Who can actually relate to this, other than me

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Who else likes Alec Benjamin?

Pretending is so much easier than excepting reality...

This is a scary generation. The people that aren't depressed say that they are, and those people ruined it for the ones that actually are depressed. Depressed people are usually alone in this world because no one believes them. When I attempted suicide on a school bus I was just laughed at because "I only stabbed myself for attention" Only until the very end of the bus ride one of my friends heard about what I did and tried to talk to me. I felt like even more shit, and was laughed at even more because people thought I was crying from the stupid thing I did. No, I was crying because this was going through my mind: " I want to die I want to die I want to die... " My parents just thought it was a 'phase' I was going through, since I had no reason to feel like this, I just do. But what makes me angry now is the people that are complete fakes and try to act depressed, and get attention for it. I don't like how I turned out because of this and receiving no help. I lie about every single little thing for no reason, I push away people that show a sliver of care, I'm not even in touch with my emotions. I'd be crying one minute and laughing like a psychopath the next. I stopped feeling empathy for anything around me, and have sudden urges to kill whatever's in front of me. I'm on the borderline for whether I want to die or not. All this hate that I've collected for myself, I take it out on the nearest person. The best part: people think I'm happy just because I'm a straight A student. You don't know who's suffering, or what someone's been through. And you don't know whether they're being fake or real since everyone deals with their problems differently. For example, my method is crying in the shower every night, while someone in my life that has been diagnosed with depression posts stuff like, "I wanna die" on their profile. Thanks for coming to my ted talk and listening to this whole rant 😂😂

Put it in 0.75

I pretend all the time just to make people happier

Pretending is easy to act like your fine... when you're not ok

Depression is like a Body that try's to survive, but a mind that try's to die

Its easy to pretend, especially if you've done it so, long that its a normal thing to do, and the lies you tell you start to believe them your self.....because, I do. Whats wrong with one little lie or two thousand.....Pretending to be happy your entire life, it gets easy.

Does anyone else feel like they lie to others so much that they start believing their own lies?

“Telling someone with depression to just be happy and smile is like telling someone with Asthma, Just breath it’s not that hard. Or someone who is paralyzed just move! It’s easy. Or a deaf person to just listen to you.”

" Hey, how are you?"

It’s funny how strangers care more than your own friends🙂

They say “Follow your Heart"

Guys, we're died inside, but we still living.

When she was 7, she wanted to be an astronaut

I saw this in a comment:

I don't know why I can't stop crying.

Has anyone noticed when you can't feel anything anymore, when you don't have true emotions, when you don't care anymore. You just feel bored, tired, empty and pointless.