Official visualizer for "Ptolemaea" by Ethel Cain. Buy/Listen: ethelcain.ffm.... Website: daughtersofcai... Instagram: / mothercain Tumblr: / mothercain
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@kawaiidemonprincess2 жыл бұрын
so y2k
@jeremymcguire8385 Жыл бұрын
HI IM GOD THE CREATOR OF ALL
@lightlylemony Жыл бұрын
@@jeremymcguire8385 Go off schizophrenic!
@jeremymcguire8385 Жыл бұрын
@@lightlylemony ACTUALLY IM THE DOCTOR WHO PRESCRIBES MEDS
@lightlylemony Жыл бұрын
@@jeremymcguire8385 yassssss
@kaidensu Жыл бұрын
What
@kryptomanik2 жыл бұрын
Fun little tidbit, "Ptolemaea" is the name Dante Alighieri gave, in the Inferno, to a place in hell especially reserved for those who betray the guests in their house.
@elisabeth2193 Жыл бұрын
god i fucking LOVE references to Dante
@badfacethel777 Жыл бұрын
I´m a slut for dante references
@line-kq2ph Жыл бұрын
@@elisabeth2193 SAME IDK WHAT IS IT BUT I JUST LIVE FOR DANTE'S INFERNO REFERENCES
@corinnae.7877 Жыл бұрын
What does it exactly mean, "betraying guests"
@elisabeth2193 Жыл бұрын
@@corinnae.7877 you'll find in a lot of old wives' tales about honor, betraying a guest to be a common occurrence. basically, when you invite someone into your home, you are giving them your word in their wellbeing, and in your hospitality. it's a significant thing, morally, to honor this understanding, as the guest trusts you. you are offering them trust by taking them under your roof. so it's an extremely heinous and dishonorable thing to go against that standard and harm your guest. to trick and betray them, killing them under your care. it's seen as most sinister and atrocious to betray a common code. think of game of thrones: the red wedding was seen as an atrocity all across Westeros whether people were allies or enemies to the Starks (the guests in the castle). in the same show, one of the characters tells of a tale of a lord killing his guests' sons and baking them into a pie to feed to their father. the lord is then cursed by the gods to be an endlessly starving monster. another character asks if it was because he cooked them and fed them to his father (because that is obviously insanely evil), but the storyteller says "no. the gods care little for cruelty. he had to be punished, you see, because they were guests in his home, and he betrayed his word."
@MOCHI_DWAYNE Жыл бұрын
The sound of all the fly's makes this sound so much more "disgusting" and "icky" and "scary" it's perfect
@intheskatepark Жыл бұрын
i don't know if this makes it worse, but they're not flies. they're bees.
@cry-piddawg Жыл бұрын
@@intheskatepark kinda like that movie Candyman
@lookingsubmissiveandbreeda1512 Жыл бұрын
@@intheskatepark NOT THE BEES AAAAAAAAAAAA
@fullkneegrowDaHuman Жыл бұрын
@@cry-piddawg I gotta say this, but candyman is fine asf
@ReubenWalton Жыл бұрын
@@lookingsubmissiveandbreeda1512 not the bees! Anything but that!
@rebeccaaurora6955 Жыл бұрын
I was listening to this while walking home in the dark and i had to stop the track and listen to some salsa or i was gonna have a heart attack omfg
@girlinthelocket Жыл бұрын
i literally almost like passed out it was insane how strong this song was the first time listening
@vollmilchbaum6873 Жыл бұрын
@@girlinthelocketand I was high as f listening to it. Never felt my heart pumping so hard
@DrgesBrd3 ай бұрын
Bro had to salsa that shit off lmao ur so real for that
@DanielHernandez-bo4pz3 ай бұрын
Weak
@andreysousa95462 ай бұрын
This is still one of the funniest things I've ever read
@withlove43272 жыл бұрын
Adding this one to my "relaxing before bed" playlist for sure
@V3inmistress2 жыл бұрын
Currently doing just that
@thenightranger987 Жыл бұрын
I could never. This song gives me anxiety
@faithi2559 Жыл бұрын
That’s exactly what I’m doing, I cannot get enough of this song.
@k4rito674 Жыл бұрын
@@thenightranger987 same
@samuelfoisy Жыл бұрын
The way she screams that last "stop" and the break down after it are so soothing.
@bluecali4na2 жыл бұрын
Ethel Cain has reminded us we’re not alone in our pain. That’s why this album is so special.
@xeonzone Жыл бұрын
this exactly
@Eduardoo2001 Жыл бұрын
i wanna like this comment but it would ruin the 666
@bluecali4na Жыл бұрын
@@Eduardoo2001 hahaahha
@GagaBoy1346 Жыл бұрын
YEP
@MMUTG3R Жыл бұрын
We're all just a little special. Lol. But, seriously. The pain will always remain. It's just that sometimes it's prominent and right in our faces.
@blve.january Жыл бұрын
fun little fact; in dante’s ‘inferno’ you will see that those in ptolomaea actually are up to their necks in ice and are eating the other traitor. ethel is a “traitor” to her community and family by going against their beliefs and isiah is a traitor to ethel by killing her, and eating her.
@Nidorss Жыл бұрын
can i know the name of the book?
@MermmyDermmy Жыл бұрын
@@NidorssDante Alighieri’s divine comedy; specifically the first book, Inferno
@fki3nxir10 күн бұрын
But in Televangelism she ascends to heaven, so the sin of treachery is no longer hers to bear but Isaiah.
@grahamkristensen9301 Жыл бұрын
Can you imagine how the people who were brought in by American Teenager and thought this would be a pop record must've reacted to this track?
