Stop 👏 telling 👏 men 👏 that 👏 they 👏 shouldn't 👏 show 👏 emotions 👏

I feel so bad for mysta.. he doesnt deserve any of the shit he gets, hes human too, its okay for him to cry, he didint hurt us, real mystakes dont shame on him for crying like a normal person. Just because he cries doesnt mean hes emotional or hes doing that to hurt us, hes literally the one whos hurt, he deserves more love. I wish him lots of love, safety and support in whatever he does in the future. Fuck the people who hates on mysta for being human

I stayed up last night just to cry to this scene tbh 😭

The way he said “i dont want to hurt people” just ache me. I love mysta with all my heart

Just hearing any member in Nijisanji crying fucking hurts bro. The tears honestly make me realize how fast time has gone. We will love Mysta, and continue to support him, even after his graduation. Luxiem will always be 5! ❤🧡💛💙💜

I fucking hate that he had to hurt because of such immature people. I really hope he starts to heal once he graduates. He'll be missed like crazy of course, but he also deserves so much better than what he was dealt.

you don't always have to stay strong. even though i say this i feel like most of us are like mysta

man, this shit reminds me of the stereotype that "men can't/shouldn't cry" like. He is human too. He should freely show his real emotions. He doesn't deserve people shitting on him for doing a human thing.

I almost teared up in public watching this

Damn so sad but i wanna say somthin mysta...its just my opinion but... if you cry and someone cries along, it's not a bad thing, we just appreciate you sharing your feelings, ...... someone might, but most of them are never upset by you, just thank you for telling us this. I respect it if it's your way to calm down, but revealing it doesn't hurt us. Its okay. ..... gosh i just thank u so much mysta it was great to watch ur streams and have fun... we'll miss u a lot

Really hope he'll find more self acceptance and peace after graduation. Crying is completely normal and it's nothing to be ashamed of. Crying is a natural reaction when you feel really sad, or really happy, and it's also normal for someone to cry for/with you. It's because they care, not because they're burdened. Sadly being a public figure, there's people that will make drama and be hateful to every little thing you do- and of course if Mysta doesn't want to deal with the negative reactions then it's fair he doesn't want to get emotional on stream. But I hope he'll understand one day that he isn't a burden for feeling things, for being emotional or vulnerable at times, and people crying with him isn't because they're hurt or burdened it's because a lot of people actually have sympathy. It can be good to cry and let it all out.

It hurts hearing this, I'm still praying that Mysta will still be safe in his future journeys without us.

Dang this is sad bro

God, why do some people out there have to be so freaking stupid or insensitive? This man needs a genuine, loving hug. I hope he gets more of that in his life now that he's graduated.

My heart breaks hearing this bro...😭

"I don't want to hurt people" "I don't want to be a burden" this is just too real man...I feel the same way sometimes. I know he may never read this message, but I just wanna say...I hear you Mysta, I truly do. I may have never watched your streams, but I was there for your graduation. I wish you the best🧡🦊

I remember feeling like this at one point in my life. I hope he finds all the happiness he gave us and more in the future. He really deserves that. And he needs to realize, its ok to hurt people, because we all think its all we are, when its only one aspect of being human. He has also made people happy. A lot. I hope he knows that.

bro I broke down with him during stream 😭😭 I really wish he realizes theres so many Mystakes who love him for who he is. I really want him to look at himself through our eyes:( I hope he heals and realizes being emotional is normal

HELD A TEAR FOR THIS ONGGGG. People often overlooked just how sweet he is and behind this mysta persona, he’s really just another guy, another person like all of us. I really genuinely hope he finds the peace he deserves after this graduation 🧡

words cant explain how much i want to give him a hug ;-;

Relatable but for me, i just distant myself from people even the people I'm comfortable with i still put a wall between us cuz I don't wanna burdened them or even hurt them from my opinions so i kept all my opinions and emotion myself

Crying is actually not a bad thing! I often have trouble crying, even when I'm sad and I want to cry. So sometimes, when I'm really stressed out and I need a good cry to relieve all of that stress and feel better, I go out of my way to watch something sad. So even though I obviously don't want Mysta to be sad and I want him to have the best life he can have, I also hope he can realize one day that crying and making people cry because of that, is not an entirely bad thing and can help people too 🧡

i don't always watch mysta's stream on real time since i live on the other side of the world but last night was my first time watching his stream from start to finish, i'll miss mysta so much :(( but i wish him the best and hopefully he finds happiness in the real world

Mysta was the one of my favorite vtuber to watch when I'm so down, but today we must be brave not to cry saying goodbyes and smile saying you deserve it.

