Real Talk. My Journey with Stage 4 Colon Cancer
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I have received so much love and support from everyone on here, that I wanted to take the tine and tell you all exactly what my journey has entailed. I don't have memory of some of what has occurred over the last 2 and a half years as far as my battle with cancer, but this is a glimpse of what I do remember. Hopefully my story can help someone out there. Much love to you all.
@sushilover40 4 жыл бұрын
I started crying when you said the sky is a deeper blue and the grass is a brighter green. And how you appreciated the wind in the trees. God rest your soul, Sarge. You are greatly missed.
@cherylgalleran6602 3 жыл бұрын
sushilover40 Absolutely greatly missed 😢
@tedthornton7791 2 жыл бұрын
Amen
@lindarobinson1223 2 жыл бұрын
God bless your soul
@juliecrump3784 3 жыл бұрын
7 yrs surviver of bowel cancer with liver mets, 2 resections, 6mths chemo, how blessed am I? You are such an amazing lady💖
@georgep7925 2 жыл бұрын
Hope you are doing ok! My mum is going for a colonoscopy monday to check for cancer and i am petrified
@johnreidy2804 3 ай бұрын
How are you doing today friend?
@jeannineterese1037 3 жыл бұрын
I just turned 47, growing old is a gift not everyone is given.
@LisaMaryification 2 жыл бұрын
I want to live to my 90s like everyone in my family has. I'm trying my best to visual and work towards that.
@donna283 2 жыл бұрын
I'm 45 and growing old is not a "gift." It's overrated.
@waynebrock7248 2 жыл бұрын
I'm 55 and I'll be turning 56 this July of 2022, that's if I'm still around. It can be a little depressed just thinking how old we are becoming but I know we can't dwell on that or our lives will not be a happy one constantly thinking how old we are getting. Always live each day to the fullest as if tomorrow never come.
@CristinaF210 2 жыл бұрын
@@donna283 😂 so true
@CristinaF210 2 жыл бұрын
@@waynebrock7248 I know, my mom died at 54 years old and I can go on forever here about how quick that went and how surreal all if it was...but you're here so make the best YOU can make❤️excuse my bad English still learning
@ahphong2904 2 жыл бұрын
This is 2022, I came across your video by accident. I’m sorry I couldn’t complete the video. It’s raw, gut renching, painful to watch. You are one brave, honestly real woman. RIP, you beautiful soul.
@kathleensutherland6593 5 жыл бұрын
Dear Sarge, I know that you are gone, but I believe you can still receive these comments. Thank you for the courage in putting your story out there. You've helped me and countless others. May you be joyful and free and filled with infinite love.
@alanandconnielast 4 жыл бұрын
@@marym1053 Yes she cut her hair, looks like a sarge hair cut to me. She would look female if she had hair..
@jessicaribot2288 4 жыл бұрын
@@marym1053 I'm sorry but, why the hell would it matter whether or not Sarge was male or female?! Even if you couldn't differentiate between the two, you can still tell she's a HUMAN BEING! Have you no couth, no self awareness or home training?! You know, there's this thing called RESPECT, maybe you've heard of it🙄 Shame on you for being so disrespectful!!
@jessicaribot2288 4 жыл бұрын
@@marym1053 I was raised Christian, penticoastel to be exact, so I know who God is and what he created. I get that not everyone has the same views when it comes to same sex relationships (including marriage), but there is a time and place for everything, and this is not that time or that place! I, like many others, followed Sarge throughout her cancer journey, up until the very end. She was a beautiful person, and she loved and appreciated her followers, as we all did in return. I'm always suprised when I come across people like yourself that leave inappropriate or rude comments, all the while hiding behind the cloak of religious values! You are supposed to be representing God and following the principal's that Jesus laid out for us! I didn't hear Jesus in anything you said! No one's perfect, we all fall short from the glory of God, but if your going to play the religious card like you did in your response to me, maybe you should think before you leave disrespectful comments, under a video where the person your referring to has already lost her battle to cancer and passed away! Otherwise your nothing but a Hypocrite!
@jessicaribot2288 4 жыл бұрын
@@marym1053 You don't have to respond back to me, it's enough to know you'll read my message anyway! I did not claim to be active in the church, I said only that I was raised as a Christian! So no, you probably didn't hear Jesus in anything I said, but I didn't hear Jesus in anything you said either! I actually went back and re-read your comment, along with another for whom agreed with you. Neither comment reflected anything but assumptions and judgements, no real message, so what was the point! Because of how rude and disrespectful you were in what you said, no one is going to want hear anything about what God says, if it's coming from someone like you! I've met many of Christians that have the same approach as you do, and the message that they try to convey although true, always falls on deaf ears! Anytime you use judgement, fear, or consequences to get people to follow God, you fail! Again, Sarge is no longer here. I don't know what her relationship with God was, other than the fact that she was a believer (or at least she claim to be). Id like to remind you that you are a sinner too! TBH, your actually doing a disservice to God, by approaching this topic the way you have! God wants us to choose him because we want to, not because we're sacred of what will happen if we don't! Just like with any relationship, one has to devote time to get to know that person, and it's the same when we come to know God.
