No Contact | 🥴💕 What's Happening In This Connection? How Are They Feeling Towards You? Pick A Card

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Pile 1 {Honeysuckle + Clarity} 2:48
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@MoonMothGoddess 6 ай бұрын

🐮🌵 Time Stamps 🌵🐮 Intro 0:00 Pile 1 {Honeysuckle + Clarity} 2:48 Pile 2 {Violet + Support} 35:00 Pile 3 {Hyericum + Rejuvenate} 1:08:05 Subscribe to my 2nd Tarot Channel for more content - @Neptune's Child Tarot 🌵🌾 BEWARE OF SCAMMERS IN THE COMMENT SECTION IMPERSONATING ME OFFERING READINGS! I WILL NEVER REACH OUT TO YOU IN THE COMMENTS OR ON SOCIAL MEDIA OFFERING READINGS. YOU CAN ONLY BOOK READINGS WITH ME BY EMAILING MOONMOTHGODDESS@GMAIL.COM. 🌵🌾

@pattireagan5948 6 ай бұрын

Yes

@minnieneri3905 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2. I’m moving on. He ghosted me out of the blue. I’m going to keep doing me and having fun with my life. I went with the flow, gave him the same energy, and all for what? To be disrespected in that way, no thank you! Know your worth ladies. I’m onto the next! If he wanted to, he would have, but he didn’t, so I’m outs! I rather be a missed opportunity who ends up with someone who knows/sees my worth and value on the first try. So girls and guys don’t wait around for a runner. You deserve to be chased!

@vickisifuentez5919 6 ай бұрын

Pile #2 I will listen to the reading. I have been wanting to contact him. But I will wait for him to contact me. And continue to enjoy life. But he will always be in my thoughts and in my heart.

@shia8377 6 ай бұрын

I don't know your situation but if he is in the wrong don't contact him. Also, never sit around with your life on hold waiting on someone. Trust me, I understand the anxiety pain and all that but it's not worth it. I wish you pure love and comfort in your relationship with the right person. Also, don't take these readings seriously.

@shaybutta333 6 ай бұрын

Same

@moniamonia6565 6 ай бұрын

@@shia8377 If someone cares, he will contact us, it is simple.

@Mariana.Felton 6 ай бұрын

After so much struggles I now own a new house and my family is happy once again everything is finally falling into place!!

@Joy.Cordova23 6 ай бұрын

I'm 37 and have been looking for ways to be successful, please how??

@Mariana.Felton 6 ай бұрын

In times like this you need a good expert like Claudia Vecchi Nese to help you get through.

@Margaret.Smith20 6 ай бұрын

😱Sounds familiar, I have heard her name on several occasions.. and both her success stories in the wall Street journal!

@Belinda.Stewart22 6 ай бұрын

The economic hardship, recession, unemployment and the loss of job caused by covid pandemic is enough to push people into financial ventures.

@Grace.Marshall 6 ай бұрын

Trading without professional guide...Huh I laugh you, because you will remain where you are or even make huge losses that will stop you from trading, this has been one of the biggest problem to new traders

@JoyReneIntuitive 6 ай бұрын

Pile 1- I feel like spirit is telling me to hold my energy back and withhold my love for my own self, ❤ keep it to myself.

@violetgc6049 6 ай бұрын

Pile One felt personal. Very painful to hear, but also validating. Especially because it is so easy to romanticize the memories and feel regret for the loss of the relationship, forgetting how bad it had gotten, or how unfulfilling the reality of the relationship was. The companionship was a comfort, and we had some good times. But in all our years together, it never felt truly locked in, it never felt like we grew closer over time - because the defensiveness and lack of emotional maturity on his end never allowed us to deepen beyond the surface. He would never allow himself to be vulnerable, and so my vulnerability was frightening to him. Walking on eggshells and repressing needs and concerns for months on end is a poor quality of life. No amount of financial security or division of household labor or vacations abroad can compensate for that edgy unsettling feeling, feelings of guilt for having normal need, for DARING to want talk about the relationship. No, I don't want that back. Time to focus on the future and let go of the past.

