thank u all for listening

Healing alone is more than exhausting. It took everything I had left in me, leaving me empty. It took me over five years to heal alone from my childhood traumas, and even though I'm feeling better today, the fight against our demons is never really over. Many times I almost gave up and stopped fighting for a life that no longer had any taste, but I clung to the last ounces of hope I had to get by. The hope of being happy, of becoming the person I always wanted to be. So, for all the broken people who will read this message, I can tell you that with courage, strength and time, it is possible to heal, even all alone. You are amazing, you are unique, you are loved. You deserve the best in life. Love, Aksel

Forcing yourself to heal can be so exhausting, sometimes its best to just be what you're feeling at that moment

I'm not giving up. I'm not giving in. I'm just tired right now, that's all.

Healing alone is more than exhausting, but healing together with God, can give us hope to endure life a little more.

Dude said 3 sentences like 10 times and I'm crying remembering every good moment ruined by trauma or depression or anxiety. The instrumental sounds like waves. Drowning in your own thoughts its just. Oh my god just thank you. Thank you for making something that opens the soul y'know

I'm tired of healing too, it seems to never get better. All my life I felt empty and when I tought I started to feel something, everything just crumbles away and I am taking steps back. I'm not able to move on anymore. It seems it's easier to give up on healing and accept loneliness as my future

Healing is one of the most painful things to go through in life but when we can't go anymore God is there to pick us up and carry us through. My mom gave me an analogy of a butterfly. A butterfly goes through so many stages but when they are about to blossom they are protected by a cocoon and though winds blow it around and rain falls on it the caterpillar is protected and continues to grow until one day it breaks free and is transformed into a butterfly. Although freedom may look different it's nice to know that when it feels impossible God is there to give rest. It's as simple as saying yes. Forever Jesus loves.

In all Honesty. When i had stumbled across this song, I didn’t relate/connect to it, but I saved it in a playlist because it sounded comforting. I was honestly in a good part of my life, and think it was why i didnt click. Some times life thinks you need to struggle. I’ve been mentally unwell again and this song coming back to it. Definitely hit more differently. It was something I really needed. I had a good moment to cry. The comments here makes you feel comforted that you arent alone in struggling though💕 I hope everyone will have great things come into their lives. I do hope no matter what there will be love and happiness for everyone 💕

The amount of pain and struggles we go through would be too difficult to bear on our own, which is why God grabs our hand as we're about to fall off the cliff and He cries ''Give me your pain! Let me hurt instead of you! Please don't hurt yourself, let me bear your load, lay it on me'' He asks us to surrender our shame and burdens to Him and He will guide us and help us learn how to think and feel and act

The consequence of being so aware of everything and myself is that I know how to overcome it and yet my mind keeps me locked away in the same cycle over and over again. As if God kept trying to take my pain but it kept slipping from his hands back onto it.

When everyone keeps telling you to “be strong” or “you will get thru this” and “ this will make your stronger” but you realize bro, how many times I gotta keep being strong, getting tried trying to hide the pain. why can’t I for once just accept the pain, surrender and be myself, however weak and embarrassed I may be.

I'm 63, with tears rolling out of my eyes, on here making a list of songs to play at my funeral. I've attempted suicide a few times over a period of time, but I've always been "healed", whether I wanted to be or not. THIS will be played as I pass away peacefully, hopefully & with my daughters & grandkids, & other family/ friends there.. not alone... Did I ever matter? I don't think so for the greatest part of my childhood AND adult life 🥹

All I am going to say is "Thank You" you really touched me with this song, I am not sad or depressed but this just gave me reassurance that it is okay to let go

It's so hard to try force yourself to heal when you don't want to lost that broken part of you, because without it I don't know who I am and I'm scared if I heal then all this pain I've been through won't mean anything

I feel like no matter what I do no matter how hard i try itll never be enough and theres always more to do. Sometimes i doubt my relationship with God. It hurts and im tired of trying to give me best and constantly feeling the pressure to be perfect. No amount of Bible studies will heal this pain. It may mend it but i need Jesus. I dont even have a reason to be stressed out but i am. I wish i was good enough i wish i would stop doubting.

