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REACTING AT WORK TO: When I Grow Up by NF
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"WHEN I GROW UP"
Yeah, when I grow up, you know what I wanna be?
Take a seat, let me tell you my ridiculous dreams
I wanna rap, yeah, I know it's hard to believe
And I can tell you're already thinkin' I will never succeed
But I'm okay with it, I admit the lyrics are weak
I've been workin' on 'em, I'll be good eventually
I understand you gotta crawl before you get to your feet
But I been running for a while, they ain't ready for me, ahh
I know this prolly isn't really realistic
And honestly, I might not ever make a difference
But that don't make a difference, I'ma have to risk it
I've been crunchin' numbers, you ain't gotta be a mathematician
To see the odds ain't rootin' for me
I can't lie though, it's kinda how I like it to be
The underdog, yeah, you prolly think you know what I mean
But what I'm saying is they ever push me, I'm gonna swing, yeah
I could go to college, get in debt like everybody else
Graduate and prolly get a job that doesn't pay the bills
That don't make a lot of sense to me, forget the Happy Meals
I don't like the dollar menu, I would rather make a meal
Huh? Make a mil'? Nah, I said make a meal
Home-cookin', get the grill, how you want it? Pretty well?
Everything I see is overdone to me, I'm not Adele
But I'ma get a record deal and say hello to mass appeal
[Chorus]
When I grow up, I just want to pay my bills
Rappin' about the way I feel (Oh, yeah)
I just want to make a couple mil'
Leave it to the fam in the will (Oh, yeah)
I just want to sign a record deal
Maybe buy a house up in the hills (Oh, yeah)
Might not be the best in my field
But I guarantee that I'ma die real
When I grow up
[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, ayy
When I grow up
Yeah, yeah, ayy
[Verse 2]
I'ma make 'em notice me, rhymin' like it's poetry
Everything I oversee, I just like to overthink
Mockin' me, you pay the fee, no return and no receipts
Those of you that don't believe, quiet, you don't know a thing
Quiet when I'm tryna sing, quiet when I'm making beats
Quiet when I'm tryna think, sorry, I don't mean to scream
I just feel like no one really gets me and it's sad to see
'Cause someday I'ma grow up and show all of you it's meant to be (Yeah)
Anybody wanna hear me rap? "No"
Come on, let me play a couple tracks, "No"
Come on, I can spit it really fast, "No"
You think I should throw this in the trash? "No"
Tricked ya; haters, go away before I hit ya
I am not a beggar or a kiss-up
You don't understand? Well, I forgive ya
I am not a quitter, you ain't really think that, did ya?
Maybe someday I could even be up on the radio
Have a tour bus and maybe even play a couple shows
Everybody in the crowd singing every word I wrote
Tellin' me that I am not the only one that feels alone
Huh? You feel alone? Yeah, I kinda feel alone
Wonder if that feelin' ever goes away when you get old
Will I ever make it as an artist? I don't really know
Might not make a lot of dough
I'ma have to try it, though
[Chorus]
When I grow up
I just wanna pay my bills
Rappin' about the way I feel (Oh, yeah)
I just wanna make a couple mil'
Leave it to the fam in the will (Oh, yeah)
(Leave it to the fam in the will)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I just wanna sign a record deal
Maybe buy a house up in the hills (Okay, oh, yeah)
Might not be the best in my field (Ayy, ayy, yeah)
But I guarantee that I'ma die real
When I grow up
I just wanna pay my bills (Woo)
Rappin' about the way I feel (Oh, yeah)
(Yeah, the way I feel)
Yeah, I just wanna make a couple mil' (Ayy, couple mil')
Leave it to the fam in the will (Oh, yeah)
@aarontheflyingcheese 4 жыл бұрын
Maybe we came because of NF, but the point is that we found you, isnt it?
@minatouchiha2662 4 жыл бұрын
Bruh... thats so true
@sandisombanjwa2813 4 жыл бұрын
Come for Nf kzfaq.info/get/bejne/gKqXe5iX0trYc6s.html
@johnnyferguson7344 4 жыл бұрын
@@minatouchiha2662 DUDE FOR REALS
@env0x 4 жыл бұрын
Yea theres no shame in using the popularity of other artists to get a leg up and draw attention. People call it clout chasing and it gets a bad rep but theres nothing inherently wrong with it. Not any worse or better than other marketing tricks really. Gotta do what you gotta do
@sandisombanjwa2813 4 жыл бұрын
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@JessBlanchard 4 жыл бұрын
NF gives the real music, you give the real reactions, love it.
