I'm trying my best to. Its hard when the few people you have around are not really trying to be present and a part of it. Kinda ruin the whole purpose and plan for everyone but I really just don't give up even when I want to. I think it's honestly annoying haha 😄 and i think other people hate that I can. But its one of the things that is special about me so I can't hate it. If they don't want to be a part of it they can stay home or go spread negative stuff somewhere else. I'm tired of being bullied and that includes family. They can't really complain when they were barely there for me. Seriously makes no sense in my mind.