// Timestamps // 0:00 Prom Queen - Beach Bunny 2:12 Body - Mother Mother 5:27 Mrs Potato Head - Melanie Martinez 9:04 Gender is Boring - She/her/hers 12:09 This Is Home - Cavetown // Hope this helped ( ^^ )

Yes, I hate my body. Yes, I haven’t ate. Yes, it’s 3 in the morning.. And yes, I feel like everyone hates me and thinks I’m an attention seeker

Pov: you can't be with the person you love just because of your body

i really HATE how most of the older generation place such high importance over our bodies. "you should lose weight." "eat less if not you'll grow fat." when will they realise that's the least interesting thing to talk about at the dinner table? or just in general. literally everytime i gave a reunion dinner, the topic of dieting ALWAYS gets brought up and it's a very sensitive issue for me. why don't you talk about how things are at your job? or debate over politics and have a laugh afterwards? why must it always come to this? and it's so extremely sad that because of this so many people grow hate their bodies and will go to lengths to try and achieve their ideal body. i am happy though, happy that these talks have gave our generation the chance to grow and change our views to become more thoughtful and considerate of others.

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when you know all the song in this playlist :)

I feel so bad for me and others at a young age dealing with insecurities...Hoping life could be fair and normal one day :(

Vent: I can't just go a day without looking at the mirror and see how fat I am. I punish myself to eat less. I wanna go on a diet but people will call me a wannabe. They can only see that I have a 'model body' but hon, it's never like that. You don't know how much it hurts to just face a mirror.

My mom used to tell me all the time if I ept eating I was going to be 'obese'. But when I finally stopped eating, she told me I would starve to death if I didn't eat more. Every day, I look in the mirror and I remind myself just how ugly I really am. People always tell em I'm 'beautiful' but I disagree. When you face is filled to the brim with acne, you can't consider yourself pretty. It hurts a whole hell of a lot more seeing all these pretty girls online that I always imagined myself being, but I'm way overdue for a glow up. I don't want to be me anymore.

To be honest…I hate my body. Even though my parents say I look fine I don’t believe them. I feel like I’m too hairy, or I am a bit fat or a bit too skinny.

As a kid I had this best friend, I thought she was the one, but one day she asked me "Has anyone called you *fat* ?" normally when someone asks me something like that they think that or something not the point. Those words snapped my confidence. And whenever I try to go on a diet, my parents feed me really unhealthy things. I've tried starving myself twice, like everything it failed.

I'm trans masculine, every time I look in the mirror I feel like crying. This playlist just hits different.

It's like a painful circle for every teenager. Wanting something you don't have. Hating your own body..Wanting to be someone else. [ I need to let out some steam... ] I'm not insecure about my face and stomach, it's only my "upper chest" (as I like to call them as a joke, "tatter tots") My mother has genes which most fat I gain goes to my upper chest. I need to wear bras to the tightest option, it feels like it suffocates me. Some of my friends make uncomfortable comments about my upper chest. I sometimes joke about it, but I know people who goes TOO far. When somebody tries to flirt, they ALWAYS mention THAT part of my body. [ This is one of the best playlists I've ever listened too. Good song choices, thank you. ]

My parents tell me 1-3 times every month to loose weight and within 3 weeks I lost 20 lbs they didn't care ive been eating less the only thing they seem to care about is having a picture perfect daughter but guess what even if I am picture perfect I'll need YEARS of therapy thanks to you guys...