@seelenwinter6662 4 жыл бұрын
he is ever hard to listen... but he`s better than eminem... eminems times are long over... nf time is just starting...
@sandisombanjwa2813 4 жыл бұрын
Nf fan here kzfaq.info/get/bejne/gKqXe5iX0trYc6s.html🤭🎼
@idkwhat123 4 жыл бұрын
@@seelenwinter6662 your opinion is half right. Just letting you know 666.
@dominicpersaud1155 4 жыл бұрын
True bro
@banananinjavacationbanana2257 4 жыл бұрын
@@seelenwinter6662 Relax buddy. Nf might be great but he is no eminem
@TheEd8u 4 жыл бұрын
Make this a trending reaction! Show her that she is accepted, no need to fear or be frightened 🙃
@seelenwinter6662 4 жыл бұрын
and for that she needs a trending reaction...? jesus... you never had really problems... am i right...?
@karanbirsinghbhullar 4 жыл бұрын
@@seelenwinter6662 no you're not right.
@autismisprime7973 4 жыл бұрын
We are here for you, we're family let's fight these demons together
@seelenwinter6662 4 жыл бұрын
the next one who want to help with a few words... if that would be so easy, why the US have so much psychologists...?
@sandisombanjwa2813 4 жыл бұрын
Nf fan here kzfaq.info/get/bejne/gKqXe5iX0trYc6s.html🤭🎼
@damianlazcano5362 4 жыл бұрын
@James Conway ok
@alkiva9337 4 жыл бұрын
You're right. I found you because of him. But I'm staying because of you. And that's the difference. 💙💙 Don't think for a second that he is more important as an artist than you are. At least not for me. Much love to you. 💙
@nathanaelwebb931 4 жыл бұрын
Alki Va I could not have said it better!
@juliorosales5061 4 жыл бұрын
Yes! Preach it Alki!!!🙌🏽 We Subscribed because we believe in you and want to support you because of who YOU are, not because of who introduced us to you 🙂 (I know I used a lot of "because" on that one 😂) Keep doing your thing, we are here for you!
@magicalp0wers788 4 жыл бұрын
You may be coming for her, but that is a horrible thing to say about NF. He is an extremely important person, just as important as anyone else on this planet. I found this chick through Nate. I don't watch her a lot but I do understand she goes through a lot. But how dare you say that Nate is not as important as everybody else. That's just arrogance at its finest
@magicalp0wers788 4 жыл бұрын
I will never understand people like you.
@alkiva9337 4 жыл бұрын
@@magicalp0wers788 Read my reply again. I never said he's not important. I said he's not MORE important than her. Which means that he is important enough. Apart from that, I said 'to me' which is my own personal opinion because I love treating people with equality. I think both her and NF are incredible artists and they're just AS important to me.
@stevenbaker6553 4 жыл бұрын
I don’t want to sound like simp or something🤣 but I think you are a very powerful person and I come to see the person that is honest and wants to do something even though she’s terrified. I support you fully. 😊
@lmXanax 4 жыл бұрын
SIMP jk lol
@Tyler-si2rj 4 жыл бұрын
nah man the internet has twisted what simping means, complimenting a girl or being attracted to someone aint simping, simping is doing what this guy said lol ^
@promesibra9011 4 жыл бұрын
SIMP
@sandisombanjwa2813 4 жыл бұрын
Nf fan here kzfaq.info/get/bejne/gKqXe5iX0trYc6s.html🤭🎼
@dominicpersaud1155 4 жыл бұрын
@@Tyler-si2rj nah bro simping is worshiping a girl putting her on a pedestal
@musicthroughroughtimes4439 4 жыл бұрын
nf: Change Miss the days Hate myself Also: Really appreciate you having the courage for beeing so honest. All the scared people in there quarantine rooms (like me) feel just a little better because of you. Thank you.
@chaddamron2419 4 жыл бұрын
I agree his music hits hard...
@andy12988 4 жыл бұрын
over 39k subscribers! I cant speak for all of them but the reason I subscribed was because of you. Through the good and bad, tears and smiles. You inspire people with your strength. No matter what you keep going. Never stop.
