the "I don't want to die" always breaks me

"you look sad when you think he cant see you" that broke my heart the first time.

this hurts my soul. he loves john so much it hurts. everything hurts. thanks for hurting me this beautifully sad video

Do you hear that? It's the sound of my heart shattering. Nope, its just raining on my face lol

It is my firm belief that Sherlock&John are soulmates. I might not ship them in a romantic way, but there's no question in my mind on how much these two love each other and I enjoy every moment they share.This is such a beautiful edit!

Just to clarify if anyone is curious: Sociopaths find it very difficult to form emotional bonds, but they can form them. It's just usually with one person or a group but not with large groups of people as a whole. Despite not easily empathizing with others, they do feel deep emotion, and are prone to emotional outbursts and frustration. They are often easily agitated and bored, unable to stay still for very long. They are spontaneous and seem disturbed to people who don't understand them. While phsycopaths are usually the way that they are genetically, sociopaths actually are not. Their environment (especially during childhood) causes them to become that way. Sherlock portrays sociopaths the way that they actually are. He portrays a real person who has been hurt so deeply that his psyche has been altered in order to protect him from further pain. Emotions are scary to him and this is why (spoiler) he is so torn apart when forced to feel and hurt Molly and feel in her behalf in season 4. This emotional outburst would have been over the top from someone else-for him it was normal. He had been improving, forcing himself to open to people, be kind, and love more. He was changing his mentality in degrees. And then with Euros and Molly he forced his heart open wider for himself and another person and had it smashed, proving his psyche right. For him that was the most awful thing he could have experienced. Telling himself 'no' right before he broke the casket was his trying to deal with and fix that part of him he had been trying so hard to heal. He is an incredibly strong character who is made better with the constant presence of someone to love (Watson). He has definately improved since the beginning of the show, and maybe he won't be a sociopath someday, but today he is. That's what makes him such a special character. When seeing his full mentality, he is easy to love.

the "john watson is definitly in dangerr" bit where he forces him to stay alive for John makes me SOBB

*while watching this video* mom: are you crying? me: mom: me: mom: me: MAYBE

This is absolutely glorious. I really love Sherlock's development from S1 till now. He's come so far with the help of his friends and the fact that he tries to pay it forward to his little sister just makes me love him all the more.

''i do not know i am just in it''

"Because I love you" I think my soul just left my body

LOL sometimes you forget that Sherlock has a habit of almost dying in like every episode until you see them all in succession in one video

I'm crying I Dont know how to stop by far my favorite sherlock video ever

Most people just focus on the fact that Sherlock and John 'should be together' and that it's 'obvious that John's gay' but John is so much more than just Sherlock's companion that needs to be shipped with him, he changed him into someone who can feel emotions and respect people and give him company. John's impact on Sherlock's emotions is really not recognised enough so this video was amazing, thank you!

I think the same. He's not a socipoath anymore.

This is brilliant. You proved that Sherlock is not a sociopath by showing us how much he cares about John and I think that's one of the most important things in "Sherlock".

I'M NOT OKAY!!

I don't know how you did it but you have managed to make me cry in all your videos everytime Sherlock says "I love you" to John. You have no idea how much we need your videos, they are excellent, you are so talented and you make wonders from every show you vid. I would like to thank you more, more than words, but I have no idea how could I do it. I promise I will see all your videos. Thank you for sharing your wonders with us, with the world

Awesome video! I wasn't expecting the "I love you"

My favourite thing about Sherlock is that subconsciously, although he tried protecting himself from the same hurt again, his heart over ruled him everything and that is the most human thing about him!

This just broke my heart :c

Ooow... It's so true ...i love this video «I love you»

He's so in love with John, I'm hurting.