@nishthagupta1357 5 ай бұрын

God has a better plan for you.. He is just not right for you.. He's made for someone else maybe & you'll find your person soon too❤

@returntosender2 6 ай бұрын

Pile 1 ty, cold hard truth. Some people just don't believe or understand the power of love and only believe in the power of their ego 🤷‍♂️

@Laismile 6 ай бұрын

Exactly. So much ego.

@user-ni2ow5ve2r 6 ай бұрын

Pile 3, I never comment, but I want to thank you for your reading. It was spot on for me. I was the toxic one that use words as sword. There is a lot of inner works pending for me. I will use the time now to focus on self-growth. Even though I sill hope our connection is strong enough for him to come back to me. But I will stop trying to force things and let the universe to tell me if he is the one or not. Thank you again. This is what I need to hear now.

@izabellazenahussainazza886 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2 spot on 😊 confirming exactly what I know and feel😢

@adrianac1569 6 ай бұрын

Pile 1 was on spot for me. Thank you so much for the reading- it did help clarify things!

@moroccogirl9096 6 ай бұрын

I chose pile 2 & it resonates. Thank you, Monique. Happy Holidays to you & your family! 💜💫

@venusrogers9470 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2… definitely resonates. This is the current energy that my person and I are in. I appreciate the confirmation. Have a peaceful night. ☮️⚔️♎️🙏🏽❤️📿👍🏽

@sophiebilodeau266 6 ай бұрын

Pile 3, you are so spot on!! about the strong connection, the spiritual awakening, the telepathy...thank you so much !!💖

@yasminc.89 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2 resonated, thank you!

@liz.c.726 6 ай бұрын

Ah I didn't wanna hear Pile 1s message but I needed to! Thank you for the honest reading!

@violetgc6049 6 ай бұрын

Same, friend.

@tanyasantana9824 6 ай бұрын

Thank God for you and these readings. If it wasn't for you I would never know how he feels. Pile 2 resonated

@zeeee_yt 6 ай бұрын

Pile 3 makes a lot of sense. As to what am I going through, it really made me see things from a different perspective. Hmm Thank you for this reading Monique ❤🙏🏽 every reading of yours gives me so much strength, in general, to deal with the situations.

@korneliazitavizsolyi5731 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2. ☺️ Thank you so very much for this beautiful reading! 🙏🤗 Claiming it! 🙏 The energy check was spot on. 💯

@ellesilverwolf4571 6 ай бұрын

I just have to say what an incredible reader you are - I chose two piles - one for each of my major exes and you got them on the money. Very talented reader you are

@S-M-9 6 ай бұрын

3🌹 - Thank you. Have a bliss-filled New Moon! ✨

@user-wk5sz6fq1j 6 ай бұрын

Pile1 thank you as always your reading are just so accurate , wishing you and your family happy and blessed Christmas

@gitanjalichakraborty2891 6 ай бұрын

Pile 1, Spot on! Hard truth but someone had to say it.

@watchyatone702 6 ай бұрын

Pile 3!! This was an excellent reading. I will practice doing what you advised. 😮‍💨 ❤

@S-M-9 6 ай бұрын

3 - Whew! 🙌🏾 On point. Thank you.❤

@letswalkhome6133 6 ай бұрын

pile one. resonates completely. i'm grateful for your energy and readings. thank you :)

@nounouka08 6 ай бұрын

Your readings are the most accurate for me! When I listen to your videos I am sure it will speak to me like a personal reading! You take all possible perspectives, your analysis is spot on and your intuition is leading you to the right direction each and every time! Thank you for helping us! You have been a great guidance to me! ❤

@fenapple514 6 ай бұрын

So spot on. ❤❤ Thank you for the reading helping clarification

@vanessaval9325 6 ай бұрын

💯You are such an amazing reader! I mean every time... I feel like I'm in a one on one reading with you. I'm in awe of you , girl! 👏🏼❤️

@jadenhealey 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2 Yes, exactly. Great to get some advice 😊

@firepuma777 6 ай бұрын

Damn pile 2... literally every thing on point!! 😮😮

@marytroka3019 6 ай бұрын

Pile 3 nails it! Thank you ❣️

@AL-ol7pg 28 күн бұрын

I like ur channel as it’s not sugar coated, truth hurts but everyone wants a truth

@jodirichardson2820 6 ай бұрын

Beautiful cards! I'm a landscaper and gardener, so I'm loving this

@bubblegummy1628 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2 confirmed my intuition.