@razorstarproductions5168 4 жыл бұрын
I found you through NF but I stayed for you! You have such a real and honest way with you! Your personality is such a vibe and I feel like I relate to you so hard!
@nathanaelwebb931 4 жыл бұрын
John F. Kennedy “We choose to go to the moon in this decade and do the other things, not because they are easy, but because they are hard,"
@nathanaelwebb931 4 жыл бұрын
Striking Opinion What do you mean?
@GSweezyG 3 жыл бұрын
I dont rly know why you are often so sad when u watch NF videos. You have one of the greatest and most touching smiles i´ve ever seen. Be more happy. You have a smile that makes everyone else smile too. Thats rare so smile more. Stay healthy and be happy. Greetings from Germany
@fallenhatter8529 3 жыл бұрын
Your Emotions are raw I can feel the emotions in your words like it’s amazing how real you are in your videos
@Cryolyptic 4 жыл бұрын
Love your intro. A lot of youtubers go on and on about pointless shit before getting to the actual content. Thank you for keeping it cute and simple.
@alienlifeform7490 4 жыл бұрын
You know, one of your gifts is feeling things so deeply and then outwardly. This is one of the beautiful qualities about you my dear.
@gmansk53 4 жыл бұрын
She's so emotional I love it.
@crazuhuge 4 жыл бұрын
I'm not even gonna lie. I found you because of NF. Watching your reaction to his songs was a treat, with your silent faces and no interruptions in the video - How a reaction video SHOULD be. But i got hooked on your channel. i watched every single video you've made. Every. Single. One. You have this adorable personality, you actually crack me up sometimes. Plus you're insanely sweet! And i just love how honest and real you are with your viewers. it's truly inspiring. I remember you posted on Instagram about your car being broken into a while ago, and i got really worried about you. i genuinely did. I messaged you, asking if you were okay, and.. You responded. You actually responded to my message. I can't express the delight i felt when i saw you had responded. I honestly didn't expect a reply at all. All i expected was you reading my message (at best) and just leaving it read, but no - you responded. And that's what i ADORE about you. (Okay, one of the many reasons why.) Stay strong beautiful. We all believe in you. and we've got your back.
@Dave-uj3tf 4 жыл бұрын
You're actually very gifted. I enjoy your reacts because it's real, it's you.
@MichealHallowell Жыл бұрын
Hey! Just wanted to say I only found your channel today, but your emotional expressions and words hella resonated with me. I saw you haven’t uploaded in a while, but I sincerely hope you’re doing well! I’m rooting for you
@michaelojeda4177 4 жыл бұрын
Love how you open yourself to us. Thank you So glad I found your channel
@djslurpslurp4632 4 жыл бұрын
That 144 is like that first trophy for your channel. Please keep making content! Soon you'll be huge
@talkwithibrahimsan3488 4 жыл бұрын
I never had a reason to download tiktok. But, I definitely found one. An honest content creator, talented content creator. I am binge watching your youtube content and I definitely need more for sure. You will get your break for sure with that high quality content, keep this awesome energy. You have earned a supporter in me for life for sure.
@Sumdumfilipino 4 жыл бұрын
Ur courage inspires people. Be courageous, it’s contagious, people will be forced to see ur talent. Don’t ever apologize for being emotional.
@HankTrill45 4 жыл бұрын
Just wanted to say that I found this channel by chance somehow but I love it! You're my new inspiration to start my own VLOG/Podcast channel. Thanks!!!
@MrPeteTheGamer 4 жыл бұрын
Your reaction embodies what #NFRealMusic is all about. He makes his music for himself, as an outlet, a therapy, and those of us fans who resonate with his lyrics. It's a pleasure to see and please know: you getting emotional on camera is very brave and the reason why I subscribe and tune in to your channel and have for a long time. Keep up everything you're doing. Get it, girl! ♥️
@b1g_mhawk 4 жыл бұрын
This reaction is beautiful. Don’t be afraid of your beauty and self worth. Let that shit shine like the northern star
@issa4767 4 жыл бұрын
Hope your feeling just that little bit better. The podcast is dope, the TickTok is hilarious, keep grinding and you'll get to where you want to one day. Stay strong and motivated
@solidsnakeneo 4 жыл бұрын
We may have found you through an NF song, but we subbed because of you. Keep doing and posting your stuff, you are gonna make it for sure! Greetings from Brazil!
