I remember being a kid and thinking all these types of drugs were horrible and that weed and shit like that killed people but they honestly give the best times and experiences

Risk: DEATH Reward:dancing feels good Edit: I’m much more educated now and ik that u won’t die unless your stupid with it or you get sketchy shit, but unfortunately I’ve found that family of drugs doesn’t work for me anyway which is disappointing bc apparently m is really good

By far the most dangerous aspect of drugs are the jail-time side effects.

I feel like mdma makes me so confident like can just go up to anyone and talk to them

I’m not tryna sound like a pill head but I genuinely feel that mdma has cured my social anxiety Edit: Don’t take mdma, it fucks people up mentally irreparably Edit 2: Enjoy it responsibly, edit 1 was me during a brief stint of depression but I’m okay now, I feel mdma abuse was the route cause of my crap mental health. Just be careful like you should be with anything else and be safe. It probably didn’t help that I was 14 years old at the time of trying it

i wouldn't trade my experiences with MDMA for anything. it's helped me accept the loss of loved ones, understand my mind and fall in love with my life. it's true that these drugs change your life, it's up to the user to decide if that change is positive or negative.

molly felt like it made me who I want to be

Took mdma couple days ago, me and my friends sat together in bed and shared what was bothering us. Let me tell you i have been going to a Shrink for years but no session has been as good as when i was with my friends on MDMA, we all supported each other and complimented each other, and it really helped me heal from what was bothering me. Still think twice before doing

Besides the teeth grinding and dry mouth i love mdma..

I lost the magic from taking too much mdma too often. So I waited like 5 years to take it again. And when I took it again after 5 years of not taking it. The magic was back

I think it’s perspective. After I’ve experienced Mdma, I’ve found I can pull that same feeling I experienced in that moment and realize how beautiful each moment is therefore after. If you take the drug and assume life is only beautiful on said drug, well any moment after will fail you.

Molly relationships are real. I have a pic on my phone of a friend and me. We look like the happiest couple ever in the pic. But in real life, we don't see each other like that. I felt like I loved her that night. Messes with ya for a while.

i never had a comedown with mdma, when i do it i feel purified and the next days im just nostalgic of that time, not sad or down or depressed. is this normal, anyone else?

i kissed my crush while on mdma and now she’s my gf, i love molly sm

Couldn't agree more, me and my gf were drifting apart for half a year or so, once we took MDMA together we realized how much we took each other's love for granted. 2 years on, we haven't taken MDMA since, yet the two of us would both agree had it not been for MDMA we more than likely wouldn't even be together right now. I've never loved my gf as much as I love her now, and I owe it all to MDMA.

Never ever has Water tasted so good in my Life.

What a coincidence that I had a discussion about this yesterday with my girlfriend. My biggest worry about MDMA is, that it isn´t clear how neurotoxic it really is.

Lets collect some typical molly thoughts that come up on almost every trip: 1. Everyone should take Mdma once! 2. If everyone is on Mdma at the same time, would there be world peace for a few hours? 3. Meet more often with your friends without drugs!

MDMA for someone with Asbergers syndrome (autism spectrum disorder ASD), is an enlightening and instructive experience. Your ability to get outside your empathetic blinders is a revelation. It changed my life and allowed for a more heart-centered existence.

It's so weird, I just took some a couple day ago with a low dose and in a good mindset, and i learned every good feeling i have about my abusive mom is invalid and that i should stop listening to her, it really healed years of trauma

Exactly like you said: biggest side effect of mdma is how good it feels. That is the main issue with this drug. Everything, and i mean everything you experience after MDMA in "real, sober" life just cant compare. Human bodies just arent designed to feel that good for that long. That distorts the perspective on your whole life. Suddenly everything else, while sober, no matter how great it is, falls short to extacy euphoria. It is so easy to fall pray to take too much extacy and than both the magic and the safety is gone...