@sc-iu8jq 4 жыл бұрын
@@jessicaribot2288 Jeez what a annoying bitch
@nancyphillips7558 5 жыл бұрын
As an olds retired nurse, this is the most honest video about cancer I have seen. I too ,have been where you are, I am still there, waiting. You have helped a lot of people, more than you know. Someone needed to be honest, you are the one who did this. Thank you . My prayers are with you.
@TheNativewhitecrow 3 жыл бұрын
I read the comments and realize you are no longer walking the Earth. I simply wanted to thank you Sarge.
@TheEvilways101 4 жыл бұрын
I’m just finding this video now. 2019 pushing 2020. I heard you have passed though.. but I’d like to thank you for this video.
@sheenamcguire167 4 жыл бұрын
I just found their page July 2020 and it crushes me. I’m glad I stumbled upon their video. It warms my heart seeing how happy she was and how loved she is. Mr & Mrs. Sarge you are thought of my many
@wendynicklin7667 4 жыл бұрын
People will learn from this!! Have a exam!!
@Sarah-no7lv 3 жыл бұрын
How can you thank someone that is no longer here?
@TheEvilways101 3 жыл бұрын
@@Sarah-no7lv you just do. How does the sun rise everyday? How does a 350 carberated engine work? How do people like you ask stupid ass questions on youtube & come off as a bitch?
@wendynicklin7667 3 жыл бұрын
@@Sarah-no7lv the thank you is out of respect
@poodledaddles1091 6 жыл бұрын
This is the most painful you tube video I have ever watched. I'm a nurse, work for a surgeon, send pt's to oncology, etc. I could only handle watching this in increments, I do NOT know how you had the strength to put your pain into words. Please know that your story has not fallen on deaf ears, I will never look at a cancer pt the same way again.
@lindauribe6872 5 жыл бұрын
I just lost my husband.He had a blockage stomach swelling and his sacs then exploded then he was taken to hospital and all was going wrong plus Luey Body and I lost him ..So I went through it all and I get what your going through. His liver and heart and all went.Praying for you.
@wisdomandlove1661 5 жыл бұрын
@@lindauribe6872Sorry for the serious issue. Did the doctors tell you what caused the blockage and swelling?
@lindauribe6872 5 жыл бұрын
@@wisdomandlove1661 No they had too many other health problems with my husband they were dealing with..I felt like I was in shock and having a hard time dealing with each new blow of his health..All during his health failure he would beg me to come home..I was planning to have health care at home..I did not care what I had to do for I would bring him home..Then he died.
@wisdomandlove1661 5 жыл бұрын
@@lindauribe6872 I am sorry for the loss. I have researched how helpful an organic colorful plant based diet can be in healing the body. I wish you the best.
@sondracumberland3401 5 жыл бұрын
I don’t think I have ever felt so sad in my life. You are so brave to sit there and put yourself through this. You have to realize you are going to help someone watching and listening. The symptoms you describe could be happening to someone out here. I am going to put you in my prayers. I pray you reach that 40th.💗💕💝
@investigator77 Жыл бұрын
May 5/23 I just found you Sarge, and although I know you are gone now, I think that the Universe will ensure you get the message. I was hanging on every word you said. Thank you for being so blunt, and explaining what really goes on when you have to deal with something like this. Both of my parents died of mesothelioma, a lung cancer caused by exposure to asbestos. We as adult children of my dad (who died first) never really had any idea what he went thru, and what my mom went thru caring for him. She was diagnosed 10 yrs after he was, and died 5 months later. Thank you for explaining the fears, pain, and endless appointments and surgeries and treatments you've had to endure. This is so valuable, for so many of us who are empaths, and want so badly to understand what's really going on, so that we will know better how to offer help to friends and loved ones. I'm going to call my daughter and text her tomorrow too! I hope the Universe has wrapped you in it's loving embrace, and you are there across the rainbow bridge, with all of the animals you've had, who have gone on before you. Bless you, and much love to your family.
@mckenzimcgrath1376 5 жыл бұрын
I have just read that you have passed. Fly high and rest easy!
@yamanz6712 4 жыл бұрын
Mckenzi Mcgrath where did you read that at?
@tranquility9325 3 жыл бұрын
@sneksnekitsasnek bec the treatment feels worse than the cancer and ppl want to value what they have left without the extra hell that chemo gives.
@tranquility9325 3 жыл бұрын
She went peacefully under palliative sedation.
@joycehewitt7648 3 жыл бұрын
Cancer goes comes always comes back
@maxine3587 4 жыл бұрын
Just drawn back to this video. Sarge was so gracious and dignified in the face of this awful disease. Bless her.
@farnoldy 5 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful legacy. What a brave soul to share this invaluable, unfiltered story. We viewers are wiser and have a more compassionate perspective because of you.
@cindyhalpern3187 4 жыл бұрын
Although you are now gone, I want to thank you!
@charitysherry5862 2 жыл бұрын
4 years later and still appreciating you, fly high online fam. Fly high
@enriquehermosilla3479 4 жыл бұрын
Sarge: I just finished listening to your story and I read that you passed. Your bravery and your honesty is appreciated. Rest in peace, you left this world a bit better by sharing your journey.
