Thank you divine one 🌞So appreciate of you sharing your healing art to inform and uplift our souls 💜🧡💚💖💙💛You are so soothing to listen to and your intuition so accurate. Eternal blessings ♾🪷🦋🕊✨

Pile 1-I just went no-contact with my family. You nailed it 🌟

Beautiful Bel🥰 In the psychology field when working with children, play therapy is utilized because the child does not have integrated awareness to consciously express why they are behaving as they do. By allowing the child space, attention, and curiosity to express, clues are revealed to what is influencing the child’s behaviors. The psychologist can then piece together a larger picture and advocate on the child’s behalf to the caregivers seeking guidance. Because all parties involved truly have a desire for better circumstances. But blind spots are just that. Seeking other’s perspective, so long as that perspective is a pure source, is helpful in accomplishing that goal. In so many ways i experience you, through these readings, as the psychologist, observing the clues revealed in these cards as you piece the larger picture together. I hear my consciousness say, yes, that’s it, your reading totally adds up. This was my experience of listening to you unfolding the story for pile 2. I saw my early childhood represented in the first column of cards (7 of cups/3 of cups), that childish enthusiasm bounding into the world filled with love and whimsy. But having gone through the 8 of swords, in a world of repressed expression, invisible lashes brought me to the middle column more than once (4 of swords/page of swords) just as you indicated. I’ve been in my Snow White Sanctuary (what you referred to as slumber in that middle column). As shown in these cards. I was surrounded by natural beauty and far away, yet still within sight of the castle aka, the real world. Although this wasn’t my first time in the Snow White sanctuary, it was my longest stretch of time since birth. I feel I’m nearing the edge of my sanctuary as i hear the call, symbolized in the third column (Star/queen of pentacles.) I have been in this sanctuary precisely as you indicated with the knight of wands “the stem has taken a long time to grow.” I’ve taken these 8 of swords experiences and closely examined them. Reflecting on memories, tracing my steps from these memories, cataloging how i got from column 1 to 2. And then integrating this information so i can use my personal experience as a symbolic map for others. Although each of our experiences are unique, there is a collective agreement we are operating from that leads many down the same path I’ve encountered. I have been doing this mapping intimately within a very confined space for years, refining, proving out, how to articulate this journey so others can heal and moreover, never even need to experience the 8 of swords. You hit the nail on the head, I have curated a “therapy” that is more playful and creative. A child therapy for all, because we all have that inner child. When you moved to the Oracle cards and pulled desire and hold…that’s when the layers came in for me. You had to cover them up. Which brings me back to your 8 of swords comment about the “illusion in the mind.” It’s similar to a comment I’ve said in another reading of yours in the past, about the disclaimer you need to put on these videos as “entertainment.” To offer your gift you need to play by the KZfaq rules and say “don’t take this serious” and you need to cover both the desire and hold cards because they show inappropriate content. You got quiet and the ticking clock really stood out to me. The clock is ticking… How long are we all going to hold our desire, covering it up, and not taking this life serious? That’s how we, as a collective, get from column 1 to column 2. Because column 2 shows the desire withheld in a “slumber” to protect or guard (guardian oracle) our inner child. It isn’t dead. It is just sleeping. Meanwhile the clock is ticking… I’m so glad you leave many of these layers in your reading. I know you’re very sensitive to external distractions and try to mute them out. But the ones you leave in carry this incredible and subtle detail. I see these Oracle cards were emphasizing how i guard and protect my inner child. How we are all forced to protect this inner child. Because we are all needing to play by the rules to express our gifts. I didn’t see this as guidance per se, just more of a reminder, i take this Snow White sanctuary with me imbued in the armor on the knight of wands. And note, the knight is not carrying a sword. It is a flower. But other’s may perceive this as a sword because the knight is armored. Until closely examined, the story revealed here, is the armor is needed by us all to preserve and protect our innocence. Because we all can play nice, follow the rules, while still speaking authentically through these rules. Like the KZfaq rules 🤪 And Bel, you exemplify this playing by the rules beautifully on your channel. I can feel the depth and accuracy of your message despite the KZfaq constraints. As you noted, carrying the light, i do pickup and take on other’s repression. I then begin to feel very heavy and confused. That’s when i fall back into column 2. Which is my personal purification zone. If the armor doesn’t protect, because who wants a hug from metal 😂, i have backup, the sanctuary (column 2.) What “therapy” I’ve been creating, is revealing this sanctuary for what it is. That it can be replicated by others. Because we don’t intend to harm others with our repression but it cannot be helped because the amount of repression required these days for us all to play nice and by the rules. Just as you needed to feel sorry that you had to conceal the beautiful cards. That some beautiful soul crafted from their imagination to share with the world. As so many artists that have come and gone from humanity, that experienced censorship because the collective consciousness was not ready to face that beauty. Tick…tock (hey, isn’t there an app for that?