“Now it’s time to go, I’m running out of space to write” Why was that line the one that made me feel kinda sad?
@danielhenson94036 жыл бұрын
KimmySeth Gaming I dunno
@galaxii47116 жыл бұрын
Probably because it sounds like she has so many reasons in her head that there’s no more space.
@Quickfulness5 жыл бұрын
Because there was more to her death than what she had written out.
@sharkpin21805 жыл бұрын
KimmySeth Gaming that also made me feel a lot more sad.
@grape23375 жыл бұрын
Its as if she wants to stay, write more, tell her mum she loves them so much... but she just can't.
@new_zealand50266 жыл бұрын
It's really hard watching this video without having a mental breakdown cu'z it just reminds you of your own depression.
@ivacorlija58055 жыл бұрын
lil' star yeah
@sirena96895 жыл бұрын
lil' star I know 😭
@MassReflux5 жыл бұрын
I have never once broken down to this. Deadlife - I Hate Life reminds me of my depression.
@wolfchic48275 жыл бұрын
True.
@charlotteward84025 жыл бұрын
I agree
@sturmel77704 жыл бұрын
I know you're listening to this either because you are: -Sad -Depressed -Someone has said something horrible to you -You just want to be alone -You feel insecure -Hurt Whatever it is, I hope you feel better and everything that is wrong with you is going to okay I love you stay strong ❤:)
@hpxgachaclubxo11353 жыл бұрын
I think it's all
@auxiliomedesmayocallesevie17183 жыл бұрын
I accidentally found this song back in 2017 and left quickly cuz the beginning scared me. Then went back and started thinking about it a lot. I kind of regret listening to this kind of music cuz I was later on thinking about suicide.
@annafarar79293 жыл бұрын
To be alone
@naomidenisecappo80273 жыл бұрын
All of it honestly...
@iamallets19193 жыл бұрын
literally all of 'em- XD
@mickthomsonsanklebitingdog7288 Жыл бұрын
I use to listen to this when I was like 12 or 13 and I still cry about it, not because im suicidal anymore but because someone so young could fantasize about their own death so early into their life. I'm like 17 now.
@lil-lian Жыл бұрын
same bro
@ariv18137 ай бұрын
Same but im almost 20 now and its wild bc im not rlly suicidal anymore but im still not rlly happy with who i am or where my life is going
@turbomayonnaise2 ай бұрын
reallllll
@lemonmelon2612Ай бұрын
Felt.
@linohanji98936 жыл бұрын
When I say "I'm Okay" I want someone to look me in the eyes hug me and say "I know your not" Can you relate?
@lenaoxton98886 жыл бұрын
Kaze Ness same
@linohanji98936 жыл бұрын
Lena Oxton its horrible its like "Are you okay? " always the same question "I'm fine" always the same lie
@jaidensmg6 жыл бұрын
My friend did that to me once, it was nice, for a second. Then i broke down, it seems like they care about me.
@joey39046 жыл бұрын
Yes, I know exactly how you feel.
@TheBreadBun6 жыл бұрын
yeah .....
@izukumidoria21645 жыл бұрын
roses are red violets are blue sugar is sweet and perhaps so are you but the roses have wilted, the violets are dead the sugar bowl's empty, and your wrists are stained red the sun isn't shining, the sky isn't clear there's no silver lining cause you're no longer here rain keeps on pouring, there's no end in sight your laying there frozen, so far from the light your beauty's unreal, your smile's the sun but time cant be turned nor your actions undone the words that you wrote that only I read "I love you so much; please don't cry when I'm dead" a bond that we formed, a love that ran deep a pain that we shared; a friend i could keep i wanted to hold you, wipe the tears from your eyes be there the moment you said your goodbyes i want to forget but most times i don't i want to let go, but i know that i won't tears on my face, memories burned in my head the roses have wilted, the violets are dead
@sistersbychance1065 жыл бұрын
This can relate to me
@probablypikachu85175 жыл бұрын
M y e y e s a r e s w e a t I n g
@jentreemileeheitman20075 жыл бұрын
This made me cry it remined me of my best friend that recently killed her self a bout a month ago it really hurts thank u for ur words
@jentreemileeheitman20075 жыл бұрын
@@probablypikachu8517 lol
@izukumidoria21645 жыл бұрын
@@jentreemileeheitman2007 im sorry for your loss and your welcome
@banditowolfie19194 жыл бұрын
“It’s scary what a smile can hide” “sometimes the happiest person in the room has been through the most”
@starlovescats72244 жыл бұрын
Bandito wolfie I am one of those kids who is always left out and ignored but I always try to act my happiest and try to make other people happy by holding the door for people at school and letting them have my paper and pencils which I let them keep, pick up the books or paper on the floor someone dropped. I honestly try everything and no one notices. I never get a thank you or your so nice! Even coming back from home I hear my parents fighting and arguing, I get made fun of by my brother and think about my stupid old relationship with my ex. I cover my face in make up and try my best to hide myself. But I always still try to smile and laugh In public no matter what. I will never think about doing suicide cause even if I think everyone hates me I still know someone will care and also I'm Cristian and Believe God and I know it's very wrong. Thank you for this comment because it's very true. We need more people to understand this. Most people I know have been through bad times too but you just can't see it and it's sad watching them get made fun of and stuff like that. Sorry this is so long XD. ,
@randomseven764 жыл бұрын
Yep that's why I keep a plain "happy" face
@Ozzie-Afton2 жыл бұрын
My EX gf asked me and my guy friend, "How are you depressed if your always happy and smiling?" I literally just sat there and cried while my guy friend had to explain to her...she still doesn't understand tho...
@gawagawa3748 Жыл бұрын
i used to listen to this every. single. day. it’s been what? 3 or 4 years since i’ve listened to this on the daily and i’m doing better in a sense. Things have gotten easier and sure, i hate this song because it reminds me of what i was going through but it also shows growth, as people say, it does get easier. Sure, things that’ll happen to you might hurt forever, but you learn to accept it. i haven’t cut in 600 days, im very proud of that too.
@autisticsh1t Жыл бұрын
I'm proud of you
@meiflowerzz Жыл бұрын
I'm so proud of you, thank u sm for being so strong
@sariadrawzthingz45295 жыл бұрын
Stop. Stop scrolling for just a sec. You matter. I know it may not feel like it, but you do. Don't end your life. Keep going. I swear to you, there is light at the end of this long tunnel, all you have to do is keep going. You're going to get through this. You will. Even if you don't believe in yourself, there are people who do. I do. So keep fighting, because this fight will end. -Sincerely, A wounded soldier who managed to make it through
@_g3ntlemanna6275 жыл бұрын
do you mind if i ask what your story is?, you see. i am going through things as well... people probly dont think it is that bad but it is to me, i hate my self and i dont know what to do.... i feel like i have wronged everybody around me, one of my freinds killed him self about a month ago and now i feel like its all my fualt idk what to do
@_g3ntlemanna6275 жыл бұрын
and then my freinds think tht im faking it al because i dont think that they understand....
@daisymay66845 жыл бұрын
Thats deep Thank you
@oldaccount89885 жыл бұрын
Seeing that other people can manage to make it through really makes it easier for other people. Thanks-:)
@joanathanryanallen70405 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this amazing comment
@raevyn_storm5 жыл бұрын
The loneliest people are the kindest The saddest people smile the brightest The most damaged people are the wisest All because they do not want to see anyone suffer the same way they do. Not my words but spread them
@randomseven764 жыл бұрын
This can't be more true
@OfficialWild1114 жыл бұрын
So true that it's scary
@LittleSombreroDog4 жыл бұрын
It's true and the saddest fact
@arlene48304 жыл бұрын
Pinterest
@jinxjx1_zept0914 жыл бұрын
Raevynwing LPS that is me
@samulooki82965 жыл бұрын
Roses are red, My smile is faded, My heart is beating, Adreniline in my veins, These shakey hands have wiped enough tears, I'm losing the fight, Suicide seems nice, But I'm too scared to die.