By the time this moment went up I had to sleep at the time, but hearing him trying to mask his emotions because he got berated by having them is the most fucked up moment I hear, the first time I heard it broke me, after months of trying to cry, because I feel hurt, I feel pissed of real bad because of him having human emotions, he never deserved such fucked up views, it's going to take a while but I does not make less of him as a person, and if some people have issues on having them, that's their fucking problem, not his. Sorry I rambled out but, it needs to be said, Mysta, Mysta, thank you for being you again, and keep being you, always.

Damn this is too relatable...😢 I'm gonna miss him... 🥺😭

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MYSTAAAAAA ok im overexaggerating, if it makes him happy then it makes me happy, but im still sad hes gonna leave huhuhu:(

I wanna give this man a hug so bad

man he's such a mood 🥺 I remember I really vibed with him early on because he doesn't say nice things often. I also get really uncomfortable or anxious when people are too positive so kinda understand why he's this way. I for sure don't want my loved ones to experience all the negative feelings I felt once so I always try to prioritise their happiness and try to be positive for them. Learning to love yourself and reciprocate the love others give can be really really hard sometimes, he'll get there one day, I'm sure 🧡

I can’t believe he’s worried about us mystakes being hurt when it seems like he’s hurting the most from this 🙁🙁 I love him sm he deserves everything. He should be able to cry and show emotion freely on his own part because it’s okay. I really hope he is able to relax after he graduates. I hope the best for him 🫶

I know it’s hard to like talk about emotions and cry, but like everything he said is how I feel on a daily basis. I love Mysta for being able to open up and say how he feels. 🧡🦊

mysta….. 😿

"I don't want to burden people with my feelings" is exactly the same reason i don't open up if im sad.

i was there for this moment and i made me cry hearing how hurt Mysta is, i hate that he feels so negatively about himself and i hope one day he'll realise why hes so love, in his next chapter i know he'll be much more free and comfortable, we all respect his decision to graduate and we're proud of him to do so

I just wanna hug him and say its okay to cry. And that we are crying too because we care about him

MYSTA 🥹🥹🥹🥹

I wanna hug him so badddd T-T

Being in this stream made me cry so much

the bgm the topic...... it's so sad it gets me cry so hard

"I don't wanna hurt people man" If that isn't relatable- I'm gonna miss this goof, he was the main reason I found Nijisanji and even tho I wasn't very active on his streams I loved what he did and how much joy he'd bring to everyone around him

Before Nijisanji I didn't think I'd see myself in anyone ever, so seeing him talk about becoming "emotionless" over time hits home. It's really sad Mysta is dealing with it too :

This hurts, still It hurts......

That's actually terribly relatable, I know exactly what he means by "otherwise people around me start to get hurt".

I hope he feels better.. even though I couldn’t make it to his last stream and didn’t watch him as much, he was still my first every vtuber I watched when I came into the vtuber community :(( we will miss him

We might won't cry for those who shed tears, but we always cry for those who hold it back.

Im literally holding back my tears cause Im in public rn😭

I hope the rest of lexium sees this conforts him. He needs this, I don't want him to be alone.

Hi Mysta (if you ever see this) and Mystakes. I feel this a lot myself. Whenever I am sad about something, I try to push it aside until I can have a moment to myself to cry and feel sad. Although, I sometimes have a hard time holding back and my friends and family notice when I am upset about something. However, sometimes sharing your feelings to someone else can help take some of the hurt away. Humans as a society have learned empathy to deal with our problems. I remember not too long ago, when I heard about your graduation, and it hurt. I was really sad about it, to the point where I couldn't do my job because I was having so much anxiety. It wasn't until I sat with my mom and sobbed into her arms about it that I started to feel better. She has no idea what Vtubers even are, but she was there for me when I was feeling upset because that's how she is. I don't want that story to come off as a guilt trip. I just want you to know that it's okay to be sad. It's okay to be angry, it's okay to be annoyed. What is not okay is shaming others for having these feelings. And to those people who shamed you, I feel bad for them because they probably have a lot of problems. You're a fantastic streamer, online personality, etc. I hope you thrive wherever you go next.