@Blyzzard26 3 жыл бұрын
We did find him through you but stayed because your reactions are real and amazing to watch! From here you can only grow! Many will check out your tick tock! I will once I get the app lol. Loving your reactions to each NF song!!!
@eduardademi5598 4 жыл бұрын
I just stumbled into your channel by the recommend tab and in sooo glad I got to watch your videos of NF and parts of your podcasts. i love how you Express your self through what you do and how you explained your reaction hits me deeply because i feel the same way you feel. Granted I'm only 20 but I've had thoughts like this for a few years.
@Im_a_plant 4 жыл бұрын
We all have dreams that we hope and have hoped to achieve since being a child, for me it was to be an author but everytime i write anything i feel it isnt good because i wrote it and i barely ever show anyone what i have written because im terrified that what i think about it is true so I've always given up, endless amounts of unfinished books, unfinished artworks because i feel im not good enough to make them let alone complete them...the fact that you are able to make these videos, podcasts, Instagram stories and be open and honest about your dreams, fears and whats going on inside your head makes you among one of the strongest people...its never easy trying to be an artist because there will always be critics, the biggest one being yourself, but to still in someway create any form of art (be it a video, podcast etc.) and show it to the world and us fans, means more to us than you could imagine... It shows that no matter what fears you have if you push yourself, make art that you want to make, there will be critics but, you'll always build something beautiful, like you have with this community that supports you and eagerly awaits any kind of creative content you will show us... It may not be the biggest community, but its one that shares in emotional struggles and relates to you, your feelings and your content, so never give up, keep building YOUR something beautiful... And finally, thank you, thank you for being you and thank you for teaching a lot of us its okay to not be okay sometimes. Much love.
@krw73 3 жыл бұрын
Love NF, love the emotion... And you are gorgeous inside and out.
@gdogsgdogsgdogs 4 жыл бұрын
And yeah, we found you because we like watching reaction videos. But I just subscribed because of you. And there’s almost 30k more of us who subscribed because we want to watch you post more videos!
@escapingdarkness6534 3 жыл бұрын
You can do anything you want girl you got all us fans behind you
@justastranger9868 4 жыл бұрын
"I wish I picked something a little easier" as an artist...this rings so true. Keep being you.
@ghadeer4796 4 жыл бұрын
i am really glad that you showed up on my feed i just could not stop watching how you were reacting with every word he says you made me cry... you made me laugh... and for sure made my day thank you so much for this honest reaction all the love to you keep up the good work
@yasanw6650 4 жыл бұрын
maaaaann ur reaction is LIT. like straight at it not a fuckin 10 minutes intro. love it
@dungeonmasterelk6735 4 жыл бұрын
Finding this channel is the happiest moment of 2020 for me
@jackmichael2468 4 жыл бұрын
Been listening to NF for a while now and I can relate to his anxiety and depression, it's different for everyone. Demons may lurk inside but it's the thought that counts, I'm a musician myself and it has taken me a long way to get to where I have been. Love your videos and keep that smile up, keep the optimism going, because girl trust me, you can't do everything but you can do anything :)
@scottwater19721 3 жыл бұрын
Never forget, you are a bad ass, and you ARE appreciated!
@flickerman68 4 жыл бұрын
Always on the lookout for you on IG. Always on the lookout for you here. Get through. No easy way. The art is the route.
@j.m.1928 4 жыл бұрын
This is why NF is the GOAT of "real music". His music is just too deep and emotional. It penetrates your soul...
@johnmichaeladelman 4 жыл бұрын
True that👊
@frank5480 4 жыл бұрын
referring to anything as “real music” is just corny tbh
@j.m.1928 4 жыл бұрын
@@frank5480I'm honestly sick of that word. It's so misused now-a-days that it's just stupid...Do you even know what the def of that word means??????????
@seelenwinter6662 4 жыл бұрын
real music is rock... nowwhere else you will find more feelings, but for his genre NF is good...
