3万人ありがとうございますえへへ。

this is basically how it feels to be chronically depressed and unhealthy but still pour all your effort into school as to not disappoint your family. "become emotional and it's over," is such a perfect lyric

先生に色々問い掛けてるのに耳にイヤホンしてて話聞く気全然無さそうなの好き

i love listening to people sing depressing stuff in a language i dont understand and dancing around in my room to it

I just noticed something about this characters facial expressions, When he is frowning, he doesn't have really bad eye bags, his eyebrows are furred down, and he is a lot sadder. But when he is smiling, he looks way more tired, his eyebrows are less furred, and he seems genuinely happy. My guess is that when he isn't thinking about suicide or is the abuse he takes at school (and most likely at home) he is sad. But when he's thinking about suicide, he's a lot happier, because he has some way to get out of his abuse. Thank you for coming to my tedtalk. Edit: sorry for the bad English, I’m not good at spelling and my sentences are formed weirdly 😅

Song: about suicide Me: I listen it when I cook.

途中入るヨッシーが可愛い

サビだけなんとなく覚えてて、2年ぶりに聞きにきた 「曖昧な ボカロ」で出てくるの神

flower's voice is somewhat unsettling here and it really works-

Why is no one talking about the fact the characters' expression changed? They were frowning at the beginning of the video, then they were smiling at the end.

Legit just realized the butterflies in the background was in abnormality dancin’ girl.

韓国人です。翻訳がうまくいかなかったかもしれません。）うつ病と無気力によって学生時代をやっと乗り越えた私ととてもよく似合う曲です。 勉強をして帰ってくる毎晩、両親に内緒で部屋で泣いていることがありました。 寂しいだけでなく、愛した人が死んだのです。 今まで生きてきた瞬間を思い出して命を絶つことができませんでした。 この生活を7年間しながら5年間相談を受け、いつのまにか学生時代が終わっていきます。 一番鳥肌が立ったのは、私のような人が多いということをこの歌を聞いてコメントを見ながら知ったことです。

I love it when they use Flower

こうやって神曲に出会っちゃうからボカロはやめられないんだよなぁ

こんなすごい曲作ってる人が「えへへ。」って言ってる事に毎回尊死してる

alright, i don't wanna be the downer here but i had a revelation today after years of listening to this song at least once everyday that this song is probably what saved me when i was at my worst. i don't want to get into too many details, but basically i had ruled out every reason for me to live. i decided that thhat night i was going to take my own life. but, then i heard this song. i looked up the lyrics, related to a lot of them, and the music helped to drown out some of the "unpleasant" thoughts in my head. i decided that i wanted to stay alive another day, just so i could hear this song again. and so i did. for a while, i kept using that same reasoning. i would keep living as long as i could hear this song again. then, i found more and more reasons to keep going. sometimes, i sink back down to that place again, but this song, as well as vocaloid as a whole always helps me resurface. i will jeep going as long as i can hear my favorite song again. now, i don't want this to be a sob story or anything like that to get likes. if anything, i hope this comment doesn't blow up because this was really hard to share. but, to anyone who relates to this, anyone who has sunk so far down that they don't believe there is a reason to keep going, try finding something small like this. it won't make everything better right away. sometimes, things will get worse before they get better. sometimes, you will still find youself returning to that dark place. but, i hope you push through it. i haven't gotten out completely yet, so i can't say whether it gets better, but i have a small bit of hope that it will. and i want to share that hope with you. so please, not for a random stranger on the internet, but for yourself, please find at least one reason to keep going, even if it's small. you're not alone in your struggles

1:53からメンヘラちゃんの本気来て嬉しい

聴きにくるたびにパセリさんの固定コメの最後のえへへ。がたまらん。

友人がこの子エーミールみたいだね。蝶々とかあるし とか言っててちょっと震えた

BEFORE YALL KIDS HAD PHONK, WE WERE SMOKING THIS 😭🙏🗣️🗣️

Fan Theory: Egoist: someone who is self-centered. So this song may say "Sensei" a lot but it isn't really about school. It may be about anxiety and stress caused by people who are too self-centered and doesn't care about what you say. The song had a little music bridge saying "Hatred, hatred, hatred" "Ignored" or something like that. So this may mean that he or she is being absent in the eyes of almost everyone he knows, which makes him get trust issues. He/she may already be to emotionally exhausted and doesn't have time for school. And says the he/she already know the patience in life, and asks that "Have you already realized that, sensei?"

