We ask for respect and open-mindedness as you learn about our family’s story. You can learn more about Shaye’s transition here: kzfaq.info/get/bejne/bNZ3fZuDvMjVpnU.html.

Amanda and Shay, I’ve been wanting to write to you for a long time. I found you via your “why we left” video, which I’ve now literally watched 20 times. It so beautifully encapsulates what a faith transition looks like. For some of us. I just wanted to tell you that I think you are the bravest, most articulate, most selflessly loving, most “I want to be them when I grow up” people that KZfaq has to offer. Your hard truths laid bare for the world’s judgment cannot be easy, but it’s so important in our world to hear stories like yours. I believe you are changing lives!!! What greater blessing could you give to your children or others that know and love you than to be authentic. Both of you. Amanda, if I were 25 years younger and braver, I would seek you out to be my bestie. Shay, your bravery gives me chills and makes me want to be a better man (and I certainly wouldn’t mind getting my hair back-that would be a dream come true). As a nearly 50 year old, gay, ex-Mormon, husband, and father who still holds incredible shame for just being me, your videos bring tears to my eyes and fill my soul with hope! Please keep sharing when you can. And THANK YOU for letting us strangers have a glimpse into your journey. It is a blessing to this total stranger, anyway. With love and incredible gratitude!!!-KIrt (SLC)

I forgot in the past to say how beautiful your piano playing is! I enjoy it very much. You are talented in many ways!

I'm not sure how this (and your video about leaving the Mormon Church) popped up on my feed, since I'm not/have never been Mormon, and I've never watched your family's channel before, but I am trans (albeit going in the opposite direction, as it were), transitioning older with a partner. I just wanted to thank you for posting this; it requires a lot of nerve to put yourself out there this way as your transition is happening, especially in the first couple of years, and while I think it's important and really does help increase understanding of the trans experience, it's a really vulnerable place to be in (for both the trans person and their partner!). So thanks to both of you for putting this out there and helping to humanize the community. I wish nothing but the best for both of you, and I hope that Shaye's recovery from FFS is going well!

What do these people do for a living, I wonder! Because all of the treatments the husband explained he went through in order to appear more "feminine" really cost a fortune.

I don’t judge the way people want to live, but I know for myself I could not mentally handle my partner doing this. But I hope the best for them.

This is amazing. I recently saw your story of leaving the mormon church and about your journey in that. To have come this far and to see your love for each other in all of thia is amazing. ❤ All my love to you!

Watching this, I suddenly realize that your whole story is about love because you have chosen to make it about love. Sadly, many trans stories are not. You are admirable. Others can learn so much from you. I certainly can. I wish you every good thing for now and for every step on your way.

I’d love to have a video from Amanda’s perspective. From being told in 2019 while still members of the church that your husband came out to you til now. You are so supportive and that’s great however I just wonder is there also a grieving process? It makes me wonder as humans are we all more fluid than maybe we want to believe or know? Are you physically attracted to the physical changes? I know intimacy is very much a mental connection but it’s also very physical too. I know I want to believe if I was in your shoes I could or would be as supportive. I mean loving someone for who they are on the inside doesn’t change but physically they do. I’m fascinated by your journey. I’m also curious how this transition is affecting your intimacy from Amanda’s point of view? You don’t have to answer these questions I’m just “thinking out loud” if you will. I just wonder has your relationship become more like 2women best friends sharing makeup, clothes etc? If Shaye fully transitions and gets reassignment surgery loving and supporting her is one thing but at what point are you sacrificing your happiness for the sake of Shaye’s happiness?

I am so happy for you and I love your family for their support. I was married for over 41 years to the most wonderful person I’ve ever known, loved and knew all my secrets. However, my wife was honest with me and told me she could support a transition but could not continue to live with a transgendered person. Because I needed her in my life as a partner I gave up on the idea. Anyway, she passed away very recently and I’ve lost a very large part of me, it’s hard to move forward. At 69 years old, I’m at a quandary what now? I’m relatively healthy for my age, always a little feminine, and very financially secure, but… Anyway I love your story and applaud you. Thanks❤

Thank you for being bold and open and living your truth. I'm so proud of you, Shaye. As an non-binary former mormon, I'm here for you.