@ariannasweet9394 жыл бұрын
Ikr dying is scary but you just dont wanna be in the world
@rancor45134 жыл бұрын
Why would there be adrenaline in your veins? U don't make sense
@Amani-ef8cj4 жыл бұрын
@@rancor4513 ¨Adrenaline a hormone secreted by the adrenal glands, especially in conditions of stress, increasing rates of blood circulation, breathing, and carbohydrate metabolism and preparing muscles for exertion.¨
@rancor45134 жыл бұрын
@@Amani-ef8cj I know, Adrenaline is like a super power u get when u desperately need it, but what he said doesn't make sense, sadness/ clinical depresion doesn't make adrenilen rushed through your blood
@chrissy90994 жыл бұрын
suicide doesn’t seem nice but don’t do it
@naturalworld21485 жыл бұрын
Me: *crying in bed* Sister: you ok? Me: yeah why? Sister: your crying Me:ohh
@im_a_fucking_weeb67594 жыл бұрын
I feel that😞
@tommyinnit50243 жыл бұрын
😔😔I’m a disgrace
@achlys71853 жыл бұрын
Yeah I've been through this but with my brothers
@corrinevegaaa3 жыл бұрын
@@tommyinnit5024 No. As much as you feel like that. It's not true. As much as I want to cut myself right now. I won't. Cutting doesn't take away the pain. it just ands more. You are loved by so many people. And believe me. It's hard to believe it sometimes. But always remember. There's a light at the bottom of each tunnel.
@icriedinendgameyoutoo22445 жыл бұрын
"I'm fine" *the word that's hiding the tears,truth and pain*
@aishaniisobelbathe45334 жыл бұрын
@@FireDrake-so9mk i know how that feels friends just don't understand because you feel like you have to hide it from them and they don't really think about it. It'll get better though
@Harajukubarbie3334 жыл бұрын
I cried in Endgame you too the phrase not word
@savannahcrosscolling62924 жыл бұрын
thats what i tell all my friends that im fine but..im not
@Zacharystones189074 жыл бұрын
Same
@chrissy90994 жыл бұрын
if you feel you have true friends tell them how you feel
@LordSauron226 жыл бұрын
My best friends last words to me where "Live. Live for me and You. We will meet again someday and when we meet. I will greet you with open arms." I still carry the knife that he took his life with. Its my connection to him.
@ayvets6 жыл бұрын
LordSauron 22 that must be really hard to have with you
@LordSauron226 жыл бұрын
Hayley Provan I use it everyday. From eating to screwing things in. He always talked about using things to their fullest. So for me its kind of like inheritance. He met me when i was broken and destroyed and he shaped me into the person i am. I literally owe him my life. So for me having his knife at my side everyday is kinda like him being next to me.
@eternalwinter31646 жыл бұрын
This made me cry so much. Im so so sorry for your loss but i know you will meet again in a beautiful place called heaven and im sure hes watching over you so dont dwell on the past when theres a whole future ahead of you
@silverflames18196 жыл бұрын
I have a question how do I stop them from leaving this world. It's like......she....won't listen...it scares me.....I have dreams where she kills herself.....please...help..
@eternalwinter31646 жыл бұрын
melesssm kb sometimes theres nothing you csn do the best thing you can do now is be there for her because there might still be hope
@crabbyabby82624 жыл бұрын
When my friend was ten, she told me she hated herself When my friend was eleven, she began starving herself When my friend was twelve, she began to cut Now my friend is thirteen, she told me she wanted to leave this world... When I was ten, I hugged that friend every day When I was eleven, I told that friend she mattered and was already beautiful When I was twelve, I cried every night worried for that friend Now I am thirteen…I always ask her if she’s okay and never stop until I hear an honest answer… Sometimes I just wish, that she would do that for me too… Someone will always care, sadly, they’re always the ones who get hurt or forgotten…
@Ghoulzii333 жыл бұрын
Wow your friends life is my life just I have no support
@roginebantilan90473 жыл бұрын
I wish there's someone will miss me
@angel_aki3 жыл бұрын
@@Ghoulzii33 same...
@ghostholder29803 жыл бұрын
I know... It seems like no matter how hard they try, they can never get an "How are you?" from their friend. Even though they've been there for them till' the end. :') We're being forgotten as we speak.
@samlynx20163 жыл бұрын
Praying for you!
@aerisuxii4 жыл бұрын
*_”I'm getting tired of being compared to my friends, cousins, and families. But it's alright, the more I lie, the more close I am to finally making everyone happy.“_*
@thegrinch10444 жыл бұрын
r u okay?
@Z-Cat9993 жыл бұрын
What is the point of their happiness if u r miserable.
@pennylevine30922 жыл бұрын
@Midnight T DON'T SAY THAT YOU ARE PERFECT YOU ARE PRICELESS YOU ARE WORTH MORE THEN YOU KNOW DON'T SAY THOSE THINGS ABOUT YOUR SELF DON'T PUT YOUR SELF DOWN LIKE THAT YOU ARE WONDERFUL BECAUSE YOU ARE YOU!!!!!!!!!
One day you could be this guy and let others going through what you are, let them know God doesn't make mistakes, but sadly sometimes parents do, the same mistakes their parents made, and their parents. For a long time I wasn't noticed enough to be compared to anyone, and my sister in-law is Filipino and was criticised for everything, now she works and ordinary job, my brother and her have been together since she was 15, she has 3 beautiful grown children, and is about to become a grandmother for the first time, stand by you, love you, if you're here it's because you're meant to be, otherwise, if you're not already, watch Steven He talk about that exact subject until you laugh so hard your belly hurts. Your comment grabbed my attention, because I recognised what you said and I'm a 52 year old grandmother from Tasmania Australia, your comment, not your cousins or friends, yours thank you. I check in here every now and then, because I'm a parent and grandparent, because I almost wasn't here at 11, because of my sister in-law, and because you guys remind me to get a grip, no one else can do that. Everyone here I know the pain is very real, fast forward to my age and I can tell you taking you sense of self and being your own best friend works, and is worth it, in the movie stand by me about a principle called in to clean up an American highschool (Morgan freeman) true story...he says to the teachers, if these children are failing to learn it because you are failing to teach them! As a parent there were moments I was guilty of the same thing...children don't teach themselves adults are supposed to do it, sadly you can't always give what you didn't get, they or whoever is making you feel this way, they were you, after 3 years I pray that part of life has moved on to something better now, if not, show them my comment, my random comment 🤫😊🙏❤️🩹🐨🇦🇺🦘✌️.
@oofme56385 жыл бұрын
*No-one will cry at my funeral. Because i’ve been dead for years and no-ones shed a tear yet.😭💕💔*
@ANNIEMAHANTA4 жыл бұрын
Heya... I'll cry for you too ... But you don't need to die. Don't lose hope. There's a day for this darkest night. Everything will be fyn. :) Lots of love.♥️
@scaramoucheandxiaoswife18304 жыл бұрын
I’ll cry for you too You matter!
@kiyoko54744 жыл бұрын
i've been dead for years, but they see clear skin with no cuts and a smile and they think im alive. the cuts are on my heart, and all the darkness is in my mind. im not alive, im a shell. when i deteriorate, it won't matter that my shell's gone, because i've been gone for years.
@iiwolfiartz29483 жыл бұрын
i barely know you but i would....
@podeedle3 жыл бұрын
So youre telling me you wrote that comment as a ghost
@caitywednesday56457 жыл бұрын
roses are red, violets are blue, where r the invisible ninjas, cutting onions in my room
@stacyopalday12707 жыл бұрын
caity wednesday I'm guessing you cried ??
@mtg_pandagirl43937 жыл бұрын
caity wednesday ikr
@sleepy_crybby7 жыл бұрын
lol ikr
@wanderlustskies80527 жыл бұрын
violets are purple
@weebchan71237 жыл бұрын
violets are actually violet.
@nook53425 жыл бұрын
"I'm Fine" The two words of lies, And hiding behind them is Pain, Deppresion and Suicidal thoughts (Sorry if I spelt Suicidal wrong ;-;)
@abigail33663 жыл бұрын
It’s been a year how are yoy
@ezekstar4 жыл бұрын
"Born in a wrong time" "Born in a wrong place" That's so true--
@mishaalali7713 жыл бұрын
Same
@TravalerLumine3 жыл бұрын
Being born in 2020 🥲🥲🥲
@hamsterhuman94522 жыл бұрын
I lk this is supposed to be sad but That profile pic 😂😂😂😂😂
@ezekstar2 жыл бұрын
@@hamsterhuman9452 i just realised how depressed i was a year ago-
@TM-px6kn2 жыл бұрын
I wanna got to a anime world😑
@valequin57226 жыл бұрын
I showed this song to my friend and said WARING YOU MIGHT CRY! and she said she didn't cry easily. She listened to it three times. The first time she needed to take it all in so she listened again. She felt she was gonna cry but didn't. Listens to it again and almost feels a tear but no. I sing out LOOK AT ME NOW ARE YOU PROUD OF YOUR PRECIOUS CHILD! And then she finally cries.
