Wrote and recorded in 2020.
Mixed and mastered by Anxious Panic from Round Table Records.
Lyrics:
Verse 1:
Im still spitting rhymes staying high not knowing a way,
This my life thinking twice till I hopefully change,
Trynna see through the night cause I aint coping today,
Hope and I pray,
One day that Ill just grow to be great,
Cause everything i was taught feels like it means nothing,
I'm staying staunch in this life but still i keep running,
Thinking bout my past,
All them friends that had to pass,
Watching time go fuken fast,
See this life it doesn't last,
And I ask,
What's this life really all about,
Been through hell and back you call it faith and i call it doubt,
Drowning my sorrows,
And theres no way you could follow,
Getting waisted most the days cause theres no time we can borrow,
Done so much in my life time but haven't really done shit,
I'm just trynna shine bright knowing this a tough gig,
Telling you just one thing telling you just one thing,
I wanna find peace be free and just be something,
Verse 2:
I'm still on my own all alone spitten on beats,
Still getting stoned at my home no one to listen to me,
See I'm just trynna be free trynna find a new direction,
Sick of always scond guessing cause I don't no where I'm heading,
I'm stressing with depression lesson after lesson,
This life it just testing to the point of aggression,
Trynna find a way while I sit and hibernate,
So many things I gotta say,
But I don't no what to say
I'm just here to live my life but am I living it right,
Cause I be always feeling down I think I'm missing the signs,
Better give me some time,
Cause I just donno where I'm going now
Drunk all the time plus I'm always fuken smoking now,
Trynna stay positive in a world that's negative,
All that's left is pain so I tell myself to get a grip,
Ye I said I tell myself to get a grip,
Always on the edge but know that I will never quit.
Bridge:
That's left,
All that's left,
That's left,
All that's left.