You each have given each other the shots of therapy of one form or another to reach the ultimate goal. Good for you.❤

"The greatest achievement in life is to be authentically you." YES

I’m blown away by your beautiful support of each other ANDDD the filmography!! So incredibly well done.

I am so happy that this channel popped up on my feed. I have huge respect for you both. I thought of my church I have been going to for almost ten years. My church's famous statement is we are a movement for ALL people. I know many that are either gay, lesbian, trans, etc. I love them all so very much! They want to feel excepted just like anyone else. I LOVE all people, even you!

I feel like your videos have truly opened my heart and changed my perspective, thank you for sharing! I also used to be Mormon, but fortunately for me, my story was different because I got to choose that path and it only lasted a short time (16-18). However, because of that experience, I feel like I was able to be more open-minded to hear your story and I am grateful for that.

I understand that Shaye is attracted to women even tho he’s transitioning into a woman but is Amanda attracted to women? How does this work in an intimate level? Was always curious about that in a relationship where one transitioned

Just a note about piercings, if Shaye plans to get more than she should definitely go to a tattoo/piercing parlour! A needle has way less risk of infections than a piercing gun and you should only get pierced with a needle if you do helix and any other cartilage piercings! Looking forward to more updates on your journey!

My MUA for my wedding was a trans woman, & she was so afraid of backlash that she didn't want to come into the sanctuary of the church for the ceremony, and I had to nearly BEG her to at least come in afterward for pictures. Nobody was rude or standoffish toward her, but she was very weary of ppl's intentions. Her anxiety got the best of her, and she did leave shortly after dinner was served. That was close to 10 yrs ago now, and she's much more confident. I've loved watching her bloom!

I am so blown away at your bravery. My son came to my husband and myself just a few weeks ago and told us that he feels like a girl. There have been so many emotions since that moment. When you are pregnant and then give birth you never imagine that one day your child might say, “I want to be the opposite sex.” Your video was so open and honest. I was sad when it ended because I wanted to know the next steps. It’s true that life is all about change. I don’t want to lose him. I want our relationship to stay strong. I cannot thank you enough for making this video. It shows the real, raw life. Maybe people don’t want to see that but I find it beautiful. Your love between the two of you is beautiful. Please, if you feel comfortable please share your journey. I will be on my own journey myself. All the best to you and your family. 😘❤️😘❤️

I’m so proud of your courage to come out and especially share your story with us on KZfaq. My youngest daughter is trans. She came out to me when she was 13. I am gay so she knew our home was a safe place with only love and support but even still she was scarred coming out to me. She is 16 now and has been out an socially transitioned for over two years. Unfortunately here in the UK there are huge waiting lists for trans care and as I am a significantly disabled single mom who is medically retired I don’t have the funds to pay for private care. I am going to tell her all about you. Thank you for putting yourself out there I know that in your community coming out is no easy step.

I began my journey with two good friends to help me. One of these was Chloe. She passed coming up on one year ago. My other friend, my partner, lover, and husband has walked this path with me. You're well on your way. Hold your head up. You have such amazing support and love!