It hurts hearing him speak about this but for me the part that hurts most is that the second he stared to cry so did I and when he tried to stop I also tried to stop, the part that really hurts is that Mysta, the things he’s saying about his life and his emotions that’s exactly how I am with them that’s why it hurts so much

BRO THE URGE TO JUMP IN THE SCREEN TO HUG HIM

I hope Mysta can open up more and express his feelings better, and that he realizes he's not a burden to anyone 🧡. This also hit way to close to fucking home, really wish the best for this man.

He just described what it's like being "the funny friend". Always trying to crack jokes, trying to keep the mood light and funny, never showing other people your emotional side which makes them think you don't need comforting and shit. But as soon as you even shed a tear, you get so much shit for it which makes you bottle up all of your emotions. There will always be people who will say "its okay to cry" and whatnot but as soon as you do, nobody wants to hear about it. You hide that part of yourself away from everyone so all they see is your "goofy" side. I've been in his shoes before, the only difference being that it was people who I thought were my friends giving me shit. That was only about 3 people, I couldn't imagine how it feels for hundreds of people telling you horrible things. It takes a massive toll on you. My experience happened all the way back in 2020 and I'm still recovering from the emotional abuse caused by it. I know this is probably jumbled and hard to read but if anyone reading this is currently going through something similar, you are not alone. I don't have much advice to give. Just know that people understand what you are feeling.

I'm just glad he's in a better place now.

1:35 baby no, if you need to talk- omg my poor baby fox

He doesn’t realize that his feelings don’t burden us, the thing that hurts us is the bad people who treat him that way and tell him not to show feelings

Dude... his little crying sound just made me feel bad for him.. 2:27

even though i am not that BIG fan for mysta and i dont know alot...when i saw this i actually cried...i really felt like he is a REALLY pure person and he really deserves the best, i juat hope he is happy in his life💗.

I don't know this Mysta person but the fact that he cried and explained his feelings, it's just painful to hear. It makes me cry. I feel so bad for him, he deserved better. No one should hate on someone else for being emotional, you should be able to express your feelings, not hold it in. Everyone deserves a shoulder to cry on.

This is like one month's ago... But I still cried from this day.. The part where mysta don't want to burden people is just like me like mystakes.. I just hold it even tho my friends is shaming me.. It makes me feel like a burden.. I hope mysta will get better soon.🧡

I just wanna hug him honestly.. I just feel bad ?

I can feel what mysta feels...im praying for him to have a happy life with his family and friends 🧡🧡 you will always be my favorite NIJIEN vtuber mysta, i heart you 🫂

i wanted to hug him so bad during that stream...

2:42 😢😢😢 MYSTAI 🥺💛🧡 i miss you It's okay. Your happiness is mine. The sad feeling of my narcissist Therefore Don't cry. 🧸🎧🎶

I love the all the support of the community

I’m really gonna miss him and all his relatable advice and stuff his laugh his breakdowns fuck I’m crying too man 😣

Awwww I know so many guys that dont wanna hurt ppl and afraid of hurting someone. You remind me so much of someone i once knew this is so sad T^T

Honestly the part that made me cry was going back to the VOD and seeing chat's reaction. Yes, people gave him shit for feeling the way he does...but seeing chat's reaction made it clear to me that so many more people understand what he's going through, and maybe some of them even feel the exact same way. He just doesn't hear from them as often because humans are evolved to pay much more attention to negativity, even if it comes from a small, small minority. I know I don't want to hurt people either.

Even when on twitter and streams he address hater like a chad. In the end the one who followed him know that Mysta is not a fucking stone that doesn't care about anything but content. Man really is genius content creator and I respect him a lot. Thanks for the memories Mysta. You held well, you did your best. Good luck on your future endeavour. I wish you success. Big enough so we can see you again if you stick in this industry

I'm sorry to hear that Mysta. It really is hard for guys.

Mysta is very precious, he may say he has a cold and emotionless exterior.. but I think we all knew already how kind, compassionate and caring he is, and the evidence is all in the interactions he has had with the other livers and moments on stream as well. Seeing how he is always concerned about being careful not to hurt anyone or not make anyone feel burdened... but instead he would hurt himself in the process, and overburden himself, is very painful to witness.. I hope he knows that we are all hurt when he is, because we care about him, and only want him to be happy. He didnt deserve such treatment after opening himself that time, but I hope that from the beginning and now, and even the future, he knows that we wish for him to live well, and happy.

this is relatable on a whole different level..esp when he mentioned about talking abt stuff makes others annoyed😕

At that moment, I realized that a real person was hiding behind it...

When he said “ I don’t want them to “ and he made that sound made me tear up..