先生のところが「せんせい」ではなく「せんせ」って聞こえる調教が好き…

ドラムンベースのお手本みたいな曲 繊細な歌詞を勿体無いと思わせる間もなく豪快に駆け抜けてゆく大胆さがたまらない

i think the song tells you about having so much expectation until the point where it make you suffer but you cant do anything about it. the line "become emotional and its over" kind of relatable.

こんなかっこいい曲作る人が「えへへ」とか言ってんの可愛すぎるやんギャップの勝利

I feel like this song is borderline suicidal and about a really reasonable kid that has questioned everything about life so they understand things that you only realize when you're older. It's weird, but I can definitely relate.

うつ病についての歌、恐怖についての歌、精神状態についての歌は私を刺激し、決して私を落胆させません。ある意味好きです。

i realized when he smiles, he looks more tired. more forced.

オレンジは下品、わがまま、八方美人って意味があるので、オレンジ色染まる君は、題名からしてわがままになる君?暗闇は人目につかないつかない所だから、人目につかない所に隠して自己を閉ざすかな? ちなみに黄色は、狂気、嫉妬、不名誉って意味があります。 長文すみませんでした。あと編集済みすみません。

定期的に聞きたくなる曲過ぎて中毒性が沼

途中で聞こえてくるうごメモのかえるみたいな音好き

イントロでこんなにも惹かれたのはこの曲が初めて。 1秒も退屈せずに聴いてられたし聴いていたいって思うのも久しぶり。本当に良い。

left brain: don't dance to this, it's dark and about suicide right brain: 💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺

サビで男の子が笑ってるの好き

I doubt anyone will see this but I think the title “Egoist” comes from 1 of the 4 classifications of suicide called “egoistic suicide”. It’s when someone commits suicide bc they’re a loner or an outcast, lacking friends and they commit to escape the loneliness.

