For over 4 years I was tired and thought I’ve had enough. I never thought I’d make it to my 20th birthday. Now I’m 21, got a stable job, great friends, a great dad and an amazing boyfriend. I know it’s possible to fall back into my old patterns, but right now I’m happy that I kept fighting. After 4 years of feeling depressed and not having a reason to keep living I’m finally happy again.. I will still listen to this song on repeat, because it reminds me of what I have achieved so far..

Maybe I'm tired of myself .... But I'm never getting tired of listen to your songs

[Lyrics by Genius] I don’t know what to do with these feelings Staying strong, all I do is pretending cuz I feel so hopeless I’m losing my senses Smiling face, wearing off, I’m so sorry But I tried, yeah I tried, oh I’ve had enough Something inside me Is killing me slowly Who am I now? I can’t find the answers When I’m buried in my bed feeling helpless How do I breathe? When I’m underwater Please don’t tell me it’s a part of the growing I’m sick of this pain So tell me the answers Why am I feeling all the weight of this world Oh I don’t know, know, know, know, know Maybe I’m tired Maybe I’m tired, yeah Think I hit the bottom of myself Someone come and mend this broken heart Cuz I’m tired Baby I’m tired of myself Think I've had enough, I’ve reached my limit I don't wanna feel this way again, yeah If I go take a walk, will it help me? Take a shot with my friends, will it make it stop? I’m losing my mind now Losing direction If I scream all I want in my bedroom Will my life get much better than right now? Oh Somebody help me Cuz I’m suffocating Who am I now? I can’t find the answers When I’m crying in my bed feeling sorry I don’t know, know, know, know, know Bridge Waking up I'm such a mess How many nights does it take to grow up? Please don’t ever leave me here Alone in the dark cuz I can’t help myself Oh I (I know I know) Oh I (I know I know)

I'm obsessed with this song!! I used to feel this way but I feel better now and this song reminds me of all the work I did to be better so thank you so much for reminding me how amazing it is to be living right now 😁😊

As someone who is getting over the worst year of there life, I wanna say mental health is so important, and it’s something we need to take care of. If you’re struggling, go to the doctors, get help. Don’t ever feel alone. No matter what. Depression, OCD, Anxiety, Intrusive Thoughts, no matter what. People will help you. I promise. X

this song just expressed all of my feelings

This is so cute yet sad at the same time. Being tired is probably the worst thing ever because it could affect you in so many ways. It felt like you are falling into the deepest hole. If you have someone around you who felt tired, please be there for them and assure them that everything's gonna be alright. That would be more than enough 💜🌼

The weird thing about this song is, i always feel better when I am listening to this song during my hardest time at work. Thank you for voicing tiredness in a beautiful way.

Yeahhh really tired physically mentally day by day. Crying every night because too tired. Just want to find a day to rest but i just cant make it. Thanks nlve, i love your music your voice your talent and you understand us.

Nlve is very talented at creating songs, I don't understand why many people don't know him, he is very talented. Keep making good songs! I will continue to listen ❤

The way this song finds me when I needed comfort the most.

*okay I'm not crying, I'm.... not... you are😭😭😭* this song hits my eyes😭😭

20 seconds in and tears were streaming down my face

NiveXTherose I NEED THIS. This guy is what I like to call a musician and I will support him for long term! New fan.

you can't imagine how much I adore listening to your music, they always manage to relax me

This song really spoke to me, it feels so amazing to hear it sang so beautifully while understanding it’s deeper meaning

I will never be Tired listening to Nlve. Your voice is so smooth and delicious. Thank you.

This is exactly what i feel right now. Idk i just can't control my own emotion. I just can cry all the night and in the morning when i meet my friends, they will asked me why am i crying and i just can answer with a smile and saying i'm okay. Tbh i feel teriblle but i just don't want to share it with my friends. Right now i even wondering wheter God is real.

I feel like Nive's music should be shared to as many people as we can cause it's too good to not be heard.

"Lelah" terjadi setelah satu musim hanya merasa sangat lelah: secara emosional, fisik, mental. Rasanya salah karena saya merasa tidak punya alasan untuk merasa lelah. Semuanya mulai dari percakapan yang paling sederhana hingga gravitasi karena harus membuat keputusan terasa seperti saya berperang dengan diri saya sendiri - rasanya seperti saya tenggelam dan tidak bisa berenang ke permukaan untuk mencari udara. Lagu ini adalah rilis saya dari itu; cara saya mengakui kelelahan atas kebutuhan seseorang untuk menyelamatkan saya dari diri saya sendiri. Tidak apa-apa untuk tidak baik-baik saja.

Keep going, you really have a lot of talent.

the animation is so cute 🥺

I'm listening to this song so much that I can remember. Dunno why, but I always feel depressed. My self confidence is decreased day by day. Crying for nothing. Fear with everything. Im feelin dumb and lost. Just me and my depression, no one can even understand me.