Loved you use of morman stories quotes, it was such a great episode and clearly more has changed since then

seeing his brother supporting him made this even more beautiful, i am so glad so so glad

The transition journey must be so challenging. It's beautiful to see how supportive her wife is. Unconditional love

Thrilled to see Skylar there supporting you at the pride parade. And the idea that being stuck in a static place is where suffering comes from really resonates with me. I grew up in a very strict conservative Christian home where everything was black and white and there was no room for questioning or change. I am nearly 72 years old and the biggest changes in how I believe have happened in the last 15 years. I am completely different than I was then-I’ve become a liberal, progressive Christian who believes we are ALL created in God’s image, and that we are ALL worthy of God’s love. I’ve found a church where I can practice my beliefs and where ALL people are welcomed, accepted and included. Our church vice president is a younger gay woman. She is soon to marry her partner in our church. Our little church is growing ever since we “came out” as accepting and including the LGBTQ+ community. It is an exciting time and gives me hope for the future in the middle of so much worldly ignorance and fear. Thank you for sharing. It takes so much strength and courage to do what you are both doing.

So happy to see your brother there supporting you. I’m glad you are getting to be yourself and it makes me happy to see your partner and other family members giving you support!

Oh well... I sobbed like a baby throughout this video. I'm not a Mormon and, in fact, I was not raised religious at all. However, I was raised in a very high-demand and very abusive household. I was born in '87, in Romania during communism. My family was so traumatized by the dictatorial regime that they required me to "take full advantage" of our newly found democracy in all the ways it was withheld from them. I would be violently beaten for coming home with a 94% on a test when someone in my class got 98%, called a whore, prostitute, slut etc. for wanting to do theater, threatened with being sent to the orphanage for not complying with whatever was asked of me. I was punished for having an identity and straying from my parents' plan for my future. In my mid-20s, I ended up in the psych hospital because of su***dality. My family called me dramatic and accused me of doing it for attention. It took me 10 years of therapy and literally moving to another continent to be able to trust and like who I am. I do not wish this hell on anyone. There is so much joy in my chest right now to see someone claiming their authentic self. The unconditional love inundating your family is what Godliness means to me :)

Your sense of humour with each other is so funny. Thank you for sharing.

May I ask, what piano piece was played in the beginning of this video?

Just discovered your channel and it’s so amazing to see her confidence and peace a year later. I know some partners can’t stay for the transition and I honor that. But, I’m so glad you gals have made it through so well. And to have gotten through high demand religion to self actualization intact is a miracle in itself. You guys are so so so lucky. Praying all those who can’t reconcile their Faith with their true selves knows God truly loves them and will guide them through becoming self actualized.

Amanda & Shaye: from the heart of a 66 year old widow…love is love. God CONTINUE to bless & keep you & your family. Walk in love & peace.

Remarkable! I am new to following your journey! Oh, how you have and will help so many who can relate to your struggle, who never understood, who were buried in ignorance, . . . You both represent a level of love not many ever reach! ❤

Shaye & Amanda, thank you for another generous look into your lives..this video was so insightful. I've been he/sir/young manned, so often. I don't take offence to it. Partly because I know people are just responding to what they're hearing or seeing. Although I've been transitioning since 2015 I'm still 6ft 1in with broad shoulders, & a deeper voice than I might like - although I am working on the voice - so I can't blame someone for their initial natural reaction to me. I realise that this is an older video but still, congratulations on getting your ears pierced, shaye. They look lovely 🙂. I got my own pierced in December of last year, after a friend recommended it. I too was a tad nervous, beforehand. But I was pleasantly surprised by the ease & speed at which they were done. I barely felt a thing, & I love my little studs (lol). Your hair transplant looks fantastic! I had mine done in London, last year. There were three procedures in total (6200 follicles). It was pricey, but so worth it! there are times when I think if I should have gone to Turkiye instead (with regard to cost), but I am still so happy with the results. My hair hasn't been this long since my late teens! (lol). With my facial hair removal, I started with Electrolysis, then when my local practitioner got quite busy after the covid lockdowns, I switched to Laser hair removal. Now (when able), I do both. Laser is definitely the less painful option...Electrolysis can be something of an endurance test, at times! (lol). But I can't really complain that much, I'm just so happy with the results so far 🙂. I've been on Estradiol for about 6 years, & I'm so happy with not only the physical changes, but also the psychological ones. I feel like I'm on a much more even keel now..more centered, like you said 🙂. Because I've never really been a fan of needles, & my doctor was concerned that the patches would aggravate skin (Eczema), I was put on the gel. I'm up to 4mg a day..I've also been having decapeptyl (testosterone suppressor) injections every three months for about the past year or so. This has been in preparation for my future surgery. With regards to future surgeries. I've been referred to a London Hospital. Going by the letter I received, I'm hoping that my GRS will be no later than sometime in the middle of next year. I do intend to get FFS, after I've paid off the loan for my hair transplant. I'm hoping to remove..or at the very least diminish these male facial traits. I've seen a number of before & after videos, & I'm hopeful 🙂. Shaye, your family is truly wonderful. If you hadn't already done it years ago I would end this comment by (respectfully) saying marry that women, marry that women right now! (lol). Amanda I love your sense of humour at the end of this. If I may say so - & again, with the greatest respect - you two are just the perfect fit. Best wishes to the whole family 🙂.