It sickens me to see how many people here have been brainwashed, by social media or family/friends/acquaintances, to think that they're either too fat or too skinny. No such thing as a "perfect body" exists. Take me for example; I have a bunch of stretch marks on my thighs and stomach, hip dips, a shit ton of acne on my back and a lot of chub here and there. Does that make me less pretty? No, of course not! And that applies to you too aswell. It doesn't matter if you're skinny or chubby, have acne or any other so called ìmperfections`- you're beautiful/handsome no matter what! If you want to work on yourself, then do so in a healthy way but please don't hurt yourself in the process! I can tell you from experience that it's not worth it in the long run. You're very important, so please don't let the bad thoughts get to you! I wish you good luck, and stay safe

To be honest I hate my body. I don't feel like a girl but everytime I try to talk to anyone about I just feel bad about it and everytime I look in the mirror I think that I look too fat and girly. It's hurting me how many teenagers feel the same. (I can relate to these songs so much, great playlist :))

being overweight isnt bad, you're still beautiful, it only becomes an issue if it's affecting your health

“No one will love you if your unattractive.” The deepest song lyric I’ve ever heard. But it also feels like the most real. ❤❤❤

I begin to start crying when I see my face but only when I’m alone, when I’m with my friends or with someone it makes it go away

Hell, why is this so relatable? Why are you guys in the comments relatable? None of us should feel this way but we do?

I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ Not my words Im just passing this around! :) From a stranger on the internet to anybody reading this,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU Don't give up

Tw: eating disorder/vent I've relapsed in my eating disorder and honestly I'm happy. But today I'm so upset, my sister made me eat so much food today I'm going to gain weight. I'm not even gonna dare to weigh myself I don't want to see the scale go up. I use to have an eating disorder (well the thoughts never really went away but whatever) and honestly I was so happy of how skinny I was. It solved so many of my fucking problems. I wasn't just the ugly disposable friend anymore. I was treated like an actually fucking person. I wasn't getting weird looks, I was being treated better, my mom was proud, my uncle praised me, my gender dysphoria was so much lower. Being skinny for me was the best thing to ever happen in my life. But now since I've gained so much fucking weight, everything has gotten back to how it was and I hate it. I hate being treated like this. It is fucked up how our society has caused everyone to treat people differently just because of their weight. I'm happy I have fully relapsed, because then people will stop judging me. I'm happy and excited that I'm going to get my old body back. I know this is fucked up, but this is how I honestly feel.

I’ve always hated my body. I hate looking in a mirror and seeing how dry my facial skin is. I hate seeing the random red bits in random places on my face. I hate seeing my massive thighs and arms. I just feel so ugly. My best friend has a crush on me… it’s sweet, and I like her back (we’re both bi btw) but why? Why does she like me? She says she sees a girl with beautiful brown ombré hair and the prettiest hazel eyes. Why can’t I see that? All I see is a girl with knotty hair, chubby cheeks and fat everything.

Vent: At school your wieght is how people will see you and your popularty, at home you get told to eat less and then my moms starts clapping whenever I eat less I just hate my body I feel like I need to pretend someone else its only my brother and dad understand and they dont say anything just jokes. I love my mom but she just make me insecure sometimes. I care what every single person thinks of me. And I wish I couldnt be overwhieght and ugly. Im sorry to everyone who relates to this I hope you guys feel better!!♡♡

I already hated my body and was insecure about my weight, and my mother just says, "___ Is a bit much for your age." Like I already fucking hate myself, my body, my family's, my life. To those who are insecure about their body, skinny or thick, you're beautiful!! If others don't see that, they're blinded by your beauty! Don't be too hard on yourself! You all deserve the world

i was crying to this playlist, then the cavetown song started playing. thank you so much for that, his music comforts me so much

I am very insecure of my body my face I'm even afraid to go outside Infront of people I was bullied about my body so I won't even go outside

the song "Gender is Boring - She/her/hers" made me cry tbh, my whole life i've been biting my nails because im over stressed all the time and ALL OF THE TIME everyone had been telling me that girls don't do that. I also got bulied in school for that. I know there is much more girls with the same problem and it kinda makes me sad cause it feels like hell when you do everything you can for everyone and you put them higher then yourself and you still get hated for that.

I really don’t know what to say about my body other than the fact I hate it. I hate my chest, I hate my body so much I just want to starve myself but obviously my parents won’t let me as they’re “worried” about me, I just can’t look in a mirror without immediately noticing all my flaws and getting extremely insecure.

