it's scary how the lyrics capture depression and suicidal ideation so accurately

“Daydreaming of my funeral… like who would show? Bet no one would go” Why do I relate to this so much

I like how lyrics are fading at "as im fading"

"Hey dad, would you show up for me now? Just to bury your little boy in the ground." That one line hit a lot harder than I thought it would.

"too lazy for suicide..." Why is it so relatable??

My mom says that I probably shouldn't be listening to music like this (she's nice about it and I love her) since it could make my mental state worse but she doesn't seem to realize how nice it is to have someone voice how you feel so perfectly.

I love how the lyrics show that you can be suicidal and just haven't done it, cause my catch fraze is "i cant be bothered", so I felt alot when it said "too lazy for suicide, I just watch the days pass hoping to die."

I relate to this song more than any other song. I love it so much. I listen to it all the time. Great video. I subbed :D

it’s sad how much I relate to this song

For some of you that think that this is just a sad “oh no I’m depresso pls like me” song, then read the music video’s pinned comment. It has a deep meaning for the lead singer of the group, Remington Leith.

"Too lazy for a suicide" way too relateable

It sucks when u can relate to every part of this song

My friend sent this to me. He's having a tough time and mentioned he's listening to this a lot because it hits home. I feel like crying hearing this is a look into how he is thinking and feeling.

I’m not depressed, this is just REALLY catchy 😟

It's creepy how much I identify with the lyrics. I got some chills at certain lines of the song. This would have hit very hard a few years ago... Love the song, feel less alone in my grief of loosing my father. My big thanks to the artist :)

Yes I relate to every word that’s spoken …A LOT……..but 1:37 “Daydreaming of my funeral Like who would show, bet no one would go. Hey dad, would you show up for me now? Just to bury your little boy in the ground” … that one hits pretty hard too…

Remington truly has a gift for song writing, and his intentions make it even more meaningful. Not only is he using music as a place to vent, but as a way to make people feel not alone. Emerson and Sebastian play just as much as a part as Rem does, and the thought that they all collaborated to make this song for Rem and their fans is heartwarming. I've been listening to this song since it came out, and it's helped me so much knowing that someone out there knows how I feel but has fought through it.

This is my comfort song, I love the lyrics

This song is literally me. Depression to the point of being paralyzed, anxiety to the point of not being able to go out, addiction, not having anyone to talk to, and no one talking to me. So many times i have tried to take my life, 14, 14 times, but I'm still here? It got to a point where I couldn't even be bothered trying it anymore, so yeah, being to lazy for suicide...bro that's me. The only one I would be sorry for is my mum, she's been there for me. Suicidal ideation is never something I want anyone to deal with in their lives, bc I know how it feels. Everyone who has the time to read this, please, stay strong and hold on to the smallest moments of happiness, and instead of being upset when they end, hold onto hope that another will come along. Everyday, your best will look different. Yesterday it may have been going outside, having a shower, talking and interacting with people, and today your best might be waking up and sending a single text, and maybe having half a piece of toast. Tomorrow it might look like just waking up and having water. The day after it might look like making plans and eating lots. It always looks different. Your best isn't always bettering yesterday, but overcoming at least some of your dark thoughts of today. I'm proud of everyone here who has survived themselves ❤️

So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home My life don't mean that much to me So I'm living for you Yeah, I'm living for you And you can't stand the sight of me So what's the point of this Fucked up catastrophe? I'm waiting for my time to start As I waste it As I waste it I pop the pills to waste some time As I'm faded As I'm faded This shit messes with my head The only home I know is my bed Too lazy for suicide I just watch the days pass hoping to die So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home Daydreaming of my funeral Like who would show, bet no one would go Hey dad, would you show up for me now? Just to bury your little boy in the ground You broke my heart when you left me Was just waiting Was just waiting I pop these pills to waste some time As I'm faded As I'm faded This shit messes with my head The only home I know is my bed Too lazy for a suicide I just watch the days pass hoping to die So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home I dug this grave I call my home I dug this grave!

I've never related more to a song I love it so much

I have never felt so called out by a song before. Brb gotta go cry now

I feel like a lot of people can relate to every lyric in this song. This song just really hits me and I could listen to this for the rest of my life. Life is more healing with this music.

This the most underatted song ever bro no cap

"the only home i know is my bed" that hits hard🥲 sometimes i just want to disappear 'cause i think i'm stupid and my parents are ashamed of me and i can't even say to anyone how i feel 'cause nobody would understand

This comment section is so sad but it makes me happy to know I’m not alone on this

oddly relatable~

" Too lazy for suicide, just watch the days pass hoping to die" like damn who knew a song is so accurate

“My life don’t mean that much to me so I’m living for you” this hit hard

"too lazy for a suicide.." it's so fuckin relatable

I stumbled upon this and it is everything I have ever felt in my entire 22 years of my life. Things get better and then they get worse and better again. This feeling still stays kinda

it feels nice to have a song that so perfectly describes how i truly feel. i relate to every aspect of this song.

