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Cant relate 🤣 ( I’ve felt like this for years now and it won’t go away)

Honestly my day gets better when you upload. I know that you are still alive man, I can relate to almost every video you make I hope you get better man

Real (I became the person I said would would never become as a kid)

Real(im so tired man i just wanna disappear and never be seen around or ever again, i related with the first one with the 'suffer alone.' And i cant get it out of my mind like this set and i try my best to always do good always and never making other people upset but i cant i fell like im about to break down and shatter and knowing this hurts as i dont want anybody to see me as this as ive put a act up for so long its natural and i know that i wont truly have anybody by my side and i wish it wasnt like that and that i could at least have someone or somebody there and im tired and sick of it all and i just want to stop this nightmare i have for so long its like my poison and i cant get it out and its killing me now as all these real tiktok shit is so relatable its not even funny and im hurting so badly its painful but yet i cant feel for how long ive lived as i learnt to just stop caring or feeling as they always say that boys or men dont cry and to suck it up but yet i dont wanna i just want to let it all out and hug somebody i like and know im safe to do this but its never been like that for my entire life as whats another 15 years of this shit? Whats another damn 25? Or how many more years tgere will be i just want this to end but im trying I'm tryinng build connection and relationships but it always go down the bin and i forget it then i try to be vulnerable to others but its always a no i wanna be friends or rejection which i think its why i cant feel which is good right? Be able to experience thibgs and knowing that i cant be told to suck it up or that boys or men dont cry!! But i cant even i just want to end my fucking life at this point)

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Real real (I’m at my lowest right now and I’m going insane)

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