@JamesCarter1998 Жыл бұрын
I’m one of those people. This song traumatised me 😭
@xxjennifersbodyxx Жыл бұрын
Yeah I came the other way and I got so confused! had to check I was listening to the same person, i want more like this!!
@terryblueberry Жыл бұрын
Yep that's me 😍
@rbbluvr Жыл бұрын
I'm one of those. This made me love her more. I love an interesting song.
@sushisnail Жыл бұрын
i came from this song so american teenager was the odd one out for me
@Blacktarhorse Жыл бұрын
idk how to explain but i wanna live in the resident evil 7 house with this song in the background
@intheskatepark Жыл бұрын
YES YES YES
@mintyyy111 Жыл бұрын
u literally put my thoughts into words. this feels rotten like resident evil n a lil bit of outlast
@SwiftMoments13 Жыл бұрын
@@mintyyy111 OMFG I ALSO THOUGHT OF OUTLAST (especially the one with the priest and weird cult thing, i think it was whistleblower) AND RESIDENT EVIL 7 WHEN I FIRST LISTENED TO THIS
@mintyyy111 Жыл бұрын
@@SwiftMoments13 YESSS when they were in that weird village and this whole weird ass anti christ thing djskskdk this song literally feels like being thrown back into that world
@sinfulsoul-2003 Жыл бұрын
@@SwiftMoments13 YES
@melancholy_joy Жыл бұрын
When you deal with years of physical abuse, hearing that "stop..STOP" scream is so triggering yet strangely so cathartic. I can feel her pain. Her helplessness. Her grief. Her strength- I can hear it all because i experienced all those things. The trauma lasts more than people want to admit. It's in everyday things like when someone oversteps your boundaries, personal space, or patience. When they raise their voice at you, when they touch you, when they make jokes at your expense. All you want to do is defend yourself or run away and cry in silence. After all these years and i'm still fighting. I'm still waiting for the day i get my peace.
@gooba2390 Жыл бұрын
I understand. And I’m so sorry that you still have to keep climbing this forsaken mountain. I don’t know if it’ll ever really get any easier, I just know I’m away from them now and all I have is also: now. Don’t let go of the rope, get to that peak. I swear on my life I’m rooting for you. They can’t continue to rob our lives from us. You will know peace. Someday I will as well.
@melancholy_joy Жыл бұрын
@@gooba2390 Your comment made me shed a tear. Thank you so much for taking the time to write that, truly. You piece words together so beautifully. I hope you find your peace and rhythm too.
@kaylalissete7708 Жыл бұрын
praying you find your peace bby
@Radechanicalarsonist Жыл бұрын
Fr..i got mentally and physically abused for like 13 years my mom wasn't even there for my first 3 years of life
@elliefcknkole Жыл бұрын
It never ends for those of us with trauma--it's always there you just learn how to live better. Life is extremely unfair. I try to focus on the positive things in my life, but some days I'm better at it than others. It's been 10 years for me. Still no peace yet.
@aaravos4371 Жыл бұрын
This is genuinely the first time I’ve been scared while listening to a song. It captures dread so perfectly
@lppaiva64 Жыл бұрын
It feels like some swans songs like 93 ave blues
@kev8346 Жыл бұрын
Listen to Nico's 1968 album The Marble Index.
@piercethepaige Жыл бұрын
same it made me feel like I needed to look over my shoulder 😭
@cj_260 Жыл бұрын
@em🕷️ I was laying on my stomach before this started and had to turn to face my room😭
@user-bz9xd4ss7p Жыл бұрын
You ever heard “do you doubt me traitor”
@adam-ll1yf2 жыл бұрын
You know when you get so high that it stops becoming fun because everything just feels scary? This songs feels like that. Love it.
@genesisss273722 жыл бұрын
gibson girl to this song rly describes this perfectly
@julesp0ds3532 жыл бұрын
literally omg
@sorrelbee1132 жыл бұрын
You mean any time I have any weed at all? Yeah
@DrDelicious_FDM2 жыл бұрын
You hit that right on the mark. I tried telling my friend is sounds like an overdose.
@M.A.T.A.333 Жыл бұрын
bro I was just listening to this song high asf and this is what it felt like but it was nice at the same time 😭
@pattyurendaaa7 ай бұрын
This captures the rage of a woman. The rage of not having the right to own yourself. What a beauty.
@freethesoft10884 ай бұрын
Yes
@YuugaoMegami Жыл бұрын
"What fear a man like you brings upon a woman like me" Is such a raw and deeply unfortunate line that reflects reality far too often. It resonates with me, as a woman, and is something almost instinctual that lays in our bones from thousands and thousands of years of violence perpetuated against us on all levels and for all excuses and reasons.
@user-eh5uc1io4j10 ай бұрын
Whyyyy?!!!!😢
@sectec25blog5 ай бұрын
Probably related to her being transgender
@oculed11015 ай бұрын
oh god shutup
@kobiecarroll31695 ай бұрын
@@oculed1101you came onto a video where the whole comment section looks like this comment. They didnt say anything, so u dont have to listen, so they dont have to shut up. take ts somewhere else
@oculed11015 ай бұрын
lol shutup nerd@@kobiecarroll3169
@adrelougarou1492 жыл бұрын
The last stop is the most cathartic shit I've ever experienced, nothing like silently shouting along with it
@Itsjaviohhh2 жыл бұрын
💯
@user-yr9ts1fh4b Жыл бұрын
or fully shouting along with it
@MarshallCake2 жыл бұрын
It sounds like Ethel is hallucinating and she's not only seeing/hearing Isaiah but an amalgamation of him, the devil and her father. An unholy trinity.