It's sucks because I'm so young...to young to feel and understand and relate to these lyrics. It really sucks.

She breaks you up, tears your heart apart and crushes your hopes and dreams to live yet you are the one supposed to tell her that you're sorry. This song is the definition of that "sorry".

I just relate to this song. Its describing my life in more accurate way then i could

Honestly I hate how I can relate to this whole song.. I’ve been dealing with depression and anxiety almost my whole life. I’ve actually thought about suicide but at the same time I can’t, mainly bc I don’t know fully on how I would do it. This song hits so hard though

instead of talking about why he is depressed, he just says he is, I wish I could've found this song earlier

“Too lazy for suicide. Just watch the days pass, hoping to die.” Too relatable.

WE ARE GETTING OUT OF OUR OWN GRAVE WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🗣‼️‼️💀

Damn I love instru and ur voice sounds soo rock 🤘 Also Love the outfit on that pic

I love this so much

"I'm waiting for my time to start, as I waist it" i can relate so good to that sentences

Damn! This song is very depressive, speaks of depression for sure. Hope that people with those problems can get the help that they need.

god. this hit me right in the daddy issues.

The hate for your own life, but also your Fear of dying…

Love it! I want more songs with the exact same vibe!

"you broke my Heart when you left me" relates too much to my situation. I'd rather give up on everything then try to do anything currently life just messes with me day after day

So glad for kings and queens who made it through. As for others still coming back to it , wish you the best of luck.

Hey man. I care. Your song is sad one and feel it. Chin up. You moved me and I am 47. Thank you .

had a sudden strike of loneliness. typed the word and got this song. perfect.

"hey dad, would you show up for me now? just to bury your little boy in the ground" man this is deeeep but its scary to me how much i relate to this anyway, love the songg

The lyrics says it all just like my life.

After being translated, the meaning of the lyrics of the song Lonely from Palaye Royale is about being lonely in life. His loneliness started to get worse when his father died.

So sick and tired of being alone~

All the words and the sound it just… makes me wanna cry. I feel even more alone because the people around me don’t understand. It makes me wonder if.. anyone would show if I died. If they would feel sorry. If they would regret everything. Y’a know?

3 years ago i started a new school and during the first class i was sat beside this girl. I decided to talk to her, and we quickly became best friends. Now, 3 years later, she has pretty much taken my spot in the friend group, and everyone from the group is ignoring me and hanging out without me and having fun while im just rotting in my room since no one is talking to me or replying to my messages

One of the most relatable songs I've ever heard

Dude i've been playing the bastards album on loop all day omg as well as some of their other songs lol their music is just so good and captures emotions so well

shit hits when you’re writing your suicide note while listening to it

You know, i thought I beat my battle with suicide and depression. This just makes me realize that I haven't beaten it, i've just accepted it. "My life don't mean that much to me, so i'm living for you." This is legit how I feel. If I woke up one day and found my few friends and my grandma had died i'd be joining them. "I'm waiting for my time to start As I waste it" Legit what i'm doing every day, just letting the days pass me by. "I pop the pills to waste some time, As I'm faded" Not quite pills but those flavored pouches, yeah i kinda see myself in that. Hopefully I'll be able to come back to this one day and say I've beaten my depression and suicidal thoughts. Here's hoping.

“so sick and tired of being alone” and “i just watch the days pass, hoping to die” are so relatable.

It's honestly the worst feeling, being committed to ending it, but being to overwhelmed with the stress that you can't even concentrate long enough to follow through 😔 only reason im still here

This song makes me think of Elliot Alderson and now I can’t stop thinking about how much I’d want to hug him if he were real…

"My life don't mean that much for me so I'm living for you" and "I pop these pills to waste some time" r so relatable

0:59 Drinking myself to death each night in hopes of never waking up

in the mood of screaming these lyrics as loud as i can because i relate too much

The best thing that happened in my life showed me this song , Zeyneb if u see this i miss u.

idk how or when but this turned from a crying song about my struggles to a song about personal power and and independence for me. just the was the beat flows, the being ´so sick and tired´. its probably not what the writers intended but i feel like this song represents the power over ur own mental health. sometimes it feels unending, but one day you just get sick of it and bury your past self for a better newer you. its very close to my heart and personal but i felt like i had to share.