@diamondne83886 жыл бұрын
Awww that's kinda funny and sad at the same time
@lilymackenzie96135 жыл бұрын
I never cry, never smile
@crunchyshoes72786 жыл бұрын
I can relate to the lyrics that say "She knew she was depressed, didnt want to admit it." i cant stop crying.
@krayzaykj93776 жыл бұрын
same. i cant tell my mom cause she wont understand and the only BEST friends i have are on a app called Amino but my mom wont let me go on there. and i cant talk to my dad cause he is far away. *gives a virtual hug*
@kennyy23673 жыл бұрын
You know it's getting bad again when you back to your old nightcore playlists 🤠
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it.
@applepiecomics38354 жыл бұрын
I randomly started crying at this lol. How the hell can a song have so much affect on someone?
@dragazrunes67874 жыл бұрын
because it speaks the truth that most of us need.
@hayleypemberton5787 жыл бұрын
Im listening to the song tears rolling down my face.This song is so beautiful and depressing at the same time.Its true though,..it happens and im not telling you to do this,..its just some advice,.....stay strong,...be yourself,...dont let anything AND I MEAN ANYTHING! let you feel like your not perfect
@emilyainsworth69497 жыл бұрын
Tell that to my grandma she always tells me what is wrong with me
@SkyIHigh7 жыл бұрын
Hamiltrash 777 So what if you have a few flaws! Everyone does! Don't think about your flaws, don't let anyone point them out, they're part of what makes you YOU! Try to focus on the good things instead!
@lourdesguardian59027 жыл бұрын
HAYLEY PEMBERTON i was crying like crazy thx to this i might break the replay button
@bethduffy50627 жыл бұрын
they tell me to be my self then they judge me for who i am
@letsplaysomevideogames71766 жыл бұрын
HAYLEY PEMBERTON thnx I read this comment before I commit suicide. So ill stop trying to BC your comment made my day.💜
Madeleine Archer I know how you feel It will be alright don't worry
@dylanwilliams57145 жыл бұрын
“We’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone.” - Orson Welles
@bluevan334 жыл бұрын
My best friend used to listen to this with me while we cried together but she left me a year ago and now I listen to it alone:/
@kiya81876 жыл бұрын
_Your skin isn’t paper so don’t cut it.._ _Your face isn’t a mask so don’t hide it.._ _Your size isn’t a book so don’t judge it.._ _Your life isn’t a film so don’t end it.._ _Your story is an inspiration so be proud of it.._ _This was a poem for all of you who are reading this just don’t end your life it isn’t worth it.._
@sakainahanamadaraobitoitac21476 жыл бұрын
HeyItzLight :D but is it really hard to even notice that it's hard to move on? They say in a war (life) that there is no winners only survivors but can you survive when the hope you know is long gone? People say that you didn't lose when you are dead you lose when you lose fate (hope) but what if things isn't that easy because you know you already lose? Hiw Ironic for me i always said to depressing story that isn't the answer yet i do it on myself cutting myself up , putting a mask on because its easier to fake than explain why you are sad Please stop saying it is not the way you can still fix it because its so hard to fight when you/i already know that i cant take one more step because i know that this life is a lie a beautiful but a lie
@fayeg.10496 жыл бұрын
Barb Helom it's not the answer you just end something you don't solve it...sometimes this can be easier but it leaves things unbone...i don't even know how to expain what i want to say...your problems wont dessapiar they'll be transferd to someone else like your family or your friends...because you don't solve them so the won't stop to exist...i hope you get what i'm trying to say and sorry for my english
@wofiegaming28106 жыл бұрын
HeyItzLight u just made my day
@LordSauron226 жыл бұрын
HeyItzLight :D Aye our skin isn't paper. But how else do we explain the emotions, the feelinga that are so bizarre and different that they can't be put into words? We may not kudge our size but there are some pretty big dickwads and arseholes out there who will. I've seen 7 friends end their life. They each had there reasons and i respect those reasons. And for some of us its a last ditch effort to finally feel as if we have control. Aye our story is inspiration. We have to pass it down to people like us to let them know that they ain't alone
@kayleighhampton056 жыл бұрын
HeyItzLight :D it is
@thediamondskeleton65337 жыл бұрын
I started to cry when it got to the Mom trading the letter😭
@thediamondskeleton65337 жыл бұрын
Reading
@thediamondskeleton65337 жыл бұрын
not trading
@thediamondskeleton65337 жыл бұрын
Dumb auto correct
@thediamondskeleton65337 жыл бұрын
😐
@axlatastrid70467 жыл бұрын
Love how you commented 4 times on your own comment c;
@Dynamiteparm4 жыл бұрын
Why am i here i am not even depressed... But for those who are you are strong and can fight.DON’T STOP FIGHTING!!!
@literalcyborg37236 ай бұрын
Shoutout to everyone who listened to this on repeat in middle school and is still here to read this today. Look at us. We made it.
@venusbirths6726 ай бұрын
look at us
@ameliawoods6116 жыл бұрын
the most beautiful smiles hide the darkest secrects, the prettiest eyes have cried the most tears, and the most loving and kind hearts have felt the most pain.
@princesslaimadison95636 жыл бұрын
Amelia Woods that's not true
@denise22806 жыл бұрын
Dang that was deep
@cominupnow496 жыл бұрын
You're a whiny bitch
@denise22806 жыл бұрын
ChristianBeans Vlogs sure, it’s just a song. But it’s a song about a REAL issue in the world so it means something. Plus some of the people commenting here might have experiences with suicide like knowing someone who’s suicidal or even being suicidal themselves so it could mean a lot more than just a song
@scrub.7776 жыл бұрын
exactly :3
@uselessfrog40306 жыл бұрын
I’m doing much better now, which is proof that you can do this too. Good luck.
@sweepy66486 жыл бұрын
Mary Lengi me ;-; always but now I'm fine
@Exquisitew6 жыл бұрын
I haven't cried at this video idk whats so sad
@attackoncutenesstm81196 жыл бұрын
Been there done that
@TELEK1NET1C6 жыл бұрын
Yep.
@xen92216 жыл бұрын
Mary Lengi no but I almost killed my friend with a hug when she did
@toucan59334 жыл бұрын
One day a 21 year old college dropout called there mom "Mom..." "Yes Hunny? What is it?" "I'm done." "Done with what?" "My life." "I have a list of names to call, and sadly you are the last one on the list." "Tell dad that he was great and you were the best mom ever." "Tell sis that she better not go out with that stupid boy again *chuckles*" "Tell Zachy that I'm not coming home for sometime." "What are you talking about Michael!?" His mom Yelled. "I'm saying goodbye." *BANG* ~The next Day~ A News reporter say's "Last night at 2:32 PM, Michael Landfront committed suicide" "The handgun he killed himself with was still in his hand when he was found." After that day, everything became hell for everyone around him His Mom never left her room, she just looked out the window. His Dad quit his job and started to go to the bar all the time. His sister got the news when she was at school, cause her parents couldn't bare to tell her that her older brother killed himself, she started to drink and ended up being expelled for showing up to school drunk. His little brother still wonder's why he hasn't called him. His best friend from kindergarten started to cut himself. ~1 year later~ You wright what happened next. "Killing Yourself doesn't end the suffering, it only passes it to someone else" -Wise Commenter This comment is to not make anyone made, it is to show that killing yourself don't make EVERYTHING better, just worse
@not_jay75994 жыл бұрын
😭😭😭😢😢😢😢 i feel so bad for his lil bro cause he dont know
@killuazoldyck74314 жыл бұрын
thanks. i found the best revenge ever. ill see you in hell, "family".