@carriedarkpoetry9751 4 жыл бұрын
Don’t let Your Fears Destroy You.. it’s a Line from NF and he also has anxiety going on stage I really hope You Overcome it.. I have depression and anxiety As well to the point where I also developed Fear and derealization.. it destroyed my life but you’re amazing and I believe in You because you’re being Yourself in this video and that is a gift.. To me you are as real as NF is in his music and that is impressive ❤️❤️
@chrismorris7327 4 жыл бұрын
First time viewer and this is no shit the first comment that I have ever left on a video. I've been watching content on here for too long without doing this but your honesty about social anxiety and your courage for putting yourself out there inspired this and me. Much love and respect Chris.
@robertsnook5235 4 жыл бұрын
Keep plugging away. You will make it! You got this!
@troyvasquez5307 4 жыл бұрын
your reactions are the most pure reactions on youtube. i love watching your reactions. it shows we are all vulnerable. please dont stop reacting to videos. you are amazing.
@trupraizerify 4 жыл бұрын
Girl! Im a singer and at first I was scared but the more you do it the more you feel comfortable! It's definitely easier to do it live than on youtube or what but Just do it!!!! Put all that passion out for us!!! God's got great things for you. You're never alone Jesus sees you! Keep it up!
@jasoncoker7300 4 жыл бұрын
I'm still here for ya and support ya, you a champ! Facts.
@TheTeddiiStream 3 жыл бұрын
okay im tootally outdated on that one, but omfg.... i just want to hug the fluff out of you! holy crap, just love from Germany!..
@nobodyowens9919 4 жыл бұрын
I'm so proud of you, Gabrielle... just so proud that you're like the bravest person I know! Keep doing what you love girl and we'll be there for you! xoxo
@TECHNOFREAK126 4 жыл бұрын
That’s the point of reactions is to have people find you through the people you watch. And the more content you post that people want to see. They will subscribe to see you that’s the point of subscribing. People are here for you and your reactions to things people want to see. Don’t give up we are here for you. If we wanted to see NF we would check his stuff first which most people do but then people will come here because we see how much he impacts you. That’s why I subbed to you.
@TECHNOFREAK126 4 жыл бұрын
If you want to see NF related content. I made a fan made music video to Let You Down because I wasn’t pleased with how Nate made his. It’s from my perspective of the song. It’s the relationship between a father and son. Or a relationship between you and a superior. If you put yourself in the shoes of the character in the video
@jonathangamaroff6714 4 жыл бұрын
@@TECHNOFREAK126 let your down is not about his father... Its about nate letting himself down.
@TECHNOFREAK126 4 жыл бұрын
Jonathan Gamaroff I know. That’s why I didn’t like the music video for it. I mean I did, but it’s not what I expected it to be. That’s why the video I made was supposed to be what I envisioned what the music video should have been if he made it from a father/son concept instead of himself and himself. And I explained that in my comment.
@SteveSmith-jt9jj 4 жыл бұрын
I don't normally wrote comments, but I had to because I was so overwhelmed by you and your emotions. You really mean what you say and have very much respect for that. To keep trying until IT finally works is very hard but I'm Sure, IT will finally pay of for you. I'm so happy that I found your channel, you really do some cool stuff 👍🏻💙
@sherylh2570 4 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for you-you are so beautiful and talented and the only thing holding you back from the success you want is your doubt. Both of my daughters have the same problem so I’m not sure what to tell you to help you get past the doubt. Try to just do the things that make you happy and that you like and it will resonate with enough people (and f-the others!).
@halilion5743 4 жыл бұрын
Like I’ve seen from quite a few comments, we may show up because we see NF but when the video starts we stay for you! I keep coming back because of you, that’s why I stay. The genuine reactions are really awesome
@adamrumfelt6955 Жыл бұрын
You have to be the most beautiful person I have ever seen or will ever see in my life. But to be honest, seeing you show emotion to something you seem to be able to relate to and seem passionate about is hard to explain how beautiful that is. You will make it. You will be an artist and im proud of you. You are absolutely gorgeous. And your soul and personality is just so much more than that. It's hard to explain. Thank you though. I hope to see more of your reactions.
@jasonmoore3786 3 жыл бұрын
Love your reactions! A smart, gorgeous, sweet, funny, real young woman! Keep working hard! 21 yrs military, 20 yrs law enforcement, had full custody of my 2 kids, both are grown now. Cherish every second bc you will blink and life has passed you by. DONT STOP WORKING HARD! You will be rewarded in due time! Thank you 4 your reactions!