Some of the wounds that we have are never meant to be healed. They keep us down to earth. God is the best even in these times

For those that see this, I know ya dont know me, but that does not mean you cant drop a PRAYER for me. PRAYING for each other should be what we all do. I been facing the biggest battle ever in my life since Aug 22 2023, my personal Egypt. While the storm is smashing me from all sides I stand still, looking, listening, watching, waiting and any and all PRAYERS are wanted and needed. All Mighty GOD, i PRAY for all here now as well who need you GOD, you know the needs as they wander thru their Egypt, looking for the Promise Land, We all have our own Egypt and the only way thru is YOU. i PRAY YOU provide peace, strength, understanding and comfort for those in need. To you GOD, be all the Praise, Honor and Glory, CHRIST NAME AMEN, GOD BLESS all #keepsteppingandstaystrong today 11-8-23 is 78 days i been fighting for my family.. im tired mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually

Healing can be a very long and tough journey. It requires the courage to be vulnerable, the strength to endure relapses, and the wisdom to celebrate small victories. A supportive environment, loving people or people who share similar experiences can help a lot. In support groups there is a unique understanding that transcends words. As exhausting as this journey may be, I hope we all go through all of it and find meaning and hope for the future. ❤

Healing is beautiful its like being reborn.. Embrace it with your whole being.. Let go and let God.. You are so unique so important you matter.. God bless you

What an amazing song thank you so much, I don't know what are you all going through but i know that you are strong and I'm proud of you for just existing love you

The 1st time I heard this it gave me huge M83 “I need you” vibes. Beautiful and meaningful song, I love it.

Journaling, meditation, yoga, walking, gardening, cooking, painting, drawing, gratitude, affirmations, prayers, vision boards, tarot, graphology, reading, intermittent fasting, vegetarian diet, letting go, surrender, therapy, forgiving... you name it, I've been doing everything. But it's been 7 years. My life is still stuck. No friends, no job, no relationship, no social life. I'm tired of trying to understand what happened and why, making sense of things, holding onto hope. At this point, it seems older generation is right, there's no healing. Just suppress the hurt and do what everyone else is doing.

You! Exactly you who is reading this now! Believe in you! You can do it! I know how dark it is! But you find the light! Promised! I did it too! And if I did it, you can do it too! ONLY YOU! give yourself the time you need, feel your feelings, it's okay! No matter how long it takes, take your time! It doesn't matter how you feel and what others say about how you feel! You can feel as long as you want to feel! ❤ you can do it, I believe in you!

Yes it's like the moment your about healed from one tragedy another happens to make matters worse so you will get to a point where u can never truly heal and just want to stop trying to heal so this song hits me hard because thats exactly where im at right now

This song gives me 'God I'm tired and can't do this whole "healing journey" on my own anymore. I cast my cares upon you'

I’ve been in pain my whole life. Dealing with childhood trauma pain self harm abusive relationships hospitalizations sickness illnesses physical mental. I’ve had a really hard past few days. I hate feeling this way but I know it’s needed. I wish nothing but love to everyone. Thanks for the comfort with the messages. I love you.

Amen to this beautiful relaxing soul sound we need to learn to love ourselves first!

I'm just tired of healing, and feeling like I never meant anything.... subbed right then cause it described exactly how I feel

I can't believe this song is finally here. I couldn't wait I needed this

This is highly relatable. What a great song and a great way to express indescribable thoughts/feelings…

I've never felt personally connected to a song in my whole life. This song hits all the weak spots i swear!

We all complain about life and struggles and all that, but what we don't realize as humans is that there are little babies a d children that are fighting cancer! There are children dying from hunger everyday! My grandma always told me that everytime I get down and think the world is against me, just think there's ALWAYS someone out there that has it worse than me! I try to always remember that so that I don't complain! Just a thought I wanted to add!! 💜 Much Love and Prayers to all the children fighting for their lives daily due to cancer, other diseases, hunger, abuse, etc... my thoughts and prayers are always with these precious little babies and kids and their family's who also go thru it to!

I embrace my healing and pain. Grieving has become part of me but does not define me. I define me by moving thru it all. And sharing what I can. This was beautiful.

