My math exam went terrible yesterday and i couldn't help but cry and feel miserable. I've exam to give tomorrow too but instead I'm here just crying and listening to this song, i feel pathetic. I don't deserve to live, it feels like it's the end now. I want to quit.

I can’t sleep without this song anymore

This is xxxtentacions fav song, it’s one day till his day but I can’t help but just cry everytime I hear this bc all I do is think of him and his personality and his angelic voice and how he was working to turn his life around..

Its 2:30 am... i cant sleep, thoughts of wanting to stop living consume me. How can i be more of use to the people around me? How can i not have feelings? Because i dont want them anymore. Maybe i was of use people around me would actually love me... maybe i would love myself. I want to sleep yet this thoghts dont let me. A few months ago i cutted my skin and it burned a little but i felt a bit better, punishing myself for my mistakes conforted me a little, how selfish really. I slowly started loosing myself, i dont know who i am anymore, i am me... i am meee.. i am ME?. Anyway, sleep well everybody, remember that there is always someone worrying about you. Please dont give me your simpathy or console me... the majority of us are probably in the same boat. Hugs to you❤

Ima prob get broken up with today and I’ve just been in my room crying to this song thinking of ways to end it all and make everyone happy that I’m gone

playing this at my lowest. wish me luck!!! :333

I don't feel sad,this song gives me so much chill,I just like it,it fits perfect to my mood,even if i'm in a good mood. I can feel peace and silence

i used to listen to this high out of my mind a year ago. Now im sober and it feels odd hearing this song once more. It still feels the same

There aren’t enough words in the English language to describe what this song means to me.

I've been listening to this song for three days in a row and I think it gives me the peace I need.

gives me goosebumps but helps me sleep

I'm seeking happiness without a map Not knowing where's my north Not know where to look at Just knowing what I'm looking for Maybe not even that

i cant even cry anymore gang

this is the song i listen to at my lowest times. The most calming song ever.

Every time I feel the same desperate, incomprehensible feeling, I go straight to listening to this song, I feel that it is the only one that understands me

i wish she could see herself as i see her.

In my restless dreams I see that town… Silent Hill

i am trying to be kind to myself and let me rest every once in a while.. so hard to achieve. I struggle everyday and have felt so isolated all my life. I am deeply in love with a girl now, she sometimes makes life woth living. But I don't trust my feelings, I am so scared of losing her and any sense of self thats left...

oh beautful poison tree

time goes on

playing both versions of poison tree at my lowest rn.

no matter how hard i've tried, no matter how long i've tried i will always be a failure

It is 9:25am and i didn't sleep ifeellikeazombie feeling

I have bad sprits that bother me and this song makes me calm and just think about the good times😢😊

Why is life just like a game? you have to make the right choices or else something will happen. It feels like im being controlled. i think every night about my life, and every night this pops up in my brain. i feel like every person is a different character. The player gets to choose the hair, eyes everything. they can design their own person. theres barely any time where i get to have fun. now i wonder. Is a different person controlling me now that im older?

i feel so alone

i hope i find the peace i deserve.

This song is on my mind.

breathe. That’s all I need to do

My song

I had an a maths paper that was supposed to be given in yesterday I don’t know why I didn’t do it.Today I skipped school n my dad said the school called.He sounded so disappointed and i juat can’t help but cut

♥️

Real.

he finally said he liked me Yesterday night, I woke up today to see that he just doesn't want to be together

this songs makes me suffering

são quase 2h da manhã e eu nao consigo dormir

LLJ

i used to care and love so much hoping to get the same but i didnt

me sinto um pouco frustrado por estar há muito tempo tentando descobrir o que quero fazer com a minha vida, principalmente falando sobre o lado profissional

My best friend of 3 an a bit years is drifting away from me.. an I understand that it is my fault. she is an absolute beautiful person an I wouldn't trade her for the world, she has been there with me when I was In my dark spots and vice versa. it has been a couple of rough months as I have a boyfriend and I'm spending almost all of my time but I've tried to make time with her and she seem unintresred and not happy whenever I try to talk to her and it breaks my heart. My boyfriend an I have been dating for seven months and it only felt like she was drifting away from me a few weeks ago. But I had raised my concerns to her about this and she said that she just had some personal issues going on and she left it at that. And that made me feel helpless and silly, I've never wanted ti make her feel like this ever in my life and I think I just need help... does anyone have any ideas or possible solutions to my problem I need help.. i don't wanna lose her. she means the world to me and im scared.

I saw the prettiest alt girl at the skatepark, it was about 10:00pm and I was too pussy to ask for her number or even talk to her. I regret it a lot. It was one of those days where you meet new people you never met and you never see them again. I fear it was one of those times. This song was the exact feeling I was having during those moments

My two closest friends said they might k!ll themselves in August so after I got that text I cried to this for hours. I know I'm the reason why they're gonna commit. I just know it. But they're one of my only friends I have left that aren't going to high school and if they off themselves I would only have 3 friends left. I ruined this song by crying to it. thanks, Grey for ruining your favorite song.

you are really ok?

I really don’t like living fr

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