@jazzy36225 күн бұрын
i have not seen this point of view on the song before but OMGGGGG AN UNHOLY TRINITY!!!! IT MAKES SM SENSE!!!!
@taranova222 Жыл бұрын
This song is abjectly terrifying. Like it's literally one of the scariest songs I've ever heard. Reminds me of when I'd see a scary movie as a child and be looking over my shoulder and cowering in fear at every "humanoid" shadow.
@nati7925 Жыл бұрын
Listen to end of life by death spells
@eladbenm8 ай бұрын
Just listen to doom/death/black metal and you’ll have it💀 bro thinks it’s special
@hotterthanhell7775 ай бұрын
I know a lot of death/black metal songs and that's not what shes talkin about. This song is not terrifying bc of the brutality but the vibe and psychological effect. I dont scared of any metal songs, not scared of it either but make me going deeper into my darkness. @@eladbenm
@chadwickmcfaggins97345 ай бұрын
@eladbenm bro thinks metal is cool
@rosarolli3 ай бұрын
@@eladbenmshits not scary at all, just edgy. This song is scary because of the dread and atmosphere it sets up
@Bolero4512 жыл бұрын
This album covers every genre: Gospel, classic rock, lo-fi, hick ass country, and this song, the sound equivalent to having a panic attack while on speed in the woods
@guyroo99742 жыл бұрын
dream pop, slowcore, shoegaze, post rock, ambient, and folk rock are also some more notable genres
@sorrelbee1132 жыл бұрын
Ajdjsjdjsjdjsjdjahdhsjs
@joeygonzales38152 жыл бұрын
Hick ass country 😂😂
@himbokoopa Жыл бұрын
aka “post-metal” if you want to hear an entire album of something that sounds like this, check out stuff like neurosis, cult of luna, and the one that i can’t mention due to their name aging unfortunately
@MustachioIcecream Жыл бұрын
doom metal?
@franka100 Жыл бұрын
this song deserves a horror movie inspired music video ASAP
@marielle1339 Жыл бұрын
I read somewhere that Ethel Cain wants to make a movie about the preacher's daughter album
@sarahruiz65532 ай бұрын
just go to church an you can have the experience in 3D!
@sgtxbox2 жыл бұрын
Hollywood needs to hire Ethel Cain to do soundtracks for movies. I can hear her music being played in the background of great movies like Silence of the Lambs. She creates hauntingly beautiful music.
@chrispycore2 жыл бұрын
like she would have fit perfectly on the soundtrack of X, hopefully they reach out to her for the prequel movie
@jeffreyletourneau299 Жыл бұрын
Spot on.
@JasmineLovesJames Жыл бұрын
@@chrispycore omg yes, the whole "preacher's daughter" thing
@passivecactus Жыл бұрын
That's actually what her music is! She wanted to make movies but her music is the soundtracks to the films she has in her head! : )
@lightlylemony Жыл бұрын
@@jinjasdiorlocket WHAT
@soggybogwitch2 жыл бұрын
Not even exaggerating, this is the best song that I've ever heard and I don't think I can bring myself to listen to it ever again.
@madsringswaldegan10582 жыл бұрын
u should read beloved by toni morrison. same vibe
@bndzmrno Жыл бұрын
Do acid and listen again. Or shrooms.
@corinnae.7877 Жыл бұрын
I listen to it almost everyday, that and Gibson Girl are the best songs for me on the album.
@RavenWolfDrum69 Жыл бұрын
It gets in the bones
@sexyramen9504 Жыл бұрын
this
@kaseyjohnson8425 Жыл бұрын
When you work at McDonald’s and listen to Ethel Cain something happens to your brain
@undigesteddonut Жыл бұрын
panera bread*
@wish4fish_8 ай бұрын
Panera bread happens to your brain yes
@anitacigarette2 жыл бұрын
"stop... stop... Stop. STOP!!" God, how many times I've said that in my life to try & save myself from damage. This song hurts, but feels so releasing when she says that part. Like my chest blowing open & my heart screaming.
@hafiqzariq342 Жыл бұрын
Love this too😢
@ririko_asakura Жыл бұрын
Yes. How many times do I want to or have to scream like this to let them know that I do want them to stop what they're doing to me. And How many times do I have to control myself from screaming like this so as to keep them from feeling offended, as if they are the one who should be offended. I couldn't even count.
@auxlen Жыл бұрын
@@ririko_asakura The worst thing ever was I read posted Lyrics that read 'stars' instead of 'stop' ludicrous.
@xsugar-demonx2 жыл бұрын
♡ Lyrics: I followed you in and I was with you there I invited you in twice, I did You love blood too much But not like I do, not like I do Suffer does the wolf, crawling to thee Promising a big fire, any fire Saying I'm the one, he's gonna take me I'm on fire, I'm on fire, I'm on fire Suffering is nigh, drawing to me Calling me the one, I'm the white light Beautiful, finite Even the iron still fears the rot Hiding from something I cannot stop Walking on shadows, I can't lead him back, uh Buckled on the floor when night comes along Daddy's left and momma won't come home You poor thing Sweet, mourning lamb There's nothing you can do It's already been done What fear a man like you brings upon a woman like me (show your face) Please, don't look at me I can see it in your eyes, he keeps looking at me Turn me, what have you done? Stop, stop (make it stop), stop, make it stop, stop Make it stop Make it stop, I've had enough Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop I am the face of love's rage I am the face of love's rage Blessed be the Daughters of Cain, bound to suffering eternal through the sins of their fathers committed long before their conception Blessed be their whore mothers, tired and angry waiting with bated breath in a ferry that will never move again Blessed be the children, each and every one come to know their god through some senseless act of violence Blessed be you, girl, promised to me by a man who can only feel hatred and contempt towards you I am no good nor evil, simply I am, and I have come to take what is mine I was there in the dark when you spilled your first blood I am here now, as you run from me still Run then, child, you can't hide from me forever
@chloskyskies4399 Жыл бұрын
The monologue at the end makes me think the voice is Death, just my interpretation
@alexeverson3604 Жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@ReubenWalton Жыл бұрын
@@cocteaupvssylice is it the same exact voice that spoke in the album opener?
