Only Grace Can Shift Us! (The Mind Can’t Do It)

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Only Grace Can Shift Us! (The Mind Can’t Do It)

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Spiritual techniques are fine if they are wind assisted by Grace! Then a shift can happen.
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@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

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@MrBboyle1 2 ай бұрын

“Do you have the patience to wait until your mud settles and the water is clear? Can you remain unmoving till the right action arises by itself?” - Lao Tzu

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

👍

@P-man131 2 ай бұрын

that says a lot

@davidm1149 2 ай бұрын

Interesting insight.

@ProdicleSon. 2 ай бұрын

Is this from a book?

@MrBboyle1 2 ай бұрын

@@ProdicleSon. the Tao te Ching. Highly recommended

@John-zv1hy 2 ай бұрын

You are the only one I watch on this subject anymore, mostly because of your honesty. You friend, are truly a rare breed. Your ability to more or less admit your still searching like the rest of us is a testament to your humility. Thank you for the time and effort you put into these videos for the rest of us.

@CO-oz1fk 2 ай бұрын

💚

@jjrecon3024 2 ай бұрын

Bingo! Continuously healed up humility 🤍

@JanetElevating 2 ай бұрын

Yup! 100% I’m so done with the whole “spiritual community” nothing is resonating anymore. Except being in my now moment. Vacillating back and forth. My monkey mind takes over and I slowly heard it back to NOW. Some days are better than others; but again, it’s a journey ❤

@BrigadoomNorth 2 ай бұрын

By grace alone we are saved.

@ChildofGod98765 2 ай бұрын

Holy Spirit, direct me in my career, and finances. As a single mother with two children with special needs is an overwhelming journey, especially when faced with financial difficulties. Lord I struggle to provide the basic necessities for my sons, like groceries and rent. I pray for your divine intervention in my life, that you would provide for my children’s needs and guide me towards financial stability. I will keep faith in you Heavenly Father.💕

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

💙

@davidm1149 2 ай бұрын

You have to change your self-perception and your concept of lack/scarcity, changing it to abundance. Try listening to some Neville Goddard lectures on how to do that.

@tripleh8472 2 ай бұрын

You're a mother of two, not a single mother of two.

@Newfoundmike 2 ай бұрын

@@spiritualrenaissance . INTELLECT GETS YOU TO THE DOOR, But It DOESN'T OPEN IT !!! I Think Swami Kriyanada said it ✌️❣️

@CO-oz1fk 2 ай бұрын

Meditate with the belief you will get what you desire

@Modus07 2 ай бұрын

“Every man is: a) Like all other men. b) Like some other men. c) Like no other men.”

@rijd2304 2 ай бұрын

I had to find out that there is nothing I can do to reach "enlightenment"... nothing. Striving for it is just another obsession and desire. Talking about it doesn't help. We're making a job out of trying to get something that is free, instead of simply smelling the flower or tasting the spice. I remember the mindfulness book called 30 Days to Reduce Stress by Harper Daniels and the book The Power of Now helping me realize I need to stop stressing over something we all have already.

@Zigzagzodak 2 ай бұрын

You can seek it. But what we seek is not achieved, it is given.

@JanetElevating 2 ай бұрын

Yup! The power of now! 100% it’s the only thing I am doing now. It’s like a rubber band but it’s all that is

@griffisu 2 ай бұрын

you are such a wise person. but I also love your sense of humor 😂

@gethinthomas9535 2 ай бұрын

When I finally realized that I was the nondoer I finally let go and relaxed.

