Revealing my BIGGEST Regrets

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Жыл бұрын

Welcome to a truly painful video; today I’ll be exposing several private videos I’ve been hiding for 4 years. Hope you cry as much as I did.
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My name is Beowulf, but please call me Beo! I'm a spirit searching for the ultimate hobby~ I run The Rift; the beloved tavern of the unnatural and apparitions.
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@_angel_flyhightwee Жыл бұрын

The fact she had the guts to show something to her parents 😦

@secretlyashark Жыл бұрын

ONCE WHEN I WAS IN 4TH GRADE I MADE A FURRY ANIMATION MEME WITH ME AND MY “CRUSH” AND SHOWED IT TO MY PARENTS AND GRANDPARENTS 😭

@un_r34l1st Жыл бұрын

@@secretlyashark LMAOO HOW'D THEY REACT

@cakiEDITS Жыл бұрын

bro i made a video of a unicorn anime girl turning into an edgy demon depressed overpowered furry fox fighting some fnaf characters and my parents were like: is my kid on drugs?

@secretlyashark Жыл бұрын

I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER 😭😭

@papereater458 Жыл бұрын

@@secretlyashark NAW 💀

@lilsisi69 Жыл бұрын

I love how she puts happy guitar music over a depressing animation meme 😭 EDIT: Okay can yall stop singing in the replies ur kinda stretching the joke now 💀💀

@josipop Жыл бұрын

Yes. Wonder how christmas music would sound…

@someone433 Жыл бұрын

Iiiii don't want a lot for christmas...

@CH50T1CFAWN Жыл бұрын

@@someone433 there is just one thing i need 😇

@T3CHW1ZZY Жыл бұрын

@@CH50T1CFAWN And IIIIII dont care about the presents,

@legacy7249 Жыл бұрын

@@T3CHW1ZZY underneath the christmas treeeee~

@ZhyrenStudios Жыл бұрын

I’ve been a sub since around…. 10-30k… and the nostalgia I get from these is incomprehensible to mankind

@Aki.908 Жыл бұрын

Me too I remember she had like 1000 followers and 10 videos 😭

@Azyne Жыл бұрын

Fr I remember when it was like 30-40k

@ragmamale4783 Жыл бұрын

Same altho I was around the time where she was senpai wolfie/doing animation memes (Like the fasion meme)

@KiraTheFox Жыл бұрын

Ikr

@ghostyp4wz.. Жыл бұрын

same

@hauntedaether Жыл бұрын

HELP i remember being a HUGE fan of you when i was like 9 and you were still Senpai Wolfie. u were like my idol😭😭(you still are tho lol)

@hauntedaether Жыл бұрын

after i finished watching the video i can DEFINITELY see where most of my design inspiration for my gacha life ocs came from. oh god.

@a4she Жыл бұрын

bros a fr og !!!!

@KrolKrolikow Жыл бұрын

Same lol

@zombiedogsal Жыл бұрын

No matter how cringe beo may have been in the past, it's not as comparable to me 💀

@Blitzthehedgehog2014 Жыл бұрын

LOL same

@Nebula_Blitzar Жыл бұрын

At least her cringe had amazing editing and animation 🥲

@x_yantao_x7225 Жыл бұрын

Omgg Same 😭

@AceOfSpadesArt Жыл бұрын

Sameeee

@kxroko9823 Жыл бұрын

Same but not completely compared to anyone lol

@chaoticghostwashere Жыл бұрын

Beo at 14: **makes imaginary gacha boyfriends** Me at 12: **writes an entire fuckin novel full of angst and psychological torment beyond the barriers of cringe** I don't know which is worst

@FluffyTheCalicoCat Жыл бұрын

same but 10-

@xWitherRosesx Жыл бұрын

same but 9-

@OlivesOily Жыл бұрын

10 yo me: used to switch main oc every 5 days and would post a video telling their history

@nxyutaa.qxz.. Жыл бұрын

same but 8

@lylyart Жыл бұрын

what the hell is this reply section

@m_artroom Жыл бұрын

I visibly gasped and covered my mouth when you said you wore wolf ears to school. What has Gacha done to us. IN TOO DEEP NOW

@cffbffgjy4tytnr46j Жыл бұрын

SAME

@faitodeyo7019 Жыл бұрын

Listen. Apparently last year before I went to my high school, the (almost)entire freshmen year wore cat ears for the whole year.