@sharkenthusiast74 жыл бұрын
Kindergarten? but i understand ya
@Squidward420114 жыл бұрын
@@sharkenthusiast7 best friend since kindergarten it means i reckon
@sharkenthusiast74 жыл бұрын
@@Squidward42011 ik im german😂
@padmajakotoky92792 жыл бұрын
This song helped me push through for 5 more years but I've come to realise it never gets old, this would be my goodbye
@megs4193 Жыл бұрын
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@emmiestinks8 ай бұрын
I know this is 1 year later but are you okay? I'm here if you need to talk. I hope that you're still around :)
@monicagunder3617 жыл бұрын
it's pretty hard not to cry when u understand what the song means 😖😢😩
@alexishenry10247 жыл бұрын
Monica Gunder yeah
@MspGrenade7 жыл бұрын
Monica Gunder true
@assinaip83097 жыл бұрын
Monica Gunder I did not cry, but the song gave an impact. It made me remember all the things that had happened and the time when I thought I'd kill myself.
@totomiuller83217 жыл бұрын
KeiichiJDM omg I'm so sorry I hope your ok, I'm sorry about your friend
@gisellealcantara70967 жыл бұрын
Monica Gunder ikr
@aestheticrobloxers78675 жыл бұрын
ITS JUST ALWAYS ME WHO ENDS UP GETTING HURT AND BLAMED AND LEFT OUT....
It's always that way ever since I transferred away
@firewolf33714 жыл бұрын
Me too... I just can't take it anymore
@sleepy98833 жыл бұрын
*me : crys in class* The teacher : are you okay? *me : yeah , my tummy hurts* *my mind : such a fool......*
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
@cyanilopez21914 жыл бұрын
My best friend said everyday at school “I’m gonna die here” she would just slip it in I was always concerned but tried to help her as I knew she never was the happiest girl I just didn’t know my time with her was slipping away so quickly one day we were at school walking around the field as others chose to play a sport for free choice I just didn’t know that was the last day I would see her she told me that she was gonna skip that rest of the day and that to not tell anyone I told her I would keep her promise when class ended we parted ways as she walked to the restroom the day went by as normal the next day at school everybody seemed distressed and distracted that when I heard about it I was in first period at the time and that’s when the teachers announced it as she said everyone would take a moment of silence I froze and asked what happened to my other friend she told me how I didn’t know but I shushed her I wanted to know I was worried and scared she told me that yesterday that a student went to the restroom and found my old friends body in the last stall covered in blood the whole restroom was covered in blood she started screaming in horror the teachers came and immediately called 911 it was to late that’s when I lost my best friend I just never knew she was serious about that daily thing she said I swear I just miss her so much
@randomseven764 жыл бұрын
Thanks for showing me how much it affects others if anyone kills themselves Just hide behind a mask until you snap
@backdude4054 жыл бұрын
Masked Halfblood No that is not good hide behind a mask that is actually what make you think “ damn I.... can even recognize my self you lose yourself identity search for help but words
@randomseven764 жыл бұрын
@@backdude405 my life is a mask only true friends see straight though my mask and i only have two out of about 60 fake friends(most of them spred rumors and are being a a*s hole to me) My life is great...
@backdude4054 жыл бұрын
Masked Halfblood really it doesn’t look like it i am really sorry for your fake friends if you need 1 new Real friend I am here
@randomseven764 жыл бұрын
@@backdude405 thanks... and call me Artemis btw😁
@_xKarmax_7 жыл бұрын
"when we say we're Ok its just to hide our emotions not wanting to make our friends and family worry. but what they don't know is Ok is in *Br* ok *en* " -Quote by me but also remember your life is worth it, you are worth it. people in the world care about you. I don't care what religion you are or even if you don't have one, I don't care if u think what ima do is stupid or worthless. but for all those who are depressed or thinking about suicide ill pray for you with all my heart!
@bethduffy50627 жыл бұрын
ya i have that on my wall it says i am brOKen and the bren is light and the im ok is black
@MisSpace6 жыл бұрын
When you have ben doing this for a while it gets to the point of fakeing bieing happy just eventually becomes secondnature to meny people.
@heathensinakitchen6 жыл бұрын
*shhhhhhhh* no praying for me, I'm *ok*
@elderscrollsfan96166 жыл бұрын
Luna she wolf : thank you. I am a odd one in my family, I am depressed and a self loathing atheist in a Christian and very religiosity family. Your doing a good thing.
@lynwenlyn46756 жыл бұрын
Bless you, it's not that I'm depressed or something, I just became unable to feel good things, nothing changed that and probably nothing will, but I do hope you will have a good life
@mon62255 жыл бұрын
There once was a girl, Lets call her Moon. Moon was a very happy child, until her little brother was born when she turned 7. Her little brother, lets call him Star. Star took a lot of attention away from Moon, she soon became jealous. However, Star became too hard to handle for their mother. Their mother became very abusive as did the father. The father however took it to an extent, he would beat both Moon and Star to the point where both of them would sob like no tomorrow. Moon became very depressed cause she saw that her parents fought a lot, and thinking it was all her fault, she tried her best to study to get better grades, she even offered to take care of Star for her mother. Nothing worked, she tried intervening in the fights between her father and her mother, but it only resulted in her getting beat by her father. When that did happen, her mother would scream even more because she was afraid of being accused of beating Moon, even if it was her father who was to blame. Moon saw that her own mother didn't care for her well-being, but other's opinions on whether she beat her or not. Years passed, Moon felt worse about herself, everyday she feels as if she is hated by everyone. Even though she is well-known in school, and many people show likeness towards her, she still hears the voices in her head saying "Everyone hates you". Moon goes home trying to lighten the mood, but fails, she has basically lost all hope for life. She, unlike many others, just can't see the future for herself. She hears everyone saying what college they're going to in the future, what job they'll have, but Moon hears the voices of her own parents saying "You'll NEVER amount to anything", "Retard", "Fuck you", "I hate you", etc, and she believes everything. Her best friend, Penellope tells her constantly that she is worth way more than she thinks, and Moon hears it, yet she doesn't believe it. She's still scarred from her parents' ugly shouting that kept her awake as she lied in bed. She worries for Star, as he is still constantly beat by their father. She worries for him as well, even though he has beat her over the years, and has called her names, she worries for the fact that he is a work-ahollic. And lastly, she is scared for her mother, as her mother in past years, as a child was beat by her parents, and was neglected. By her brother, she was taunted and picked on, even beat before someone could help. Moon saw the pain that her mother felt, but she couldn't forgive her anytime soon. Her mother committed what seemed way worse than physical abuse. Mental abuse. Moon had become phycotic due to her mother's actions. A year later, after 7th grade was over, Moon wrote a good-bye letter, saying good bye to her dear brother Star, to strive in the future, her best friend Penellope, to go on without her, her dearest boyfriend, and many others who meant a lot to her. She hung herself on the last day, because she couldn't find happiness anymore, anywhere. Moon hopes she can watch over anyone who feels as if they are worthless, useless, unloved, hopeless, have anxiety, don't have a meaning, don't have a reason to live, or just plain sad. Moon love everyone, regardless of their past actions, cause she finds the good in everyone.💖 Just know, YOU matter, don't make the same mistake Moon did, as she was a real person who I knew and miss dearly. Even if you think no one cares, someone ALWAYS cares. And if you see someone, someone who looks down, or if you see a friend looking down (even if they claim to be alright), HUG THEM. Moon needed someone to see what she saw and just hug her, but no one did. So you take that opportunity, make someone feel needed, cause everyone needs to feel needed. :')
@clairecoussou48804 жыл бұрын
mochi cat this made meh cry :c
@clairecoussou48804 жыл бұрын
mochi cat im sorry for ur friend btw😞
@aishaniisobelbathe45334 жыл бұрын
this is beautiful
@Celeste_Byklof4 жыл бұрын
Are you Penellope?