But for real right now, my whole family calls me fat, even my grandparents. I just wish I had that perfect body y'know? Instead I have, whatever this is.. Also I wish anyone reading this comment a great year

Yes. Yes I hate my body. My belly, my weight, my face, my scars, everything... I do everything to lose weight and I try not to eat much but I always break down, it drives me mad...

I’m a bit overweight. I’m way too hairy for girls my age. I have teeth that aren’t white enough. No matter what I wear I look awful. This is what I think everytime I see myself in a mirror or a picture. People tell me I’m beautiful or to love myself not matter how I look, but I just can’t help but feel so incredibly insecure. I wish I could starve myself but my parents always make me eat, but when I try to eat as much as they tell me to they say I eat too much… I don’t know what to do at this point. I just wish I wasn’t so self conscious.

YES. LITERALLY ALL I HAVE TO SEE IS YES. TYSM A PLAYLIST WERE I DONT HAVE TO SKIP EVERYSONG

why is it always the underrated ppl who have great taste in music

i used to starve myself just to be pretty(i still do) trust me its not worth it, it takes months to be able to see any kind of change. the feeling of water going down my throat and into an empty stomach used to be my favorite feeling and it still is. haha isint it funny how crazy it can drive a person, wearing baggy and big clothes so you dont look fat, starving myself, having anxiety, being sad all the time, the stress of keeping my grades good while trying to maintian my mental health i just feel so tired. I feel like i sound just let go of trying to be the perfect image but it isint that easy, just because i used to be smart doesnt mean i still am and because i used to be smart people like to expect alot from me. I cant be that perfect doll that people want, i wanna be myself im only 13 let me live. My parents expect me to already be at a highschool level of academics because my older sister was, but my older sister also had a lot more going for me than i do, im going crazy and it doesnt help that i have no friends to help me get throught this. i think i started carring about my weight when people started body shamming me at 6, and the way the world is going my 5 year old nephew is already being yelled at for not having a 6 pack. people always tell me to look in a mirror because im "so pretty" but honestly i find that hard to belive, because all the mirror has showed me is a glimpse of hell and someone suffuring something really bad. (this is just a vent so i dont expect people to read this but if you need to talk im always here in the comments if you need to talk just comment on this ill gladly listen and give what i cant get)

Vent My sister got me pants that are completely out of my comfort zone. Ik I’m gonna be forced to wear them or I’ll get judged. (They’re straight/mom jeans, I usually wear baggy and oversized clothes to hide my body) The pants squish my thighs, and I was already very insecure about my legs. It’s been approximately a week, and I’ve been feeling like I could have a mental breakdown every second. I’ve started to have 10-15 periods of crying, intense and overwhelming thoughts, etc in a day (I’m not a person that cries often, I’m usually numb). My *other* sister talked to me on the first day I got pants. She praised me and told me not to be dumb. I have lots of assignments and a lot of other things to do, yet I can’t get out of bed. Eating has become harder, I swore to myself I’m gonna cut off eating when school starts. I can’t overcome the guilt when I eat. I go to therapy (online) and my therapist told me she didn’t believe me or my ADHD test results ( I am diagnosed ig, according to it I have trouble learning which is true.) and that I faked it. She always has that smug smile. She said it was often to have those things between teens my age. But whenever I see my classmates, I feel like they’re more prettier, smarter and that they can concentrate easily. Which I can’t do. I can’t concentrate to anything and that makes me feel worse and unable to do anything. My friends ,whom I adore, are leaving me. I can’t help but overthink. I want to kms but I am a coward. S*****e has became my answer. I can’t communicate with people anymore, I’m sorry but Idk if I can hold on or not.

i relate to this so much! i get body shamed all the time and it hurts so much,people will say like "don't eat so much","If you want a relationship you need to watch your weigh" or sometimes because im biracial and have darker skin people think im just black and make up all these black stereotypes about me,so im so thankful that you made this amazing and relatable playlist ❤