@MrBboyle1 2 ай бұрын

“The master does nothing, yet nothing is left undone “

@JanetElevating 2 ай бұрын

Yes! Letting go 💕💕💕💕

@Zohar333 2 ай бұрын

My path was largely meditation (reflection, not necessarily physical) to clear my mind. I started using this clarity of mind to look back in time, all the way through the childhood I can remember. At the end, I found the "me" that I left behind and stared in the face of the other "me" who kept that "me" safe for decades. The ego that I crafted to deal with the world (Jungian psychology anyone?). And it's not to say that I wasn't acting consistently with most of who I am, but some of me was so much under lock and key that my ego would act inconsistently with who I am (shadow functions). And I finally said "enough is enough. I'm going to be ME again." I'm going to wear all my kindness and tenderness on my sleeve because I AM strong enough now. Nobody is going to squash this. I have the power to be open AND keep that safe! But along the way, all manner of other things came back to life. It was a long, long winter in my soul and now the Spring is here. Love your videos and love the real JOY inside you. True joy is getting harder and harder to see in people. Let's keep spreading it!

@DTSkywatch24 2 ай бұрын

So glad to have read this. I resonate with it greatly. There was a part of me that I hid, a child I never got to be due to circumstances beyond my control. But one that I wanted to be. A kindness and gentleness I kept hidden due to it being perceived by others as a weakness, but it's a part of me that wants to exist and no longer be hidden. Finding a way to give room to that side of me is difficult, the world demands everything be far to serious than it actually is. I'm trying to learn to be a child again, be curious instead of acting like I know it all already, be kind but also be able to stand up for myself, it's all new to me but I feel much more whole than I ever have. It has been a relief. Thanks again for sharing it's meaningful to have read someone else feeling something similar.

@Swati_1112 2 ай бұрын

You look at yoganandas face and it stays with you forever. Sometimes the glow on his face is otherworldly.

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

Yes I feel this strongest with anandamayi ma

@cleener 2 ай бұрын

I had a stroke by trying to do the yogic breathing methods, you have to follow your inner thoughts and stay away from outside teaching unless you're heart tells you it is positive, many times I started reading a book and my heart told me DELETE. Eventually this thing that I called my heart turned out to be my twin soul, now I do everything to keep her in contact with me, I am cutting ALOT of wood now because when the mind is in danger or hurt, you loose connection with your twin. I can't let her freeze this winter, you cannot ever put yourself in danger, then, you both loose. Still living in the wilderness, loving all of you.

@jjrecon3024 2 ай бұрын

Lyfe is Not a race, in this case we still observe ppl trying to chase ~ Mother Nature is not running ~ She will nurture and care for Her future~ She will hold you accountable without beating you up~ She is looking to fully mature, filling Thy cup~ Overflowing with Love as One continues to pay respects to blessed Beloved One and only~ Profoundly listening to the sweet sound coming from up above sounding so Lovely.. 🤍🕊️

@tcopeland6006 2 ай бұрын

Grace is in total control, many have No clue and just don't know, therefore they cannot Do their best without knowing better. Empathy and Compassion begins with thyself, then you'll find yourself within a point of view higher than yourself , higher than top shelf.

@mut8inG 2 ай бұрын

Amen. Choose. peace+&- Thank you.🎶🎯💥🌸

@havanaaffair3267 2 ай бұрын

“Man I’m so yoga right now” 😂😂😂 bro you crack me up

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

lol

@butterflyliondance1111 2 ай бұрын

The mind is the thorn that removes the thorn (re: self inquiry)

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

Depends how deep the thorn is 🙂

@butterflyliondance1111 2 ай бұрын

@@spiritualrenaissance what if it’s really deep

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

Grace will remove it 👍

@butterflyliondance1111 2 ай бұрын

@@spiritualrenaissance ✨🧡✨

@butterflyliondance1111 2 ай бұрын

@@spiritualrenaissance Durga Mata use to say “It takes a thorn to remove the thorn.”