Came here because of Ten, but this song is soooo good

This song is so relatable. Whenever I’m having a day worse than usual I lay in bed and cry to this song. It’s very comforting to know other people go through the same feelings as you do.

This has a really deep meaning. It is so heartbreaking, I can tell how desperate it was in that situation ㅠ.ㅠ It's okay not to be okay sometimes. I am always crying so much when I'm struggling. It's my way to expressing my self. Then tomorrow, I'll give my best at the things I can do, then let God do the rest and choose the path for me. So I'll be more acceptance at everything thats happen cuz I know I've done my best and God know that too.

For once I'm so happy youtube recommended me this song. ❤️

Thank you Chittaphon for making me listen to this masterpiece.

Honestly I became his fan through Chen ,Chen recommended this song recently ,honestly every one of us must have felt this way.

Hey Ally! You may be feeling down today. You let go of that person you have been with for 7 years. You are tired of serving, tired of your MA, and life. But please be better. When I stumble upon this comment next year, I hope I'm in a better place than I am today. Thank you for this song. Fighting! I miss you with CHEN❤️

I'm really so thankful for this song. It helps me to cry when I need to and want to but can't do it. And after I cried I feel a little better. This song is so special for me it literally explains all my feelings right now. I'm so tired and this feeling is with me around 2-3 years. Idk why idk the reason I'm just tired and depressed every day or feel nothing at all.

Why the hell is this song so underrated!! Comon man-

More like this please. Like more about self recognition. I love songs about one's self more than love. Self identity is such an underrated theme, I'm glad u decided to write songs about something everyone feels.

This song came at the right moment to tell me i’m not the only one feeling this way, thank you nive !! i’m really tired of myself but things will get better and i won’t have to feel this way again ❤️

自分の気持ちに合いすぎてびっくりした。聞いた時にすっと自分の心に空いた穴にはまった感じ。

This is now officially the theme song of my life!

In the end of the day, some time, back to hearing this song again made me feel relieved. Oh my... Thanks for this masterpiece NIve!

I actually came here when Ten (SuperM, WayV) says he listens to this song often when he's low and wants something to cheer him up. With how idols are dropping, I got curious.

This song hits hard even though the tune is upbeat. Hope you’re doing okay Nive because I relate 💜

Han Yoo Ra Noona bring me to here😁😁💕💕 Love from Indonesian 🇮🇩🇮🇩🇮🇩🇮🇩

2 years later. This is still my jam.

Whenever I feel down and exhausted from life, I always listen to this song. It helps me reflect on my life and reminds me that life isn't just about ups, you also have to go down at some point. It comforts me that much that it became my go to song. Thank you for making this song. I'll treasure this forever.

Ohh the lyrics and animation is the best. I like how he has things to say throught his songs. Like something to talk about

I feel every word in this song, and I feel so conceited with it in so many ways. It makes me feel happy yet sad and I love it.

Who’s here after Ten’s recommendation of this song. It is sooooo goooddd!!! ❤️❤️❤️

I'm obsessed with this... Thank you so much NIve for this. Seriously..

this video has some of the most beautiful visuals ive ever seen and the song has some of the most relatable lyrics ive ever heard. keep up the good work! :)

Whenever I feel tired, I listen to this song. It's comforting that there are people who also feel the same way as I am. Adulting is really really hard. Fighting!

why is NIve so underrated :( i love his music so much

I hate the fact that he is underated 😒 ...he deserves more

Finally found a song that can express what I feel

I'm so happy to find out this amazing singer with a beautiful voice and this song it's so relatable!

ten brought me here, that guy really does have a good taste! love the song!

This is so good. I've been listening to your music since "who I am" and I'm loving what you create. Much love from VA 💗

You summed up all of my emotions with your songs. Thank God I found your music

Ten mention this song in an interview. I got curious because he has a great taste in music and here a I am can't stop listening to this song. A really good song indeed.

This song came up as an ad, that I'm thankful I didn't skipped. Man!!! This described the thoughts and feelings I've been having for the past few months that even I couldn't explain. Like what this song stated, right, I'm tired and have reached the bottom of myself....