IMO it is worth it once in a while. Let's you remember how beautiful life is and how easy social interaction/opening up can be. Everyone should do it once.

I tried MDMA (tested) for the first time about a week ago at a rave, and it was an absolutely incredible experience. It was an open-air venue and right during the come up, it started POURING! It not only felt awesome, but it kept me cool for the entirety of the night, so I never got overheated, despite dancing like a maniac. Didn’t really get a comedown either. One of the best nights of my life. Made lots of friends lmao

Your videos are the perfect balance of education and entertainment.

MDMA. Is probably my favorite drug in the world. Everyone should try it at least once before they die!

Him: “By 2021 MDMA may be a legal prescription drug” Me: “What a lie, what a lie, what a lie”

I'll never forget the first time I did Es back in a club back in 2005 with a trustworthy friend. I still remember the experience to this day. I dropped an E before going into the club and felt the waves going up and down…cut a long story short, I felt this unconditional love to everyone in that moment, it was like everyone was just having their own blissful experience and I had no ego. I perceived everyone in a respectful way and I’ve never felt, heard dance music, like that before! It was like I was the music. I know these stimulant drugs are in no way near to psychedelic drugs, but for me, It was like a spiritual awakening at some level, I just felt ALIVE! Like the veil came off my eyes!

When you talk about the feeling nothing and all that ive never related more, feel like this needs to be talked more about openly, doing good stuff man

Twenty minute video felt like five minutes. Nice job

Adam, i had my first psilocibin experience a few days ago. I just wanted to thank you for helping me be overprepared for the experience. Thanks to you I was able to have an amazing first time trying psychedelics, thank you.

This is probably the most accurate description of mdma. No worries. extremely open and feeling amazing. Most of all music on mdma is by far the greatest thing I’ve ever experienced

I really really like the advice and knowledge given in this video. There’s was one point in college where my friends and I were going to a lot of raves and clubs and taking molly. We dosed every or every other weekend for about 1-3 months, while heavily smoking weed. Of course, it was absolutely great and an opening experience; however, the months to come thereafter for me and my friends were very detrimental. All the big artists were touring for the festival season, so there was no reason to party hard and all the reason buckle down for school. Though it wasn’t immediate, we were all experiencing side effects - depression, social anxiety, sense of loneliness, all of it. We were struggling with our daily activities that simply hadn’t changed, we did. I mean, I couldn’t go a day at work without feeling my stomach drop, and I could only remind myself that it had to be the side effects in full swing. I’m sharing because the title “Risk vs. Reward” really hits home, as we experienced these side effects for about 3-5 months after our binge. The balance of the two should be taken into extreme consideration before one experiments with MDMA.

Not if you take a reasonable dosage and don't abuse it. On the contrary, molly can *enhance* your life after rolling. It can increase your appreciation for life, give you a long-lasting afterglow, and even permanently shift your perspective in a positive way. It increases your empathy for your fellow human, and the world needs more of that. It also has therapeutic benefits for people with social anxiety, PTSD, and depression. Benefits win.

Three things: 1. I like the new camera angles and different shots lol 2. I like the custom Synthwave music that you play also 3. Try to get on the Joe Rogan Podcast Love the new vids man :)

mdma is by far my favorite drug (that i can probably never do again). amazing amazing feeling, everyone has an energy and a color aura and just moving around feels better than anything. horrible come downs though. absolute hell.

I swear I didnt cry since 4 years or so ( I'm 17 ) and my first comedown made me cry and that made happy

I always say that XTC/MDMA feels like the relievement after a year-long project with week after week of hard work finally succesfully finished and you can take a deep breath and rest at your accomplishment; all in a pill

I love the quality, slight humor and information flow provided in this video! I agree 100% and preach these things to a lot of ppl. Thank you and keep up the good work man,been watching you for a long time!

You’re my favorite KZfaqr not only because of how knowledgeable you but mainly because of your motives. 19:21

Dude your channel is gold, thank you times a thousand for keeping informing people

I actually got ads on this video.