@amyartus 6 ай бұрын

i NEEDED to hear that message!!! ty!!!!!!!!

@ladyrose9303 6 ай бұрын

JUST what i needed to hear. Thank you Monique ❤️

@nlhoete 6 ай бұрын

Pile 3, you nailed it...I have to work on me first...do what is for my higher good, he needs to work on him, surrender, let go...work on me

@BornFeee 6 ай бұрын

Picked pile 1. It did not resonate at all and he is not an air sign. I like the crystals it helps. I picked pile 3 and the first thing she said made sense. The chemistry between us is off the hook. I believe we are twin flames in no contact. 🔥 ❤ The spiritual awakening makes complete sense. I can definitely feel his energy. People comment to us about it when we are together. Yes we fight. He has CPTSD. Monique everything else you said was dead on. ❤

@Sword725 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2 i claim Positive energy in my future ! thank you Universe 😃😃😃🥰🤭🌸🌸🌸💕💕lots of love my universe for your guidance 😁💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🥰

@candle6979 6 ай бұрын

pile 3, you are right in spot as usual

@DM-ew5zp 6 ай бұрын

Pile 1… absolutely resonated and i needed to hear this:-) the last part on the advice… we are working together, so i think the cards were sugesting to resist him emotionally, to detach white being able to cooperate…..and to sidetrack myself in order to be able to move on emotionally more quickly:-) so i do not think cards were again reminding me of his resistance

@aesha0512 6 ай бұрын

oh my. this one absolutely nailed it! 🐒 read for myself last night and even down to the cards, lots of same cards showed up! judgement, strength, emperor. very interesting. pile 3. yep yep, already understood everything 😂 thanks for affirming all i have in mind.

@tewheke4186 6 ай бұрын

3. Thank you, I needed this.

@TwinFlame222 6 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for this lovely reading 💝

@spraveena4404 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2 resonates with me 💯

@Platinum907 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2: ♒️ thank you Sweet Moon.

@CherryCupcakePie 6 ай бұрын

Pile 1 - your frustration mirrors mine 😂 this helped me decide to move on 💚

@orblxy 6 ай бұрын

Pile 1;😂 you are great!u got exactly what is going on-watching my stories,liking my photos but saying nothing-exactly what are you doing was my question and he answered nothing when I asked him.Still have no idea what this is?

@carolhughes3051 6 ай бұрын

Thank you so much Monique!

@itsmedana8867 6 ай бұрын

pile 2: i always watch this channel but this is my first time actually commenting. i really really like him and ik he likes me too but things are just so confusing. i’m just hoping things work out. thank you sm for the reading ❤

@laurabuchin2960 6 ай бұрын

Pile three.. yes very strong energies today.. ❤ he acknowledged it before that it was INTENSE.. but 😢❤ thank you

@lailaschwertlilie 6 ай бұрын

You are again on the spot!

@hapyhapyjoyjoy 6 ай бұрын

Hi. Wow pile 1 was sooooo like my own personal reading, thank you this was like the most incredible counselling session......Blessings from New Zealand and Happy Christmas to you dear and Love and Light to you. Lou

@brendabrereton6191 6 ай бұрын

I'm new to your channel pile 2 was spot on thank you

@Mammasitta 6 ай бұрын

#3 truly strong and powerful soulconnection

@carolhughes3051 6 ай бұрын

Oh I am excited to get to listen to you !!!

@jainy1707 6 ай бұрын

Great reading as usual ❤

@angellight5040 6 ай бұрын

I decided to walk away and focus on myself and my goals the right person will show up, and so far it hasn't been the case.

@nalla320 6 ай бұрын

Pile 3: No, we have never fought. We are friends. I just wish we could be more. I am not moody, just sad that we are stuck and don’t progress.