I love their relationship, Sherlock improment in social skills and the exception Jhon is, lovely video the "Is not ok but it is what it is" is perfect ♡

This is the most beautiful character study I've ever seen portrayed in a video. You definitely put your heart and soul into it and the result is heartbreakingly beautiful. * standing ovation * I loved the unexpected manip at the end and how these scenes are sort of your thing. With just one phrase everything changes. Now I'm just gonna go grab my box of tissues and watch it again because it's truly a masterpiece. 👑 P.S. Excellent song choice. 10/10

this is by far the best fandom i have every been in. thanks for this edit. this is really incredible

Ah, this made me cry, it's so good. Sherlock has just changed and developed so much throughout the series, starting out as seemingly cold and uncaring ("high functioning sociopath") and ending up an sensitive, emotional human. I just love it.

This made me cry more than the actual season, i'm dead, goodbye, thank you for making this

Never occured to me that the reason Sherlock was screaming when Eurus said 'anyone' is that because he was reminded that John rather had ANYONE but him and it hurts him

this made me cry. that's what I could feel in Sherlock - all the pain he's going through and how much he cares. it's just so heratbreaking, but also true. thank you so much, this's brilliant.

God this is so emotional. I love this.

ahh this video is just incredible!! it's evident, and this edit showcases it perfectly, that sherlock and john have such a deep feeling for eachother whether it be romantic or platonic ;o; thank you so so so much for making this masterpiece.

I love how human Sherlock has become🙂 Great video👍

"it is not ok" "no, but it what it is"

Oh no, it's okay, I didn't need my heart anyways XD This is so sad and so beautiful, I can't even. How can someone not see their love for each other? I love your videos, you're extremely talented. I'm looking forward to many more videos from you!

listen, my boy has suffered enough, let him be happy with John pls

this is so beautiful, thank you for this masterpiece! "because I love you" broke my heart into a million pieces.

That's it. That's the film that broke my heart.

Also just had to say, I think that this is one of the best Sherlock mv's of all time. Really makes you feel emotion along with Sherlock. Absolutely amazing.

woah... I suspected that this video would make me emotional, but I wasn't prepered for this... It was truly beautiful and made me cry a bit. You are so talented and I hope I will survive this overdose of feels so I can watch more of your videos cause they really are wonderful to watch. They make me laugh and apparently also cry, best of both worlds, am I right?

This summarizes the series so well. Thank you.

This is the most perfect edit I’ve ever seen😍 Thank you!

What a beautiful edit. Very well done!

this was so beautiful, I literally started crying❤

Beautiful video! Kinda get nostalgic and feel emotional too! Excellent compilation!

This video made me cry and smile so much at the same time I love it ❤️

This actually made my eyes tear up a bit.. amazing editing

2:12 After he says "I don't want to die," he says Johns name :(

simone this is beautiful. Im crying. I just the whole of s4 again today. I love this so much. It's perfect. Your vids is what I live for. You capture every scene perfectly. This is a masterpiece

This edit is very touching and one of my favorite Sherlock edits! ♥️

This is beautiful. You made me cry. I love Sherlock and I love you. Thank you

This is so perfect omg💜💜

Thank you so much for making this, it's amazing!

your edits are fecking beautiful and perfect

WOW. I'M SPEECHLESS . OMG , SUCH A STUNNING EPIC EDIT ♡💗♡ you covered the show in such a special way and using this series brilliantly .

This is so awesome! You're so talented I can't 😍

Wow, this was moving! I utterly adore your editing style - it has such an amazing rhythm to it

I just wanna thank for your existing. Stunning video, as always

S4 was so... Beautiful, sad and weird! And this makes me remind of the cool stuff, but also the sad things that happend. The "i dont want to die" made my cry..! And the "Who you really are" song was so beautiful! I just hope Sherlock doesn't end here! I have to many questions :(

wow amazing video! I couldn't stop crying the whole time

this is so amazing, i love this soo much wow it made me so happy and sad at the same time

How can this video keeps breaking my heart i have watched this video 1000 times I cant stop feeling this I dk its just an amazing video thank u for making this

omg, I love these Sherlock videos... and the feels this one evokes... thank you

I can't remember exactly how many times I've watched this- it always manages to hit home. This video will be one of my favorites always. You've done a great job, and I can't gush about it enough.