I was force-fed food as a child and now I have only a few foods I will eat. The rest makes me cry.

hi, i love all your playlists and i identified a little with this one... well, as the title says "POV: you hate your body" i hate my body so much... i never feel comfortable or beautiful in some kind of tight dress or clothes, that's why I prefer blouses and pants that are wider than normal for my age... my body is already well developed for my age and I'm quite young. I have a problem with self-esteem and with my " super body" as people say. I don't really like my personality and appearance, I suffered a lot when I was very young and it affected my self-esteem and how I feel about myself. The only time I feel good is listening to your playlists, thank you! You are my favorite person at the moment, thank you for boosting my self-esteem and making me more satisfied with my body! As much as the songs aren't about "wow, I love my body!" I identify myself and I know that it's not just me on this journey of disappointments and problems. Thanks for showing me these people and music making me feel better! And I know I'm not the only one who thinks everyone hates me, who doesn't like to go out and prefers to stay in her corner and even stay locked in her room looking in the mirror thinking "why am I so ugly?.. "I'm not the only one in this situation. My name is Maria, I'm Brazilian and I'm studying English. I'm 11 years old and I believe I'm one of your biggest fans, thanks for reading and bye! Yeah, i'm know, i'm very young...

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While I resist eating this is the kind of playlists I need to listen to

"our bodies are only temporary." - melanie martinez

ive convinced myself out of starving myself multiple times. everything is getting worse too fast. i don't know how long i'll be convincing myself out. everythings getting bad.

“Its sad when nobody notice you are sad, but when you are fat they start laughing at you" -Me (i don't know if some wise man or smth say it but i not think that)

I just want to say that i really appreciate you because you reply to people's vent comments. It's so wholesome. Like genuinely

i knew the first song was gonna be prom queen. kinda sad how i predicted that

If i'm being honest i just got out of treatment for my eating disorder and suic*dal attempts and ideations, they had me gain a lot of weight but like now that i'm out and in a "healthy body" it made my eating disordered thoughts worse but everyne thinks im better because im not super skinny anymore, its exhausting trying to thrive in a body thats not the one i want

Honestly since im skinny id rather be oversized bc either 2 or 3 of my friends say "ur scrawny" or "why are u so skinny? " and the moment i get home i just sit on my bed crying my eyes out looking in the mirror wishing i was atleast a little bit overized...

Family:if you eat that much your going to get fat Family: "upset when I don't eat"

I Can't even go anywhere with out having on long pants and jackets bc there r so many scars and marks everywhere on my legs and arms and I can not even eat properly bc of my family I just with I liked my body and not hate it and wished I died instead of brother when he was little so he could live my life instead of me living it

Listening to this after having a crisis in the shower and now painting my nails black because this is how I deal with my emotions 😀👍

1. this vid deserves more views 2. congratulations on ur 100 subs!! 3. take care

Oh boy! All my favourite songs when I’m feeling dysphoric :] cool playlist

When I was younger I was told that I was skinny and that my body was perfect and I should be thankful for it. I was anorexic. Now that I have started eating healthy I am told that I’m letting myself go. I am angry at my sled for eating, while family is mad when I don’t eat. A few days ago I stepped on the scale. 120 pounds. I’m 15. That’s normal. What did my mother say? “I didn’t weigh that much until I graduated high school.” This broke me and I felt fat. I have stopped eating lunch and started to do more exercise than my body can handle… I don’t know what I need to do anymore to feel pretty.

As a genderfluid person, I can say that...for me...the experience is horrible because of the gender I was assigned at birth, I don't know how I should feel about my body...I don't hate it, but I wish it would fit the way I feel at the moment, it's awkward when someone addresses me by just one pronoun, but I haven't said anything yet so I'm to blame too, and the worst…the school uniform, I guess I just have to get used to living like that until I have the courage to say it.

my shoulders are too big my chest is too big my stomach is too big my thighs are too big my face is too chubby my waist isn't small my hair isn't soft my face isn't smooth "you need to lose 20lbs to be healthy" "Why do you always eat everything" "she can't run she's too fat" "you need to get a bigger size" "you are going to have health issues if you keep eating like that" "go on a diet" That's all I've known and heard my life.