@giovannifabrik5003 2 ай бұрын

I watched that my mind always tries to make some good technique into a mental prison so it could stay in control. For example it says "you have to meditate or you are unconcious and a bad human being" or "you have to be always honest". So now I have written down the mantra "I can do it but I dont have to" and this frees me of a lot of pressure. Thx for the video

@abbasdourasse1975 2 ай бұрын

Forget technique, be organic... This is my only mantra now 🙏😉

@robertaharvey2027 2 ай бұрын

Grace...indeed...thank you for sharing today.... 😊❤

@Maze_of_the_dragons_mind 2 ай бұрын

Such wisdom. The more you push against the flow, the more it pushes back🤙

@azharkalyani4273 13 күн бұрын

like Yash was strolling around the globe to find the way so i were on KZfaq. but now can't get out of this guy channel. God bless yash..❤

@thechosenone478 6 күн бұрын

you’re the man

@ManniForu-r7g 2 ай бұрын

The results were nill until we let go absolutely. Yash Thank you. 🙏

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

👍

@windridr66 25 күн бұрын

The mind is the passenger in the car. We are never taught this. 🙏🏼❤️

@danamarie7993 Ай бұрын

Thank you for this message. Been struggling with “long covid” for 4 years and at the beginning resistance was fierce. The more I let go and feel what’s going on in the body, more ease show up. It’s nice to hear that ultimately Grace, will arrive when it’s meant to and I can relax into what’s happening with the body. ❤

@spiritualrenaissance Ай бұрын

💙 All the best to you!

@inToddWeTrust 2 ай бұрын

Honesty is the best policy - authentic. Great video!

@Luckylotus10 2 ай бұрын

Absolutely all spot on. I love your style, and how you respect many Indian philosophies but also realize what is authentic to your own path. I’m struggling with that. I’m spending a lot of time at my local Vedanta society, but culturally it is not a natural fit. I would love to be able to express myself more openly and connect with others who have found their own unique path.. when Grace aligns with where ever I am.

@Jason.L.M. 2 ай бұрын

Rely on the wifi signal not the hard drive. Love you Brother, thanks for your wisdom!

@jeffyjohnthomas1992 2 ай бұрын

Hey Yash, thank you for your insights and wisdom. I really relate to you and your wisdom. Thank you for being an awesome person. God bless.

@DanielLee-pl5vo 2 ай бұрын

thanks for teaching me how to operate self inquiry on the daily basis. and if u cant do it that just means ur vibration too low.. rise up nd ground urself at the same time

@Zigzagzodak 2 ай бұрын

This is the one. Seek everywhere you will and because of your heart and faith, divine grace will eventually be prompted to bless you. Then you will start to innerstand the relationship with our Creator.

@makiimark 2 ай бұрын

I had a psychosis because I read Eckhart Tolle and I didn't understand why I wasn't capable of being present. So I was super cramped and could not relax anymore. I was allways watching the mind and body in hope my dark thoughts and emotions would transform. Yeah that did not happend. I can tell, it can be dangerous to teach such things. But after all I am glad it happened, now I see more clear.

@FinalCurse 2 ай бұрын

Thank you Yash!

@mandudeguy538 2 ай бұрын

It’s crazy because I’ve been thinking exactly this for the last few weeks I’m glad you articulated it better than I ever could.

@RonD108 2 ай бұрын

Wonderful message. Thank-you. Kind of a relief.

@Janellerose444 2 ай бұрын

Hey Yash. I hear you. Most don’t have that broader perspective. Once I started my channel I’ve seen it grow here and wow, I didn’t realize how many people didn’t know what I had to share ya know. I love helping others or at least seeming like I am… love you Yash. ❤

@SpiritualVin 2 ай бұрын

My awakening or shift was spontaneous, i wasnt even really seeking that much. Ten years on, grace runs the show. Im aligned with divine will, shift constantly between heightened states and low anguish and mind sttacks. Im guided by will not my own, or perhaps its my true will, and im isolated a lot of the time. Studying, contemplating, writing poetry when the will/lifeforce makes me. Ive grown so much but at times it can feel like being an inmate. Waiting for grace to get me more active again. But maybe im burning karma? Dont know... peace Yash and bless you ❤

@shawcphet 2 ай бұрын

Thank you Yash, your channel is such a grounding perspective on this journey! I was driving myself crazy for so long… (not that I’m totally done doing that of course 😂) And thank you Lord, please continue to aid in my surrender.