😂) I love that you revealed your Snow White Sanctuary when you said you were noticing all the sunflowers around you in your room. You went on to say, “They are trying to do this by being connected to you rather than their own source.” Yes! But that is the point of therapy. Just as it is the point to your readings. Their own source implies their source is separate. You have clearly curated your gift and we all benefit here on your channel from the source of light you shine on us and i imagine everyone around you. I am comfortable with people connecting into my light, like a lighthouse in a sea storm. Just as i (hope) you are here on your channel. I, like you (i sense), accept my responsibility as a guide to shine that light. Yes, it does get draining. And that drain is the indicator i need my retreat. It’s not to say there aren’t people i permanently remove my light from their life. If the drain is too much, i know when to pull the plug. But dang, that’s hard. Because if not me then who. If not now then when? I know I’m not saying anything you don’t already know. I just heard that passing phrase and wanted to zoom in on it to share what I’ve discovered about my lighthouse journey. I see the knight of wands is armored. I see the guidance is to keep the awareness i have a retreat to return to (second column) and this does not indicate a failure on my part or others who have drained me. It’s just where life is at the moment as we all collectively mature. I love the heartache and magician combination. I totally agreed it is being able to alchemy shift heartache. Yes! Helping others transform that heartache. Absolutely. Aristocrat, how perfect. The privilege and responsibility that arises from that futuristic (hierarchy pyramid) card. I love that you picked up on the two meanings of this card. “You stand out in the crowd.” But also helping others who stand out of the crowd. To guide other aristocrats, one must first pioneer the path (aka “put yourself first, always.”) These cards “you are not your negative thoughts” and “to change the world, change within” i saw these as the indicators of the heartache and magician. That i can pickup and hold others 8 of swords. Then i go within my Snow White sanctuary to purify these heartaches. But this most recent, and longest period in the sanctuary, i needed to map out this inner sanctum. Once i reflected on how i do this, i could articulate this healing process externally. It’s always been intuitive for me. I couldn’t stop myself from retreating. I couldn’t stop myself from recovering. I couldn’t stop myself from shining when i was out. I couldn’t stop myself from responding to people who needed light and warmth. So what i could do was document this process. You are the aristocrat to this aristocrat. As i am an aristocrat to others who are aristocrat to others. Even though your channel is for many, i feel the intimacy of the messages. And these were the cards, 2 of cups, 6 of pentacles and 3 of pentacles. You, in the red robe, giving me, the boy, that sunflower (as you literally did when you shared you were surrounded by the flowers in your space). The two of cups intimacy i feel in this space on your channel, despite its public presence. And the three of pentacles, collaboration that comes when guides support guides. I feel like the 5 of cups is constantly questioning, “am i giving enough?” Because i don’t see the world changing. I still see pain and suffering. I still see people struggling. Is there more i can do? It’s a constant question. Coupled with “do i really have anything to offer this world?” It is the question, “Is the two of cups enough?” Could one to one really have much of an impact. Hence why there was intuitive hesitation on how to lay that card. Yet, you flipped it upright. And i feel the answer from that intuitive flip was, yes, it is enough. Bel, you are a gifted tarot-ologist. Thank you from the depth of my essence 🥰

Group 3-I’m ready too!😉

Thank you for the pile 2 reading 🌞💙🧡💜💛💖💚

Lovely reading Bel, thank you.❤

Pile 2 really resonated today - thank you so much Bel 🙏

Brilliant channelling dear one ❤ pile 2❤ Blessings ❤❤

Pile 2. Spot on

Thank you❤❤❤

Nice reading!

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I feel pile 2 is more of my past and present and pile 3 it’s my present and future

"Yeah, but no. But yeah, but no"...reminds me of a character Vicky Pollard from a popular British comedy sitcom called "Little Britain"😂 pile 3 here BTW.

Timestamps 00:00:00 Intro 00:03:27 Pile 1 Book Of Shadows and Pink Calcite 00:46:07 Sunflower Fields and Carnellian 01:28:43 New Babylonian and Unakite

Pile 3. I'm ready 🫶🏼 Thank you.