@jessiel6467 4 жыл бұрын
RIP ! My dad passed with colon cancer in 01 ! I miss every moment with him ! Thank you for this video ! Rock the heavens
@robindalton1727 3 жыл бұрын
Rock the heavens it don't work like that
@daniellea.8829 4 жыл бұрын
I just want people with cancer to know that it’s okay to vent. I work with people like you 40 hours a week. I say “like” because everyone’s experience is different. I’m only beginning to realize after working in an oncology center for two years the pain everyone there goes through. You have a right to have a bad day and express your emotions. Whether it’s to your caregivers, doctor’s office, family, friends... don’t ever feel like you can’t. It helps us better know what you’re going through. ❤️
@ickiedeer-lamb7282 3 жыл бұрын
As a cancer survivor coming out of remission on one of my cancers I feel you sarge. I wish I had found you before it was too late. My condolences to your family and friends. Cancer patients, survivor or not it is better for you if you vent. Anyone who has a problem with this isn't worth your time.
@caseyb1471 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you 💛
@Ripgamingkrista Жыл бұрын
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@162sam 5 жыл бұрын
Listening to Sarge speak about her cancer had me in tears. She was such an honest, genuine and humble person. An absolutely beautiful woman and a person that no one could forget. Rest easy Sarge, xx
@greg9662 4 жыл бұрын
Seemed like such a nice, humble person...hate to hear of the passing. RIP ❤️
@ritacooke3175 6 жыл бұрын
What an incredibly beautiful person you are.
@cherylgalleran6602 3 жыл бұрын
She was. Absolutely
@deespark1 5 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story. My husband has just discovered he has three large masses on his lung and several clusters in his brain. Hearing your story helps me understand how he might be feeling.
@soniamorgansoniamorgan5353 3 жыл бұрын
Rest in peace beautiful lady you have left this legacy so others can learn from you. Only now came across this video xx
@dianewhite3813 3 жыл бұрын
You have truly touched me in a way like no other. Your strength, courage, resilience, your empowerment and your heart is nothing less than incredible. My younger brother was just diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer. It has moved to his liver and lungs. He is 49. Your story is so similar to his on a lot of levels. He is unable to have surgery so doing chemo every 2 weeks. I love him so much and feel so very helpless. At times I do not even know what to say to him. You have given me the realization that all I need to say is how much I love him. I want to say thank you. I want to say you are amazing and that these videos are empowering to others! BIG HUG!
@VanillaEarth744 2 жыл бұрын
Hi how's your brother doing?
@737winter 2 жыл бұрын
so sorry
@chelimartinez9999 2 жыл бұрын
So very sorry about your brother. I hope he’s ok, please trust the Lord Jesus Christ with all your heart and soul for He is the Savior of this world, the Holy begotten son of God. If we believe, repent of our sins He will forgive us bc His death on the cross was the ultimate sacrifice for our sins due to Jesus being sinless and Holy. I am the way the truth and the life no one cometh to the Father but by me saith the Lord. There’s everlasting life in heaven for eternity through Jesus alone if we open our heart to Him. For those that reject the son of God there’s hell for eternity. Please seek the Almighty Savior. God bless!!🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@HomesteadTessie 6 жыл бұрын
I had to go back and re watch ,I wanted to say thank you , This is a Testimony of the Human endurance and the Spirit of Hope ,You have no idea the many you have and will have impacted through your life ,.Your Life was not lived in vain ,But lived to help others ,and to be there for so many that are hurt ,Your life will be lived for hundreds of years beyond your last breath . We never know what tomorrow brings .But we all have today and my friend you are living life to the fullest .You are living so much more than some people who are in total health ,you make us want to get up ,AND Grow up and live life ! and for all that I love you
@warriorfortruth2838 6 жыл бұрын
thats right we never really die no matter what happens or what religious beliefs we live on we just pop out the body at death ery much still alive and can see and hear everything going on around our loved ones.
@missdaisy5736 6 жыл бұрын
You will make 40, I just feel it loud and clear. I just found your channel and think you are a very awesome lady! A friend now. Someone I respect and admire. I’m honored and touched and pleased to Listen and truly Hear you clearly. Peace Sister and Love , Rivers and Streams of it🤝
@naylaleifson9022 6 жыл бұрын
Homestead Tessie great reply, loved everything you said to her.. Amen👼😇👼😇👼😇👼
@naylaleifson9022 6 жыл бұрын
You are a wonderful, smart and spiritual person..I look up to you and you give me strength to be grateful for things I have been taking for granted...I was diagnosed with I.B.S and i have horribke cramps and potty in extreme pain sometimes BUT my colonoscopy and EDG came back clear and so I fee very blessed, thank you for this..
@brandiehenson6809 5 жыл бұрын
Amen amen amen 💪📿
@samtodd2327 6 жыл бұрын
As some random who stumbled on to this video and then understood the aftermath from other videos; you were a tough cookie. Sweet dreams, princess.
@jennadietz8405 4 жыл бұрын
Hey I’m battling similar symptoms
@springteen3743 3 жыл бұрын
Jenna Dietz .