OML! It was perfect! The "I love you" really got me in the feels

I dont know why, but this video provides me so much personal comfort when I watch it...i have had days when i have watched this video on repeat. ..thanks for making it!!

It was beautiful, really. I'm crying so hard now. Thank you for 'I love you'. Good music and editing.

This video is the most amazing thing, it breaks my heart every time and i watch it constantly! The timing, the scenes used, the song.. it's Just perfect :D Thank you so much for this ♥

This is so so beautiful, I have no words. :'❤️

This is by far one of the best Sherlock videos I have ever seen. I think he's such a beautiful and complex character and this captured what I love about him. He is so human, and he's a good man. The writers have developed him beautifully and you presented that here so very well. You have a lot of talent and I look forward to future videos from you. :)

This was beautiful. Way too beautiful. Great work!

I love how Sherlock and John are devastated and feel incomplete without the other... Your edit is perfect, congratulations!

words cannot describe how much comfort sherlock gives me

Oh my God I cried so much. All your videos make me so emotionally disturbed (in a good way). Thank you so much for your work it's beautiful

I cried like a baby. it was so beautiful, a character study really. amazing transition, fitting song, and I have all these feels now that I can't deal with. thanks so much, it was an experience ♥

i love the way you do this type of videos :3 and luv the video also

This is so beautiful, oh gosh. The song just fits so perfectly!

You made my cry so hard, damn 😭💗

This is absolutely beautiful!!! Wonderful vid

This is breathtaking, honestly superbly edited

Aww this is so cute and beautiful. ❤️ Great video, thank you.

this is my new favourite thing i'm actually sobbing this is beautiful

and here we are... 2020, and we still waiting for season 5 and crying because of this video...

This video makes me cry a little bit, it's so beautiful and this sooong

AWWWWW omg this is the best edit ever

I literally cried like a baby. It was the first time I have cried while watching a fanvid. Using John's words, amazing and fantastic. Gonna rewatch 1000 times.

WOAH- what was THAT? I didn't expect to be moved to tears but I was! This edit is one of the best I've seen!! There's so much pain in their story... but there's also love (however we want to define it). The comparisons you made of S1 vs S4 broke me... (like the shot of them smiling after their first case together and then cut to that horrible morgue scene...). Just marvelous editing. Thank you!

This is my favorite Sherlock edit ever

This made me cry, it's amazing

When i want to suffer from heart break, i open this video :') this is a work of art and seeing them at the begging and at the and just makes me really emotional

I stumbled upon this video, and because of it decided to give this series a go. It was fantastic! i think this video captures everything so seamlessly. Lovely job.

Amazing job ! you showed the human' side of Sherlock so well.

Im crying, thank you...

OMG Im crying I love this video GOOD WORK

It's such a beautiful video ... Every time this scene breaks my heart "I don't want to die" 😭😭😭😭

This is the most beautifully edited video I've seen about Sherlock.

Beautiful work!

Season 3 breaks my heart, I don't know why I am crying. Sherlock was finally a human , but he is dead inside, he misses John, misses the person who teaches him to be human then leaves him serving the day alone. Sherlock was trying so hard to impress John in the restaurant, he was so shocked to hear that John got a date and was going to get married, he was heartbroken on the day of marriage that he tried to look his best and even brought a telegram.. he didn't want to ruin it with his feelings. He wanted to save John so bad he put himself and Mycroft in danger, he became a drug addict and hooked up with women, he wasn't just doing it for the case, but to substitute John, and he knew he cannot. Season 5 gonna damn bring them back together or the show is not the same again.

Amazing video! Very good! I loved it! ♥

This is good. Just like every other edit. I absolutely love it.