My partner just came out to me as trans. And I’m so excited for her and her journey. It’s going to be a slow process because she’s still coming to terms with everything. But I want to be supportive in whatever way she needs. It’s cool to see some of the doctors who help with the transition process

This had me bawling my eyes out. I’m so so thankful for you sharing your story with us and being so open and vulnerable. I’m so happy you’re feeling more free to be authentically you, Shaye. Love. That is it. Love above all. Just love people. ♥️

This is such a moving story. Stumbled across your channel by chance. Thank you for sharing your story and for being so authentic, real and loving/supportive towards each other.

As a mother of a trans man, I'm here to hold your family in my heart with UNCONDITIONAL support. 🥰🥰 What an incredible family you guys have to join in this together with love. Much love to all of you and I'm excited to go on this journey with you.

She looks younger now then she did before! Incredible. If I’d walked past her as a man, I never would have guessed about the turmoil she was experiencing within herself. Good wife for being supportive bc I don’t think I’d be able to accept it, I would have to leave the relationship.

Are their kids really excited for their dad's changes? They are kids. This is a lot for kids to take on. Hope they have their kids in some kid of counseling so they can express their emotions and feelings seeing their dad change his outer appearance to look like a woman.

I think you're so strong for following where your soul led you. Many people will never know the freedom you're experiencing.

Does Shaye go by Shaye still or is that her post trans name? I heard her brother call her Skyler. I just don't want to dead name. Or did they keep their name like I chose to because its gender neutral? I'm just trying to learn as much as I can as my egg is cracking

I Watch some of your videos and I like the fact of you guys not pushing others to believe in terms of transgender ideology, i do have so much respect for people like you guys as long they don’t tell me how to pronounce he, she, they, them.

You are an angle to support shea in her journey! I applaud your support

I am not trans but I am working on deconstructing my religious upbringing and the shame, victim blaming, etc that lead to my depression and PTSD. You have a new subscriber because I love to see the love and compassion between you two. Keep pushing forward on this journey ♥️

Thank-you so much for sharing this journey, it really helps us on the outside understand better. Your relationship with your partner is truly remarkable and inspiring.

Amanda please make a video showing us how you explained Shay’s transition to your children. I don’t understand but will,respect Shay’s decision. Amanda,you are an incredible person and the best to you Shay.

shaye you look absolutely gorgeous! you are literally aging backwards and you look so happy and healthy! amanda, i admire you . i imagine this was equally as hard on you and you are handling it with such grace and love. you two are such an amazing couple and i’m so excited to watch this journey ❤️

When you said “have you talked to a transgender person” really hit home for me. I met and became friends with a trans person back in the early 1990s. I learned sooo much from her. Prior to meeting her, I just thought transgender was some really weird thing that didn’t make sense. Boy was I wrong. My friend was a cross dresser “macho” guy who was a married doctor attracted to women. She paid an ENORMOUS price to shed this male self. She lost her marriage and license to practice medicine…remember this was the early 1990s. Anyway, I learned everything from my friend of 30 years ago.