@NoMoreFunland 2 ай бұрын

With the tugging of practical demands & the lure of energy spent on material rewards it can be hard to allocate the awareness to divine whispers. Takes a lot of practice & surrender to get those subtle ears unclogged. You provide a timely reminder of the unique process that takes such god’dang patience. Thank you for another subtle susurration as grace speaks through you. Much love to each and every soul gathered here. May the most gracious forbearance find you all with continued searching. Wishes of the sweetest little moments in the quiet corners of of y’alls day no mater the material that’s standing in your way. Even if it gets worse it will get better soon ❤️‍🔥

@patrickmontoya1476 2 ай бұрын

For me, self-inquiry only ignited a few days ago after a synchronicity triggered the right questions.

@MMM-dj7ou 2 ай бұрын

So cool, your videos are next level

@SnipaDerEchte 2 ай бұрын

Thank you Ash, sometimes you make the perfect videos for my current personal situations, they help a lot!

@Gemineyee22 2 ай бұрын

It’s strange, the one time in my life that I entered the state of samadhi was when I had no real desire for it. It wasn’t even a long meditation… 15-20 minutes and I felt an indescribable bliss and completeness. Such that I became massively depressed after this experience but that’s a whole other story. It was just another meditation. These days, in desperation to get to that experience, I never get close in my meditations. All this is just to say, I really think you somehow need to lose all expectations. I didn’t do it it intentionally. And I can’t tell you how. All I can say is when I went within without any desire for a particular result, I had the best moment of my life. Better than even the best drug trips I’ve had times a thousand.

@jordanserber2334 2 ай бұрын

Amazing stuff man, thank you for sharing your wisdom 👏❤️

@frostythegreaser5745 2 ай бұрын

😂 the Marijuana yoga

@13SirLink Ай бұрын

One of my favorite videos you’ve done. Felt like along with understanding of where one is at at mentally, the explanation of terms like sattvic tamsic and rajic was very interesting and helpful. Thanks Yash

@spikestoyou 2 ай бұрын

So freaking much of what you’re onto is fulfilled in Orthodoxy, I swear. God bless you, brother. ☦️

@gallosurfero 2 ай бұрын

In my personal journey 2 points helped me to personal satisfaction with what it is. One stop thinking so much consciously and two following my purpose (that thing I love doing and can live from, making others happy also) hope this helps ❤

@tim2269 2 ай бұрын

Without grace would we ever turn our eyes towards God?

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

we would be beyond lost forever.

@aumsunya 2 ай бұрын

So very true. 🙏

@jeffhucle6436 2 ай бұрын

Spoken like a true master. This vid brought tears to my eyes.

@Isee2121 2 ай бұрын

This is so true. I can't do self enquiry but sometimes it just happens by itself.

@jasonjonck Ай бұрын

Thanks brother

@JanetElevating 2 ай бұрын

The power of NOW

@hellototty1 Ай бұрын

Krishnamurti books are about self enquiry 💯

@danielsabo6881 2 ай бұрын

It is like I know all you are saying myself but your videos are making this knowledge come up on my conscious display again. I feel uplifted and encouraged again after listening to them. Keep it up man, your work is important !

@leveli2877 2 ай бұрын

Marihuana Yoga sounds DOPE!

@koenpluskoeniskoen2 2 ай бұрын

Thanks Yash, good talk❤

@gabrie.lila85 2 ай бұрын

I’m done thinking I can do anything or know anything. I had a moment recently where I saw/felt the absurdity of my own mind & how it’s taking me further away from my true self. I don’t even trust what it says anymore. I just want to watch your videos and quiet my mind as best as possible. I do yoga, check in with myself as often as I remember & chant the hanuman chalisa , I don’t see any of these things as “spiritual practice” just what I feel called to do & I can only assume this is my path until grace finds its way to me but I’m grateful for you. Edit: It’s important to note that my life isn’t the same as it was 2yrs ago, when I started watching your videos. most of my bad habits have fallen away and been replaced with these things I speak of above so grace has already found its way and continues to do so. Grace is working through you 🙏🏽🫶

@karenoyama8950 2 ай бұрын

❤❤❤❤. Grace. The path of devotion. No technique required.