I’ve been struggling so much. I’m unhappy with my life. And tonight for the first time is 6 months, I was able to get a sitter (while also being off work) and I couldn’t find the energy to go out and that’s all I’ve wanted for months. I realized I don’t have a village, friends, or much happiness. The only reason I’m still here, is because I brought 3 beautiful kids into this world who needs me no matter what I’m feeling. I kicked my jobless pill addicted husband out and I’ve struggled since then. Sometimes I hate myself for just not putting up with it and other times I pat myself on the back for not settling. I’m tired of healing

I started to listen to this song every day, and now I've become so cold, distant and silent. Because of that particular line " I won't fight it, I'm just tired of healing". Not in a bad way, but a really good way. Because now I can distance myself from toxic people.

Needed this song today . Glad I discovered it. Thank you for the comfort it has brought. It is appreciated

Just bawled my eyes out. Thanks for sharing this beautiful song that put words to what I have been feeling.

I am tired of healing too. People often say that family is everything you need, but how come I can only feel betrayed and abanoned now? We were once so close and I genuinely thought they would have my back. Or, at least, they would give me the chance to talk about it. But instead, they decided to give me a cold look and walked away without saying anything. Now, I can only try to find peace on here by myself. When I was younger, I never understood why would people commiting suicide. But, I do now...

yay it's out!! got up as early as possible to listen to this, fellow uk listener over here!!❤

the song, the sunset, this is everything that I wanted

"I won't fight it,i am just tired of healing and feeling like i never meant anything"

This came out 5 days before she passed away.

I’m just absolutely tired. So tired. Hearing the same thing. “You’ll get through this.” “Be strong”. What if I feel like I can’t anymore. I care about other people so much, I forget who I am. I want to feel happy again. A genuine happiness.

you have no idea how much i needed this song :") thank you so much

this song just reminds me of all the family members i’ve lost and how much i’ve been forcing myself to heal and it shows me it’s okay to feel certain ways sometimes

I cry every time I listen to this song, plus I was born in September and all the things in the song is literally describing what I'm going through even when the song isn't playing I just sit. There and wonder why I keep messing things up and losing people...fr am just realy tired and one day I'll go and no one will remember me but it's fine 🙂 everyone must liv there lives 😢

your song is so beautiful, I'm a fan from France

Not sure how I stumbled across you my friend, cousin or maybe brother… Nadia Henderson here. This song I cannot play it loud enough. It has reached my heart and soul. I wish you the best love, happiness and success. Being a Henderson’s seems harder than living any other last name. You got this

This is amazing. I can't describe it.

Gosh .. you said the words I’ve been feeling

Amen. Live and let live. Forgive those who trespass against you is the way out. Forgive them, Lord, for they know not what they do. Thank you God for the serenity to accept the people I cannot change. Thank you God for the courage to change the one I can And the wisdom to know that one is me. I’m tired too. I’ll keep coming back because I was meant to be here and I am meant to give little Kenny the best life I can give him and when I’m down I’m down until then thank you God and thank you for giving me life.

I’ve waited patiently for this to drop ❤ I needed this!

The part that always breaks me the most is when he says " The blonde and blue I had", it reminds me of a blonde Friend of mine that went to another country... It's been more than 6 months now and I still find it hard to forget her 🖤🤍

A realy good song, just beautiful.♥️ When i hear that i think about yaeow the same vibes. I want too much a duo 😊👆

I love this song 🖤🖤💿

Tired of feeling dead inside😞….this song hit different 💆‍♂️

Have never been so tired in my life, yet my feet continue to remain on the ground…

i love this song so much 💟

I've always gone with the flow, not thinking too much about it, even though it has completely taken all of my strength away. I'm exhausted every day, trying to find ways to cope with anxiety and depression. When I try to explain my feelings to my therapist, she always tells me to do something about my situation, maybe take less shifts at work and even drop out of university, if that is what would really help. I know that I'm the only one who can start my own healing process, but I don't have the energy to do even that :'D I've gone to the point where I just hang on the edge, afraid of falling. It's like my mind has gone blank, I can't really feel anything, other than frustration and sadness and hopelessness. I'm too exhausted to start healing... The algorithm brought this song to my front page, and I'm so glad it did. I honestly thought that this feeling of being tired of healing is not that common... This song really brought so much comfort. Thank you so much!