@la2aru593 Жыл бұрын
not the heart signal have u LISTEN this song bae im crying
@ReubenWalton Жыл бұрын
@@cocteaupvssylice no it’s not.
@SafiVidal Жыл бұрын
It’s funny to see that this is every woman’s comfort song and every man who listens to it nightmare song.
@PrentedImNotHereАй бұрын
I sent the lyrics to this super religious guy I know and he was really freaked out 🥲 they just don’t get it
@swimreaper999016 күн бұрын
@@PrentedImNotHereas someone who is religious i disagree lmaoo music is meant for everyone regardless of their beliefs. this is a bomb ass song so just enjoy it:)
@blueyeshadow273813 күн бұрын
@@swimreaper9990I think the discrepancy comes that this up is such a female song especially given the context of a man brutalizing his gf
@sufferinginheaven Жыл бұрын
I grew up in Kentucky. One day I was riding my bike through the cemetery. There was a dumpster outside the fence. There was a completely skinned deer laying next to it with some flies buzzing. I heard growling. I look back it's a doberman showing me it's teeth. This song reminds me of that. And when I have panic attacks I see it again. I've always felt like the skinless deer. Wasn't fast enough. Easy prey.
@beautifulprincessoftheworld Жыл бұрын
damn 🧍
@yuhloveya9793 Жыл бұрын
@@beautifulprincessoftheworld 😭
@beautifulprincessoftheworld Жыл бұрын
i burnt my hand while trying to make instant Mac and cheese and I think that was my most terrifying shaking in my pants experience idk what’s up with you tho xxxxxx ❤️
@beautifulprincessoftheworld Жыл бұрын
@@sufferinginheaven why are u being such a hater I’m just a fifteen year old girl 😨
@EclipseOfTheMoonsMood Жыл бұрын
@@beautifulprincessoftheworld BRO SAME THO I TOO HAVE BURNED MY HAND MAKING INSTANT MAC
@KaiteyDave Жыл бұрын
Anyone else notice that from 3:50ish the lead vocal went from being amplified to having the mic essentially cut off? He silenced her, that's why she had to scream
@aloomey4 ай бұрын
Holy shit i cannot BREATHE after this realization, he took her voice i cant, i literally cant -this song haunts me
@phoxsii35423 ай бұрын
what do u mean?
@LunarEclipseIsCoool2 ай бұрын
@@phoxsii3542 I think it has something to do with S.A, how they take your voice or dont listen? I'm not too sure.. Grim subject
@tjg121389 Жыл бұрын
I can't believe McDonalds actually added this song to their Grimace's Birthday Playlist on Spotify.
@ReubenWalton Жыл бұрын
Wow that’s crazy it really is on there! I thought this was some kind of girlypop BTS y2k stan twitter lingo ironic joke but I just checked Spotify and it’s REALLY on there! 😮
@heaven8mysoul4 ай бұрын
genuinely just shitty corpo trying to appeal to gen z
@sp4cegrl273 ай бұрын
one of the employees is going through it 😭
@drewinsects2 жыл бұрын
my favorite Christian music album!!
@katiegrace4588 Жыл бұрын
Not Georgia peach 🍑
@skjbhdjh Жыл бұрын
HELPP
@ReubenWalton Жыл бұрын
@@katiegrace4588 what is Georgia Peach?
@ReubenWalton Жыл бұрын
@@skjbhdjh what do you need help with? Be more specific.
@Star_qt Жыл бұрын
@@ReubenWaltonit was a joke, they dont need help.
@jade3866 Жыл бұрын
I truly believed this is one of the greatest songs ever made.
@beans_avi9382 Жыл бұрын
Ive been replaying it for hours ethel is a goddess and she has me in a trance i cannot escape from
@soupy5510 ай бұрын
Oh easily
@emzee10307 ай бұрын
It literally is, like the emotional reaction that it evokes and captures is one of the most masterful things ever achieved in music, not exaggerating.
@minnystrawb84532 жыл бұрын
Honestly, Ptolemaea really speaks to me. I’m a poor autistic girl that grew up in the south. And I’ve been abused by men. For me, the building, overwhelming nature of Ptolemaea, really feels similar to the escalation of being berated by the man you love, afraid he’s going to hit you. The noise of things hitting the wall, of his rage. The expectation for you, the lamb, to bend to his will. To retain your “purity”. The “betrayal” of every imagined infraction that you commit. And all of your senses are extra sensitive and you don’t know what you did to deserve this. The only thing you did was reject his sexual advances. The part where she screams “stop” felt like an amalgamation of those feelings and it honestly makes me cry my eyes out. I find myself silently screaming with her. It’s so therapeutic. I know that isn’t the meaning of this song. But that’s how I interpret it because of my experiences. And I think that’s the beauty of her music.
@georat16 Жыл бұрын
Dang, whew.
@tobypoopoo2902 Жыл бұрын
Oh boo hoo, cry us all a river!