後ろの背景の時計が4時44分なの作りこみえぐい

うおぉ！！ 音圧すごい

when the depression is chronic, but the song is iconic

この歌ガチ好きなんで2024年も聞き続けます。

0:01 ここの最初のところがまじですきすぎてリピってる！！！！！！

くそ懐かしくなって聞きに来た、 やっぱ何回聞いてもいいな。

先生人生相談でハマって、おやすみおやすみでまたハマって、サビでハマって全部で一つの曲で主様に3回もハマってる事にやっと気づきました…

1番辛い時泣き叫びながらまず聞く曲はこの曲です

「衝動的になって正解だ」って"正解"って言い切ってくれてる歌詞が、なんだか肯定されてるみたいで安心する。

これだから、ボカロを馬鹿にすることが出来ないんだよ まぁ、馬鹿にできるわけもないし、馬鹿にしたくない

lyrics Jinsei soudan ga arimasu Kiite kuremasu ka Sensei Taigai yanderu seikatsu Taikai sasete yo Sensei Jinsei shinbou wakatte Kizuite kuremasu ka Sensei Soutai sasete yo Sensei Orenjiiro ni somaru kimi wa Yagate kurayami ni somaru tokeru Tsukihi hakatte mo kienai kurushimi Bukimina yoru o kimi to tomo ni Oyasumi Oyasumi Oyasumi okaeri Kanjouteki ni natte baibai da Dare yori mo hayaku tooku e yuke yo Atomodori wa shinai yo Atosaki nante nai kara Shoudouteki ni natte seikai da Dare yori mo yoru o koete ike yo Atomodori wa shinai yo Atosaki nante nai kara Kirai... Tsurai... Uzoumuzou... Fushoubushou... Jinsei rettou wakatte Kizuite kuremasu ka Sensei Taitei naiteru seikatsu Soutai sasete yo Sensei Oku ni shimatta kimi no egao wa Yagate kurayami ni somaru tokeru Tsukihi hakatte mo kienai omoide Bukimina yoru o kimi to tomo ni Oyasumi Oyasumi Oyasumi tadaima Moumokuteki ni natte baibai da Dare yori mo hayaku tooku e yuke yo Atomodori wa shinai yo Atosaki nante nai kara Reishouteki ni natte seikai da Dare yori mo yoru o koete yuke yo Atomodori wa shinai yo Atosaki nante nai kara Kanjouteki ni natte baibai da Dare yori mo hayaku tooku e yuke yo Yuke yo Atomodori wa shinai yo Atosaki nante nai kara Shoudouteki ni natte seikai da Dare yori mo yoru o koete yuke yo Yuke yo Atomodori wa shinai yo Atosaki nante nai kara (note i copied and pasted so we can all sing it)

カッコ良さと芸術が爆発してるよこの曲

大沼さんのえへへの破壊力ヤバい。可愛すぎ

サムネからして明らかに好き 　　　　　↓ 前奏から溢れ出る神曲オーラ 　　　　　↓ いつもの如く､神過ぎて絶句タイム 　　　　　↓ 聞き終わって一言………ヤヴァい 　　　　　↓ リピート(現在進行形でここ)

The song: probably has a dark meaning Me: *head bopping intensifies because this song is fire*

ちょくちょくヨッシーいるの好き

WHY THE HELL ARE DARK SONGS SO GOOD WTH

Why is nobody talking about the orange paint behind them that makes it look like they were shot in the head?

song: about suicide me: listening to it while I do homework

i dont care if its about suicide this is a banger

I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW LONG IT TO LOOK FOR ME TO FIND THIS SONG OMG. THANK YOU TO THE ALGORITHM FOR DOING YOUR JOB.

なんか、蝶の標本みて少年の日の思い出だったっけ？（エーミールのやつ）思い出したわ

Song: dark as heck Me: **listens to it while I draw my most wholesome oc**

1:06 　「月日が経っても消えない苦しみ　不気味な夜を君と共に」 気持ちいい😮

この動画のコメ欄見る度にうp主の「えへへ」が可愛くてニマニマする。 俺キモイな

聞きに来るたびに｢えへへ。｣が可愛すぎて死ぬ

聴いた瞬間｢は？」ってなった。 前奏からカッコよすぎて

1:01の「オレンジ色に染まる君は」の後のヨッシーが何か食べるときの「ﾍﾟ-ﾛﾝ」みたいな音をめっちゃ速くしたみたいな効果音がなんか好き

沼になるような曲にえへへというギャップが素敵なんだよなぁ

We did it boys, this has more views than the mha animation Edit: yall....why did I post this over a year ago..?

後ろのオレンジのやつ頭を撃ち抜かれて吹き出た血に見えるの私だけ？

The more I listen to this song, the better it gets.

IM SO HAPPY THIS WAS FINALLY ADDED TO PJSK AHHHH

この独特なメロディー好きだなぁ この人パセリさんっていうんだー ほかの曲はどんなだろ？ おおーこれもいいな、これも、これも... 待って、この人神やん(確信)

3年前に狂ったように聴いてたのに、サムネで覚えてたせいで曲名はっきり覚えてなくて、見失って、そっからずっと聴いてなくて、この曲を聴いてたことすら忘れてた。でも、友達にオススメされてブルーロック見始めて、エゴイストって出てきて、最初は全然使わない言葉なのになんか聞き覚えあるなぁ､､｡ぐらいだったけど、急にこの曲の事思い出した。久しぶりに聴いたけど、やっぱりこの中毒性がある感じ最高過ぎる。本当に思い出せて良かった。マジでブルーロックに感謝