@josedivx 2 жыл бұрын
Es muy dura y muy real, NF es un puto genio, casi todas sus canciones te tocan el alma.
@noah-rl4ip 4 жыл бұрын
This is honestly the best reaction ive seen to this video. Like the whole point and meaning of what he wrote was played out through your emotions and thoughts. Youre beautiful and amazing. Keep it up.
@noah-rl4ip 4 жыл бұрын
Listen to the search on your own time. there's a line or two in it for you
@NamFlowEN 4 жыл бұрын
At first I thought this is just another reaction channel where you look at someone else's work and react with faces _(some people managed to make it their job, just reacting with their face and laughing/crying from time to time, which is not cool),_ but I'm glad I watched it all, because the second half of the video where you share your thoughts, opinions and feelings is the best part. Your talk - just like the song - is relatable to most people who didn't make it anywhere yet but didn't lose hope yet and are still trying & grinding.
@jingodsblood7930 4 жыл бұрын
Not gonna lie, really missed these reactions. Definitely one of the best because you aren't afraid to get deep and be open about real issues you deal with and so many people (myself included) deal with. Mental health is a serious thing and I wish more people talked about it
@EmmaTrindel 4 жыл бұрын
this is my first video i have seen by you and i love it! your so sweet and a can wait to see more of your videos
@NetZer000 4 жыл бұрын
Honestly never heard of NF but bringing the heat....
@aiphira 4 жыл бұрын
We found you through him/because of him, but, we stayed because of you. Don't stop and don't give up!!
@delectableangel1986 4 жыл бұрын
There's a lot of reactions of NF, and if someone is watching yours, it should still mean something to you because they want to see YOU. If they/we only wanted Nathan, than we would just watch NF videos. The reason NF reactions get so much attention is because we are an empathetic fanbase who like to see how others relate to his music. Loved the reaction and hope you are doing well :)
@sandisombanjwa2813 4 жыл бұрын
Nf fan here kzfaq.info/get/bejne/gKqXe5iX0trYc6s.html🤭🎼
@christopherobrien1305 4 жыл бұрын
When content creators post something that’s hot rn such as a game or famous artist yes that’s what makes ppl initially click onto the video, but they don’t just look at the topic the video is about and not pay attention to you at all. If that were the case they would just go and listen to the song instead of watching a reaction video. What I’m trying to say is even if ppl click on a video for a certain reason at first I could promise you plenty of us throughout the video form a connection with you as a content creator and keep coming back! Don’t be so hard on yourself everyday you wake up you are still pushing and overcoming everything keep being strong and keep making great videos you have a new subscriber!
@AnikanAndrew31 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for being so vulnerable and open with us. You’re not alone as you already know! Keep pushing, keep being yourself, don’t care what others think, do what you love.
@gdogsgdogsgdogs 4 жыл бұрын
You getting emotional made me emotional lol. Very sweet reaction
@mikeyparris63 4 жыл бұрын
That's the point of music to touch you and bring out the feelings that can make you smile and cry. I watch for the genuine reactions of every channel but yours are always the best!
@chrisfreeman1991 4 жыл бұрын
Not sure if you read all these, but I started watching your videos after you had quit your job. I've followed you ever since, just waiting for more content and hoping you'd come back. which you did luckily! I follow you on everything. Well..now everything. I didn't know you had a tiktok until your most recent video. Anyways, I love your content and how real you are in your content. Yes, I found you through NF searches, but I stayed for you. You're the kind of person I wish I had as a best friend to talk to everyday. Life sucks and all the negative things that have been happening lately has really been bringing me down, but getting that notification that you uploaded a new video made my entire day. So thank you. 🙂
@RThr33Robbie 4 жыл бұрын
You know, this is actually the first time I've watched you, and I just want to say... you know what separates you from other KZfaqrs? You're being yourself. There are ao many youtubers who don't come across as honestly and genuinely as you do, and it's a BIG reason why I became interested in your channel. I've actually been suffering from severe anxiety and depression since I was 10, and watching you open up about your struggles with stage fright and depression helped me so much because I didn't feel so alone for once, so thank you so much!! ❤❤ I just want you to know also that I just subscribed, and everytime you post a video on your channel, I will always watch them because I want to watch YOU, not the artist you're reacting to, but YOU, because you deserve it, and so much more! (BTW, I know this is a bit off topic, but I think you have really pretty eyes, too! 😊)
@Wolfnap313 2 жыл бұрын
I watch YOUR videos because of YOU! NF is awesome and I love him, but you are an awesome person and I hope you cheer up.