@toastedbagels27904 жыл бұрын
mochi cat this is so sad but so good. Why does this have only 66 likes? THERE MUST BE 100k LIKES.IT IS REQUIRED FOR SOMETHING SO SAD.(and amazing)
@youwannagotostarbucks88965 жыл бұрын
A heart of gold The perfect life The lies untold The hidden strife The darkness inside The feelings divide The people around They close there eyes The golden heart The inner darkness Life fell apart No more sweet bliss The heart, now black Turns into dust It says goodbye Nobody to trust The lies are told A broken life No more gold A misplaced strife Crying, weeping, grief is creeping Sorrows, loss, heart not beating Sadness, pain, all in vain The heart is gone The world’s to blame
@rancor45134 жыл бұрын
This could be a very good song actualy
@demonkiddoo82554 жыл бұрын
hi people just wanna let you know a lot of people self diagnose themselves with depression and think cutting is a personality trait. Please if you think you have depression get professional help,,,there’s people around you that love you! In the future the scars you have will show what battles you pulled yourself through and see how strong you are :>
@ash58294 жыл бұрын
DemonKiddoo I’ve tried but my parents don’t care and nobody else knows so
@johnbiskner5693 жыл бұрын
@Demonkiddoo, I have medically diagnosed severe SAD, and if it's not summer, I am constantly depressed and have suicidal thoughts, it's just made worse by school and bad family connections. it's a real issue, but i have siblings and i dont want to traumatize them with my death, otherwise id just end it
@Jaydebs_3 жыл бұрын
I constantly say this- it’s so important!! :,)
@darib6346 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry (most at the part were the mom finds letter)
@dumbtkatz6 жыл бұрын
Same here every time I hear it I start to cry
@emily72016 жыл бұрын
Danlyie yeah it's so sad
@janellepizza59646 жыл бұрын
Danlyie this song is my life.....😓
@katiestott49646 жыл бұрын
Danlyie I just relate
@cocolonewolf74666 жыл бұрын
Danlyie this is the definition fo my life😢😢
@serenitymay52617 жыл бұрын
Letter from the song; I'm sorry mum, but this world is just not my place I've tried for so long To fix it and fit in I've come to realize This world is full of sin There's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space I have no reason to stay here With this awful race It's a disgrace I was misplaced Born on a wrong time And in a wrong place It's OK tho Cause you'll see me soon You'll know when the time has come Just look at the moon As it shines bright Through out the night And remember everyone's Facing their own fight But I can't deal with the pain I'm not a fighter You'll make it through the night Just hug your pillow tighter So let the world know That I died in vain Cause the world around me Is the one to blame And I know in the year You'll forget I'm gone Cause I'm not really someone To be dwelled on So they used to tell me All those kids at school So I'm going by the law Majority rules My presents on this world Is not needed any longer And if anything I hope this makes you stronger You're my best friend That I ever had Such a shame I have to make you So very sad But just remember That you meant everything to me And to my heart You're the only one that held the key But now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write And yes I have lost my fight But please just hold on tight I'm watching over you From the clouds above And sending down The purest and whitest dove To watch over you And be my helpful eye So this is it world Goodbye. (im sorry if i got something wrong..)
@chelu90696 жыл бұрын
Thats a long ass letter
@im_concerned99896 жыл бұрын
Thanks, now im crying again x,D
@animewolf49776 жыл бұрын
How long did that take?!?
@mewmew27406 жыл бұрын
Omg !!! Ur the best!!!! U UNDERSTAND THE SONG IM CRYINGG ASF THX THX !
@mewmew27406 жыл бұрын
nice ! you got likes! ♡☆
@homurasgrief10 ай бұрын
Years later i still memorize and relate to this song 💀
@Archviste_3 жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this song when I was 9 or 10, now I know what depression is actually like, it's alot different then just being sad
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it .
@nicolaberry95505 жыл бұрын
Day after day You held yours tears With nothing to say You bow your head You bite your lip and think Words destroy your mind Your mood completely sinks Your thoughts are anything but kind Your wrists sting Blood stained on your clothes You wonder why you continue to linger It would be so easy to overdose Everyone’s perfect But us You believe you’re a defect. You wait to get hit by that bus. Then a girl, Just like you, She looks like she runs the world, But she’s suffering too. You realise you aren’t alone, If you can’t help yourself you can help her, Your heart is being slowly sewn together Save her, save her, save her. Save her from these monsters, You know how they feel, Cos’ that’s someones daughter. And someones friend. If you save her, Maybe you can save yourself Time passed in a blur You still feel hopeless But she seems happier Then she grows sad Whenever she sees you she frowns Whenever you smile Her smile seems to be drowned by...guilt. She knows. That your on the same boat. And she decides. She wants to save you. Its just a small silly poem to show that you aren’t suffering alone. Someone out there is willing to save you. People who only received small acts of kindness.
@KaifamGaming5 жыл бұрын
Why is it always about girls 😐
@marshmallowbunnies92905 жыл бұрын
@@KaifamGaming More sensitive or emotional?
@Alesssa5 жыл бұрын
I don't think anyone is for me sometimes
@UnkopathSwirl-Chan5 жыл бұрын
That Kind Of Nightcore Song Reminds Me Of Hard To Face Reality Roselyn And Laura Nightcore CD That I Made Up
@k44yy4 жыл бұрын
@@marshmallowbunnies9290 i hate that girl are considered the emotional one,i mean boys can be just a emotional as us girls. Also looking at it people can hide things well,so who knows what if boys are just hiding their emotions to seem stronger and not weak. I guess we would never know..
@SoggyAsdaBag5 жыл бұрын
Depression is like a weight on a chain it eventually gets heavier then you just give up because ..it got to heavy..
@Jordan-ke3yo4 жыл бұрын
It’s like cement on your feet when you get pushed into the water and over time you sink down farther and farther till you eventually drown
@SoggyAsdaBag4 жыл бұрын
@@Jordan-ke3yo ..mhmm..
@alexramirz74994 жыл бұрын
Mine is still getting heavier but my brothers make it lighter sometimes 😔🙂
@yn47374 жыл бұрын
mine is getting heavier every second
@Whos.zxen.3 жыл бұрын
Its a chain with a rock on the end getting bigger and bigger and eventually, you cant pull it around and when you try and try it just breaks tour legs in the end and no one is there to help you so eventually you die from blood loss
@rehya50884 жыл бұрын
This song hits deeper than a knife, and really hurts to know that a lot of us relate to this song- knowing that we all have a similar problem and ending...
@namehere35414 жыл бұрын
Two years ago I had this song on as I stood on a chair with a rope around my neck. But I remember that if I had fallen what my family would feel. Remember that even in the darkest of times there is light at the end of the tunnel. Never give up and if you feel like you’re not loved there is someone out there that will love you with all there heart. Never stop believing in yourself. Because it will get better. I don’t know much of the world at the young age of 15 but all I know is that you can’t give up. You have to push forward. You are loved.❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💖
@traffordb314 жыл бұрын
This is a beautiful comment. I may only be a stranger but I'm really proud of you for surviving what you went through. I hope you're proud of yourself too. Take care ❤️❤️
@megs4193 Жыл бұрын
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@prokii15587 жыл бұрын
Online I'm happy, happy with online friends. I tell myself that I'm spoiled, but I'm happy. My friends think I'm happy, same with my family. But offline, I'm already *B̶ ̶R̶ ̶O̶ ̶K̶ ̶E̶ ̶N̶* In reality, I'm always *I̶ ̶N̶ ̶V̶ ̶I̶ ̶S̶ ̶I̶ ̶B̶ ̶L̶ ̶E̶* My friends, they don't even know *M̶ ̶E̶* It's all just *F̶ ̶A̶ ̶K̶ ̶E̶*
@freya33277 жыл бұрын
Finally someone who is smart.
@toby97867 жыл бұрын
Ticklish Tomato Same I like my online friends better than my real friends it's sad of how much I rely on the internet if there was no internet I would probably be dead
@zanezensu68947 жыл бұрын
Ticklish Tomato Sometimes the internet can understand people more than real life it does have much so it isn't hard but It is limited remember that Even I will meet some nice online friends one day those who are truly nice and can be great friends!
@gisellealcantara70967 жыл бұрын
I even have a friend that's my crush but I don't even know how they look but we tell each other everything 😐😊.
@soccer_chara99287 жыл бұрын
Ticklish Tomato this is honestly the truest thing I've seen in a while. And it describes me perfectly
@CyaLatteer6 жыл бұрын
To all the kids and maybe adults whatever age you are...you are not alone...if you need help go find it! The worst thing you could do is leave because you may not know who cares about you. People show care in different ways. I should know my friends tell mean jokes and everything but if I ask them to stop they do. I feel bad though because I am one person and I can not save everyone but if I could save at least one person I would be happy. So please whoever is reading this....just stay!
@SkyIHigh6 жыл бұрын
I really don’t know what to say... but I really do appreciate you standing up to help others! :3
@itzelsanchez15176 жыл бұрын
Panic! and Set it off At The TØP concert, You think I can find someone one in this awful race world?..... No I can't... Don't worry , it be all over soon
@wildbeerus8186 жыл бұрын
Panic! and Set it off At The TØP concert it's pointless. i do not matter and never did. i wish i was never born
@possesedbyfrogs76473 жыл бұрын
I’m F.I.N.E F- failure and fat I- important to no one N- not loved E- emotionally depressed
@skorpion92363 жыл бұрын
Same:(
@megs4193 Жыл бұрын
kzfaq.info/get/bejne/bZaGn6Sqqru8iYE.html Fantastic, Incredible, Needed Encourage others with your experiences 🕊❤️🩹🕊🐨🇦🇺🦘🙏.