🥺🥺🥺🥺 i realized it was the time from your instagram story and came to find this🥺💕

I don’t know what to do with these feelings Staying strong, all I do is pretending cuz I feel so hopeless I’m losing my senses Smiling face, wearing off, I’m so sorry But I tried, yeah I tried, oh I’ve had enough Something inside me Is killing me slowly Who am I now? I can’t find the answers When I’m buried in my bed feeling helpless How do I breathe? When I’m underwater Please don’t tell me it’s a part of the growing I’m sick of this pain So tell me the answers Why am I feeling all the weight of this world Oh I don’t know, know, know, know, know Maybe I’m tired Maybe I’m tired, yeah Think I hit the bottom of myself Someone come and mend this broken heart Cuz I’m tired Baby I’m tired of myself Think I've had enough, I’ve reached my limit I don't wanna feel this way again, yeah If I go take a walk, will it help me? Take a shot with my friends, will it make it stop? I’m losing my mind now Losing direction If I scream all I want in my bedroom Will my life get much better than right now? Oh Somebody help me Cuz I’m suffocating Who am I now? I can’t find the answers When I’m crying in my bed feeling sorry I don’t know, know, know, know, know Bridge Waking up I'm such a mess How many nights does it take to grow up? Please don’t ever leave me here Alone in the dark cuz I can’t help myself Oh I (I know I know) Oh I (I know I know)

i'm so glad my ads play this vid cause this is masterpiece:""

I have been already known this song since the last of 2019. I do love this song.

I'm listening your song and crying. I'm 32, but I'm still a kid at heart. I can't live an adult life... Why is time flying so fast and why are there so few opportunities? You've been doing things all your life that you don't want to do... I'm tired.

I just hope you continue making new songs.. I really love your songs.. stay strong and be happy, NIve..

Still makes me emotional even after listening to it dozen of times.

i dont know but there is somthing about this song that make me keep listing to it , it makes me wanna move on ,i just love it. thanku

this song remains one of my favorites...

Wooo .. this is really beautiful, his voice is certainly one of the best..!!!

Sometimes youtube recommendations works. Amazing

the lyrics are very deep, everything I feel right now can be explained in this song. I love this song

기분 좋아지는 상냥한 목소리와 포근한 분위기☁️🍃 몽글몽글해지는 것 같다ㅠㅠ

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️the words Nive expressed his feelings from his heart an emotional is incredible an amazing of his 🎶🎶🎶 your a strong person 💪💪💪 Nive your incredible person I always listen to You’re songs keep doing what do with your 🎶🎶 Nive . ❤️❤️ listening your 🎶🎶🎶

Just now my mom asked me: "If you are bored, why don't u go and take a walk?" This song is kinda an answer for this question... I saw myself in this song. Thank you for making such a beautiful and soulful song.

this guys voice though

This song is so beautiful!! T^T I've just discovered NIve, and I already love all the songs I've heard of him so far. Really talented! This lyrics are very deep and relatable. And this MV has an amazing art! The colors and everything are so beautiful! I love it all! Greetings from Brazil 🇧🇷💕

💓 In love with this song💓 KZfaq is finally recommending me the right things. *Mood*

Love that floating in void part that is exactly what i feel like being in, in this season of tiredness 🥺

This is ABSOLUTELY STUNNING. My breath is taken away by all of your music and this song gave me chills. BREATHTAKING JOB AND CREATIVITY!!!!

NIve FIGHTING!!!!

The description of this song is exactly what I feel ... thank you for this amazing song I really like it a lot 💜

I just love him ❤️😭 KEEP YOUR GREAT SONGS!!

I seriously love his voice!!

this is such a lovely song. the lyrics and beats are amazing and the art is great. i saw your live performance as well and it was so moving. thank you for your amazing song

I didn’t realize I was subscribed with bell on already. Glad I was/am. It’s a good time for a song like this. Also, the video is amazing.

I love this . You did so well. Thankyou 😭😭❤❤

And he drops a new bomb ... I will be listening to this the whole week now 💪🏽

Just discovered your music randomly on Spotify recently, and oh my gosh your voice is incredible! Your songs are all really great too. I will definitely be following your work from now on!

Im so glade that I found you i cant count how many times I’ve been playing this song

I listen to every word he sings.

NIve surpreendendo e nos apaixonando cada vez mais 😍♪♫♬ Reconhecimento e sucesso que ele merece! 💖

What I'm going through at the moment.. It's fascinating how songs like this find us when we need it most. To remind us we're not alone on this.

그동안 억지로 힘든 감정들 괜찮다고 나보다 님들이 힘들다고 눌러 담고담고담고 하다가 막고 넘치는 감정들이 이 노래들으면서 퍼져 버렸어요 ㅠ 내가 나 정말 힘든지 알고 있는데 ... 정말 한순간에 퍼지네요ㅠ 하루종일 울고 어느정도 감정 정리가 되었어요 감사합니다

There he goes again with another amazing song! I love it so much thank you 💜💜💜

TEN brought me here, somebody pls hug our baby

I like this song, really really out my mind . Keep music NIve.... stay strong

Its been months and im still inlive with this song

On loop~ I get tired but never get tired of his songs

This is just so good! It's so nice to see this animation! And i never have words for this song, it's just so good! You did great, thank you for this 💜

so amazing❣❣❣❣

Thank you for such a great song. This makes me feel so much better with myself knowing you're not alone~

Mygosh i really love your songs!!!