@delberthunt610 6 ай бұрын

Love you Monic! Merry Christmas to you and your beautiful family

@alishaislovely3480 6 ай бұрын

Heyy what about a connection with contact? Or a long distance connection? Thanks for the new video. I love your videos and im gonna continue watching

@LadyLilith1015 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2. It resonates honestly. He works right in front of my house, although lately we don't bump each other anymore. And if we do is only a simple hi... but I miss him, I told him a month ago I was in love with him but he kindly rejected me. He said he is a mess and eventually he will go back to his hometown. 😢 I know he has some feelings for me, mostly lust I think... but he won't act upon them, and with my confession even less so. I think he's purposefully avoiding even seeing me. I'm hurt but it is what it is.😭 Im trying to forget about him and meeting other people.. but my heart just isn't there...

@moniamonia6565 6 ай бұрын

You can not force anyone to be with you.

@CAHNJRJ 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2. Completely resonates. I miss him so much but he suffers terrible with his mental health. He lost his wife years ago and unfortunately he can't get over her passing as he misses her so much. He tried to move forward with his life but after a a few year he got trapped back in his head and unfortunately walked away from our connection. I know he loves me too but loves and misses his wife more and there's nothing that can be said to him to make him realise he is allowed to live the rest of his life happily 😢. I really hope he heals because everyone tells me he's so miserable and that's the last thing I want him to be but he completely pushes me away😢. I told him he never ever had to forget his wife I was sent in to his life to help him move forward as his wife wouldn't have ever wanted him to suffer. We are both water signs. Thank you so much.x

@poobiesims 6 ай бұрын

This…

@elainewatson4442 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2

@lyn3315 6 ай бұрын

Perhaps a reading on situationships? If there’s going to be a change coming soon or time to let go and move on

@umaykaraman 6 ай бұрын

pile 3 :) oh yes we just fought and I acted like a child , bravo !!

@gatoperson97 6 ай бұрын

I like her cause shes real she dont sugar coat

@fur5116 6 ай бұрын

Wow thank you pile3. ❤

@princessjunemarienessjusay 6 ай бұрын

I love you Moon. I have now clarity. ☺

@clst4779 6 ай бұрын

Hi Pile 3. I think this is Hypericum Perforatum. You make red oil out of it. It is a healing herb for the soul and nerves. Thanks for your readings :)

@teairrad5033 6 ай бұрын

Yes, and were both Leos!!! When you pulled the Strength I said big Leo energy. The fact it's wands too hahahah. Lets just say something told me to choose this pile.

@Iac12m 6 ай бұрын

This reading is so spot on. I'm using it for my rs w my mum. And I spent my whole life trying my best but it just didn't work and this reading gave quite a bit of closure since she recently also chose to walk out on me physically by leaving the house. Actually emotionally she was already never there since I was born. Oh well probably this is better for me.

@Iac12m 6 ай бұрын

25.12.23, 3.10am, chose pile 1

@JustWingingIt01 6 ай бұрын

I absolutely adore how honest and sweet you are. Pile 1 hit hard, but I think I needed that confirmation and advice. Thank you 🩷✨️.

@MoonMothGoddess 6 ай бұрын

Thank you!!!

@usernametaken_ 6 ай бұрын

Pile one people may decide never to watch a tarot reading, I suppose 😢 I can feel ya.

@RafaelaGomez 6 ай бұрын

Hey Moon! Could you make a 2024 prediction reading? Sending love and wishing you an amazing 2024 💕

@monythan6735 6 ай бұрын

Pile 3 wow wow very good that’s how I feel, but never show me he care 😢 he is all over the place not me he someone else than me that’s why I Ignore him😢thank you that was good reading we never fight. I just looked at him and not saying anything Yes I take the invite just doing take care of myself thank you so much for the reading

@melek7672 6 ай бұрын

Pile 1 resonates😢 You read him in a few minutes, it took me 6 months to find out...😢

@thecatlady3126 6 ай бұрын

Pile 3 was spot on for me. I am not in contact with my ex. We have a very deep spiritual soul connection. She is currently dating someone else. I want her to leave that relationship and resume a relationship with me. I believe we are twin flames.