@springteen3743 3 жыл бұрын
Wish you best. On your journey
@truckingwithtobee 5 жыл бұрын
RIP Sarge. This was raw and so hard to watch. Thank you for your strength ♥️💜💙💚💚❤️🖤
@hellekimery9537 5 жыл бұрын
I just found this channel, then found out you lost your battle...I'm beyond words..thank you for making us understand your journey ....you are one of the strongest people I've ever heard speak. I can not understand why the most beautiful souls has to go through SO much, only to lose and die young ? I can't find the words at this moment.. You moved my soul. I'm so so so sorry. It's not fair
@nicolestanbaugh9498 5 жыл бұрын
My Dad was diagnosed with colon cancer in March of 2015, stage four as well. He passed away in July of 2017. I really hope that cancer becomes a dinosaur soon!
@kkdoc7864 4 жыл бұрын
Those early symptoms were classic for colon cancer. Thank you so much for you telling all of us what you have gone through. You touched my heart and everyone who watches this. I felt I was going through it all, too. I applaud your decision to stop treatment so that you aren’t feeling so sick and weak all the time. You let no one down, and to anyone out there who is struggling with the decision to treat or not treat, please make sure you have a wonderful oncologist who won’t give you false hope, and will not make you feel bad for stopping treatment if that is your choice. Amazing courage.
@luisjimenez1889 5 жыл бұрын
Who is with me n sarge 2019 God bless
@zillypaul4343 4 жыл бұрын
Luis jimenez anything for a fuckin “like”, hey.
@DsPs97 4 жыл бұрын
2020 - I'm here
@danao1796 3 жыл бұрын
@@zillypaul4343 well, at least he's not here to be a "dick" like you!
@tracycole1481 6 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry that I found you too late on here 😢 R.I.P brave lady 💔
@MrAllan9 3 жыл бұрын
I'm going for my colon Check on Dec 30 2020, found blood in my stool.😨 RIP brave spirit.😇
@reesemorgan2259 3 жыл бұрын
@@MrAllan9 Good luck!
@MrAllan9 3 жыл бұрын
@@reesemorgan2259 Thanks.
@glendaroberts5965 6 жыл бұрын
Sarge thank you for sharing your story. My father is a colon cancer survivor and is 84 years old. Sending lots of hugs to you!
@trishamedlin5914 5 жыл бұрын
Didn’t realize she had passed! I pray she’s at peace now and pain free❤️❤️❤️
@ralphfurley404 3 жыл бұрын
She is she's dead
@Tanja060100 3 жыл бұрын
It is a he.
@XXXSHARONOXXX 2 жыл бұрын
@@Tanja060100 Don't be so rude.....Amy was not an it and she was born female....Get your facts straight before you going writing something that is not true...Have some respect!!
@kittylarue8120 6 жыл бұрын
Dear Mrs. Sarge ... just watched this video today ... already knowing Sarge has gone on .... I can honestly say, I have NEVER seen a more beautiful video ... brave, honest, dignified, heartfelt, truthful ... it literally took my breath away ... courageous ... so when u speak to her, please let her know she has touched my soul
@reneelegault8911 5 жыл бұрын
Kitty Larue agree
@janeyou5889 3 жыл бұрын
I got the stage 4 colon cancer and I‘m so sad！
@lexy3329 3 жыл бұрын
@@janeyou5889 Praying God gives you strength & peace wishing you a full recovery 🙇♀️
@abxchange 2 жыл бұрын
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@dontaewright7124 4 жыл бұрын
Rest in peace 👼 I am so sorry to hear you have went home. Condolences to your family and friends. Thank you for sharing your story you were so brave! ❤
@SharasLife-fj7du 2 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️❤️🦋🦋
@micheleoconnell4181 2 жыл бұрын
The indignity of this illness was more than anyone should experience. I think of you often and although you left this earth so young you were a real fighter and put up a great fight. You deserved so much better.
@sindiosesporaqui199 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you Sarge for sharing this, I search for how to help a friend with colon cancer and this is honest and amazing advice...as outsiders we really don't have a clue. Thank you again, rest in peace.
@szqsk8 6 жыл бұрын
RIP Sarge 🌹 💓
@cw8593 2 жыл бұрын
So brave to tell her story. I still watch this over and over. This is so raw and truthful and she is so missed in her videos. Rest in peace Sarge you are now free of this horrendous disease
@rustyscrib6071 5 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful, loving soul. May she rest in peace.
@leesquirrel3550 6 жыл бұрын
I know that you have passed through this leg of your journey. I feel so special that I was able to listen to your story. Through such horribly torturous treatments you have remained as positive as possible. I am so sorry that I found your channel so late. You seem to be the kind of woman that I would love to call my friend. Rest peacefully in the arms of the angels sweet one. I will meet you when my journey comes to the end.
@janetallison363 5 жыл бұрын
When did she pass?