@inthesky7836 2 ай бұрын

Mooji is discussed near the end of this video ;) His awakening and teachings

@hinatashoyo8870 2 ай бұрын

15:20 that resonates with me.

@DTSkywatch24 2 ай бұрын

It was a great suffering that did finally lead to..something awakening in me. Contemplating a voluntary death. But something hit me just in time for me to realize there's more to the world than my atheistic mind thought. More to live for. But I feel frustrated when it didn't all "stick", in other words when I would lose that "feeling" to my own frustrations with people or the world or circumstances. It would sometimes take days or weeks to recapture it. But now I am months in to having lost that feeling and do not know if I can recapture it, but I am trying not to force it anymore. It doesnt feel right for it to be forced but i am so new to spirituality that maybe it takes effort to maintain but not the type of effort i am used to? I dont know. I just hope it will grace me again.

@inthesky7836 2 ай бұрын

My primary journey began with a hopeless rant to God, and then shown psychedelics by spirit. 3 weeks later I made homemade ayahuasca. I didnt realize how concentrated it was and took a heroic dose by accident. 2 hours it took to kick in... and then I went into another universe with an initial moment of terror. Almost 2 years of psychedelic's brought me to another level where heavy purging is still happening now 4 years later

@inmyglo 2 ай бұрын

13:51 idk i never go outside but yesterday i went n grounded my bare feet in the grass n soaked in the sun.. It felt natural n i never do it… but later that day an emergency happened where i needed to be very “grounding” and in the present moment… moral of that I realized grace was moving me deep yesterday in order to fulfill help for someone else later on… im still shocked

@SomeKindOfTease 2 ай бұрын

Thanks for this video man.

@chasemoore4803 Ай бұрын

Yash, I don’t want the suffering given to me, I don’t want the shift from it. I want the same life my friends have but, I know it’s not my path from the things i see happen in my life

@inspiringmedia3716 2 ай бұрын

I love you Yash ❤

@cleener 2 ай бұрын

Yashi, I would like to join your sessions but I am out here using a lot of my data to help your followers because if I have ever seen a channel that beems with light it is this one.

@WalterMaximusMitty 2 ай бұрын

This is WISDOM. Thank you:)

@lionspirit360 2 ай бұрын

But I wanna purchase that product, that heals me, from all that hurt I do to myself to fit in society. 😉❤️❤️

@jeffsmith8065 2 ай бұрын

Who's Grace,if it's not your own grace your just giving away your own energy! Everything starts and ends in the mind!

@paullemiremusic3101 2 ай бұрын

My comment I don’t think relates to the topic of this particular video, but I had a thought I think worth posting about the subject of self-realization which is… If enlightenment is unattainable then the closest thing to it as human beings is to stay “on the Path” as consistently as humanly possible (which is different for everyone depending on our karma)

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

yes, to everything u said. But this “staying on the path” becomes our natural thing to do. Same like how we eat and drink water and sleep. Its just what we do. And we can always stay on it better and better and better for eternity so to speak.

@paullemiremusic3101 2 ай бұрын

Awesome thank you Yash love your channelzzzzz 😊

@Arra-ie2ov 2 ай бұрын

Great video yash as always, for me I was being torn inside between love and hate for my partner eventually I just gave up and told God that I can't do this anymore I can't feel like this anymore and asked him for help within a few weeks I received my download and my life has been way better since then your videos keep me going also thanks again mate ❤

@israelzambrano6985 2 ай бұрын

I’m going to my first yoga class soon (Iyengar Yoga), I previously gave up on it a few years ago. I decided to go so that I can be more mindful about my posture throughout the day. This video was a great reminder to go into it without expectations or thinking that it’s a silver bullet for my problems. Thanks Yash!