Perfect playlist for me♡ starting with prom queen is amazing thank you so much

I wear a belt really tightly just to hide the chubby-ness in my stomach :(

Same bro. I just hope that soon I will love yourself

i just binged and i feel disgusting uhdfaidf i hate after a binge, i just restrict the next day

the fact that i'm just being passed around like a pillow is reckless, they ask me to eat less so i starve myself then they say eat more so i eat non-stop then they tell me i'm too fat so i stop eating it's never enough how would they feel if they were told the same thing? I'm ugly and whenever i say i am someone say's i'm beautiful which is really nice and boostes my confintence but then the next minute i get insults about my looks and that i'm doing everything i can to change myself into the perfect girl but it's never enough whatever i do..

Im trans(f to m) pansexual and genderfluid,and my parents dont know because they don’t support lgtbq and i also dont eat a lot.i dont know why im just not hungry somentimes,but when i look at myslef i always think “whats wrong with me?” But eh,anyways this playlist slaps 😎

If the playlist start in Prom Queen, it's a good playlist.

Sometimes, words cant help us. Why? Its because they arent always the truth. Some people might compliment you, but you know theyre just saying that. You can tell they dont mean it, you hate yourself, you want to die but want to live. Life costs too much, pain, money, competition, equality. Life can never be fair- that wouldnt be life. We'll just keep going for now, push through the pain, and hope for it to disappear one day...

Every single time when I like the mirror I feel like a throwing up and crying or suffocating myself to death and when I'm at school high school everybody bullies me oh you're a fat hug and a lot of other things

my mom started to tell me to be careful if what i eat at 7, yes i was a chubby kid but at the time i didn't care at all, but now i feel guilty even if i eat a little more that usual, i try to skip as many meal as i can because i hate being overweight and "different" from the other kids my age, i really hope that in the future i will lose weight. (Sorry if my English is bad)

I already knew Prom Queen pops up😵

It really stupid but I literally tried to be my crush ideal type and it was so depressing lol

I'm a male in a females body and people are rude to me for liking any gender they say "I thought you were lesbian" or "Did you and someone break up" because I'm polysexual too.

I ate a lot and now I’m feeling guilty because of it, I’ll probably wouldn’t eat tomorrow

my dad wants me to eat less and my mom wants me to eat more.I starve myself and my parents ask me to eat and when i finally do they call me fat for it. Ive tried many ways to cope with this but it just leaves more imperfections on my body

Hey I have to be the positive comment so here I am : Our mind can be manipulated very easily by repeating something over and over again so I have an exercice you can try dear reader if you feel like it. Exercice: Tell yourself everyday in front of the mirror no matter if you believe it or not and tell yourself something possitiv. Repeat this everyday and you should notice changes in your mindset. I believe in you reader to help yourself ❤️

vent: my friends and family say i have the perfect body just because im skinny, "curvy", and have a flat stomach. no one knows that i hate my body. i hate my flat chest, i have stretch marks, im not pale skinned, i have hyperpigmentation that causes my skin to go darken on my private parts and inner thighs. i hate everything about me, and im not even that curvy, i have a wider body than most skinny girls. and if i tell this to my mother she will think its nonsense cause im "lucky" to have this kind of body. Im also kind of hairy on my legs and i have scars all over my legs and knees. NO I AM NOT LUCKY. I HATE MY BODY. I MOSTLY HATE THE WAY IM SO FLAT! yes, okay, i agree that i have an attractive face. But when it comes to my body i think its just terrifying and i dont want to show it to anybody.