@lorettathomas6082 5 жыл бұрын
This video was so heart wrenching to watch. I was in tears with you as you told your story. I lost my dad and his brother both to colon cancer. So many think it's an older person's cancer so wouldn't think of having a colonoscopy before age 50. Because of my dad I had my first at age 40 and removed three polyps. I had my last two years ago and removed three more. So far benign. Your video will be a voice for others to be checked and not let symptoms go. May you be in peace.
@Dalester1979 Жыл бұрын
I don't know what to say, other than you're in my prayers, thoughts, and dreams. May the universe and whoever's in charge of this crazy world we live in bless your body to be well. Thank you for being brave enough to share such a personal experience. It gave me valuable information as I am a nurse supervisor where I work at a Skilled Nursing Facility and have patients with ostomies and drains. I never have known what it's like for my patient to get a colostomy or ileostomy. I mean, I learned in school that it effects one's self worth, self image, etc. but hearing it from you made it more relatable and real. Thank you!!
@Gamesake2 6 жыл бұрын
As another November baby (29th) I'm pulling for you to hit 40...I'll be 71 in 2018.Your story is very powerful. At my age I think about death a lot. Not sure how I feel about the whole God thing, but I don't think this is all random. I appreciate what it took for you to tell this whole journey and wish you the best as you continue.
@cholman4248 4 жыл бұрын
She was so brave. I hate that she didn't make it to 40. God bless her.
@Dalester1979 Жыл бұрын
She took control in the end of her medical days and that empowered her so much. I'm glad she got to do that. I didn't realize in my previous comment that she has already passed on. I pray for her wife and family to find peace. It take so much time. When my sister killed herself people would tell me time would make it better, but TIME was my enemy for the longest time. The longer time went on, the more I missed her. It DOES get better in the sense that you learn to live with it in better ways. You'll have good days and bad ones, slowly the bad ones are further and further apart. God bless!!
@rhondacook5274 2 жыл бұрын
I have no doubt many people have drawn comfort from your brave statements I can tell by watching you were in a great deal of emotional pain when you were doing this but in memoriam I think you from the bottom of my heart for sharing and teaching others what you have done here matters. You matter what you have been through his heart wrenching and I sit here right now and I prayed to the Lord Jesus that he blessed you and brought you home where your pain and discomfort are no longer there May the Lord grant you solace and an afterlife full of joy Amen.
@motleydude73 6 жыл бұрын
Very similar story to mine, I was 43 when diagnosed, Stage 1 but was very aggressive and was Stage 3 by the time I had surgery 5 months later. I now have a permanent colostomy. That was 2 years ago am now cancer free :) I had 5 weeks of radiation and chemo. God Bless stay strong!
@TheEvilways101 4 жыл бұрын
Do you still have the bag? Are you 200% better?
@mzbatonrougebeauty5267 4 жыл бұрын
motleydude73 sounds like my grandpa story. He whooped cancers ass 3 times. He only recently passed at 90 from aneurysm.
@yamanz6712 4 жыл бұрын
CleanSlateForge yes she has it.It’s permanent
@danicamrkic1892 4 жыл бұрын
Good bless you ❤
@EphemeralProductions 3 жыл бұрын
It can move that fast?! Jesus! 😳
@reneepalmer9110 4 жыл бұрын
This video has helped me so much in dealing with the loss of my sister. I hope to see you on the other side, with a huge smile on your face!
@pattilenahan9524 4 жыл бұрын
For Mrs Sarge....I'm so sorry for the loss of Sarge ! This is the 1st video I've seen, I know now shes passed . It never fails to amaze me how selfless, in sharing a difficult journey, with strangers, a person can be. Sarges videos will educate, comfort, and encourage, countless people who view them. Thank you for supporting her, in this horrifying time of your lives. Much love ❤
@meljc2823 2 жыл бұрын
IV known heeps of sick people who talk about it while they are dieing like we all are..wow.. The sad thing is the amount of people who don't talk about they're pain, and live a long miserable life.
@dianecandoflamtaps3688 5 жыл бұрын
This is so heartbreaking!! I can’t imagine what you went through!! Dear god why do people have to suffer with cancer? You were a beautiful person and wish I could have known about you earlier. Rest In Peace sister. For different reasons this has given me hope and strength! Thank you Sarge!! ❤️❤️🙏🙏 😢
@bonnypalma-montenegro1827 2 жыл бұрын
Sister woman, you are an amazing human. Strength doesn’t even describe your path. As a retired RN, I can be empathetic, but I could never summon 1/0th of the strength you possess. I can send you prayers on the wings of angels. Your story has touched me in the deepest way, and I will follow your path. Much love, much, much.
@fluffyhatesfibro8407 6 жыл бұрын
You are so brave to have shared that with your minions. I dont know that I could have done the same... I love you friend...
@teaberry73 6 жыл бұрын
You brought me right back to that moment when I woke up with the ileostomy. Yea I was done right there. And then getting the reversal and having no control?? To go through everything and to finally be reconnected only to be to sitting on the toilet pooping and can't stop it. No words. I'm so glad I found your videos, you can express it in a way I never could. Thank you. You are in my prayers.
@timtalton1709 4 жыл бұрын
I'm not exactly sure what to say. I was diagnosed at 54. Stage 3. I've had chemo, radiation, and 4 surgeries ( colostomy and illeostom bags.) I'm OK, for now. Thank you Jesus.