@soto8639 Жыл бұрын
@@tobypoopoo2902 what’s your problem
@tootertoetashlyn9834 Жыл бұрын
sending love
@user-yl1xz7ek7h Жыл бұрын
@@tobypoopoo2902 why are you here?!?
@jocelynflowers Жыл бұрын
I struggle with apathy. When I need to cry, I can’t. It’s the worst thing ever. Playing this song helps me dig out all of my inner emotions, release them, and shed tears.
@trinitysings777 Жыл бұрын
Yes!! It annoys me when people pride themselves on not feeling emotion, it’s such a soulless feeling
@EB-xc3zd Жыл бұрын
^so real. I'm just now starting to take ownership of my emotions and music is part of that healing process. I'm proud of my progress
@shelzblack488 Жыл бұрын
This is so me. I only have a good cry at certain songs and I need to do this regularly now, or I get ill masking no lie.
@baileymoran8585Ай бұрын
I use music like this as a way to feel catharsis. I’m not a vulnerable person and there are some traumas you just can’t bring up when your friend figures out you aren’t really fine, and it’s just never been comfortable for me. So I just sort of hide them from myself. But when they try to resurface I turn to music that skiers close to my experiences, or if it’s more vague, at least captures the emotions. It lets me release it on my terms because someone already said the words and I can just sing along, if I’m alone. I can stop my release at any time, which is harder if you actually do try and open up. We have all been pressured to talk and all of it comes out when you didn’t want to share everything just yet. For some reason with music, the feelings don’t linger at the front of your mind and make you feel worse after the release is over, like talking about it with people.
@Pyricangel8 ай бұрын
At the very start I feel like Isaiah was talking to her, but the next voice is literally Death. Basically telling her that it's too late. Isaiah attacked her at the beginning of the song. That's why she can't stop it, and that's why Death was like, "there's nothing you can do. It's already been done." She's already dying. She's just been refusing to believe it.
@jasminkatetorrejos7452 Жыл бұрын
That 'stop' was so beautiful oh my god... Perfectly captures the desperation when we are faced with danger
@Juneau04 Жыл бұрын
The first few "stop" of hers sound so much like the narrative we women are expected to play even in misery, pain and the most horrid of experiences. We are expected to be quiet and clean about it. Make no fuss. Bring no disrespect and shame to your family by screaming that you've been tainted. That is the belief for the women in my country. I'm glad she screamed like that. I too, have wanted to scream like that for a long time.
@freethesoft10884 ай бұрын
Same!!
@colebennett3830 Жыл бұрын
i’ve never listened to a song that left my stomach so sick, the shriek, shivers
@victoriayusibova1606 Жыл бұрын
yeah the first time i listened to it my tummy hurt but i listen to it everyday its a masterpiece
@colebennett3830 Жыл бұрын
@@victoriayusibova1606 I agree, probably didn’t help that I was watching Dahmer at the time so the imagery of this song was quite powerful 💀
@jadeswagerty9865 Жыл бұрын
Thought this said like Shrek instead of the shriek at first
@emmysitnik16058 ай бұрын
this was my number 1 song for 2023 on spotify 😭
@Sza4L8 ай бұрын
HOW TF DO U LISTEN TO THIS SONG CONSISTENTLY ???
@atadbitahistory96607 ай бұрын
@@Sza4L As somebody who listens to thus song constantly, really bad mental health.
@Sza4L7 ай бұрын
@@atadbitahistory9660 oh 😧😭
@ahttacca2 жыл бұрын
even though i’m young i’ve got a lifetime of anger repressed. knowing that someone could scream emotions out your system like that amazes me... it makes me feel a lot better, regardless of the headaches for listening to it on repeat
@jennys2092 жыл бұрын
I’ve dealt with a whole lot of repressed anger too, remember, your anger loves you. Realizing that has been the most helpful thing for me, I wish you the best of luck
@drdoofenstock5559 Жыл бұрын
@@jennys209that line holds a lot of wisdom “anger loves you”
@syd538011 ай бұрын
Lingua Ignota is another artist who makes music that feels almost overwhelmingly cathartic to listen to. It's disturbing and unsettling and possibly the most intense emotions I've ever heard expressed through any artistic medium. Her album Caligula is the one I'd recommend.
That's why I always felt comfort and at peace listening to heavy metal. It's like someone did all the screaming for me.
@AdamGYodaWars Жыл бұрын
Still waiting on the Kidz Bop version of this song
@sparrow_posts_stuff11 ай бұрын
LMAOO
@AdamGYodaWars11 ай бұрын
@@sparrow_posts_stuff hey a fellow Swiftie
@sparrow_posts_stuff11 ай бұрын
@@AdamGYodaWars heyy
@AdamGYodaWars11 ай бұрын
@@sparrow_posts_stuff hello
@MrLatthawat3 ай бұрын
@@sparrow_posts_stuff omg a swiftie hiiii
@sunscreeen4270 Жыл бұрын
The “I am the face of love’s rage” after the scream is so tragic to me
@zsebestien70502 жыл бұрын
Grew up in white trash Mississippi with a grandma suffering from some severe munchausen by proxy, the fear at night and overwhelming paranoia while only being 10 is captured so well in the darkness of this music. I often feel so scared to write my music using expressions of such dark subject matter but clearly it can be done tastefully and in a way which other people can resonate. Thank you.
@Retrosenescent Жыл бұрын
I grew up in Mississippi too :') the whole state is trash
@terrafade Жыл бұрын
I’ve never felt a song put sexual assault so perfectly into sound… the dreading, the knowing it’s going to happen, the fear while it’s happening and the terrifying scream when it finally happens… it’s all in this song. So perfectly presented.. I feel seen, so many of us feel seen. Thank you.