@lav-kitty Жыл бұрын

I literally did the same thing you did

@xWitherRosesx Жыл бұрын

My somewhat friend literally wore reindeer antlers and ears to school (this was around Christmas time) and she may have worn wolf ears, idk. She also said she would try an wear a tail (she also has a boyfriend and a girlfriend, it's like a poly relationship idk much about them)

@marinkarin. 7 ай бұрын

I audibly said "NO WAY YOU DIDNT GET BULLIED.." childhood was such a different time....😭

@zanathebananar Жыл бұрын

It’s literally insane how much beo has improved 😭😭

@thisisnotaname7071 Жыл бұрын

I remember watching these and thinking how I'll never draw as good as her😭

@mooniecake Жыл бұрын

SAMEE

@dramatickatnormal Жыл бұрын

SAME

@CrystalAstrophel Жыл бұрын

Been here since pretty much the beginning and I can’t decide whether that’s a good thing or a bad thing 💀

@SunflowerOfficia1 Жыл бұрын

nobody could ever get this kind of info outta me… 😭❌

@MITZKMY Жыл бұрын

I was genuinely obsessed with the Alternia series and the "training floofs" video I had watched a minimum of 17 times I'm not even joking. 😭💀

@Iheartgus Жыл бұрын

Don’t worry beo, ur not alone Trust me… I was worse😨

@Iheartgus Жыл бұрын

I STILL HAVE MY OLD CHANNEL BUT I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN REVEAL IT.

@Nanook32 Жыл бұрын

@@Iheartgus SHOW ME

@ihateflaky12 Жыл бұрын

@@Iheartgus PLS SHOW US ITS NEW YEARS, not forcing u or something we just really wanna see

@aliyah6996 Жыл бұрын

@@IheartgusI wanna see

@Limenade8 Жыл бұрын

I literally shipped myself with the lado preset😭

@Dizziiyy Жыл бұрын

I think it's nice that you kept these videos sure they're embarrassing and u regret it but look at how far you've come now you could keep getting better and you can look at these videos as a reminder too show ur self where u started

@reapingbennefits Жыл бұрын

The age dark age of Gacha, where everyone treated it like a fantasy vlog channel.

@Azyne Жыл бұрын

As a long time viewer of Beo, since 2018, the time of the Senpai Wolfie name, I can confirm I've never seen these videos but I remember the old cringe OCs shown

@leiac Жыл бұрын

Bruh, I always thought that Koi was going to win lol. Thank you, Beo, for bringing back this nostalgic yet dehumanizing cringe.

@Cosmicgh0stieman18 Жыл бұрын

1:54 idk why but it reminded me of “WOLFIE WAKE UP~ I DONT LIKE YHIS! WOLFIE WAKE UPPPPP”😢😢

@NotAkriti Жыл бұрын

BRO NOW THE CHRISSY WAKE UP AUDIO IS STUCK IN MY HEAD AGAIN BUT INSTEAD OF CHRISSY ITS WOLFIE 😰😭

@Cosmicgh0stieman18 Жыл бұрын

@@NotAkriti HAHAHAH

@X_Lolly_Z Жыл бұрын

Well I wasn’t around super long ago but if anyone remembers that one series Beo did where the story was based off “real events” and there was a love interest who could turn into a dog …Real events, right-

@_slna Жыл бұрын

OMG I REMEMBER THAT

@ur_local_nintendo_ds 7 ай бұрын

Yeaaaaaaghhhhh I watched it

@comedyroses Жыл бұрын

I don't know if me growing up with your old videos was for better or for worse- but it certainly was an experience.

@rawlicious3790 Жыл бұрын

I had a self insert once where her whole personality revolves around "I'm not like other girls I look and dress like a boy" and being a strong tomboy that beats the shit out of every boys there are I handed her to my friend because I don't even use her anymore for rps

@KutieMieeo Жыл бұрын

You showed your character from 3 years ago and it just bought back a whole lotta memories 🧍🏻‍♀️

@miovi123 Жыл бұрын

help i still remember senpai wolfie i used to watch all her videos 💀 8:18 *i* remember this video. i liked it. i wish i didn't.

@silverstircker2.047 Жыл бұрын

Let’s appreciate that Beo was daring enough to show everyone her cringe past

@wisso0 Жыл бұрын

HOLY SHIT THOSE VIDEOS UNLOCKED MEMORIES I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I HAD I REMEMBER THE FLOOF VIDEO LMAOOO YOU WERE ACTUALLY A HUGE INSPIRATION TO ME I GENUINELY FOUND YOUR VIDEOS SO ENTERTAINING

@honey__macaroon Жыл бұрын

The nostalgia I'm getting from the old oc and your old videos omg

@creator_coco Жыл бұрын

6:05 WAIT A DAMN MINUTE- THE MUSIC IS FROM KINEMASTER ISN'T IT- HOW TF DO I REMEMBER THAT??

@iwillshankyousohard Жыл бұрын

When you realise youtubers with 700k + also have “biggest” secrets 😳 Ok but seriously i love your content Beo! :D and happy new years !!!

@RulerOfArniskad Жыл бұрын

Watching Beowulf makes me laugh and for some reason smile

@libertythomas4465 Жыл бұрын

You know you're the main character of your fanfics when you have not one alpha male boyfriend, but two.