MDMA was the first drug that I had any addiction too. I was taking it every weekend some times 2 times a week for over a year when I was 16-17. the come downs were incredibly brutal. I had anxiety and depression to begin with and that year did a lot of damage. Then I was prescribed opiates when I was 19-20 and that gave me the 2nd best feeling to MDMA (totally different) with out the gnarly come down and ended up going through 5 rehabs and 6ish years of addiction and finally at 27 I almost 2 year clean. I can say that mdma was a problem for that introduced me to a world of insanity

Am I the only one who came back from depression because of molly by realising how life can be amazing and happiness still exist?

Took it in my 20's, as a introvert with anxiety it really helped... The only negative was not knowing the purity.

Really enjoyed the setup & the more casual, almost light-hearted aspects of this video I say keep it going man, don't be afraid to be a bit loopy

My husband and I take mdma 1-2 times a year, we've actually managed to find someone one step from the lab so it's always very pure and easy to dose the exact right amount now every time. It saved our relationship the first time we took it and now it's always a really nice way to "refresh" our relationship. I also have never had a bad comedown, I always have a nice afterglow the next day. (We do still always test when we get more, however, because it's always better to be safe than sorry. No matter how good someone promises something is, ALWAYS TEST)

Wow I have ptsd, I’ve taken mdma once and it was such a breathe of fresh air from everything i hold onto. My trauma effects me with all my relationships, I’ve lost a job over my anxiety and this gives me hope. To know that maybe once or twice a year I can go receive therapy and be unblocked I feel it would alleviate me in my sober state as well. So excited for the future❤️

I love this guy, that ending speech on drugs being illegal was amazing

ur channel is getting better love the work you put in

Wow a substance I’m psyched about

Shoutout to my dealer for specifically warning me not to take Molly with ssri’s! I already knew that and had been clean from Zoloft for almost a year but I appreciated the sentiment

My first MDMA experience was the most intense thing I have ever felt. I weigh 67Kg and I'm a dude, the first time I took MDMA crystals, my dose was around ~170mg in one gulp. (3x the normal dose for my bodyweight) I did not know any better or do any research myself, an acquaintance of mine offered 350mg for like 15€ and told me that was 2 heavy or 3 average+ trips. Since I was out of speed and wanted to be stimulated recreationally, decided to try it out. I was home alone in the late evening and was hoping for just some euphoric high and motivation to clean my house and listen to some dope EDM music, maybe jerk off and call it a night, like from amphetamines or whatever but oh boy. I was not expecting to feel THAT euphoric, my jaw involuntarily dropped when the peak started ~40min after swallowing the crystals with some tapwater. My pupils were literally vibrating, made my vision trippy AF. The music I was listening to on my headphones while sitting on my PC, felt like an eargasm, every single song was 10/10 perfect to me and felt like the best music I have ever heard. Every surface I touched felt like magic. I went outside of my house, It was around midnight, already. I live in a suburban area with just houses in the area, so the streets were empty, I walked around listening to music, smoking cigarettes' while singing along to music. The night sky, the street lights, the neighbors lawns, the trees, absolutely everything was so beautiful. Good thing it was night and no strangers around, because I probably looked like absolute maniac, but I will never forget that night. I did not experience a serious comedown or crash after, just felt tired and sleepy, kind of like a small hangover, that went away after a huge calorie dense meal and 10 hours of sleep. The only thing I regret, is using it alone that first time, I was not prepared for it at all, because while the next times were still amazing, nothing ever came close to that magical first time. I can't even imagine the emotional bond that night would have forged between me and someone else enjoying it with me. It's a very safe and amazing drug, HOWEVER - do not, and I swear by this - DO NOT use it more than ONCE every 2-3 months, it will make you depressed big time if you don't give your brain those 2-3 months recovery time.

Caught myself smiling hella wide when he was talking about doing molly with a significant other. It’s the best thing ever

Congrats on your successes so far adam, you deserve it all brutha!