@imtoosexy4guys 4 жыл бұрын
im here for all the real ones, don't matter if its NF or you, I clicked on your video for you, cause I enjoy seeing real people in this world so im happy you made and put out this video, it was REAL to me.
@seventhsaintgaming7589 4 жыл бұрын
Holy shit woah I’m shook this woman is actually amazing
@jonathanray914 3 жыл бұрын
I'm new to you but definitely here for you the way you speak your truth and let yourself be vulnerable and your inspirational words and messages whatever they be ty much love
@vitsmrkovsky2674 4 жыл бұрын
Can we all take a moment and appreciate how SWEEEET is she at 1:18? That smile, oh my god it is crazy how beautiful she is.
@Failtasmagoria 3 жыл бұрын
My fifth video viewing from your library. Your facial emotions always grab my attention over everything else and just about flipped me on this one. I feel you... NF always has a few bars, minimum, that hit true to my life... keep chasing that golden ticket. ❤
@christofferwallen8325 4 жыл бұрын
It is true that i found you through NF, but the reason i decided to stay and check out more of your content was because it felt to me like you was just as honest and REAL as NF, that was what made me subscribe. and yes this comment is a month after release of this video but this video in particular made me want to respond because this video really made me feel things from the get go because of your reaction., i have done quite a few nf reactions, and the only other one that have made me cry is, how could you leave us, but your reaction to this song made me cry.
@otiby2012 4 жыл бұрын
I just finished the whole videos 'cuz I know that helps to get your video recommended. I want you to know this +I don't know who the guy you'r reacting to is, but I was curious to know who you are, and I truly like how genuine you are. You Got Yourself A New Subscriber, Muted Alpha.
@aarondempster8628 4 жыл бұрын
You got this! We all believe in you. Keep up the fantastic work 😁🤘❤
@alienwolf815 4 жыл бұрын
Good to see you back. Yes I found you through NF, but stayed because your real and can see myself at a point in my life. I hope you find peice even if in small moments. You talked about your fear of doing what you love, I hope you can record it and trust us to support your dream, F the trolls. It's hard to stop the sky falling around you with just the palms of your hands, I wish you success and a ray of sunshine if even only once in a while. Keep going on what you believe in, as NF has said in a song anyone can take your life but not what you believe in. I will follow on Tik tok to help support, have a great weekend. Ciao.
@MattAeroGuitarist 4 жыл бұрын
I am proud of you, Alpha. I came for NF, but I stayed for you. Don’t feel forced to do something if you’re afraid to do it, but if you want something, go for it. Life is a fucking struggle and you aren’t alone. When I’m in a shit mood, your 🐘🎈 noise comes to mind and it makes my day little by little. Please keep your chin up and stay strong. Love you tons and again, I am proud of you and how far you’ve come. ❤️
@itsdragon3085 4 жыл бұрын
Gosh I fucking love you. Not even in a creepy way. I just really appreciate a real soul, you come across very spiritually aware and intelegent, full of compassion and empathy, the type to float around in their personal universe a lot thinking big but also the type to fly their spaceship into another's personal universe to save it from collapsing... Nice to see you're back! Sure most of us came from searching NF but we stay for you!
@itsdragon3085 4 жыл бұрын
Also I had only seen your reaction videos and podcasts but I saw the paranormal videos and now you're even more amazing, from the perspective of an astral projection (induced out of body experience) teacher :)
@hypurbeevods 4 жыл бұрын
i may have found your video through my love for nf, but i am staying for you. the energy and realness you present makes me wholeheartedly wanna watch more of you and your content everything, this is my first time seeing you and i already wanna watch more of you
@robertweisinger5655 4 ай бұрын
A true gem... She is
@joelkrueger3002 4 жыл бұрын
Keep doing you Alpha. Real emotions in every reaction, which will paint you who you are as a person. Keep it up 👍🙏❤
@JimSchorts 4 жыл бұрын
This is the realest, most touching video I've ever watched. Thank you for your raw uncut honesty and vulnerability. (yells to the people in the back... THIS IS CONTENT) you're amazing. You made my day. *update, I've watched this video 6 times already... Not because of nf.. Because of you.. *
@recrdholdr 4 жыл бұрын
I found your channel from your Jinjer reaction, Staying for YOU, and the work you do. I love your original work.