@Unreal_tbh Жыл бұрын

It may be cringe but... Damn that music video or whatever it is has some decent editing and symbolism(only for one part) and is way better than I can do (4:01)

@britney- Жыл бұрын

true

@heyrobyn Жыл бұрын

this is the perfect way to start my 2023 ❤️ its inspiring to see how far youve come beo, ive been a subscriber since 2019 ❤️❤️

@junebug6010 Жыл бұрын

The fact that I watched some of these when I was like 11. The memories they’re coming back, whyyyyyy

@xartemisstarsx Жыл бұрын

The true nostalgia hit when old Beo took out the magic fairy Gacha wand that can summon characters 😂

@Teaocity Жыл бұрын

Omg I remember when I had my gacha phase being there at like 10k subs, I just rediscovered your channel after moving multiple accounts and coming to terms that I cant erase my past cringe self, and I am absolutely shocked, your content is good and enjoyable, and I realize that almost everybody had a cringe phase and now we can all laugh about it

@Millenn3um Жыл бұрын

Happy New year Beo, I look forward to more of your content this year

@AteChair Жыл бұрын

I still remember watching this video when I was little 5:24

@RAWRASUARUS Жыл бұрын

4:14 Why is this actually good- except the character designs.

@CorolineEee Жыл бұрын

Your a better person than I, i would never dare let anyone see my old videos. I applaud you 👏🏾😭😭😭

@T08Y_ Жыл бұрын

You’ve improved so much -someone who has been watching since senpai wolfie and remembers some of these characters

@ikann69 Жыл бұрын

Even if Beo’s old work is “cringe” its still cool to she how far she has come :D

@hellodaydream6684 11 ай бұрын

It’s giving ken and ken from the Barbie movie 😭 4:28

@KonekoFlames Жыл бұрын

Girl I feel you, but if it makes you feel better I use to be WAYYYY worse, like with the cringe stories...and portraying myself as the weaker one, etc. Stupid bad stuff I thought was okay back then, and more. But hey, what matters is who we are now. I don't have lots of confidence in myself..but I can tell the current me, is better than my past self.

@Moemoepot Жыл бұрын

I never realized that your videos were on that type of level but I've watched you for such a long time now 💀

@nala7632 Жыл бұрын

To be honest, you were pretty good at animating and drawing for a 14 year old. I don't even know how to make my gacha animations ( walking in particular ) smooth!

@lamejornayeonista9647 Жыл бұрын

9:48 - the red velvet Russian roulette in the background sped up JSJSJSJDJD

@nuggetsplace8273 Жыл бұрын

8:24 i.... I was there... Three years ago....

@vilppi-xc6hi Жыл бұрын

thank you for this... Interesting stuff you created 3years ago that you showed on this vid. I was crying a lil bit and youtube sure knows how to make me feel better

@gradient_mn8580 Жыл бұрын

Happy new years Beo!

@Jesus_myGod123 Жыл бұрын

2:31 better than anything I can do

@Envy1_ Жыл бұрын

Happy new year beo so happy it’s 2023!!!

@caelustmew Жыл бұрын

10:33 WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE HE'S GIVING BIRTH HELP

@pandaarmyp8960 Жыл бұрын

I like the video where koi was jealous and happy music was playing :)

@_care. Жыл бұрын

im suprised beo isn't fully embarrassed

@Cosmo_Pathy Жыл бұрын

I remember being a huge fan of yours back when I was still in the Gacha Community. I've left (kinda I still have Gacha Club in my phone and I use it from time to time). NGL i still look over the Gacha Community and I still keep my creations from it, I just advance them and turn them better.

@hyuriel7515 Жыл бұрын

1:15 This looks so familiar...

@FFAYYYYY Жыл бұрын

now i dont mean to be rude but look at those concrete demolishers at 2:23 ..😨

@Cranberries4Crows Жыл бұрын

I REMEMBER THESE. I REMEMBERT THIS. You were literally everything I aspired to be, and your cringe birthed my cringe. Thank you, because, like yours.. the cringe turned into something beautiful. Oh wait no, still cringe lol.

@alex_art7055 Жыл бұрын

I REMEMBER MOST OF THESE HAHA! ALSO HAPPY NEW YEAR BEO

@5J_Bro Жыл бұрын

When you show something as quaint as an animation like this to your parents, that is a GLOWING red flag.

@YoureMyCherryOnTop143 Жыл бұрын

Happy new year & wow you changed a lot from that cringe 😀 Also I kinda wanna see you remake your old ocs btw

@OrangedCoffee Жыл бұрын

5:16 I remember this but I don't want to.