This makes me feel a tiny bit better cuz I know I’m not alone now❤😢

gender dysphoria + body dysmorphia = pain = knowing almost all the songs on this playlist p.s. Sunny (guy in the thumbnail(?)) gives me gender envy like give it to me right now. My good sir, hand over thou’s gender.

I know this may not be the best place to vent but in reality no one will listen, I HATE MY BODY, my skin, birthmarks, weight, how my bones are showing, doing everything I can but still being called ugly by peers. Why can't i be normal?

I just fucking hate my body I feel fat asf even tho people always tell me "oh my God how are you so skinny 24/7?" they don't know the price of trying to stay skinny.... Starving myself, looking at the mirror and taking in a breath to see myself beautiful for once, keeping my mask on 24/7 and feeling anxious when someone stares They don't know about all of this and still people say iam skinny and I see myself fat and I just wanna restart this life and warn myself from all the toxic people and everything I went through and tell myself what to eat and what to not. Just to stay skinny.

I hate emotions, I bottle them up and I don’t tell anyone about them cause I don’t want people to worry about my problems and I’d rather feel like no one cares about me than get all the “omg are you like okay?” Or, “hey you doing okay?” I don’t wanna bother you about my dumb problems and I can’t seem to realize that people actually care about me and want to know when I’m sad or will actually listen to my problems and not tell my parents every single DETAIL. or someone who will just comfort me. I have that person in my life but my parents won’t let me see them anymore cause of a dumb rumor and now I am slowly giving up on myself and I’m lost and I don’t know what to do.

My bestfriend's fucking pretty everytime i see her all i think is "why can't i just be pretty as her" "i wanna be like her" she's so fucking precious she's perfect without filter or with and here i am crying bc i can't look beautiful mom said im flat and she said it as a joke little did she know it hurts her daughter mom is the reason why i change and she will asked me what happened to u are u crazy dad said if i have bad grades he'll take my phone even i did ny best my parents think grades define me my bestie's mom's not like this i wanna be my bestieeeeee i hate my life sm why can't i die

I need a hug and for someone I'll actually believe to tell me I'm beautiful 😭💔💔

You know..Theres this girl in my school who took my crush,But i don't blame him..Shes very pretty,Slim,Has curly long light brown hair, hazel eyes, beautiful lips,and is very smart..So i thought if i got skinny or just like her it would make a difference.. Nothing..

i genuinely dont like the way i look and jealousy is constantly surrounding my life :(. i love my friends but sometimes jealousy happens easily. I've been talking to this guy and i gave my friend his contact info so that she could help me ask him what he looks like. i never expected them to talk after that and now theyre closer than i even was with him :/ and my friend is always talking to me about how he talks to her in a way that she thinks he likes her. it feels like a stab in the heart knowing the guy i was close with suddenly got pulled out of my life by my closest friend. i know i cant stand a chance against her with him because she is just so much more attractive than me on so many levels. i dont know what to feel anymore

To you commenters. I hope you see this. I used to be like you, I understand you, and we love you here. You don't need to change for ANYBODY. If you feel bad about yourself, look in the mirror, and make it positive. It can really help your mental health after a while of doing it. ex. "I feel ugly today" turn it into "I was prettier yesterday". Good luck, you pretty flowers. You're growing, you're learning.

My friends and family say I should love my body but honestly I don’t feel comfortable in it

this hits different after i found the most beautiful dress and fell in love with it instantly, went to prove it on and everything was perfect till in the stomach part it didnt fit... people say im not fat or overweight, but then i look at all the other girls in my classroom, they´re way more skinnier than me or more thin, i hated when we took pictures together and i saw i looked more "big" than the other ones, seeing how everyone in parties look beautiful with their dresses and me just, appears here, i just look at them and try to cover my shoulders, my arms, everything i considerate less attractive or more fat than the rest of me, i hate how i made the design for my xv's dress and when i tried it to see how it looked like i felt fat at the instant, spceally from my arms