もちろん今も聴きまくってるよね！？

え、初めて聴いた時12万再生とかだったのに！！なにがあった？？？おめでとう！！！、！れ！！！ まだまだ伸びて欲しい

ドSな音… 極悪度増してて この曲、好きです

0:56〜 このメロディ大好き過ぎて何回も聞きに来ちゃう 途中でくるぺろん(？)(ヨッシーの効果音みたいなの)がエモエモのエモです……

The fact this guy only has 207k subs but have 24M on this video is craaazy

少年の日の思い出感あるな…

個人的にこの曲はイヤホンとかで聞いた方が良いきがする。音が細かいところまで聞けて心地良い。

パセリさんのflowerくっそ可憐

No matter how dark it is and the song is about suicide, the song is so good that you can't not get excited about it.😢 This is a very good song.

たまに聞こえるヨッシーみたいなﾍﾟﾛﾝｯっていう音が可愛くてなんか好きです

有象無象がうどんに聞こえたのはわいだけだろうか...

im so happy this got added to project sakai

ちょっとだけ出てくるヨッシーが好き

Everyone: *theories* Me: cha cha real smooth edit: thanks for the likes yah swags

先生になんにも期待してない吹っ切れた問いかけ方が好き、神曲。

表現が表せない程素晴らしいし好き…

夏休み最終日の曲だと一度でも思ってみろ、まじでそれが頭から離れない

エゴイストって 自分の事しか考えない 思いやりのない人 って意味だって。

同じコメントあったら申し訳ないんですが、左側の時計 4:44（し・し・し）なんですね

うわぁすげー後ろの血しぶき？が男の子と重なって頭バーンって撃たれてる感じがしてカッコいい

人生相談があります 聞いてくれますか？ 先生 ってなってるの、この画面の子じゃなくて、先生が遺した言葉のように見える… 何にせよパセリさん好きです🥰🥰

Starts at 0:35 jinsei soudan ga arimasu kiite kuremasu ka sensei taigai yanderu seikatsu taikai sasete yo sensei jinsei shinbou wakatte kidzuite kuremasu ka sensei taigai yanderu seikatsu soutai sasete yo sensei orenjiiro ni somaru kimi wa yagate kurayami ni somaru tokeru tsukihi hakatte mo kienai kurushimi bukimina yoru o kimi to tomo ni oyasumi oyasumi oyasumi okaeri kanjouteki ni natte baibai da dare yori mo hayaku tooku e yuke yo atomodori wa shinai yo atosaki nante nai kara shoudouteki ni natte seikai da dare yori mo yoru o koete ike yo atomodori wa shinai yo atosaki nante nai kara kirai... tsurai... uzoumuzou... fushoubushou... jinsei rettou wakatte kidzuite kuremasu ka sensei taitei naiteru seikatsu soutai sasete yo sensei oku ni shimatta kimi no egao wa yagate kurayami ni somaru tokeru tsukihi hakatte mo kienai omoide bukimina yoru o kimi to tomo ni oyasumi oyasumi oyasumi tadaima moumokuteki ni natte baibai da dare yori mo hayaku tooku e yuke yo atomodori wa shinai yo atosaki nante nai kara reishouteki ni natte seikai da dare yori mo yoru o koete yuke yo atomodori wa shinai yo atosaki nante nai kara kanjouteki ni natte baibai da dare yori mo hayaku tooku e yuke yo atomodori wa shinai yo atosaki nante nai kara shoudouteki ni natte seikai da dare yori mo yoru o koete yuke yo atomodori wa shinai yo atosaki nante nai kara