@hip._.288 Жыл бұрын

The fact that I make you a fan art like 2-3 years ago and randomly find your vid today after yeeeeeeaaars make me feel wire but in the good way

@kandysmagicshop3336 Жыл бұрын

The editing and drawing also characters are amazing, I surprised you would show this haha. Just the storyline that’s it. I think a lot of people have done that ngl

@thesleepyreader Жыл бұрын

If you don't want Koi, I'll take him in. I'll give him a new haircut and some much needed friends

@im_not_ellie Жыл бұрын

I respect you that you had the guts to tell us this

@msreminis Жыл бұрын

I’ve been around for a while I used to watch your old videos daily on repeat 😭

@imNOTthatimportant Жыл бұрын

watching this, is bringing a weird sort of nostalgia, but also...A LOT of fear, i am incredibly scared.

@justavert Жыл бұрын

The fact that I remember some of those videos really says something about something

@boredxboredl5178 Жыл бұрын

im just soo shocked...dont worry we all have that phase😅

@haruislost3858 Жыл бұрын

Been here since idk ur virst vids and the nostalgia hits pretty hard

@cherub8802 Жыл бұрын

Bro this is so relatable I’m actually gonna cry 😭😭😭

@Labisbrr Жыл бұрын

You have gotten through your cringe phase and gotten better I'm proud of you

@GrizzlyTeaGacha Жыл бұрын

Dont be embarrassed Suki used to publicly share her weird obsession board she had about you to talk negatively all the time which was embarrassing because no one in gachastars cares

@cdghost1333 Жыл бұрын

Havent watched since the senpai wolfie era can’t believe you came so far!!

@Yur1Bee Жыл бұрын

OMG I REMEMBER YOUR OLD NAME AND CHARACTER! (And that video) It really brings back memories… from 3-4 years ago, ‘senpai wolfie’ :) You inspired me those 3-4 years ago to make stuff from Gacha, (I remember always loving your hair colour and ‘swirly things’ on your cheeks, on your Gacha character) and I will always be thankful for that.

@unknown60167 Жыл бұрын

It's fine. At least you see how much you have improved.

@welpimspooky4102 Жыл бұрын

This might be cringey old videos but the editing is better than mine with the animation memes-

@Plaioryaa Жыл бұрын

i remember all of these videos😭😭😭ive been wwtching you for a REALLY long time

@ItzSalad Жыл бұрын

I’m crying I remember some videos when they popped in my feed 😭

@malloryt208 Жыл бұрын

I remember watching all of these 😭

@lucalem932 Жыл бұрын

Same 😂

@BroPiss_og Жыл бұрын

Not gonna lie, your videos are way better than mine 3 years ago 💀

@itzsagehere9602 Жыл бұрын

Happy new year Beo! 🎊

@daddy_chahungas Жыл бұрын

My deepest condolences to you and your family. You're so strong and admirable for living through such trying times. We salute you, Senpai Wolfie

@Calliecuttlefishfan Жыл бұрын

1:59 2018 in a gacha video

@neptune.clouds.x Жыл бұрын

You can tell if any oc, and by any, I mean *ANY* oc if it's insipred or is Beo's old oc by the horns, the eyes, the colour scheme (mostly), and the split black and white hair.

@xxfarawolfxx Жыл бұрын

i subscribed back when those came out LOL love to see you progress

@rosii7770 Жыл бұрын

i still remember watching some of these and taking huge inspo from u back in that time 😭😭😭😭

@theofficialclownhq Жыл бұрын

4:23 It just looks like u took the "Home" from "Home Alone"

@luclauray534 Жыл бұрын

i love how she replaces the “sad” music with this song 😂

@kovi1810 Жыл бұрын

I hate how i recognize some of these videos I didn’t even know i was that old till you reminded me

@iforgot...1733 Жыл бұрын

This bring me joy so much

@mausuririn Жыл бұрын

I appreciate how Beo makes fun of cringe but at the same time accepts it for being a part of making content. You’re very brave, Beo!

@blue_betal Жыл бұрын

Wait ima guess the audio… “ love brain heart control “ 3:00

@E.G.G.O. Жыл бұрын

No is options

@LovelyGhostz Жыл бұрын

HOOOOLY THAT OLD GACHA OC JUST BLASTED ME WITH NOSTALGIA- idk when I subbed to you but my god-

@OrterSimp Жыл бұрын

Ok! But the animation meme was just to funny with the BG music giving a happy vibe and the video giving a sad and depressing vibe!

@cinnamoncupcakez 8 ай бұрын

2:36 like does bro even have a hand it’s like a thumb then the rest of his hand is benign like superglued 😭😭

@amikkororo Жыл бұрын

9:41 not the sped up russion roulette instrumental 💀💀

@Sad.little.rain.-_- 10 ай бұрын

Beo I just wanted to let you know, I remember finding your channel years ago (back when you were senpai wolfie) and you really inspired me to be better. Even if you were cringe, you always had some sort of charismatic talent that lit up my world. You were my idol then, and you are and always will be.