@jamessalter5330 4 жыл бұрын
Good luck
@karenkirwan942 4 жыл бұрын
Hang in there Tim. I had a coworker that lived years after stage 3 because of the genetic testing? They were able to tailor treatment to her genetics?
@rizikrizik1395 4 жыл бұрын
Tim Talton I hope you are ok for a very long time darling, best wishes
@sagefields5847 4 жыл бұрын
Shame Jesus didn't help this poor lady
@carolynrog3rogers339 4 жыл бұрын
@@sagefields5847 he loves you stop that spreading hate your lord and saviour the bishop of your soul your messiah the best friend you would ever have your bread your water your very life line wake up dear one
@laurapender9483 6 жыл бұрын
I love everything about you...You are so strong
@24pawscoffeecreamer68 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Laura, I really appreciate your kind words :)
@barbarapatterson583 4 жыл бұрын
I miss her. She was a warrior. Mrs Sarge where are you? Love
@ellencasey5580 4 жыл бұрын
My Dad went through this He never complained he was my Hero. Dad worked for air cargo in an American had the blackest lungs the Doctors ever seen. He was told he only had two years to live but he lived his life to the FULLEST he could. Your so GORGEOUS to me.
@michaellinton3592 5 жыл бұрын
This is so sad but so HONEST! God bless her family!
@earthaquake4832 3 жыл бұрын
i to had stage IV colon cancer and hospice 4 times. i never wanted a bag. cause i believe that is no way to live life. i had the best cancer doctor who each time he signed off on hospice. never did he see death in my eyes! keep up the fight! someone needs your story!! my doctor sat on my bed and talked to me as well!
@hehehaha7773 4 ай бұрын
How r u now?
@karenroyal57 6 жыл бұрын
Tomorrow evening I go in for my colonoscopy..15 months ago, I had one and pollups were found and removed. I was told the bysopy came back cancer. Went to an oncologist who said I didn't have cancer, but needed to be rechecked in 6 months. That was 15 months ago. I put it off because during that time I found out, my mom was dying of cancer. She has sense pasted.. my heart was and is still broken. In 18 months, I lost 3 siblings, my husband and now my mom. I made a decision to move forward in doing what I need to do. Your video really touch me. Your love, and strength is so powerful... thank you. I hope you will make it past your 40th. If not, see you on the other side...hugs
@ritajimmie3361 5 жыл бұрын
I hope your test done came back ok and sorry for your loss. God bless you
@RonDenWhite90 5 жыл бұрын
I just recently lost my mother to colon cancer yesterday after she had it for 4 years. My thoughts & prayers goes out to you, and my best condolences goes out to you and your family. Cancer is the Devil's best friend.
@cindyhalpern3187 4 жыл бұрын
Please fight hard!
@Jerseygirl777 4 жыл бұрын
This made me sad 😔 G_d bless and best of luck to you all 💜
@danicamrkic1892 4 жыл бұрын
Good luck beautiful
@elifield7149 4 жыл бұрын
Breaks my heart. Rest easy beautiful soul.
@maryhuhnke8496 4 жыл бұрын
My sentiments exactly.
@mobk9774 3 жыл бұрын
One of the most moving vlogs I've seen. May she rest in perfect peace 🙏
@tytaylor8762 2 жыл бұрын
I was diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer last August. I'm almost done with the 12 cycles of chemo. I've kept a positive attitude from the beginning. When my oncologist gave me look like the outcome wasn't good. I sat up in bed and said I'm gonna beat me this and prove you wrong. I've stayed positive and my results are the cancer cells have gone from 2008 to 331 in a short period of time and will have surgery to remove the mass and reattach my colon very soon. My oncologist told me I am one of his favorite patients because I was determined to prove him wrong and haven't let the side effects keep me down. It's worth having all the bad days to take back your life from this disease outcome
@saracino217 6 жыл бұрын
My best friend was just diagnosed with stage three colon cancer at 32. She's just finished chemo and radiation combo and in remission .Praying for you, thank you for sharing your story❤️
@whendis.roberts6817 3 жыл бұрын
She passed away
@lisasaracino9469 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you ,I wrote my comment two years ago. I know she sadly passed away. So sad 😞
@arielmcdowny2367 3 жыл бұрын
@@lisasaracino9469 how is your friend?
@1purplerose 5 жыл бұрын
Sarge, I listened to ur entire video. WOW! Thank you so much for your candid cancer journey. Sarge was so right about colon cancer screening should be mandatory, about age 35-40...not 50. I had 3 colonoscopies by age 53, I think. I'm 55 now and I know I have a precancerous polyp in there right now, that makes me so fearful. I needed to hear Sarge's story. I'm fairly certain I will develop colon cancer. I can relate to so much of her painful story...the pain, the nausea, the embarrassment of leakage and wearing protective garments, the worry about being out in public and needing an emergency toilet run, the arranging your life around your bowel condition. My situation is nowhere as bad as hers was but mine is chronic, extremely painful and life altering. I've been a nurse for about 30 yrs and I get what she's saying. Sarge was so strong and courageous. I can't imagine experiencing all those traumatic cancer related events. I so appreciate her openness to explain very personal details. From the comments I see that she passed away. I certainly hope she had arranged and was given pain relief at the end. Thank you, Sarge for your life and your story. RIP.......