@megs4193 Жыл бұрын
@@skorpion9236 kzfaq.info/get/bejne/bZaGn6Sqqru8iYE.html Fantastic, Incredible, Needed Encourage others with your experiences 🕊❤️🩹🕊🐨🇦🇺🦘🙏.
@randomseven764 жыл бұрын
Held back the tears hidden the pain Behind a mask Bleeding inside Smiling until The last words where said Saying goodbye To watch over you on the other side
@cassiekell63266 жыл бұрын
Roses are red, Violets are blue, Sugar is sweet, And so are you But the roses are wilted 🥀 And the violets are dead 💀 The sugar bowl is empty And my wrist are stained red. EDIT: OMG 1k likes, you guys are the best!!!❤️❤️❤️
@borkcorenightcore55786 жыл бұрын
It's true I guess
@Obese_Cow6 жыл бұрын
I love this :(
@paytonhillard92746 жыл бұрын
Cassie Kell Dang
@jinixdeleon17626 жыл бұрын
Cassie Kell can i use this in a book/story?
@cassiekell63266 жыл бұрын
Shikaku of course
@imtiredleavemealone_10406 жыл бұрын
Who else cries Everytime they watch this?
@2manyocs5875 жыл бұрын
Me
@shochanWillow5 жыл бұрын
Me
@owltato29245 жыл бұрын
Only absolutely every time...
@UnEclipse5 жыл бұрын
Me
@edytafitzmaurice41955 жыл бұрын
Me, It relates to my life
@sentrinovan70994 жыл бұрын
"I promise I will stop thinking negatively" -Me 2018 ,2019,2020
@ssshaira4 жыл бұрын
HGSHAHHA i remember listening to this when i was younger if y’all are going thru something, talk about it. either through music and words or art. bad coping mechanisms are neverrrr the answer. trust me. you’re loved babe
@asylnn6 жыл бұрын
Life is so hard when you can’t win a fight it’s like everything stops when you give up... And don’t do anything right 😢
@izzygames6137 жыл бұрын
this song tells a story! 😭😢
@lainaabear7 жыл бұрын
Izzygames 613 yes a story a very sad story :( 🤜❤️😥 💔
@taehyungkim77267 жыл бұрын
Izzygames 613 it tells my story
@izzygames6137 жыл бұрын
Sophie Smith I feel so bad for you
@taehyungkim77267 жыл бұрын
Izzygames 613 it's ok I'm used to it
@mayrose31747 жыл бұрын
I am not. sorry
@thelstjawa91014 жыл бұрын
“Come to realise this worlds full of sin” that’s really hitting me these days
@Delulukpopqueen Жыл бұрын
-I think that the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel that way. -It’s hard to tell people the truth if your depressed because they will never really understand it.
@audreyturcotte79696 жыл бұрын
To everyone- i’m 13. my boyfriend broke up with me a few days ago. i’m pretty sure i’m depressed and have anxiety but i haven’t told anybody, not even my parents. i know my ex boyfriend knows something’s wrong, and he keeps asking me. i can’t tell him and i won’t. i still love him so much, but he doesn’t love me back. i have friends, and i know there are people in this world who care about me, but it hurts so so much. but all of us can get through this. no matter what you are dealing with, i believe in you. we can do it together. i love u all🖤 EDIT: if anybody needs to talk my tumblr is @average_everyday_sane_pyscho. please, KEEP SHARING THE POSITIVITY! we can do this together🖤🖤
@SkyIHigh6 жыл бұрын
❤️
@afzalmiah30576 жыл бұрын
♡
@Speed0016 жыл бұрын
Yeah, it's k. It hurts, people suck, butt I am horrible at making jokes.
@again_50766 жыл бұрын
lotta_turcotta XD but who knows maybe he still likes u but he don't want to show it to you. And maybe one day he gonna come to u and say I LOVE FORGIVE ME PLZ I REALLY WANT U IN MY LIFE. If you go to him and say I love someone else he gonna freak out and he gonna ask u who is he tell me. that what boys do to hide they feelings but they just fail they not better then us. Girls are really good hiding they feelings and sadness 😭 and if he really don't like then go and love someone who really cares about u.🙂 and don't gets upset good luck 😉
@InfernalLuminary6 жыл бұрын
Red Flower12 hiding your feelings better then others isn't something to always be proud of also your statement is very sexist towards boys I can hide my emotions easy as the meaning of easy simple and I'm a straight white male
@Exquisitew6 жыл бұрын
Roses are red violets are blue the sugar bowl is sweet and so are you. But now the roses are wilted . the violets are dead. The sugar bowl is empty. And my wrist are stained red
@izukumidoria21645 жыл бұрын
roses are red violets are blue sugar is sweet and perhaps so are you but the roses have wilted, the violets are dead the sugar bowl's empty, and your wrists are stained red the sun isn't shining, the sky isn't clear there's no silver lining cause you're no longer here rain keeps on pouring, there's no end in sight your laying there frozen, so far from the light your beauty's unreal, your smile's the sun but time cant be turned nor your actions undone the words that you wrote that only I read "I love you so much; please don't cry when I'm dead" a bond that we formed, a love that ran deep a pain that we shared; a friend i could keep i wanted to hold you, wipe the tears from your eyes be there the moment you said your goodbyes i want to forget but most times i don't i want to let go, but i know that i won't tears on my face, memories burned in my head the roses have wilted, the violets are dead
@shellythompson61905 жыл бұрын
Johnny ate all the sugar... Rip...
@v6nomv5 жыл бұрын
Minecraft LetsPlaysYT lol
@carlyeehaw23895 жыл бұрын
Lexi cat I’m crying
@jasminedoggietvn69955 жыл бұрын
Sticks and stones can break my bones, but words can *_rip your skin apart_*
@jinxthoughts572 жыл бұрын
One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures scattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide. I saw that Tumble (my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. Every time someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't me, he would lie in front of the door and keep waiting for me. The day after my suicide. I felt my sister's love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. processing moments. The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for noticing it. At night I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said: “So many dreams we had,” “So many loved ones,” “So many people we’re going to meet,” “You had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away?” You must have a lot of courage to end your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win? " Thank God it was just a vision. to remember. You are still here and you can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest. Make this yours. Save it in notes and read it later. Not mine but the message was beautiful to share
@Ritner4 жыл бұрын
The loneliest people are to kindest The saddest people smile the brightest The most damaged people are the wisest All because they do not want to see anyone suffer the way they do. Not my words but spread them
@refusingtoeatzebugs6 жыл бұрын
The most tragic part is that it is almost always the kind and pure souls that are lost who take their own lives. Not those who drive them to such a decision. The world would be a much better place if the opposite was true...
@LordSauron226 жыл бұрын
Lodestar My friend Merrie. This beautiful girl who brought light with her. She had the most gentle soul (until she saw an injured animal then someone help you if you dont help that animal, cause she could hit). She was raped twice by her father and his friends. The second time she was raped i watched this beautiful girl become a shadow of herself. Aye, she still lit up the room but the light she gave off was cold and distant. One day i walked into her house to see her dangling from the exposed cieling boards in her house. I would have gladly given my life to her. To undo all the wrong done to her and take it upon myself. My friend Serena. Was a hero at the age of 12 she ran back into a burning building to rescue her little brother. She was left with 3rd degree burns all over her body. She was missing chunks of hair where she protected her brother from the fire. She contracted asthma from breathing the smoke because she gave her shirt to her little brother so he could breathe. Her left hand was a burned mess from where she opened the door to his room. She was ugly by model standards but she had the soul of a lion. She threw herself off a bridge and cracked her head open on a rock because kids called her ugly, hideous, amd told her to kill herself.
@thedestroyer18006 жыл бұрын
Everyone deserves a second chance also I once had a friend who went through depression but I figured and me and my friend helped her of of it
@kierandidonato6 жыл бұрын
Actually not really. Usually it’s because he/she made a terrible mistake and it ended up ruining his/her life. Suicides preformed by pure souls are very rare. Really the only reason a pure soul could take their life is if everyone around them are not the best of us, which sadly does happen, but again, that case is very rare and when it does happen it might not end in suicide.