Maybe, What I am truly looking into, Is the Source of My True Being. Maybe, What I am truly searching for, Is the Meaning of Divine Love. That here I am, Bending my knees, To the point where they consume my whole body, Just to make me believe, That I too can carry my weight, And the weight of my tribulations, On my clasped hands, Praying to the Creator, What it means to find solutions to my problems. Heal me, Lord.

thanks youtube, for knowing im depressed and recommending me this 🙏

This is absolutely beautiful 💓

These lyrics 💔 So exhausted.. tired of healing. Praying to God just to get some strength. Feeling like I never meant anything- so hard to let go of all these years.. it’s killing me. I have to keep it all to myself and just talk to Jesus. The world says move on like nothing but something beyond your control keeps you holding on. Hating yourself for thinking, feeling and not being able to let go 💔

Used your song on one of my TikTok videos and had to go check your socials to find more music. Wish you all the best and that this channel blows up, 5k is criminal.

This really hits. I am struggling so bad lately.

Felt this to my core 😢

Chase your dreams like you would a lover❤

Damm 2 years down and everyday heart feels emptier. Forcing myself to move on with the pain is only killing me mentally but also I don’t want to deal with this healing journey. Well damn

today, I feel beyond tired, bro. my heart is literally the heaviest thing I've ever had to carry my entire life, man. I'm tired.

i’ll be back again when this song blows up ❤

É a música mais linda que eu já ouvi, a calmaria é surreal 🥹❤️

been waiting for this to drop

Tired of healing .., the whole country feels this

Jesus, loves you. He is the only healer you don't have to fight on your own. lay your burdens on to him he will listen and run towards you. i hope God gives you the healing you have been seeking in a way you didn't even imagine. May the father give you peace!!! you are loved more than you'll ever know.

I stumbled upon this video, and immediately thought "that looks like Sacramento, i wonder where he's from" only to find out in your bio! Beautiful song that resignated deeply with my personal journey recovering from trauma. In my prayers the other day, i said that i didnt want these painful flashbacks because they make me want to numb and distract myself, but i know that the opposite of numbing and distracting is facing and feeling if i want healing. Your lyrics spoke to my heart and journey. Thank you ❤️

im in literal tears everytime i hear this song

ohh noah you got me in my feelings fr fr!!!🥲🥲

I love all your songs sm❤

I have not been the same since hearing this song 🥺 it’s everything I can’t say, it’s everything I’ve been feeling 😭 it’s such a beautiful song ❤️

Love you! This song is goregeous!!❤

That's a pretty view to try and heal with ❤ as long as you keep going you will be ok

thank you for this song I needed it

This song made me cry 😢

1;18 in - im thankful to have come across this song today, no words can express how much i love this

How do you find that hope and that idea of happiness everyone in your life says is there, how do you continue whole heartedly believing it doesn't and won't ever exist. Healing is the hardest things I have tried to face so far

That’s amazing, thank you for this song✨

After 6 months of trying to make it work with her, she tells me that "iI think we're better off as friends. it isn't you, it's me". This is a beautiful song and it reminds me of her. I never felt so tired and sad......

I’m just know hearing this song and I’ve never felt something more deep when listening to a song. You are so gifted Noah.

You have a beautiful voice. Wow. I am touched by this song. Definitely going through a lot right now. 💔

Yess..i came from TikTok im not embarrassed

healing is an exhausting process but it's definitely going to be a process that is worth for. It's going to be a long journey towards healing but you will get there eventually. We might not have a way out now but there's going to be a way out.

Lagu untuk diriku sendiri, terima kasih telah membuat lagu yang seindah dan semenyembuhkan ini

i love soft voice❤

first 30 seconds already subbed

This is a really great song I listen to it like 1000 times

beautiful song noah ❤

This one must be sold in Pharmacies because it heals our Souls 😭💜

i'm glad this song is finally out!! i love it so much, this is so beautiful ✨️ it helps me so much right now

Jesus Christ can fill the void and mend the broken pieces I know this to be true ❤