@sophiebrown2622 3 жыл бұрын
I have stage 4 colon cancer, on chemotherapy for a little more than a year now. My story is a little different but I wish I had the courage to make a video like this one. If someone meets you in heaven I would hope that you might be there. I'm a good friend.
@deborahparrish2201 3 жыл бұрын
I know she passed but she was so damn admirable. I hope, if I am ever handed a death sentence, that I can be like her. Courageous.
@binhminh417 2 жыл бұрын
Even though you had passed away, (if you could hear us) thank you so much for sharing your journey against colon cancer.
@claremandalas2121 2 жыл бұрын
Beautiful message.
@nanarambles1369 6 жыл бұрын
Sarge, you are beyond courageous my friend. You, along with everyone else fighting. My heart goes out to you. Prayers for positivity to continue to fill your being, for joy to over flood your heart & life. For peace & the Holy Spirit to take over. Inside & out. You have so much strength, and it is admirable & is definitely not going unnoticed. I don't want a response to my comment, but i will continue to keep my own faith & hope up over this battle of yours. I don't know you, but I love you. You're an awesome person. I'm so glad fluffy encouraged you to make a KZfaq. You keep on keeping on, & remember your fading tattoo. That ain't for nothin girl. Cancer will NEVER have YOU! Hugs 💛 God bless you my new friend
@AngelfeatherShi 5 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your story, your life. I lost my best friend, my strength, my soul, to lung cancer. I miss him every moment of every day. Thank you for everything. You are so brave, so strong. I hurt so much for you :'(
@IndigoRoses7 4 жыл бұрын
We miss you Sarge. I hope God watches over Jenn and I hope anyone here struggling finds comfort
@justdan60 2 жыл бұрын
Did she make it to 40. I hope so.
@godschild3640 Жыл бұрын
@@justdan60. How long does a 🥶person 🥶live with stage🥶 4 non small cell lung 🥶cancer no one will tell the truth. 🥶..
@kats5031 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you Sarge for trusting us with your story. Love you even more now and am so proud of the way you are figuring this our. Hugs and love and prayers your way!
@Jalyn830 4 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU! Your bravery, your honesty, everything! You have made a huge impact on me. God bless you!
@nickfitz9800 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for the video. You are an amazing person. Rest well. You have helped countless people telling your story.
@karenacuffhendricks1 6 жыл бұрын
Oh, this was hard. I will find you on the next side. 💕💕😔
@janets9179 6 жыл бұрын
You are a good story teller. Thank you for sharing.
@24pawscoffeecreamer68 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you Janet
@HomesteadTessie 6 жыл бұрын
This video is so touching My Prayers to you ,
@eyeswideopen2530 6 жыл бұрын
Bless you🙏🏼 What a remarkable person you are‼️
@IndigoRoses7 3 жыл бұрын
I miss you Sarge!! Jenn, if you still read comments here, I am so sorry you lost your Love. Sarge was one HELL of a woman, a warrior. I have so much empathy for what Sarge had to go through, a good friend was diagnosed with colon cancer at 29. You're never too young to push for screening and colonoscopy. Stay safe everyone, Rest in peace Sarge 💗
@purplezoid1 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for being so brave in sharing your story here with us. Your strength and courage is staggering. I sincerely wish the best for you. Peace :)
@tellitlikeitis6149 6 жыл бұрын
You are so real and honest and know what's important and what's not. Your story has already and will continue to help so many people for a long time. Very classy:)
@1053jazzy 6 жыл бұрын
You are so courageous and my heart goes out to you. I truly thank you for sharing your journey. You are an angel
@lornah2070 4 жыл бұрын
Sleep in peace sarge
@coleengoodell3550 3 жыл бұрын
My sister has been fighting this battle and until I watched this I had absolutely no idea of what she may have or may be going through. We have lived in different states and haven't seen each other in many years. At times haven't even spoken. I have cared and I do care, I've just been ignorant and she hasn't shared. I'm very thankful for this video and very sorry that she has passed on. I do believe that we are a form of energy and even when our flesh wears out, our spirits are eternal. I'm sure she is very missed by everyone who was blessed to know her. So beautiful, inside and out.
@rosalynjohnson7414 3 жыл бұрын
Colleen.Im glad that you had come to realize that your sister really needs your support!
@coleengoodell3550 3 жыл бұрын
@@rosalynjohnson7414 So am I. Thank you.
@mkmcu66 2 жыл бұрын
Sarge, I didn't know about your channel until tonight. I'm so very sorry for all that pain and suffering you have gone through. I hope and pray you are in Heavenly Peace now. I too have cancer, and it's not gone into remission. I chose not surgeries, no radiation or chemo. NO BIG PHARMA!! I went completely natural, Holistic & do acupuncture. My cancer is spreading, I can feel it. I'm 64 yrs old, a widow. I don't know how long I will live, but I'm a Christian woman, and I'm at peace. Rest In Peace & I'll see you one day in Heaven. All my love to you.