@janekiryu3409 Жыл бұрын
YUPPP and it's so triggering but also cathartic as fuck
@TaraLokami Жыл бұрын
yes, i can't tell if listening to this is healing or triggering? the build up and release of it is so visceral.
@sunnyiee_03 Жыл бұрын
i thought this song was about drug abuse?
@rowanh420 Жыл бұрын
@@sunnyiee_03 it’s about both (sadly)
@mirvk0 Жыл бұрын
the way i just felt it was about that omg 😭
@cheesybirdmess73492 жыл бұрын
THIS LEFT ME SPEECHLESS but I HAD TO write something. Totally unexpected. Brutal. The sound of flies adds to the realism of it all. Truly respect your attention to detail throughout the whole album. Stunned.
@hudsonbarbour73612 жыл бұрын
On the night of the release, she went live on Instagram and I asked her what insect it was, and she said bees because bees have smoother droning :)
@cheesybirdmess73492 жыл бұрын
@@hudsonbarbour7361 didn't know that! Thanks for the info
@bun2287 Жыл бұрын
unironically my comfort song rn
@austinrose2248 Жыл бұрын
I wish she made more songs like this the feeling it gives me is almost like a trance
@yuhloveya9793 Жыл бұрын
fr thoo
@DontFretAboutIt9 ай бұрын
Its like Type O Negative on steroids
@pabloboney74137 ай бұрын
@@DontFretAboutIton estrogen*
@0101executioner Жыл бұрын
if ethel was a game, she'd be outlast.
@panzerf4ust Жыл бұрын
outlast 2 🙏
@hey89854 ай бұрын
outlast 2 specifically!!
@konnectmulch Жыл бұрын
the way the "you can't hide from me forever" sticks out so tastefully at the end is incredible
@siqqybaby12 Жыл бұрын
One of the best songs ever created I'm so serious
@jadalikestea Жыл бұрын
So real
@tapasyasuman37076 ай бұрын
realest ever
@gino7lord Жыл бұрын
I am not terribly familiar with her work but the title made me curious as a fan of Dante's inferno. This song really captures the lonely frigid feeling of Ptolomaea, one of several regions of Cocytus, the frozen lake which is the 9th and lowest circle of Hell, the circle of Treachery Ptolomaea is where those who have betrayed their guests linger on in frigid agony
@benminer7071 Жыл бұрын
Basically her album, Preachers daughter follows a storyline of a preachers daughter and her life and tragic death at the hands of her second lover. It gets VERY dark lore wise as this song is her character getting sa’d, murdered, and then cannibalized. She goes to heaven after this and looks back at her life and gets conflicted because she’s very upset at what he’s done to her, but still has feelings for him. She then decides to kill him from the grave by food poisoning.
@BonoLightier2 жыл бұрын
The fucking doom metal outro! This girl came for blood!!!!!
@bluedahliacharles Жыл бұрын
after years of childhood molestation and doing all I can to heal and get sober from heroin and other hard drugs and being shunned by certain parts of my family and friends for being trans I feel seen heard and understood I started last year off in a hospital I had an overdose and something snapped in me and I saw much around me that I was becoming all rooted in pain and trauma and this album felt like having a hand to hold while I walked through my own physical and mental hell
@HS-rw1cq Жыл бұрын
Your coment was so chilling to me because the exact same thing happened to me. I hope u can find a way to move on, and have a happy life find you : )
@BRIANNA_004 ай бұрын
God, I resonate so much with this comment.
@rosarolli3 ай бұрын
Damn we're pretty similar then, except for the drugs since I've never been a drug type of person
@americansteve25858 күн бұрын
Wishing you the best! You've got this ❤
@raesifers3 ай бұрын
yknow how it feels when you've always cried in silence but you've figured out you can scream and rage and curse everyone who unsanctified you? thats this song
@basiliterhino2699 Жыл бұрын
the ambiance in this track is so rich. the flies, the background voices, the layering; it’s perfect
@ceejae73523 ай бұрын
This is the voice of every woman who has ever been terrorized by "love".
@ratboi_1 Жыл бұрын
This song sounds like what it felt to be betrayed by my uncle as he sold my body out to men. Very few songs make me feel this way but this song... this song makes me feel seen, heard, understood fully and completely.
@uncertain_zee Жыл бұрын
Idk if this is a good recommendation for you because it could be super fucking triggering (i have it with this song in a playlist called "put u in a bad mood" for when i just need to get all the gross feelings out after a panic attack or something :,)) but daddy by korn also has this vibe, but a lot more explicit.
@ratboi_1 Жыл бұрын
@@uncertain_zee yeahhh, I've listened to it lol. I still listen to it every once in a while... it also is weirdly comforting to hear for some reason lol
@BentleyS63368 ай бұрын
KZfaq deciding to play Temu's theme song as an ad after this was fucking emotional whiplash
@Nessie188962 жыл бұрын
Thanks Ethel, needed this pov from my sleep paralysis demon
@mandalasky2 жыл бұрын
I laughed out loud to this!
@dinnerbone444 Жыл бұрын
@@mandalasky i rolled on the floor laughed to this!
@cutsperson2 жыл бұрын
god, what a bloodcurdling scream. thank you ethel cain for making such a writhing, agonizing, beautiful, and holy record
@alicelaker7258 Жыл бұрын
As someone who was in a state of severe paranoia for months due to a traumatic experience this song hits really close to home. This is exactly what the fear felt like to me.
@e_clown Жыл бұрын
a song to play during dinner on a lovely christmas night with the family 🌲🎅
@Kirb1714 ай бұрын
This is our reminder that still here, on this planet, there is monsters living among us unhuman things and that we need to be always be cautious about who we trust
@minchyoda8723 Жыл бұрын
It makes me feel so understood, not just as a woman but as a person. Ethel Cain is amazing at portraying emotions.
