I like the first with the blue hearts 🥰

I know what you mean about not having someone to look after, Lauren. At 56, I decided I was going to look after me after my daughter moved to another country. Everything changed for the better then! I celebrated the job that I'd done that meant she felt strong and independent enough to move abroad, get a job and learn a new language that she's fluent in. I hope you can focus on you being the person you look after rather than mourning the loss of others you don't look after any more. The fact that Jordan and the twins are strong enough to fly the nest is a testament to how well you nurtured them. I'm sure there'll still be times when they need you, but now's your time to nurture yourself. I understand you need to be in a place where you feel like you deserve to be nurtured, but you'll get there, once you are out the other side of the grieving process of all your losses. Good luck to you, Lauren. I wish you all the healing vibes in the world and for you to nurture you as well as you have other people. X

I loved the blue heart and green heart ones. Lauren, you think you might just be aging? You cant hold on to a tiny waistline forever...your right in giving yourself grace and whatever size you happen to be next in your new season just embrace it and be happy and healthy😊❤

I actually loved that blue one with hearts💙💙💙. However, the one you picked is super cute! Love the pastels on you❤. Now about the your struggles(I can relate on several levels) hopefully you get to talk to your primary medical doctor or an endocrinologist about all those things or maybe ask about maybe testing your hormone levels. The reason I mentioned that is that some of us women older than 35 sometimes have our hormones doing all sort of funny things. When I turned 37, I noticed I gained 10 lb around my middle only. I thought it was my diet too, and it turned out to be my hormones. You never know these days, though. Every woman has their own things going on. You honestly don't lose or risk anything by asking, right? Hope you keep yourself healthy, my friend. ❤

Вы первый блогер, которого я начала смотреть (2006 - 2007). Я так рада, что вы вернулись. Я не настолько хорошо понимаю английский, но я продолжаю вас смотреть. Удачи вам🥰💋❤️

Omad love x