@marlizaislife40986 жыл бұрын
BB zakii well yes, good opinion :). But not entirely, I have always been nice as possible as I could be rarely angry and always being kind and happy!. But then my brother died. Okay now I'm only 60% truly happy. Then my step mom starting being abusive, mentally as well. Okay, then I was only 40% truly happy. Then my grandparents house burnt with all my childhood's good side going down with it. then I think it went to 10% from there. I've been considering suicide for a while now. I just think it's my time to leave. The earth clearly doesn't want me here considering all the times I've almost died due to sickness, drowning, the fire, and falling. But did I make a horrible mistake? Maybe not. But my parents sure did heh….
@AnimeSimp2346 жыл бұрын
Yuri Chan NO. Listen...stay here and talk with me for awhile. Don't do it. It isn't as worth it as it seems. Please...please for the love of everything respond to me...
@lilykirsch7517 жыл бұрын
This is like one of the only songs that really gets to me. I'd had depression before, but at least what felt like my only friend cared about me. A few girls were bullying me, a guy was spreading rumors and lies about me, and I lost a close friend. If it wasn't for that friend, I'd be that girl in the song... I've suffered so much already, and now that the girls don't bother me anymore and the guy transferred schools, I feel a lot better now. I have a close friend circle, and I'm happy about where my life is going now. If anyone out there is suffering through depression, tell someone, and I'm sure they will care.
@shotsfiredman7 жыл бұрын
no one actually really cares about me but some close friends but they cant help me with what i am going through cause thats a not possible thing to do. so thats why they are not helping and now theres othing more than 1 out of 88 things that could have helped me.
@prettypurplebird7 жыл бұрын
Lily Kirsch no one cares for my dipreshon
@bloodyninja96967 жыл бұрын
Lily Kirsch yea I feel like I'm a nobody that none of my "friends" cares about
@lolgamingtv2187 жыл бұрын
i do,so be strong
@lilykirsch7517 жыл бұрын
I care about each and every one of you. No one should suffer through depression alone. You are not alone, and when you feel like you are alone, you can always come back to this comment and talk to me.
@Wall-eandthederp Жыл бұрын
No matter what this song make me on the brink of crying
@uwuvwv4755 жыл бұрын
When you have to be aware that you're in a battlefield and depression, suicidal thoughts and anxiety is fighting over you... I remember when my life was about to end when I was 5 yrs. Old but... I'm alive and suffering with the same pain for 11 yrs. Until now....
@saraazlan87352 жыл бұрын
are you 17 years old. well im 16 years old. please dont do it. im not going to say it would be alright cuz its just a lie. i want o say that someday you will find a true happiness and please dont miss it. you deserve better. i care for you. love you so much.
@biancayzabellemamaril87805 жыл бұрын
I cried especially the “r u proud of me now?” Part?
@hamsterhuman94522 жыл бұрын
Same
@enviyuwu5 жыл бұрын
~Life is like a gun with one bullet. ~You only have one shot, so don't blow it. ~Think of your choices, don't think of your hair. ~Because when it comes down to it... You won't care. ~Think of love and happiness! ~Not scary things and sadness... ~Thinking of weight and getting fatter... ~Doesn't actually matter. ~Think of you and your life and not that knife sitting on the counter. Stay Strong! ❤️ 2019 edit: this is not original, I only wanted to spread the message. +I can't believe I'm still listening to this but it's so meaningful >_
@ally-wm9kr5 жыл бұрын
Yes... life is one bullet, I’m not wasting it... I’m using it on myself
@johnnymullen58845 жыл бұрын
nani
@johnnymullen58845 жыл бұрын
U better not
@lilacbloom59265 жыл бұрын
l o l i c o p right... _* sniffs *_
@kdp72575 жыл бұрын
thank you..this comment made me cry..
@sunnlvr61023 жыл бұрын
i’m going through my old depressing nightcore playlist and WHAT WAS THIS 😭😭😭 i remember being so traumatized by this, i call this the source of all of my problems
@lillyohler47573 жыл бұрын
Here's the lyrics: Just an average girl She always wore a smile She was cheerful and happy for a short while Now she's older Things are getting colder Life's not what she thought She wished someone had told her She told you she was down, you let it slip by So from then on she kept it on the inside She told herself she was alright But she was telling white lies Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves 'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it Didn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss it She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed She had no friends at school, all alone she sat And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake But no one cared enough to save her from this self-hate Things were going down, never really up And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut She knew exactly what she had to do next Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild "Look at me now! Are you proud of your precious child?" But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame It was the world that should bow down its head in shame She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon Just don't think, it'll all be over soon The chair fell down as she took her final breath It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death Her Mom walks in, she falls down to the floor And now nothing can take back what she just saw The little girl that she raised is just hanging there Her body's pale and her face is violently bare She sees the note and unfolds it with care All she does is stare How can this be fair? She starts reading as the tears roll down her face I'm sorry Mom but this world is just not my place I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in I've come to realize this world's full of sin There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race It's a disgrace, I was misplaced Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon You'll know when your time has come Just look at the moon As it shines bright throughout the night And remember everyone's facing their own fight But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter You'll make it through the night Just hug your pillow tighter So let the world know, that I died in vain 'Cause the world around me, is the one to blame And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone 'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school So I'm going by the law, "majority rules" My presence on this earth is not needed any longer And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger You're the best friend that I ever had It's such a shame I had to make you so very sad But just remember that you meant everything to me And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight I'm watching over you from the clouds above And sending down the purest and whitest dove To watch over you, and be my helpful eye So this is it world, goodbye
@chloehow90325 жыл бұрын
I finally found it! *_-THIS IS THE PERFECT SONG FOR MY FUNERAL-_* Actually nvm If I Die Young is also good
@Shiro-Nai5 жыл бұрын
???? This song is by faaaaaar better.
@Babybugzzz5 жыл бұрын
Dont do it...ill do it tho :D
@Wh1t3Rabb1t4 жыл бұрын
Tecna Plays no
@marcusbutler37604 жыл бұрын
I died 12 years ago and i am still living?DANG IT!
@yourlocallacroixaddict57974 жыл бұрын
Look I have q funeral PLAYLIST (and I'm 13)
@yeeunlee99856 жыл бұрын
I legit cried when i first listened to it ;-;
@mackenziemessina56236 жыл бұрын
707 Forever same
@nightcoregirl46886 жыл бұрын
Me too
@qingyun80916 жыл бұрын
I Cry EVERY time i hear this song
@tami25396 жыл бұрын
707 Forever same...
@yoongibuns27426 жыл бұрын
Same. I left a puddle of tears when I listened to the song
@Naiiyya4 жыл бұрын
It’s so sad how people can relate to what this song is saying and it’s exactly my life. Always remember there is a purpose for things and for how and why it happens. Be safe ❤️🧡💛💚💙
@stewwblee2 жыл бұрын
Ahh yes, what a great and stable childhood I had
@Kawaiigirl-yk7nf5 жыл бұрын
I was crying during this. anybody cry? And it’s hard to make me cry
@marblecthonaut5 жыл бұрын
me! And same same it's hard to make me cry too!
@debatablechoices5 жыл бұрын
i felt basicaly no emotions during this
@debatablechoices5 жыл бұрын
sorry to ruin this bit
@AlinaWasntFound5 жыл бұрын
@@debatablechoices Same I didn't felt any emotions to this either idk why
@maliciouscykka65445 жыл бұрын
@@debatablechoices same
@chloecola87557 жыл бұрын
i was crying in this song and could not stop cuz how much it is like my life.
@ashlynlovell44416 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for u
@cominupnow496 жыл бұрын
chloe Moanan lol
@anavillasenor86396 жыл бұрын
ChristianBeans Vlogs dude wtf this is serious
@anavillasenor86396 жыл бұрын
Anyway don't worry I know things will turn out better soon just keep on fighting:)
@sirena96895 жыл бұрын
Chloe Cola Me to
@uhm94694 жыл бұрын
Please just leave me to die. You're not saving me. You're making the pain harder to bare Please, leave me. _Stop trying to make light of it all_ _Let me just loose all hope_ There's nothing left for me. Apart from you. And don't you realise? I don't want you to help me. I want you to let me die. I love you..