becoming and being our authentic selves should never involve shame or condemnation.. it is such a layered complex journey by itself.. emotionally, physically, spiritually… adding layers of disapproval and possible abandonment is just so much added toxicity.. let’s just lean into be each other’s support system especially when it leads into uncharted, surprise directions..✨💖✨💖✨💖✨

I'm so happy for you, hearing your story on Mormon Stories Podcast touched me and educated me, on just how harmful implicitly shaming gender diverse expression in children can be. I am so excited for you, to discover who you are, and to start living as your most authentic self. As a past religious ex-transphobic person, who is deconstructing, your journey is so inspiring and educational to me, and I want you to know that you have my full support. ❤

Hello Scott’s new to the channel question for you may I ask where you performed the hair transplant procedure in Istanbul Turkey? Great job! God speed with your new journey

I AM SO PROUD OF YOU BOTH. I LEFT THE MORMON CHURCH IS LAST YEAR. AFTER 37 YEARS I COULD NO LONGER "IGNORE" THE CULTURE AND PHOBIA AND JUDGMENT. I CAME ACROSS YOUR VIDEO AND FAMILY WHEN I WAS THINKING ABOUT "WALKING AWAY." I wish I could tell you how much I admire and support you.

Wow I admire you ,your strength and honesty you must of been scared but confronted it to become the real you and have the support of people whom love you I admit I never understood buy I never bothered to try and understand which was my ignorance I support you and am learning from you about this I thanku for that people r too judgemental these days live your best life I say x

Amanda you are a strong person,as Shaye,sending so much love❤

Congratulations on coming out fully and officially! I'm trans ftm and from experience of going through all of this with gender identity, don't let anyone tell u what u r and aren't. If they don't respect you just ignore them or even block them and cut them out of your life if needed. They aren't worth your time or energy. You got this! I believe in you! You're perfect just how you are! Keep going! Don't give up! Stay strong and be who you truly are! People will try to bring you down but don't let them! 🤍🤍🤍

Wow. This is a kicker. Amanda when you love,you love. I see your daughter is okay that dad wants to be a woman. How are the boys working through this change? Shay is going to look like Violet.

I’m wondering how one says they just want to be themselves, yet make all these invasive and expensive alterations to be something else. Serious question. I see this is non trans issues as well. Is it authentic if it requires that much intervention?

Hi there, I just want to say I know it’s hard, but it’s worth it! I too was raised Mormon, and most all of my family still is. My mother passed away before I transitioned, but my father knew before his death. I too never thought this would happen but I am so glad it finally did. MTF, transition. I know exactly what the masks are, the lack of identity, the lack of hope and never being comfortable with myself, ever! My partner and I still remain together (he is a gay man); but we have learned that love transcends our bodies, and the physical appearances. He is my partner in every way, and he has helped me to create a very wonderful life. I transitioned 2 years ago in July. I know what the electrolysis is like…OMG!!! I did learn that not everyone is good at it, so you need to search for someone who is really good (they are worth the money). My body surprised me, and it changed in so many ways that I could not imagine. I am glad. You guys are here…keep telling your story, it is actually not an uncommon one!

can i ask how you explained to your kids that dad is now female im about to begin my tansition from female to male but dont know how to explain to my 5 year old

ITS A HARD WAY TO UNDERSTAND!!! BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY WHEN THEY DONT WANT TO UNDERSTAND!!! ALL THE BEST IN UR TRANSITION LIFE!! ITS AMAZING U HAVE SOMEONE WHO SUPPORT U BECAUSE OUT THERE MANY PEOPLE CALL US CRAZY OR CONFUSED OR PERVERT AND SOME FAMILY AND FRIENDS KICK US OUT OF THEM LIFE!! N BEING LONELY ITS HARDER THAN ANYTHING BUT GOD IS ALWAYS GOOD IF WE HEAR FROM THE HEART ❤️

Courage meaning (Brene Brown) is “Sharing from the Heart”. There is so much authentic vulnerability, courage & heart in this video. So much love in this family. Thank you for sharing. ❤

Oh I'm so glad your videos popped up on my recomendations. You guys are beautiful in every way I can't think of. Thank you for sharing your experiences and conversations with us!