@ouijabored0002 жыл бұрын
WOW???! this is absolutely PACKED with emotion, like vacuum sealed packed. this woman is genius. the breakdown or climax is insane & so carefully crafted to convey an incredibly strong tone & atmosphere.
@cielliddell11 ай бұрын
the fact this became a comfort song to me
@rottingaristocrat79562 жыл бұрын
This has me feeling like I'm sinking into an inky abyss. It's both simultaneously disconcerting and comforting.
@yavral49 ай бұрын
I’m not exaggerating when I say that this is one of the best songs I’ve ever heard in my life
@gabrielhouser9677 Жыл бұрын
No joke, a friend of mine used Strangers in a presentation about horror in music and theater and I was instantly intrigued. She described that the album Preacher's Daughter was a scary album about a preacher girl getting caught up in a romance with a psycho cannibal killer and knew I had to give it a try. Being a self-described metal head, I charged head first with an eager interest and WOW. I have never heard a blend of sounds like this before! It is also genuinely terrifying as well! It honestly reminds me of hearing groups like Meshuggah for the first time in terms of sheer brutality yet beauty as well. There's such a wide mix of genres here I'm almost certainly Ethel Cain has invented a new one with this album. It is way more than your average pop singer-songwriter kind of music. I wouldn't even bat an eye if she opened for a death metal band with tracks like this. One thing is certain, and that is I am now a big fan of her's! If Ethel happens to be reading this, I love what I've heard so far and can't wait to see what you do next! :)
@lisakoerth11256 ай бұрын
Same when I first herd Meshuggah exactly w cain
@waitrosewooyo2 жыл бұрын
obsessed with the transition of gibson girl to ptolemaea to august underground, this album is a masterpiece
@sparrow_posts_stuff Жыл бұрын
playing this to my baby cousin when he's just about to go to bed update: im not allowed at my cousins house anymore
@abbybiegel158811 ай бұрын
HAHAHA
@ezekielandrada9412 жыл бұрын
getting ready for the club kinda track
@jonathandavisinadress23 күн бұрын
my heart goes out to any sa survivors like myself, i see yall and please remember we are not our past, wedo not have to rot in our own tragedies that we couldnt control at the time, you are stronger than anyone knows.
@KayceeKKK20 күн бұрын
Omg I really needed this thank you😭
@rebbyy955 ай бұрын
Ethel didn't stand a chance.. :( This album makes me so emotional.
@rejdzer64 ай бұрын
woke up in a bus in the middle of nowhere in Czech Republic listening to the chanting at the end of the song 10/10 experience
@archideades Жыл бұрын
This kind of music makes you look behind your shoulder nervously while listening in headphones, and I'm all for it
@aljones7510 ай бұрын
Haha I had to take one ear bud out, it was too much
@aves83265 ай бұрын
hearing the beat drop after “it’s already been done” had me holding my breath for the whole rest of the album until at the end of strangers i lost it
@35caliber.2 ай бұрын
you get it omg
@_4200h Жыл бұрын
This is a really hard song to wake up with it stuck in your head. As a survivor with c-ptsd, this song is cathartic but extremely triggering for me. Put me in the weirdest headspace for the day. I'm barely even here today living in the traumatic memories this brings up. This song is a spell and it is extremely powerful. The first time I heard it I had a full on physical reaction, my whole body broke, the scream sent me reeling, the pheonix fire in me got reignited. Thank you for this song but damn if I can't handle waking up with it as my earworm for the day
@thespectralchannel Жыл бұрын
Like something out of Silent Hill...true, horror laced atmosphere. Haunting, amazing
@MiladySK Жыл бұрын
Exactly. Someone above mentioned, Resident Evil and I'm like, no, more like Silent Hill. Lol
@canaryxblue Жыл бұрын
god what a masterpiece. the doom metal outro is the most horrifying sequence of music i've ever heard.
@35caliber.2 ай бұрын
u get it fr
@probably_aidan28 күн бұрын
It's crazy how quickly this became a comfort song
@nicorobyn2 жыл бұрын
How lucky i feel to be able to see the universe through Ethel Cain's eyes... both the character and the woman behind. This track feel like if it was written by Laura Palmer, in the best way possible.
@dednolb18242 жыл бұрын
I 100% agree with the feeling that it was written by Laura Palmer. It’s all I imagined when listening to the song. It's so haunting but beautiful, just like Laura’s story.
@ariannalarsen8860 Жыл бұрын
HOLY SHIT THAT IS THE BEST THING KVE EVER. THIS IS SO FUCKING LAURA PALMER
@normaharlean4457 Жыл бұрын
i completely concur. like, fu*k yes. x3
@user-sg3mc1px7m Жыл бұрын
@@dednolb1824 is
@catradorasprmanager7728 Жыл бұрын
the comments are talking about how they'll never listen to this again bc it's so disturbing and while I agree I have also been listening to it on repeat I love the part after the scream so much
@2sweet2eat3 ай бұрын
i can only listen to this song every few months tbh
@jessluna448 ай бұрын
this song sounds like it would be in a creepy cult horror movie. its so dark and captures raw emotion
@asafoetidajones81812 жыл бұрын
Ah. Right into my "contemporary pop" Playlist between Diamanda Galas and Lingua Ignota.
@jamesduksta55952 жыл бұрын
LOVE Diamanda!!!