@shineeyadav9076 6 ай бұрын

P2: forgive but never forget

@arcanaandtheimaginarians 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2!! Also worthy of note is that in my case it was a same gender relationship and violets have been used by lesbians and bi women to express sapphic / wlw love so idk it made me smile a lil. Bless you 🥺💕✨

@pampalasch4774 6 ай бұрын

You nailed it always do

@scharlottelotte 6 ай бұрын

OMG 🃏1 💯True. It resonates

@positivenegativeten 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2. He broke up with me earlier this month because of the obstacles. I really love him, I am ready to give him what he wants and needs. He is my support. He is scared to express how he feels. He said im emotional and empathetic and he is not. He said he was thinking of getting back together but he lets his logical self hold him back. He had a bad relationships in the past and he is trying to look at me the same way as his ex girlfriends. We had a real and wonderful relationship. We both thought we are going to end up together, we talked about moving in. He ia scared of opening up. Even if his feelings are strong he can hold himself back. I would give him a 2nd chance in a heartbeat.😢

@BecTarot 4 ай бұрын

#3. spot on lol thanks

@rtd7066 6 ай бұрын

#1…thank you. Have been releasing him after he pushed me away and rejected me…twice

@MM-pj8sv 4 ай бұрын

Thank you 🫶🏻🫶🏻🥰

@Hope-pq6gv 6 ай бұрын

I pick pile 2❤ for Panos.You always are so helpful with your readings 🙏 Yes we don't have any contact.Maybe it's a lost cause...

@user-hr6rz7xw5y 6 ай бұрын

My grandmother was called Violet I never met her she died before I got chance ❤Thankyou have a merry Christmas 🎅🏻 xx

@mimi-iy7jv 6 ай бұрын

why do i keep falling for unloyal men.. i dont get it. if im a loyal woman.. crave real intimate love and loyal.. what am i doing wrong?? why do i keep picking these guys mane? its so painful everytime i fall. i project this aura of love and loyalty onto these guys and they never turn out to be that way. he even told me he didnt want a relationship and i didnt listen. like what. is wrong. with me. why dont i listen why dont i understand? i choose to see through rose colored glasses time and time again… i just keep hurting myself. its so painful and frustrating, its like i dont think i just assume and idk why i do it. i dont want to be this girl anymore, this girl that is daydreamy and romanticizing shit. im so tired of it, i just fall from heaven everytime. im ready to let go and stop living this way. just move on, be different. go after something other than romance.. i dont succeed in romance. i just fail, im not stable enough idk.. i need need. need. to find something outside romance. i wish it never even existed. at 13 i dreamed of being in love. of having loyalty and marriage.. i even dreamed of toxic love, of being cheated on, of there being a third party.. i literally dreamed of pain and idek why… its like i wanted to be hurt. i romanticized the hurt the pain the longing for someone who didnt have the same heart .. like wtf.. im so done. i really really want to change… i need change to happen.. i will die single , a virgin, idc anymore. if i can find a loyal love thats not attached to another person.. like.. i dont need this anymore. its not worth it

@mimi-iy7jv 6 ай бұрын

in fact i hope i never have romance.. ive seen so many ppl get betrayed in romance. ive gotten betrayed in romance. i dont think romance is real, it always seem one sided like it could never be even forever,, itll fall out of balance as time continues. i never experienced it rly but,, the feeling has always been fleeting.

@miatorres91 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2, hurry up and come backkkkk it’s going to 3 years!!!

@giuliasantamonica2756 6 ай бұрын

Pile 2: man…I needed here this, “keep your energy light”, because they can feel us even in separation. 🔥🔥 Thank you, Monique! 💚

@majakodzoman4924 6 ай бұрын

I can see that the pile 3 is driving you crazy 😂

@musichub4602 24 күн бұрын

how are you so on point always?

@samscarletta7433 6 ай бұрын

He has said quite enough in the 40 years I have known him. I see him differently now. Unhealed, low vibrational, arrogant, sanctimonious. He still tries to trigger me. He has lost that power too. We are done but I hope he heals.

@adaas3126 6 ай бұрын

pile 1 resonated

@80stimeagain 6 ай бұрын

Merry Christmas!!! 🎅🤶🎄🦌❄️☃️🎁✨️

@Laismile 6 ай бұрын

Pile one. I even lack the energy to explain the situation. It hurts. She is emotionally unavailable. Thank you so so so much for the reading. It helped me a lot. I feel like if I let go of this love for her I will never ever be able to forgive her for breaking my heart if ever we come across each other again or even have the same admiration and love again. And it's what Im gonna do.