"Will a pretty face make it better?" ~Mrs Potato Head - Melanie Martinez 🥲I would help me👍

I wish i was skinny as Taylor Swift. Iam really trying to look like her but iam still so fat ,people telling me that iam normal weight that iam not fat but i still see myself as a fat pig and i did everything to change it ,iam exercising every day and i counting my calories ,i decline a many foods ,and i have bad thoughts always when iam eating and iam looking for support by my family but they just telling me that iam stupid for having bulimia 😕💔

if anyone wants to know where the pfp is from- is from a horror game called omori

“You should eat more” “Are you ok. You’re not eating as much” “Try this. You might like it” “Maybe you wouldn’t be skinny if you ate more variety of foods”

I am a slave to contradiction, bound by unanswered questions, revealing no greater revelation than to carry on.

K but Body by Mother Mother is so good omfg

how did this know when to show up when I’m at my most insecure moment..

It hurts to look at myself at the mirror and I feel sick after I eat (like I hate that I eat a lot)

Vent: I am now 13. At the age of 10 I was called fat. At the age of 10, I was ashamed of what I wore. Wearing dresses, T-shirts, and even shorts. I felt disgusted about myself. I went to the point where I barely ate anything for 2 months. Within that time I lost maybe around 10 pounds. After a while, I started to see more value in myself, I became more confident in my body. Starving yourself won't help though. It harms your body and it still sorta affects me to this day.

Fat shaming is bad yes but I feel like we need to bring more attention to skinny shaming too it's as bad as fat shaming really. We get told to get more, you're too skinny. Growing up people around me always say you don't eat enough you won't get fat, did your sister eat all the food? (As a joke) ( she used to be a little fat before) and also it's a constant reminder when everyone can just put their fingers over your wrist of how thin you are. It's also really controversial cause the society thinks thin=good but they also say you're too skinny. I can eat a lot of food if I like them but I still don't get fat I'm not complaining but it seems like nothing really works. I've seen even thinner kids and sometimes I think to myself wow they're too thin even thinner than me. But if you think about it I shouldn't use myself as a comparison as I'm a teenager and they're just probably very picky eaters like how everyone was before and it's not good as comparison as it also says that I'm thin. Sometimes I can slid between cracks or people and seeing other can't reminds me that I'm too thin and it sufks bc I'm too thin some clothes don't look on me

Vent: I cant go on without a day without body shaming myself, my mom says I need to eat or I'm ganna starve to death I brush that off like it's nothing even though I might, i just dont think much of it, I just dont eat since i dont like my body I think its ugly it's useless and everything else..I wish I was perfect and beautiful, but I'm not

Everyone talks about how much they hate being overweight. But nobody brings light to those who are underweight. It sucks.

So today I finished school and u know I get home at almost 6 and I told my mom that I wad hungry and she was like I packed u strawberries and two ham raps but I didn't even eat lunch but I knew she would get mad if I told I didn't eat anything so I said I ate one of them but I actually didn't and she said u can't eat bc

after my last od sent me to the hospital i haven't felt the same. i've always had body dysmorphia and depersonalization, but it feels different now. the batteries on my scale died and i haven't had the chance to get more in like 8 months. my parents are really strict about what i buy now. i've started bad habits again bc of that. i feel ugly, i feel gross. i feel like i take up too much space- so i always try to make myself as small as possible. out of the way.... maybe it's because i was raised with phrases like "a minute on the lips, a lifetime on the hips" "the judge would side with me" "lipstick on a pig"

theres something in the future that will help you regain your confidence. Have that hope, move forward mentally and physically because I promise you its going to be worth it. Youve been doing so well, I cant wait to age with you, knowing you still exist. We can watch our friends ,family, pets, loved ones grow and watch their successes and have them watch ours as well as we grow older and older. Its gonna get better, it doesnt at first but nothing is permanent, youre going to make it through, you hear me? Constantly keep yourself hydrated and eat at least thrice a day okay? You can do this. You got this.