotyh7267 4 жыл бұрын

He’s a good man with a lot of honest incite. He will be a great mentor or daddy someday! We’re all very proud of your acvomplishments!

@kccourt6910 4 жыл бұрын

“I own the clothes I’m wearing” I felt that...What a beautiful soul...Thank you for this you lovely human...❤️🙏🏻

@davidadams2395 4 жыл бұрын

Right? To finally realize the most valuable thing one has is dignity was inspiring.

@veronicavaldelamar5816 11 ай бұрын

U are helping a lot of people ❤ I don’t have a drug addiction, my addiction is to sugar. I know it’s not the same as drugs, but it has the same effect on my mind and body. I’ve been overweight my entire life. As much as I know it’s not good for me, eating, especially sugary unhealthy foods IS my go to. I’m searching for help and came across ur video. Ur honesty and openness did resonate within me and I wanted to thank you.🦋

@richardmartin3658 6 жыл бұрын

I can relate to your story because my story is almost exactly the same as yours if anybody could understand I can. I actually know and understand now that a lot of my addiction was from the sexual abuse that I had as a child. a lot of people can judge and say I would never be there but they don't know until they're there. I can see and hear the sincerity in your heart God bless

@LuisaD93 6 жыл бұрын

Richard Martin bless you 🌹

@flynnzilla8796 4 жыл бұрын

Love IS enough but it has to come from inside you, not from someone else...so glad you’re alive

@LuisaD93 6 жыл бұрын

Bless you Jackie . One day at a time. You’re awesome

@maurabegg 6 жыл бұрын

beautiful story and a beautiful human being

@Sageridgesummer 6 жыл бұрын

Wow. Amazing courage. Thank you for sharing your story.

@robinson1on1 4 жыл бұрын

massive respect to this guy....best of luck for the future man.

@mbuck5044 4 жыл бұрын

What a powerful story of recovery, redemption and the road to heal. Jackie's testament shows that you can live a productive, healthy life without drugs.

@michelemarie8242 9 ай бұрын

Jack, so proud of you. Stay strong. Pray you are still sober and living the best sober life ever❣️❣️❣️

@TheSunGoethDown 4 жыл бұрын

If anyone deserves the death penalty, it’s a pedophile. Thank you for sharing this story. I’m glad you are well.

@kusammadhar4510 10 ай бұрын

So brave and handsome man. Live a fuller life now and look after your mother and other family members. Find a good woman to settle with, you will be fine. lots of blessings

@stand4recovery27 10 ай бұрын

Well said

@global3003 6 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing this with me. Really deep story. Your a cool dude Jackie and it's GOOD to work with you. If you ever need anything let me know.....

@babbaruff1045 5 жыл бұрын

What a lovely soul you are, I'm sure your story is helping so many people 🌹

@DJ-gg1mx 6 жыл бұрын

Incredible story to inspire all, not only people with addictions. It gives hope to families affected with this monster. You have all my respect and admiration. Wishing you nothing but happiness, love and beauty of life. Bravo and thank you !

@Multilevelmediasolutions Жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing brother, needed to see this!

@Juliettemnm69 6 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing❤️💛💙💚💜. Please keep working at your success if you were addicted you will always be affected

@lucasley20 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for your courage to share your story

@meghanservidio1726 3 жыл бұрын

Jack, your story was me...from end to new beginning. So proud you were able to ask for help and accept it. Two vastly different things. So proud of you.

@lalastyles5998 6 жыл бұрын

You are special Jackie! Thank you for sharing!

@diennajadallah4789 6 жыл бұрын

Thank you for watching Lala!

@chingona322 4 жыл бұрын

Very sad story, thank you for sharing. Stay strong and move forward with gratitude. You’re a brave, beautiful man.

@Detoxtorehabcenter 4 жыл бұрын

Awesome job! We are great full for your recovery!

@krom820 5 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story and giving hope to others that it is possible to be free of addiction. God bless you Jackie.

@sandralambert4010 5 жыл бұрын

Praying you are still sober. God is so good and He loves you so much!

@janashawver3231 2 жыл бұрын

Q c

@catapillargirl2021 4 жыл бұрын

It’s wonderful to hear your success story! You have made your Mother, Grandparents & Great Grandparents very proud (no matter where they are). I’m glad you didn’t let the horrors of what happened to you define the course of your entire life. It may have derailed you a bit, but your strength and bravery persevered & you deserve it! You ARE worth it! Don’t give up or give in. I believe in you!

@shvonned.burkemsncrnpagpcn619 2 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing your story!

@NicolePoliskey 4 жыл бұрын

You remind me so much of my brother. This brought me to tears.

@sarahparis8691 4 жыл бұрын

He reminds me of my brother too😞

@33prettylady 4 жыл бұрын

Good luck man, I hope you’re still doing well, you’re helping someone right this second keep on keeping on!

@Amanda170480 4 жыл бұрын

You’re a beautiful person with so much to give, both to yourself and others. I’m glad you’re better, and can finally enjoy your life Jackie! ❤️

@deenadiiorio 4 жыл бұрын

So grateful you’re clean Jackie. Thank you for sharing your story with us.

@susanm8738 10 ай бұрын

I’m so impressed with your courage to tell your story so open and honestly to the world. Thank you for opening yourself up in the name of helping others:). I hope you’re well:)

@torispurling5356 9 ай бұрын

I just came across your story here on YT. I am so happy to hear you are still sober! God Bless you!

@shorty3513 4 жыл бұрын

You did heal someone by telling your story and you will keep healing others by your voice .your heart is big stay gold..

@ruthtirado2750 10 ай бұрын

Brother, you are humble and honest! Thank you for sharing! Much love!!!👋👋

@texastoast2961 4 жыл бұрын

Addiction will take EVERYTHING. I too experienced awful consequences of my addiction.......and kept using. Didn’t care. And it’s amazing how long you will stay addicted just to avoid one single week of wd.

@KittyKittyBangBang249 4 жыл бұрын

Exactly! I’ve been on a 16 year run, all to avoid withdrawal. I don’t even know if I could deal with everything that I have lost because of using if I get clean. I’m sure I’ll be suicidal. Glad you made it out. Proud of you. I’m sure that is insanely hard to get clean and then stay clean

@texastoast2961 4 жыл бұрын

Kim Bolina Hey Kim- Thanks for the comment. Are u still using H?

@texastoast2961 4 жыл бұрын

Kim Bolina Kim- you still alive?

@KittyKittyBangBang249 4 жыл бұрын

Texas Toast I usually IV 3 hydro 30’s/ day. About once or twice a week I use H. I actually don’t like it cause I either don’t feel it or I’m right on the verge of overdose

@erinlowry5020 4 жыл бұрын

Awesome story! I have someone in my family that is going through drug addiction. Doesnt want help and isnt ready to change. He has pushed everyone away that cares. It is very sad that people hurt others so deeply that it causes a lifetime of pain and addiction to recover from. Best wishes for your future.

@maburg713 4 жыл бұрын

"Love isn't enough." No truer words were ever spoken. If more families realized that sooner, rather than later, it would be better for the families. Glad you're sober. Hope you stay that way. Best of luck.

@TheNewMailLady 9 ай бұрын

I have never seen a more perfect man in my life 💗

@terrifleming366 3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for describing so eloquently, what addiction is like and why you relapsed. It is heartening to see someone stand up against this horrendous disease and be stronger than it. I wish you well. Thank you for sharing and educating.

@mikeloosemore3889 4 жыл бұрын

From a recovering alcoholic, keep pushing forward and way to go,never give up Jackie, your here for a reason,I know we dnt know each other but we all in same boat,much love