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

💯

@mariohermosillabienvenido 2 ай бұрын

Man, i have been feeling that i dont want to see more videos, i just got my feelings and my awareness and life in its self became my meditation, i dont need to act a certain way, just been in the present with out forcing it, just aware of what happen inside, i feel blissfull, yet relax, i laugh sometimes just for the ejoyment i experience, it is so relaxing and calm, just here, now, all the time, no objetive beside life itself, it so nice, no more sin, no more heaven, just now, here, no more mind, and the mind that happen to be, i watch it and experience it, but in a different way, it so funny

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

Good! This is organic..:)

@saythankyou111 2 ай бұрын

Sub’d….thankfully 🕊🇺🇸

@lifeofsimplicity9205 2 ай бұрын

Marijuana yoga..yeaah Im so yoga now 😂😂 great sence of humor, beautitul 😁👍

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

..:)

@travisjanz4738 2 ай бұрын

lol “im so yoga right now”😂

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

..:)

@oninotsume 2 ай бұрын

Last point 🎯

@jonmustang 2 ай бұрын

Right on, I totally agree! Even when there’s some kind of shift in the middle of a technique, why did it happen then and not months before or months after with the same technique, right? There’s really no telling. So we have to keep just letting the way unfold. One time I read a Vedic parable and my mind emptied out. The parable felt so significant for a few days afterwards as well. Then I read it again a few weeks later and nothing happened. I’m guessing if I read it a year earlier, it would also have been nothing… but that one time on that one day, without even trying, grace wanted to play in that way.

@electronpictures 2 ай бұрын

inevitable awakening. karma yoga. yessir!

@nichalausrook2397 2 ай бұрын

Thank you brother

@YasasJaya9 2 ай бұрын

Thank you!

@TylerHardin-sy5tc 2 ай бұрын

Omg 😳 lol 😝 oh yeah man I’m so yoga right now!! Haha 😆 this guy is too cool. But back to the point yeah it’s true though. Quit forcing a connection with what already is

@davidstrevens9170 2 ай бұрын

You can't rely on thoughts to practice spirituality. In fact... you can't rely on thoughts at all.

@anotheryoutubeaccount8122 2 ай бұрын

3:02 is it safe to say that all the practices actually DID work in the long run because you made it where you are now? its crazy how God uses everything for our growth even when it doesnt seem to work

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

Exactly

@spikestoyou 2 ай бұрын

“Christ The Eternal Tao”

@MateaAndEllisir 2 ай бұрын

You can´t manipulate this game... Hmmm no but once you get it, it feels more like you can, or rather, I no longer need too! 😍

@derrickhart1976 2 ай бұрын

Great stuff

@lewispiritual. 2 ай бұрын

I have always said and purposely chose to use the name “lewispiritual” because spirituality is just a feeling. Some feel it more than others and thats what the hype is about.

@daniel_matthew0 2 ай бұрын

Happened to me spontaneously after suffering multiple consecutive traumas over the course of 3 years. Thought I was losing my grip on reality. (not sure why I comment on videos, not sure why I still play the game)

@188amorr 2 ай бұрын

After listening to you for a while this question keeps coming to my mind, if you wish to answer. Do you know about A Course On Miracles?? I don’t hear you talking about this course but I hear the same ideas I work on in the course when I listen to your videos. That opens my mind about all the different posible routes back to God. As always it is a pleasure to listen to you, thank you ❤️

@spiritualrenaissance 2 ай бұрын

i like a course in miracles. I was deeply into it in my 20’s. And I went to listen to marianne willimason speak on it all the time along with other ACIM study groups.

@tyelordietrich4268 2 ай бұрын

Man I feel this as of late. Ive been trying to quit splurging in impulses and the moment I consider wether or not it’s up to me the self destruction stops. That second level of suffering in the mind vs just the original pain that may follow. I’m well aware of what’s going on I just quit destroying myself in the process. Though I still give in from time to time I do not anticipate and enjoy my impulses anywhere near as much as I used to. Though logic says my actions are in my control it’s obvious to me now that nature, the universe is within me and I cannot control and direct that. Do you have any words to add?