@iliketolaughatidiots2 жыл бұрын
Like a lot of people, I relate to this song. My suicidal tendacies have gotten so bad to the point that the guy I love has been worried for my life. He's the only person who has showed they care for me. He's my only reason to keep going and I don't like being away from him and I hate that I feel needy for wanting by me almost every moment of my life.
Is it bad that this song caused my Pillow Obsession? Because of this song, whenever I'm sad, I just grab a pillow and squeeze it as hard as possible... I recommend it. It works really well in hard times.
@elvelijbaart64776 жыл бұрын
PineapplePlayZZZ i do the same
@lunaticsgaming45686 жыл бұрын
PineapplePlayZZZ same with a stitch pillow ::))
@lebalman6 жыл бұрын
i have the same only thing is i for some reason just imagine its a person the only one who ever understands me
@aspriditeflamingheart50566 жыл бұрын
Yeah I can relate to these words. But I’ve never harm myself I fought it for 6 years without anyone knowing about it and keeping a fake smile on my face. I’m better now tho and the way how I’m fighting it is I can see my children running up to me and my husband even before I knew what was happening the people who I don’t know and who I know are the ones who are keeping me alive and who I think about every single day.
@yukichan84476 жыл бұрын
Daisy/Luci when I’m sad I cut
@christianking40027 жыл бұрын
This song hit me hard in the feelings :'(
@omqmoniz79617 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel, hurt,scared,alone l, trapped,dnt feel the same about yourself l..
@TheAdrixd1006 жыл бұрын
Me too...
@wolfwire41046 жыл бұрын
Christian King same
@wolfwire41046 жыл бұрын
Christian King you arent the only one
@animehub66126 жыл бұрын
Christian King Same
@joellebouwman67653 жыл бұрын
The fact I listened to this every day when I was younger yeesh
@dhautcourtrosie69194 жыл бұрын
I did a suicide attempt. At the hospital doctors told me life is worth it. My parents said they love me Everybody told me I wasn't alone. Except my latin teacher who came to visit me. The first thing she said was "I see all the pain inside you". That was the best thing to tell me because we don't need people to assure that everything is alright, we need them to understand it is not and to take care of us and to let us say we are not ok.
@trasty54044 жыл бұрын
This song makes my cry everytime . Have a very Bad illness , and im fighting , and fighting , but its not getting netter its getting worser ,all my Dreams are...unreachable , Nobody Understands me every day its hurting soo hard , i dont wanna Fight anymore...😭
@trasty54044 жыл бұрын
Feeling right that
@dhautcourtrosie69194 жыл бұрын
@@trasty5404 hey, I hope you're still alive. I know it's hard I just really hope life will be better for us all. Everything you feel is valid. I don't feel like fighting anymore neither so when I feel the worst, instead of trying to die, I listen to sad songs, I call somebody who knows me better than anyone and who is ok with having me crying on the phone and I sleep. Somehow it evacuates my sadness a bit. Maybe it could help. Send you lots of love, if I were near you, I would come to hug but I'm in Belgium ( if you're too...😉) ❤❤❤
@trasty54044 жыл бұрын
Hey , @ D' houtcourt Rosie . Im still alive ,my illness would Take years to kill me, Im Feeling better now , but also Sometimes worse . And i think Life is really going to be better. You only have to beliebte in IT😉. Im so sorry for u , i can feel Like really , really the Same ,but i kept fighting and its going to be better . But i dont have Somebody to call or speak... Im Feeling better too when i Heart to sad songs. Im in Germany🇩🇪 , i wuold also really come to belgium and give u a hug If i could . Sent u Lots of Hope and Love Back, Hope for a answer, KEEP GOING❤️. PS: Maybe u could sent Ur insta or i'll give u my Telephone Numbers for WhatsApp , then WE could Write over that ,
@trasty54044 жыл бұрын
@@dhautcourtrosie6919 are u still Out there ?
@casslym11435 жыл бұрын
People think depression is just *sadness*, but the truth is that we want to *smile* but we want to *cry* -Jay Shetty
@habit47226 жыл бұрын
wELL After watching this 20 times, I finally didn't cry. Seriously though, this is so sad.
@asylnn6 жыл бұрын
Want some onions then? ☹️
@habit47226 жыл бұрын
+ღEva ローズღ (-_-) № ₩@¥
@thehydragon77546 жыл бұрын
I feel like the comments are what makes me cry because of the sad stories
@cominupnow496 жыл бұрын
Bro get a life pls
@valequin57226 жыл бұрын
OMG SAME
@regina-qv4uf4 жыл бұрын
Dear My “FRIEND” I’m in pain , but i still can say “i’m fine” What about you? You are fine , but you always want me to make you cheer up. **real**
@alicia64615 жыл бұрын
Man why do i listen to depressing songs to make me feel better
@template93605 жыл бұрын
every cut is a friend i lost. i thought, i wasn't good enough. lies where thicker than the trust, i was thinking it was a _must._ layer over lie, we began to fight. tears holding back, like she's holding tight on neck. love can be pain, trust can fade, love can break, *lies keep me awake.*
@randomseven764 жыл бұрын
And every cold stare is a part of me hiden deeper in myself
@larathewolfqueen24167 жыл бұрын
the more older i get the more sadder i get and the more i have to fight to not get picked on I act tough so no one will hurt me I act brave so no one will hurt me I cry so ppl will stop update: i'm strong but depression is stronger no one bullies me but i bully myself i hate myself and my brother found the cuts on my arm. i want help but cant seem to ask for it i hate it and i hate myself
@weirdflute54676 жыл бұрын
Me too
@zoeharris16496 жыл бұрын
I do the same thing
@animelovergeorgia88596 жыл бұрын
I am so sad and have tried to change but can't I know it's hard but if you fight till the end you'll now you lived for something so please stay strong
@Speed0016 жыл бұрын
Honestly, I just lose motivation every day. Most things have most of their significance/importance, nothing really matters. My birthday, just another day, Christmas, I just used to like the music, other holidays, they never meant anything to me anyways. So, I just hold onto the things in my life that give me meaning. School and my parents. When they're over, well, I guess I'll just have to find another reason. Or maybe Ill just become a husk of a human, just liveing to survive, like we all evolved to do.
@juliza72606 жыл бұрын
Me too😟
@user-nh7jy1sn9h10 ай бұрын
To the people who aren’t doing very well right now, I was there once, but it’s been 3 years since then and I know people say this all the time, but things get better. It’s going to difficult, it’s going to be painful. But know that one day, you will find that it was worth it, and you will find happiness. I believe in you, I stand behind you, I can be the one who holds you when you need a rest.
@pastellxne86874 жыл бұрын
"It's all over all gone..." These words really hit me....
@dylanwilliams57146 жыл бұрын
Knife's are for cutting.....food! Razors are for cutting........hair! Scissors are for cutting...paper! Skin isnt food hair or paper so don't treat it like it is Edit: I just want to say to everyone that have been trying to reach out to me and commenting for help that I am so sorry, I posted the original comment a while ago and haven’t been able to catch up with everybody so if I missed your comment I am so sorry
@rai23395 жыл бұрын
but sword is for cutting........ flesh
@dylanwilliams57145 жыл бұрын
@@rai2339 true but still it is for in BATTLE and not really for self harm
@person64125 жыл бұрын
Giant Hamster I wish it was that easy
@dylanwilliams57145 жыл бұрын
@@person6412 that is sadly true but if you need to talk Im open
@person64125 жыл бұрын
Giant Hamster thanks
@nolli-45566 жыл бұрын
Hush little baby don't you cry, don't cut your arms, don't say goodbye. Put down the razor, put down the light, I know it's hard but you'll win this fight❤
@SkyIHigh6 жыл бұрын
❤️
@ceo-of-misamo6 жыл бұрын
ランガーフローラ How can I win when there's already no hope anymore?!
@mdsourove64806 жыл бұрын
This deserve more likes
@randomcat47706 жыл бұрын
theres always hope. you just cant see it yet. or maby your just looking through it? if you need to prove that there is hope read the positive comments (ignore the negative ones) and try to see the world for the beauty in it, not the sadness. every rose has its thorns, however does that stop people from admitting its beauty?
@_briii93726 жыл бұрын
Most beautiful thing ive heard in my entire life 10000000/1
@picklehater17654 жыл бұрын
Those who disliked doesn’t know what pain depression anxiety getting bullied and way more feels like..