I remember listening to this song 1 year ago and relating to the lyrics. I can't say I'm doing great right now but I'm feeling wayy better than before. I feel so proud listening to this song now

Make more like this please I just randomly came across your song me and my dad where listening to it in the car 2 days later he died love man. No homo lol..

It’s bad how much I’m vibing to this.

TW: vent: The song literally describes my feelings for the past 4 years. It is getting worse and it hurts a bit too much. My head is being divided in two by smth i dont even know what is. It isn't the voice everyone has, it is like a second me that is trying to kill me, screams at me and makes me have mental breakdowns even when I dont feel anything. I dont like this second me, it gives me a physical headache and I feel like my head is splitting open half the time. I keep going into derealisation, I cant think at all and I cant feel anything, I keep having nightmares and flashbacks or trauma responses such as dreams of my past that leave me disturbed for days and literally almost made me stab myself. I cant keep it up, I have sever anxiety and I almost died twice of it because I was scared that i was disturbing strangers. I cant go like this, I just want to stay home and never go out

That's Dazai for ya

Song hits differently when you are singing alone with no one around

"Too lazy for a suicide" Damn, why do I relate to this so much?

I only live to help my mum that's all other then that, I'm in my own mind/world :3 my dad dug my grave when he got devoced and didn't care about me ^_- sooo yeah 💯% realitible song 🥲

Ok ima just say it “ dazai”

this song is so relatable. Probably the first ti e in awhile I haven’t felt alone

I can relate this song so much …dealing with family problems and friends… one of them died from cancer the other one is bone cancer and my other friend well ….she hasn’t answer my calls or my messages …cause I had s friend who like cutting themselves and ..no respond ..so great….and I get bullied a lot ….just great

It definitely feels a little weird listening to this song as a person who has been incredibly fortunate to never experience anything like this, but hey, it's a great and really catchy song

Listen to it on 1.25!! You won’t regret it!

I love this song ♡

0:13 Надоело, устал быть один, Всем пока, прощайте, я сам по себе. Прости, мама, мне нужно идти, 1:20 Я вырыл себе могилу и называю ее домом. Моя жизнь ничего особо для меня не значит, Я живу ради тебя, да, ради тебя. И ты не выносишь моего вида, Так в чем же смысл этой греб*ной трагедии? Я жду, когда начнется мое время, Трачу его, трачу. Глотаю эти таблетки, чтобы убить время, И забываюсь, забываюсь. 0:52 Это дер*мо выносит мне мозг. Единственный дом, что у меня есть - это моя кровать. Слишком лень совершать суицид, 1:02 Я просто наблюдаю, как проходят дни, в надежде умереть. 1:10 Надоело, устал быть один. Всем пока, прощайте, я сам по себе. Прости, мама, мне нужно идти, Я вырыл себе могилу и называю ее домом. 1:36 Размышляю о своих похоронах, Например, о том, кто придет, наверняка никто. Эй, пап, а сейчас ты бы пришел? Просто похоронить своего мальчика. Ты сильно огорчил меня, когда меня бросил. Я всё ждал и ждал. Я всё ждал и ждал. Глотаю эти таблетки, чтобы убить время, И забываюсь, забываюсь. 2:02 Это дер*мо выносит мне мозг. Единственный дом, что у меня есть - это моя кровать. Слишком лень совершать суицид, 2:11 Я просто наблюдаю, как проходят дни, в надежде умереть. 2:19 2:20 Надоело, устал быть один, Всем пока, прощайте, я сам по себе. Прости, мама, мне нужно идти, Я вырыл себе могилу и называю ее домом.

I deserve to be alone. Who could ever want to know me?

🌌As im faded 🌌

It hurts how much I relate to this..

***CoughTomiokaCough***

The sad thing is a lot people relate to the lyrics...

"To lazy for suicide..I'm sorry mom I got to go I dug thia grave I dug my own" that hits deep.

"did u ever kin a song so much?" Oh,very much, specially this one song that could actually speak aloud my thoughts

Bop Bop Bop Bop 💃 💃 💃

It’s scary at what they must’ve been through to get this so accurate. Always thought this was but never been able to put it down in words

So relatable

I felt the "too lazy for a suicide, I just watch the days pass hoping to die." Too hard

"too lazy for a suiside watch the days pass hoping to die" why do i relate so much

Песня слишком душевная.... Все иностранные песни такие прекрасные, в них есть глубокий смысл, в русских песнях такое встречается редко. Обожаю. Тут даже без перевода все ясно

Oh shit this is too relatable.

almost 2 years of constantly blasting this song into my ears

I was diagnosed with early onset scitzophrina(if thats how it's spelled) a few years ago. I was hoping 'early onset' meant they could fix it. After I found out they couldn't this song became a pretty accurate representation of my life😅

" I pop these pills to waste some time" That hit home hard..