MDMA did so much so much for me. I found myself. I looked within and all of a sudden all of problems were understood. Not solved but I knew how to solve them. It also made me realise the true beauty of life. I was down in a dark place and it picked me up. Ever since I dunked for my first time Ive always felt this way. The euphoria and sound of music is just a side effect. And yes I had a serotonin dip for a few days after but I still felt complete and at home.

I absolutely love watching these videos this guy makes. Especially if when it comes to personal experiences such as mdma.

Notification squad! I love your stuff, super informative I wouldn't know about test kits or how dangerous some stuff is on SSRI if it wasn't for this channel, you've saved lives I'm sure! Also, hi from New Zealand! I'm studying and teaching a guy on how to be a good trip-sitter! x) I love hearing about how good your girlfriend is at helping you through a bad trip!

I believe it is possible to fall in love with a stranger on MDMA and have that love continue even when the roll is over.

7:43 hit me really hard honestly, watching this with those thoughts in my head, been craving doing mandy again for a very long time but haven’t had the chance as I work weekends (which is a good thing!). It’s the most beautiful feeling in the world, but as he said - nothing can compare again.

Idk about mdma but did dmt I had conversations with my own mind, my soul left my body and my mind was talking to my soul, telling you are okay nothing bigger than you make it. You are loved and okay. That switch my entire look to my own life.

I did MDMA 2 days ago anyone else use it recently where you at 🙋

I met my current girlfriend of 8 months whilst candy flipping. She kissed me once, as a friendly gesture and I immediately fell in love with her and spilled my guts about my life. We are still very much in love with each other. Probably just a great coincidence however.

-wait 3-4 months -only crystals -never go over 150mg

My entire junior year of high school was spent taking ecstasy. I played sports at the time as well and felt off my entire year. I couldnt even get excited for football games.

Love your new format Adam! Can't wait for the podcasts and I loved this video. Very relatable past haha

I love you mydudeeee. You should do some more videos on dissociatives even if you’re just sharing others info on them. Lots of people screw with ketamine and dxm to a degree that they should be talked about more. I’m not really into them over indoles but some people really are and knowing about their effects is positive for harm reductions also so excited about the morning glory video!

Even once sweeping decriminalization occurs, your channel will always have a role in society!

I despise mdma with all my heart and soul , it gave me nothing positive - only damaged my life and led to almost death. I had the worst addiction of it from 17 to 23 , it changed me completely as a person to the most despicable human ever. I am 2 years sober and i am never .. ever touching that ever again. I'd rather stick to psychedelics .. i dont understand how mdma can be groundbreaking for ptsd etc... lsd and shrooms hell yeah !! that's exactly what's helped me these 2 years to not crave.

THIS is why I stopped doing it. Fake happiness. After about 10 times of doing it when I was younger it just felt unnatural to feel this happy and I'm prone to depression and anxiety so I would rather find a natural way to feel happy in normal everyday life!

So it’s catnip for humans

I used to be very asocial, I would judge people without knowing them. Once I took MDMA for the first time it's like I was wearing someone else's skin my whole life and it had melted away. I finally learned to love myself and everyone around me.

The way you describe the bad comedown after mdma is exactly how I would describe depression when it was at its worst for me absolutely nothing is worth anything or makes you feel good whatsoever thankfully I'm better now, but I sure as hell would not want that again

Did it twice a year apart and both times were amazing it's hard to not to it cuz it feels so good but waiting is worth it, it is really dangerous if you do it to much

Pls do a RISK & REWARD on 2C-B / DOB / Psilocybin / DMT / Ketamine or anything else.. love the series!!

Really funny you mentioned the molly girlfriends, really didn't think it was so common. Makes me feel a little better lmao.