He's a real person with real feelings and emotions, just like anyone else. I'm so glad that he escaped the toxic idol culture. He's better off without it IMO. I wish him the best and that he goes far with his dreams.

This makes me want to send Mysta many virtual hugs. I think crying is ok, it’s just a way to let emotions out. It helps a lot sometimes

Relatable… a lot I don’t wanna make this sentence any longer

mysta is such a sweetheart, he has every right to cry and he shouldn't feel as if he's not allowed to. Its hard for some people to let out things, because of what people have told them in the past. But it doesn't make him annoying for allowing himself to open up his feelings. Its terrible people have told him otherwise, life really isnt fair but its more the people you've met that don't make it easier. I hope for so much happiness for him. He's one of my main comfort streamers

of course sometimes you cant stop yourself from crying, but I think it is acutally really beautiful to have someone cry in your presence, especially if someone lets their walls down to you on purpose. of course Mystas case it is not the usual meaning in private, it is very public (making for lots of kind and...less kind responses), but even if someone cries in front of me and I feel bad for them and want to comfort them, take away what is hurting them, at the same time it is beautiful to me because it is an unfiltered kind of emotion(al expression), that allows for deeper connection if you let it. it is just such a true moment of human-ness that I just dont understand anyone that is unkind to someone who is crying. and if someone has emotions that just need out and you as the other person are not in the headspace to react to that (or watch it), you can always just say that, that you yourself have depleted batteries or whatever it is and excuse yourself from the situation (or just stop watching). it really can be that simple

This is so sad, i hate what he does to himself. This isnt fair :( He's human, he has the right to feel sad and cry. Its unfair of what his past made him grow with, those people are terrible. I wish he knew that he doesnt have to "take responsibility" of his own human emotions and what it does to others, it doesn't matter what others think, you should feel whatever you want to feel. He was and still is at the moment, in a great place. BETTER then what he had to go through in the past, I hope things change and get better in the future after he leaves :((

Though he has graduated we will always support him and if someone says different they are wrong... Men, no matter what, should be allowed to show their feelings and the shit they get is absolutely ridiculous.

i dont watch or know him but.. damn man i hope he knows that there are so many people who don't mind and appreciate him as he is 😭🙏 love you man just be yourself and remember you don't always have to be perfect❤

ILL MISS YOU MYSTA!😭😭❤❤

I stayed up until morning to watch this stream😭 i cried sm at this, its okay to cry Mysta🧡

I can’t even explain how sad I am right now…

Mysta my man... we love you.

The fact that he didn’t wanna cry because he didn’t wanna make anyone else cry…he’s also taken it the wrong way, he’s not hurting us at all when he crys we feel bad for him and cry for him…not because he hurt us..that’s sad to think of-

This is my first time seeing this streamer and I have to say am shocked …. I .. he described how I basically grew up, my childhood ….. man , people being weirded out by my strong feelings and then forcing myself to always bury them …. I feel his pain …. I wish him well and I hope he’s alright

Owh poor mysta , he's never hurt us he makes us so so happy , we're so proud of him ❤️❤️🙏

i broke down with him too but i hope he knows it wasn’t because he hurt me, but because i love him

poor mysta I hope he will find peace within himself, everyone be strong for mysta!

Mysta deserves better man..

When Mysta said all he does is hurt people, it's not true, when he collabs with other streamers, i don't see any sad tears from anyone and throughout all his streams, i have always looked forward to his content and laugh at his jokes with the mystakes ,He is human too and has feelings and i believe that he also deserves to open it up to others and be respected. Mysta is like a friend we can look up to when we are down so we should also be the caring friend for him too

I only recently discovered Nijisanji, and although I never watched a stream of Mysta’s I still manage to miss him. When I look at his old streams and collabs, I wish I could’ve been there along with everyone else on the journey. I love his energy and I respect that he has chosen what he wants instead of continuing down this path when it doesn’t truly make him happiest. I wish him well.

Mysta cry as much as you want. No judgement. Let your emotions out. Crying is a beautiful healthy reaction if you're dealing with strife and frustrations.

this scene broke me

Man im gonna miss mysta

I wish people would let guys cry, they are allowed too. It’s not immature or “unmanly” it’s okay. Let men cry. Let them show emotion.

You know really know what you have until it's gone...

I really feel bad for Mysta.. He doesn't deserve all the negative comments from other people and shit like that. I just wanna give him a big long hug.😔

We love you so much Mysta. Wishing you the best in life and thank you for giving us a great memory all this years….