@lanaabadilla6382 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. Since I subscribed to your channel a few days ago, I can't stop thinking of you. Stay strong, keep pushing forward, NEVER GIVE UP. God Bless You Sarge 🙏🏼
@gracecaron773 6 жыл бұрын
Your honesty about your journey has touched me. You are strong and braver than most. Thank you for sharing your story.
@hsa1732 5 жыл бұрын
This was very moving, humbling and sad. Thank you for such a wonderfully honest reflection. It is a great insight for those of us supporting loved ones who are facing similar. RIP 💔
@KGS-mu6iw 4 жыл бұрын
I know that you're in Heaven now, but that also means that you can still see these comments. This is THE MOST honest and real testimony about cancer I've ever witnessed. Your strength and willingness to share your experience is humbling to me. I'm afraid of doctors, hospitals and medical procedures. Haven't seen a doctor in years because of my fear. Your story and courage to face your situation inspires me to consider making an appointment to see what's going on with my body. I'm not afraid to die, and I know there are fates worse than death. I also know that if I were to find out that I have cancer, I would not have the courage to go through the treatments and surgeries that you endured. I hope I get to meet you on the other side. Thank you for sharing your soul and giving me insight. 💜💔
@sagefields5847 4 жыл бұрын
If only he could have been given relief from god before he went to heaven but I suppose God was saving up all that good will eh?
@Phix75 4 жыл бұрын
@@sagefields5847 yeah in a nutshell a demonstration of how sick n twisted the whole 'Almighty' BS is... Each to their own tho.
@bibizeeboohoo741 3 жыл бұрын
@@sagefields5847 James 1:13 When under trial, let no one say: “I am being tried by God.” For with evil things God cannot be tried, nor does he himself try anyone. Romans 6:23 For the wages sin pays is death,+ but the gift God gives is everlasting life+ by Christ Jesus our Lord.
@mercymoon1 3 жыл бұрын
Only God know where she at.. You are not God To send peoplr sttaight to heaven .. Thats not correct
@grannysplace9159 6 жыл бұрын
I am a new sunnies and I love your videos and I lost my mom in March of 2017 to colon cancer stage 4...But she was a strong person she fought her cancer for 8 long years .So sweet heart I will be praying for you to heal and get well..Remember god has a plan for every one...🖒🖒👋💋👄
@LosingDrea 6 жыл бұрын
I LOVE YOU SARGE! Your heart, your spirit, your outlook on life, your strength. ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
@awesomenana4298 6 жыл бұрын
Sarge, thank you for your story. You are a wonderful strong remarkable young woman. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Your strength has come from the Father above. When you get to that calm and peaceful time and place has come from Him. I don’t know you but my soul feels close to you. I can’t explain it! God Bless you
@MichelleReneDorsey 4 жыл бұрын
Continue To R.i.p.Sarge,I Miss U🙏🏾
@shantibel 6 жыл бұрын
Your honesty and directness are inspiring. It is so sad that you are enduring this horribly cruel disease. I admire you for refusing further treatment - you alone know yourself and what your limits are, so you alone can take that decision. I wish you peace and comfort through your continuing struggle.
@RuralmoneyOfficial 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. I don't know what to say except you are brave and strong in so many ways. xxxx
@annettebischoff9715 6 жыл бұрын
You are truly a fighter and inspiration. I don't know what you're going threw but you will be in my thoughts and prayers
@bas9871 4 жыл бұрын
Much love to you. I have read comments indicating you have passed. I am so glad you are no longer suffering anymore and know you are finally at peace. You posting this video is helping other people, including spouses of people with cancer, to understand how difficult treatments and cancer are. Please people, support your loved ones if they get to the point of zero quality of life and are ready to let go. Quality of life over quantity.
@bluerose7362 4 жыл бұрын
I just watched this video today for the first time. I am in awe of everything you have went through and yet you still found the energy I'm time to give to us and share your journey. You are an awesome lady and I wish I knew you better. I also wish you were still around to read these words, maybe wherever you are you can. My dad died from colon cancer and he never said much. He was from the era where Boys don't Cry. I know as you mentioned in the video I have no way of knowing what you went through but you did give me an idea of what my dad silently went through. Thank you for your story, I will always remember you.
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@gwynethgrove772 6 жыл бұрын
Thanks for your bravery, a really helpful documentary of your journey and one which so many people will have to take. Theirs will be an easier path to tread due to your generosity on sharing this. All the best to you.
@havetohavehoya4598 6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for the real talk. I watched the entire video and appreciate your honesty and strength and the conclusions you have come to. You have taught me a great life lesson through your talk. I hope you will continue to feel good and enjoy life.
@tracyrhymer6639 3 жыл бұрын
It is crazy this showed up on my feed. Was diagnosed with Stage 3 B at 42 so it had spread. I had a great surgeon. No colostomy he was able to leave just enough to reconnect. It has been 10 years they say I’m now considered cancer free. I thank god everyday as I was not able to finish chemo so I am so lucky. As I listen to her story about side effects it brings back such horrible memories. RIP Sarge
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