初めて聞いた時10万再生位だったのに今じゃ外国の方のコメが多くなって…この神曲が沢山の人に聞いて貰えて物凄く嬉しい

昔から聞いてるけど、聞きにくるたびにやっぱ神曲だなって思う❗️

インクリングみたいな音好き

コメ欄がグローバルになってパセリさんが外国にも人気ってのが嬉しいんですけどヨッシーコメやうどんコメなどが埋まっちゃってて悲しい…

後ろのBGMも最高だし。 歌詞もいい感じのヤンデレ具合全部好きです。

Imma make a mega long analysis hold up... song slaps so fricking hard tho oml. This is also just my little opinion, so please don't rip my head off... (I made this at 3:00 am. it's gonna suck lol) Alright, let's start from the beginning... He is maybe talking to a teacher or staff about his problems, but they are not listening... He wants to leave early because maybe he gets bullied or just doesn't understand school, and nobody will help him. "The you that is dyed an orange hue will, eventually melt into the dark." Makes me kinda clueless, but maybe he is talking about himself. He also says the suffering won't fade, which is about his bullying. His next line is something I will get into later when talking about the "night." When he says "Goodnight" It is referring to suicide., but when he says "Welcome Home" It is referring to when he is dead(I think) and he he is happy about it. Alright, I am sure you have seen the countless comments about his facial expressions, but I think when he is sad, he is either at school, or not thinking suicidally, but when he smiles, he is thinking about suicide and death. Imma talk about the "night" now. So, i think the night is when he is going to commit his death, and you are the one helping him do. There is also a red splatter in the background on a picture, possibly also referring to his death Okay, so when he says "become emotional and it's goodbye," he does not want you to cry at the "night" or just get emotional. He wants you to get the "night" over with fast and is not going back. He has nothing since he gets bullied and is depressed. He wants you to become impulsive, so just doing what he says without thinking at all, like maybe killing his without thinking. He wants you out of all people to do it, maybe you are his friend or someone understanding, and thinks you can do it fastest and think that you would not talk about it and not get emotional. Lyrics repeat.... Hating is referring to his bullies. Hurting is also referring to bullies, but when they fight or attack him instead. Babbling referring to... uh... I think maybe gossip, I dunno. I think reluctantly means you reluctantly agreed to this. He is once again talking to the school teacher or staff. He probably thinks he is inferior to his bullies or classmates since he gets picked on so much. He is asking if the teacher has even noticed or that the teacher even understands that he thinks he is inferior. Living in tears refers to the effect of bullies and how he thinks he is worthless. He once again wants to leave early. He may be talking about how you will become depressed, now or maybe become a bit sad after helping him die. He is probably referring to his horrible memories to bullies when he says, "The memories won't fade." The eerie night is referring to his death. Lyrics repeat... "Become blind and it's goodbye." Hmm... maybe saying that if you become blind to why he is committing suicide, then he is leaving. Lyrics repeat... Become cynical, probably saying to become selfish and kill him for cynical reasons, I dunno. Lyrics repeat... lyrics repeat...Done!! What a good song!! Wow. Now, my notes. It is now 4:20a.m. and I am very tired. I wanted to do this for a while, and decided now was a good time since I was up for a good while looking for my lost earring... Also, please don't do anything described in this song, like committing suicide, please... Well, thanks for sticking around this dang long, my goodness... bye! Edit 1: i have to make a correction. Wen he is talking about your orange hue that will melt into the darkness, i think it is referring to bloodstain, and maybe you also commit the suicide wiith him? He maybe wanted to do it with you because you are probably wanting to die too. I think he means that everyone will forget about it. I dont know...

The song "Egoist" by Parsley Onuma and featuring Flower is a philosophical song that speaks to the struggles of life and the need to keep pushing forward despite feeling overwhelmed, depressed and anxious. The singer sings of understanding the need for patience, acceptance of inferiority and of how their emotions, pain, and happiness will eventually melt away and be forgotten. Despite this, the singer tells themselves to be impulsive and go fast and farther than anyone else, never giving up and not going back, as they don’t have anything else anyway. The song is a reminder to not give in to despair and to keep going, no matter how rough the road is.

あーいうソファーで寝たら気持ちいよな