People who are too tough on others and themselves will not be happy. They made others and themselves miserable. Like some modern preachers who keep asking people to live their dreams when in actual fact that is not so. Just because a so called modern prophet they so trusted prophesied something, they hold on to that like as if it's from God when it really makes their targets feel sick just listening to what they have to say . Yet they thought they are trying to inspire you. That, indeed is very destructive, putting unnecessary pressure on others, many a times, causing depression. Some preachers would laugh and mock, saying depression is everywhere. They implied, in a subtle way it's because of your sins. They see you as a failure and a rebellious person becos you do not fulfill or live out the life the way their trusted prophet said.
Every human beings is only on guessing game on his death, nobody will know the truth, just like Leslie cheung hk passing more than a decade ago. The naked truth only the dead's knows, else seek a seer who might able to deliver you some truth.. Sometimes it is a waste of time to discuss and decipher his death maybe he is a celebrity else ordinary like the many pass on due to pandemic is a quiet process.