I’ve never related to something so much on my life and I truly mean that. I went through nearly the exact same thing feb 25th 2020 two days before my 18th birthday. Genuinely Thank you for this. You inspire loads of people Alex remember that

The fact that diamonds arent realistic to be compared to is so true, we arent perfect and we're going to have difficulties in our lives. Thank you for sharing your story with us, I am sincerely sorry to hear what dark times youve dealt with. Nothing can prepare you for something like that. Theres a sudden emptiness thats hard to fill. Im glad youve found some solace, I know I have as well from the hope ive recieved from the bible. I wish you the best, and I hope to meet and talk with you someday :)

Never seen a single person genuinely open up like this so warmly. You’re one of the strongest people i know ❤️

I was ready to offer Alexandra the diamond which i have when she said she dont like diamonds am a sucker for her beauty , gosh youve grown big ☺

One of my favorite videos, alex.

love the videos! keep up the good work!

The waves and the ocean are so calming in the background ❤️❤️ I’m so sorry you went through all of that... I hope you’re doing better💕

I know I don’t know know you, but you’re one of the strongest people I know. I feel like I’ve grown up with you through watching your content. You’re an amazing storyteller and my favorite creator.

She’s absolutely right, you don’t know grief, loss and death until you experience it yourself. I’d never wanted to realize it, not a single time when someone close to me passed. I remember losing my grandma two years ago, my dad called and told me over the phone. I was home alone and I couldn’t cry, I just sat there with my dog. My dad and I even went to go get a new bike later that day. It all just came crashing over me like a wave a couple weeks or months later when I noticed and felt her absence and it completely ruined me. Of course, losing grandparents is not the same as losing a parent, but I still felt deeply what she was saying here. You’ll never get “over it”, you simply learn how to live with it and move on eventually. All the best for you and your family on this tough day, Alex

Thank you so much for sharing your story! I'm currently struggling with dealing with old grief and trauma that has been left unprocessed. i'm focusing on the grief that i didn't really experience or process when my 2nd mom passed and seeing this video right now really helped me. It gives me hope and inspiration to keep going. My heads above water but I still need to do a lot of work to get myself to land❤️

❤️❤️I love you Alex

I love u so much......that's it, that's the comment have an amazing day

this was very timely. lately I’ve been having a lot of that death anxiety. A year and a half ago I was deployed to Afghanistan, and I was completely content and accepting of death. it made sense then. like the odds of it happening, not necessarily why it would happen. part of me felt, that if it happened over there, my life and death would have some sort of meaning. A warriors way out right? Cut to now, I’m no longer in the military. Recently lost my grandfather. And at night my mind just spirals. As crazy as it seems, I look at my dog and I just wonder what life is like in her eyes. does she have any idea of the inevitable? what’s next? how will it happen? all that stuff just overwhelms me, more than usual recently. I’m rambling at this point, but this video was very encouraging and powerful. Thank you for sharing. 👌🏼

Such a powerful message! Thank you for sharing this!

Hi Alexandra! My dog had been put down after suffering from a condition with his back legs! I had him since June 2008! Very upsetting! 😭 😭