Maybe i'll come back and see this comment in a few years when everthing got better. Nates music will always be something special for me. the way he's writing and expressing these emotions. The way you feel close to something when you usually don't. ;'.)

“In the battlefield, there is no place for hope. What lies there is only cold despair and a sin called victory, built on the pain of the defeated. All those people who met there have wholeheartedly admitted the evil and foolishness of this act called war. As long as people don’t repent and don’t regard it as the most evil taboo, then hell will endlessly reappear in the world.” - Emiya Kiritsugu

I heard you told your friends that I'm just not your type If that's how you really feel, then why'd you call last night? You say all I ever do is just control your life But how you gonna lie like that, how you gonna lie like that? Yeah, I heard you said I ain't the type for you I don't regret it though, I learned from it They should have you locked up for all the time you stole from us Took you out when I had no money Only person that you ever cared about was you, that's why it's so funny You want somebody that'll keep you warm at night, then tell me, why you actin' cold to me? You ain't the only one to blame, no I'm the one that made you rich when I bought every lie you sold to me Yeah, heard you threw away the pictures But you still got the memories of us, so I guess that don't really make a difference Flippin' through 'em in your head Got you texting me all hours any night Yeah, you told me that you needed distance What's the deal with you? You say you want a man that keeps it real Then why you mad when I get real with you? You want someone to pay the bills for you Went from feelin' you, now I feel for you, liar I heard you told your friends that I'm just not your type If that's how you really feel, then why'd you call last night? You say all I ever do is just control your life But how you gonna lie like that, how you gonna lie like that? Look, let me guess, you want to stay friends? Tellin' people that's how we been? Tellin' everybody, yeah that we was barely speakin' All this kinda funny, why'd you call me every day then? It's immaturity, you goin' off the deep end You just want somebody you can chill and get some drinks with, cool Then don't hit me on the weekend, tellin' me You missed the way we talked and how I listen, yeah Why you playin' with my mind, huh? Why you playin' with my time, huh? Told me we should let it go and put it all behind us That's what I did, now you askin' me what I done, I was Waitin' for this day, I saw it comin' I think you just like attention, tryna tell me all your problems I got issues of my own, I ain't got time for all this drama You told me that you don't really wanna talk, then why you callin', huh? I heard you told your friends that I'm just not your type If that's how you really feel, then why'd you call last night? You say all I ever do is just control your life But how you gonna lie like that, how you gonna lie like that? How you gonna lie, how you gonna lie like that? Baby how you gonna lie, how you gonna lie like that? How you gonna lie, baby, how you gonna lie like that? No, no, how you gonna lie like that? I heard you told your friends that I'm just not your type If that's how you really feel, then why'd you call last night? You say all I ever do is just control your life But how you gonna lie like that, how you gonna lie like that? Tell me how you 'bout to lie like that Tell me how you 'bout to lie like that

Sad clown at the circus vibes

She said she just wanted to be friends and I am still madly in love with her from when we broke up, I was hoping to get with her again but today she tells me she wants to just be friends

You were 14 and I was 16. We tough that we where meant for each other but as the first year og our relationship came to a close everything was perfect, we where happy we where in love and I know that. But as we started on the second year, everything went downhill, I was not there when you needed me I made mistakes I broke your hear many times, I could not make it good again, I loved you but. When you wanted me to be someone I am not anymore, it, really hit me, “what am I doing I do not need change for you” You were always add me when I was not doing it right ore if I was doing everything correctly in your head, you wanted me to be someone I could not be for you, I loved you whit every fiber of my body, but it could just no longer keep on going like this. So, the night I called you telling you it was over it broke me, but I couldn't keep on going like this, and after that you put all the fault on me that is my fault our relationship ended. You were to most beautiful chapter in my life but also the one who has left me broken, I still look add all the photos that we have is till think what if I did not do it, what if I did not do all those things but in the end of the day, I would never be good enough for you. There is not a day that I do not regret what I did, but I tried to say sorry, but you said that the day you where out traveling whit your family in England, you said to me when you where crying on the floor screaming on the phone saying that I was the problem, and I did this to you. What did I do I loved you the best I could, you knew that I have PTSD and you knew why I was like this it was not because I did not love you it was simply me trying to be the best version of myself but still you said it was not good enough. And that is when it felt like my heart sank to the deepest ocean in the world, I just felt so bad for myself, I tried and tried to fix it and I just did not knew how, I was scared and was afraid, you where my first true love, and I just kept making problems in your life, if just you had hold me that last night I slept in your bed, I would have done anything to fix it, but you did not. I just wish that I could have been the better add that point but I couldn't no longer do that I needed to let you go even if it still breaks med 2 month later, my mind want to let go but my heart is still waiting for you call me, call me and say that you love me and you want to try all over, but deep down I know it want happen…. Just know Clara, I will always love you I love you my love I really do I am so sorry for everything, I will always be there to talk I you need me even if you know its nit my role anymore in your life, I just want you to know that I will always be ready everything for you love you….

He told me he needed distance, then he left me😂

why less comments ?

I had to leave my bf because he always spent more time with these kids he didn't even know as long as me he got more and more unattached for me and we only got to talk during the night