To all the future/possible users of this drug, I think it is entirely possible to avoid the negative comparison to our sober lives, it just takes the right mindset going in, and during, and after the experience. The key for me was realizing that this is something that when done as a once a year experience type of drug can have (for me) amazing effects not only changes in my sober relationships, but also how I view life in general. The intrinsic value that heightening my senses has comes from my mindset as I go into the experience it i know how rare and “unnatural” (meaning I actively know this isn’t normally me) the experience is. This makes the sensations feel so much more valuable. Talking through my experiences and reaffirming this thought that I’m having an non normal experience seemed to absolutely nullify the comedown and also the negative comparison to my sober senses.

Keep em coming!!! Much love from Florida. 💙

I've done it twice. Pure. And both times were the most wonderful experience for me and my boyfriend. We let down our walls and it felt like our souls connected. Amazing couples therapy for couples who really love each other.

Real talk man. You gotta be mindful & enjoy & feel fulfilled by your Sober life & Journey already.

I just want to say I appreciate this dudes existence.

I think it's very dependent on the individual and their past. Also how often a person has taken MDMA. I found it useful in the past at the right time..... though I use it for the bonding and connection more than the Deep self Insight I get from other psychedelics.

I love your videos so much and they have really opened my mind. People, do your research before you take MDMA (or any drug, really). I took it for the first time on New Year's eve after doing a lot of research and prep to stay safe, and it was one of the best experiences of my life! (Same with my first acid experience). In fact, I got an afterglow rather than a comedown. Maybe I'm just psychologically lucky. Still, definitely worth doing if you are keen and prepared to be safe.

You was born to do this man, what a genious you are on your field

Love these videos! Your channel helps tons of people around the world.

im rolling right now and your voice is beautiful

MDMA is really one of those things you have to be smart about. The risks are definitely serious but as long as you don't take it too often, get it from a trustworthy source (or better yet test it), and take care of your body on it, you will have unforgettable experiences.

It's bullshit that you have monetization issues. Honestly your videos are very informative. I've learned a lot and think everyone should check you out, so thank you.

The movement in 6:27 is actually relatable cuz moving around feels so light and nice when on molly.

Im doing molly like twice a month for a half year and i never felt so good even if im sober i feel like life is more fun and im thankful for everything

rather be safe than sourry

Just great! Especially this power legalize speech in the end🔥👌👏🏻

tbh this is a super honest and great review. You covered everything

Love u Adam ❤️ Tempted to show your channel to my parents in the near future. If they can stand u, its marriage next. No one can argue with Poutine! What.

I addressed some of my insecurity on MDMA the first time and it help me massively, I then went on to do it every other weekend on and off for a couple of years this was 15 years ago and I have to say I think I have done damage to my brain, I have learnt that once you get the message hung up the phone.

Developing unattainable happiness goals after taking molly was my worst fear before taking it for the first time, but I'm happy to say that it ended up having the same after effects as shrooms did. It actually made me feel more content and like I'm more aware of reality and how beautiful life is, I don't plan on doing it again anytime soon though because I think the advice of not using regularly is verrrry important because my friend does it *too* often and she has become more depressed and at that point, I just think why bother? Thanks for the great information and you're the reason I have consumed drugs responsibly and have avoided the dangers

Tried molly once with my girlfriend. Amazing experience when you're already close with someone and you can still get closer, those new things stuck. Then found out about the SNRI interaction, not worth it going forward, grateful for the experience that happened without much consequence.

You should do weed for the next one because a lotta ppl wanna argue whether you should or can smoke everyday. Obviously you can, but you shouldn't because no one should use drugs EVERY day, butttt, I even usually smoke every day. Also, another thing you could bring up is the pyschedelia of weed and that it's not the same for everyone AND it can become more psychedelic after something like LSD or Shrooms and whatnot. Great vid tho Adam! keep this shit up!

Crying is needed no matter how happy your life is. It really is healing and it really is needed even if rarely.

Your videos are awesome. You’re currently the only KZfaqr that can make me watch a video from start to end. I love your content man you’re a god❤️❤️❤️