I agree with you completely. There is no mold for nonbinary people or social expectations which makes things somewhat confusing.

This video is so important. I relate to everything you say. Getting a binder was huge for me and the decision to get top surgery. My self-esteem soars when I wear it. I can't imagine how good I will feel when I finally have top surgery.

My Chest never feld like it was part of my body, like an Arm or an Leg would. Its more like something i dind't ask for, but got anyway - and can't get rid of (atleast not jet)

thank you for this video! i'm decided to get top surgery this year. i also identify as non binary and one of my main fears is basically knowing that im kind of transitioning to something that 'doesn't exist', it makes me really nervous. but yeah wish me good luck jaj

There was this one part of the video that really hit a nerve with me. When you said that growing a chest was traumatic for you. I was like wow I feel the same way. Like I didn't fit in with anyone and was bullied for not fitting the box I should have. But yeah I'm glad you made this video it gave a lot of insight. Have a great night ✌🏼

Im genderfluid and i just had top surgery 3 days ago. Im so grateful you shared your experience, I feel less alone

This helps a lot, as someone who's experiencing a lot of the same things you're talking about. I've been really confused about if I was feeling dysphoria throughout my life, and have been recently trying to figure out my gender identity. I live in a place where I wasn't exposed to this growing up and I'm starting to realize I truly felt and still feel things just as you've explained. The signs were there but I just didn't know what it was, and while I'm still trying to figure myself out, this video really helped. Thanks 😊

Celeste, thank you so much, this spoke to me on a deep level. I totally relate to not feeling comfortable showing my chest post surgery. It feels foreign. I'm wondering if this has shifted for you. I'm about to dive into your later videos so sorry in advance if you've spoken about this.

Thank you for making me feel less confused...you are so brave

your experience is very similar to mine! i finally brought it up to my gf, who said it was 'very obvious' and is so supportive. she's helping me get started on t :3

6:00 same. I moved from this place that I had guy friends and gal friends but like I moved to a place (in the south) that had mean boys so I didn't make any more guy friends. I had sensory processing disorder that I was diagnosed with as a young child. In hindsight I see that I subconsciously masked my spd for over a decade I tried being myself but I got bullied so I subconsiousy decided to only open up up When friends who accepted me. Also, when I hit puberty and would wear slim fit shirts, my top dysphoria came out as "this shirt makes me look fat" whereas in reality, the shirts would just make my (small-ish > I never needed cup bras) breasts very noticeable. When I moved from that place, I realized I didn't really seem to care what I wore (the southern place had a uniform so I couldn't explore my clothing style very well) so I went shopping with some new friends. I discovered I didn't really seem to vibe with feminine clothes so I began to question my gender and the use of they/them pronouns. I first cut my hair then I used new pronouns and finally a new name which happened all really quickly in sucession because I was coming out of the closet at the same rate as I was discovering it since my family is so supportive and accepting of me. In hindsight, I see that my spd and nonbinary self living in a judgemental society, subconsciously decided to loose all ability of self awareness so that "I can't possibly have gender dysphoria if I ignore the existence of my breasts" so I wouldn't wear the proper bras I needed to and my whole personaity/identity was my fandoms. It would baffle me that someone knew who they were when they had no interests or fandoms... Now I understand the importantance of gender identities, sexualities, etc. And have been learning more and more about myself and being more confident and self aware by being true to myself. Btw, I'm afab, use they/she pronouns and have top dysphoria and I ha e huge gender envy towards people with flat chests and never toward anyone with breasts but have no plans yet. Which this took a while to come through as I was discovering my ace/aro spec self and distinguishing between attraction and gender envy, etc.

I’m an asexual female. I’m not trans or non-binary but I still want this done. I don’t like people staring at them. I makes me uncomfortable. They bounce too much and it’s a pain to put on shirts. I’m not planning on having kids either? Is it possible to have it done even if you want to stay female?

I am genderqueer and recently came to terms with the fact that I have chest dysphoria and I want top surgery. I related to a lot of what you said in this video. After watching this I explored your page more and saw that you're asexual ~ another thing we have in common! But that's not all...my name is Celeste too! It's cool to find my twin on the internet! Thank you so much for making this content, it's both educational and encouraging :)

wow i relate to most of the things you're saying, it's really confusing. not out (yet) on anything else than being bisexual/pan

I feel like sometimes I can only breathe properly when I wear a binder, so I really get you. I hope I can get a top surgery soon

Thank you for sharing your story. 💙

I dont feel comfortable with boob either im 17 and wanting top surgery ill have to wait till i have more money and 18. But im wondering how hard is it to get top surgery like the process of it especially since I identify as female (im a butch)

I wish you the best.

I can totally relate to this

im nb and i want top surgery but . its gonna have to be out of pocket and its gonna be like 7k so lol probs never gonna happen and i wanna kMs

Your story sounds similar to mine

I cant find much for bottom surgery. I mean it is a thing but all i find is top.

So if you are non-binary how come it's such a point of consensus in your life. I don't care if people want to pretend they're a boy or a girl ,even transgender and whatever elder you want to make up. But talking about being non gendered is a contradiction in and of itself

Please don't do it..your perfect the way you are