Shaye and your precious partner I am here from your brothers channel. My heart goes out to you and EVERYONE that is trans or gay...as a Christ believer I must show grace...cause at 73 I have needed grace a lot. My son is gay and he went thru crap...Just love him and his husband more than you can imagine.

I would personally find it so difficult to watch my husband’s physical masculinity disappear. I wonder if their relationship will last long term with such profound changes. I wish them the best and I believe that whatever happens, they’ll always be close.

I love your relationship ❤️ ♥️ I have a 27 year old Transgender daughter, so I can relate to a lot of what you have shared. You both are beautiful and kind, and I wish you both so much success going forward. Thank you for sharing your story.

What was that song at the beginning of the video? Beautiful.

I am curious as to how you came to the conclusion that you are supposed to be a woman or where the line between feminine men and trans woman are. I am a 30 year old man. But I have long chin length hair with bangs, I wear makeup, more flowy and feminine clothes and female styles and shaved all over including my face. Yet I know I’m a man, am attracted to women. I am merely sensitive, emotionally aware, love beauty, aesthetics and feeling cute. I am aware that I am not what is considered a “normal or stereotypical” man by society. It’s annoying because society doesn’t cater much to men like me unless they consider me gay which to many’s surprise, I am not. What is the line between the two? Anyway just curious and want to be open minded and mean all love and respect to you and your journey!

I understand Shay. I am not trans but understand how it feels to tear down everything to get to the "real" me. You get rid of all of the world's expectations and get to what our Heavenly Father created. It doesn't matter what the world says that we are but how we are designed. There is so much falseness in the world even among the queer community. Authentic!!

Thank you for these videos. I am also a wife of someone who has transitioned. We are also LDS. This has helped me so much. ❤

Amanda is one in a million because I could not stick by my man if he transitioned 😭 and to be honest you guys are in my opinion are the definition on Gods love because gods love is unconditional it’s still there even when we are sin. I hope to one day love like this. It’s beautiful and more moving than any religion.

Been following you guys from the beginning of your KZfaq journey, and am completely in awe of your bravery to share your story, your infinite love and support for each other, and for you vulnerability to be so open. My hopes for you is that you stay mentally strong as you navigate these new waters. There is light at the end. Shay, now that you have opened to you truth, don't ever feel the need to hide your thoughts and feelings. Continue to always communicate your feelings. Your journey will be one with an amazing reward. You are worthy of everything loving and kind. ❤ Much love and blessings 🙌

Seeing Skylar wearing a trans flag made me burst in to the happiest tears. I'm so thankful for any trans man or woman who has family and friends to hold them safe. YES YES YES 😘😘

I've come to your channel at Skyler's suggestion and now am compelled to binge watch your videos. You are such wonderful story tellers of this story of searching, transformation, love, and exceptance. Plus Shaye, your piano playing is absolutely beautiful.

Shaye, you are worthy of all the love in this world. You have a beautiful heart and soul and I wish you so much love, peace snd happiness for who you have always been Shaye!!❤ from 🇨🇦

I'm here for the positive message and warm fuzzy feeling, but I'm staying for the high quality production you put into these videos

This was great to watch, being your authentic self

I used to be much more of a KZfaq viewer and kind of got away from it. But so thankful you popped back up on my IG feed. Thank you for sharing your beautiful story. Amanda you are amazing, please share your story and POV as well. I was so happy to see that Skylar is supportive as I was wondering and hoping he would be. I initially found you guys through his channel when the quints were much smaller. Love to you all. Please keep sharing and shining your light in the world. We need beautiful stories out there so others can learn, grow and be comfortable.