@xboxgamertrev6763 4 жыл бұрын
Never give up on what you like. Like you I also wanted to do art but I'm nowhere near good enough to do artistry for a living I actually quit for a couple years just recently started getting back into it and am enjoying it but probably won't persue that, but if you love it just keep working for it and hope something turns up for ya
@brettleisy356 3 жыл бұрын
I've found myself enjoying your videos so much cause of the genuine feels. never change that. when I listen to this it reminds me of the stages I went through as I grew up. was gonna put the changing goal lines in my life but found it to be to dark and attention seeking. don't give up on yours, ever.
@gtfanatic1000 4 жыл бұрын
You seem like a beautifully kind soul I hope you find happiness and success. I often struggle with fear with trying new things or even getting up in the morning. You inspire me to do better.
@johnmanning8777 4 жыл бұрын
I come here because of you! It doesn't matter who the artist is I just love your reactions and thoughts on things! Your amazing!
@declanmacleod371 4 жыл бұрын
Hey, you're doing great and it was so awesome for you to post this! Keep working on what you want to accomplish and you will do it
@Mazecraft 4 жыл бұрын
I had no idea who NF was before this but I might have to check out more cause that was great. As for your reaction I'm kinda in tears right now too cause it was so relatable! Our collective consciousness is so consumed right now with this fear energy but like you I feel like I've already been living this for awhile and somehow, suddenly, people can relate? And I am conflicted because it's not something I would wish on anyone but at the same time it's nice to feel seen and understood to a degree. Anyway thank you for sharing, especially considering how hard that can be!
@BrandonKaida 3 жыл бұрын
Man, your reaction actually made this song hit harder for me. I should be reacting the way you did, but I just can't express myself the way you do. I need you to show the way I feel to these songs because I can't do it.
@MutedAlphaBehavior 3 жыл бұрын
Dude. Those are walls, you can. You fully can. You’re allowed and you’re able to break them down. You just gotta be brave enough to stare back into the face that’s waiting for you on the other side.
@bennygaga2129 4 жыл бұрын
Dont ever be ashamed of the little girl you once were! she had a dream, and still does! its never to late to do what you want to in life. Love your reactions, now following you on tiktok. I for one come for your reactions!
@gregpoget4940 2 жыл бұрын
Hey, I am really over 25… Passion doesn’t have age. Your reaction really touch me and if I learned one thing in my 46 years on this planet is that talent is just 10% the rest is work work work! You got this. Cheers from switzerland.
@Chezmono 4 жыл бұрын
Only for the first video was NF the reason I came, I've stuck around for you as a person. This video especially, it felt like I was sat down with you, getting to see someone else react very differently to a video I've seen many times and getting to try to figure out what emotions they were experiencing & why.
@stevendisque1040 4 жыл бұрын
Initially I found you by your reactions to NF, but I subscribed to your channel because of your personality. I admire anyone who can openly display and discuss their emotions.
@milleslong6549 4 жыл бұрын
I don't know if you've done a reaction to the search yet but your reaction to this video makes me think about his line in the search where he says " just think about it if you get up every morning and look in the mirror and say you'll never be great you'll never be great" at the end of the day in my personal opinion what matters the most is that you do what "you" love! Don't live your life seeking validation from other "people" only God can validate you! One thing I think a lot of people don't realize is NF makes his music for him! The beautiful part about his music is so many people in this world can relate to it which is why his music becomes so much more meaningful than most out there. Keep your head up young lady and go for it! I bet you have a very beautiful voice and something very special to share with the world! The only thing holding you back is you! You got this! God bless! 😊😎🎶🎵
@DeuceTreyz 4 жыл бұрын
Awww, you're always really genuine in your videos. NF always puts you in a perspective. It will, in time people come for YOU.
@phhscambi33x11 4 жыл бұрын
I initially came for NF, but I stayed for you :) That's why I've been sucscribed to you for almost 2 years now
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