@asafoetidajones81812 жыл бұрын
@@jamesduksta5595 me too brűther
@chloskyskies4399 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for the recommendations
@TenshiDeadRose69 Жыл бұрын
Yes! This song totally gives me Diamanda Galas vibes
@th3lo Жыл бұрын
perfect company
@ronank47842 жыл бұрын
Haunting, nostalgic, spinning, atmospheric and layered in desperate passion. Best from the new album.
@SoulShyt3 ай бұрын
Gotta love an artist who could top all the pop charts if she wanted to, but instead chose the authenticity of her/the art over everything.
@lissasokay Жыл бұрын
“I followed you in and I was with you there I invited you in twice, I did You love blood too much But not like I do Not like I do Heard you, saw you, felt you, gave you Need you, love you, love you, love you Heard you, saw you, felt you, love you Love you, love you, love you, love you Love you, love you, love you, love you Love you, love you, love you, love you... You don't have to say yes to me Suffer does the wolf, crawling to thee Promising a big fire, any fire Saying I'm the one, he's gonna take me I'm on fire, I'm on fire, I'm on fire Suffering is nigh, drawing to me Calling me the one, I'm the white light Beautiful, finite Even the iron still fears the rot Hiding from something I cannot stop Walking on shadows, I can't lead him back, uh Buckled on the floor when night comes along Daddy's left and momma won't come home, oh, uh You poor thing Sweet, mourning lamb There's nothing you can do It's already been done What fear a man like you brings upon a woman like me (show me your face) Please, don't look at me I can see it in your eyes, he keeps looking at me Tell me, what have you done? Stop, stop, stop, make it stop Stop, make it stop, make it stop I've had enough Stop, stop, stop, stop Stop, stop, stop, stop I am the face Of love's rage I am the face Of love's rage Blessed be the Daughters of Cain Bound to suffering eternal through the sins of their fathers committed long before their conception Blessed be their whore mothers Tired and angry, waiting with bated breath in a ferry that will never move again Blessed be the children Each and every one come to know their god through some senseless act of violence Blessed be you, girl Promised to me by a man who can only feel hatred and contempt towards you I am no good nor evil, simply I am And I have come to take what is mine I was there in the dark when you spilled your first blood I am here now, as you run from me still Run then, child You can't hide from me forever”
@QueenFreaqАй бұрын
So... I struggled with an abusive relationship, as did my grandmother on my mother's side. The older i get the more people tell me i look like her. That last "STOP" is personal. Blessed be the daughters of cain.
@Ri_5475 Жыл бұрын
bro when i was listening to this album on spotify and this played my ass got so scared😭 but i still sat through it and ended loving the whole song
@danieldau47642 жыл бұрын
I’ve waited my whole life for this album.
@hiidontlikethis11 ай бұрын
the musical embodiment of releasing trauma
@kidspress223928 күн бұрын
i want to see a kidz bop version of this song. i want it now
@V3inmistress2 жыл бұрын
This song has been living in my head since the day it came out. Shout out to the KZfaq algorithm for recommending this when 2 hours after it was released out of no where. Clicking this video was one of my best choices recently. If anyone knows of any songs similar to this, leave suggestions
@aliese38312 жыл бұрын
have you seen me by nicole dollanganger has a similar feel/subject matter.
@h0edian2 жыл бұрын
almost anything by chelsea wolfe, but especially "color of blood"
@AndrewJamesCosgrove Жыл бұрын
Eraser by Nine Inch Nails has a similar buildup with another haunting climax, it’s very similar.
@V3inmistress Жыл бұрын
@@aliese3831 Thank you!
@JoaoFerreira-lk3hn Жыл бұрын
I know I'm a bit late but as someone has already mentioned, Chelsea Wolfe has some similar stuff in some of her albums, I'd say maybe try "Pain Is Beauty", "Abyss" and "Hiss Spun", although "Abyss" is the album that comes closer to this.
@dolarhydes Жыл бұрын
suffocating, eerie, beautiful, cathartic. covered in goosebumps and teary eyed by the end of it
@annaaidekijustloveyoutube2194 Жыл бұрын
I feel understood with this track. Its comfortable and unnerving at the same time. This is how i have lived most of my life, always on edge with the falsehoods of peace by people around me. internally i have rage and twisted thoughts due to years of neglect and being forced into emotional isolation by my parents. This feels like a release
@alexmeza2810 Жыл бұрын
I discovered this song one night when I fell asleep and left my earphones on and my Spotify on shuffle with suggested songs, and woke up to this song and unlocked my phone and got scared af, I thought I was dreaming or died lol naturally I put it on my playlist 😊 Ethel Cain 🤘
@hypnagogic_kid2 жыл бұрын
The Chelsea Wolfe vibes
@MarinaAndTheDevil2 жыл бұрын
Sooooo Chelsea Wolfe, but it holds so much power within the context of the album 🥵
@hypnagogic_kid2 жыл бұрын
@@MarinaAndTheDevil Totally. This one is definitely my favorite from the album
@itsnotaphasemom47892 жыл бұрын
This song sounds like a panic attack and suffocation. I've only heard a few Ethel Cain songs before and I didn't really like them but this one. This one.
@LiveLoveLaugh102310 Жыл бұрын
That screaming 'stop' towards the end gave me chills
@HYPERC6663 ай бұрын
Holy moly. How the fuck did i just discover her now?
@yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme3 ай бұрын
listen to the rest of her album preachers daughter NOW
@poosypumpkinАй бұрын
Soooo have u listened to the rest of preacher's daughter bb
@carolina_is_free Жыл бұрын
This song feels like the spiritual black sticky goo that creeps into you while having to endure traumatizing things. Shallow breathing, racing heart & darkened mind.