This is a song about me turning twenty one
*The song will only only be available on KZfaq and SoundCloud*
0:00 Vocals
0:23 Verse 1
0:45 Pre-Chorus
1:09 Chorus
1:32 Verse 2
1:54 Pre-Chorus
2:19 Chorus
2:42 Bridge
3:05 Chorus
Lyrics:
Verse 1:
The days when I was young
Life was fair and it was fun
But now its getting tough
I turned 21
I know it’s true
Feels like de ja vu
There’s a change in my attitude
I’m alright, for sure.
Pre-Chorus:
These voices I keep hearing-they're inside of my head.
I’m half asleep and I have this pressure on my chest
Inhale, exhale. I’m fighting through and out of breath.
And all the pains I’ve gone through, I will never forget.
Chorus:
In this time of life I’ll do my best and carry on
The rest will come from god, and it may take too long
It’s a new beginning and it’s gonna be a long run
Guess that’s how I’ll start to live since I turned twenty-one.
Verse 2:
Life’s gonna hit like a tidal wave.
I sing along and dream of yesterdays.
But the future is more important so I’m aware.
Theres a lot of things I’d like to say
Can you please respect my privacy?
I ignore my feelings, so they don’t bother me.
I have trouble knowing my personality
Emotions are out of control, and it's sad to see
Pre-Chorus:
How I really am struggling and there are some problems.
I'll need extra time to think and be able to solve them.
Oh I’m not alright, lost in my thoughts, and it's so messed up.
I’m falling in so deep, and its enough
Chorus:
In this time of life I’ll do my best and carry on
The rest will come from god, and it may take too long
It’s a new beginning and it’s gonna be a long run
Guess that’s how I’ll start to live since I turned twenty-one.
Bridge:
It’s crazy that I’m only twenty-one, yet I have scars.
Ive beeen dealing with loneliness, and reminiscing under the stars
All the regrets I had made me a clone of the dark.
I’m on the edge, embracing everything so I can stand tall.
Chorus:
In this time of life I’ll do my best and carry on
The rest will come from god, and it may take too long
It’s a new beginning and it’s gonna be a long run
Guess that’s how I’ll start to live since I turned twenty-one.
Producer: ​⁠@bezimenimusic9552
Songwriter: Ray Raiden
Singer: Ray Raiden