At 5;04 is so true, not requiring other to validate one is the route to contentment.

I never comment on videos, however, Shaye and Amanda, I want to thank you for being so vulnerable and open-minded in sharing your true selves with us. I know the relief and comfort you must feel in finally being who you were meant to be. With everything negative going on in the world, I want to thank you for sharing your experiences so that others can learn. I look forward to watching you thrive on your journey❤

"this idea of arriving somewhere with self is an illusion" wow yes

It's hard for people in general to accept others at face value anymore. Standards are so unrealistic. People eork against each other instead of being supportive. Good to see you seem to have each others backs.

Love you both but wanna shout out Amanda! Your love for Shaye goes beyond all boundaries. You both have beautiful souls 💖💙🤍

In my experience, the best way to change hearts and minds is through sharing stories.Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing yours.❤

This has got to be the most pure kind of love. It transcends roles, expectations, and is completely unconditional. The two of you are so incredibly lucky. True soulmates.

I have watched your videos since the beginning and I am so proud of all of you!! Especially Shaye, obviously, but the whole family…it’s just so lovely to watch them walk alongside this adventure. Great job, everyone!!

Transgender individuals deserve respect and support in their journey towards self-discovery and self-expression. Let's celebrate diversity and embrace everyone for who they truly are.

Shae’s partner/wife is an amazing woman to go through her own transition in this process.

Your videos are wonderful you share your story so beautifully. My journey has been very similar to yours. Until I I was about 52 years old no one in the world knew my secret it was my greatest shame. I told my daughter first and then my wife and son. I’m 61 now I started transitioning when I was 58. My only regret is that I didn’t start when I was younger. Like you I have the love and support of my family, especially my beautiful wife who I just celebrated 38 years of marriage with. I don’t know how I would have had the courage to go on this journey without them.

Incredible. This fills up my heart. We need more of these sorts of voices to counteract intolerance and hatred. This is perhaps one of the "realest" expressions on trans I've seen in a while, and despite Shaye's short time in transition, she's clealy a worthy role model and a critical voice for those who are on an often lonely and isolating journey. I can't wait to see how you grow as a couple and a family. 💚

Her wife is amazing

this is one of the best videos , maybe THE best , of the 350 channels i’ve been subscribed to, for 16 years . ❤

I understand how you feel. I’m 65 now and been pretending to be someone that everyone sees me. I never liked myself for so many years till now. Antidepressants and HRT has made me feel more of who I am inside, and actually like who I am. I can’t transition but if can deal with myself as being trans, hopefully I can enjoy the rest of what life I have left. Follow your dreams and be who you are. You have more support than you realize. Be happy as you!

You guys are amazing and so full of love, beautiful on the inside as well es on the outside. I admire, how brave you are and how true to yourself and to the world! And see how far you already came. Imagine where you'll be and how you'll feel in 3 more years. I (stepmom of a trans child) wish you all the best, all the love and all the support. Only the bravest souls here have the greatest tasks! So much love from Germany to you.

Do you feel like you’ll mourn the partner you were married to before? This is my first time watching you and the flashbacks are like an entirely different person I’m just wondering if it will almost feel like grief of losing your partner

Amanda, I'm so overwhelmed about your love for Shaye, truly, both of you are amazing, I was scared because as Shaye said, people tend to fear what they don't understand, and I didn't understand, I didn't understand completely about the transition, thank you a lot for sharing.

Thank you for including me in your journey. Watching your transitioning has inspired me. You are beautiful people. Thank you. I needed to gain understanding in an area that is very new to me. 🙏

The piano in the intro is STUNNING. I’m so proud that you can be your authentic self and you are very brave.

Thank you for sharing, beautiful video

So much courage you have, and your family and children. Bless you and Amanda!