Ya know life is horrible life puts me and the others who have feelings under the heel of the people always better than us and underneath the heal of life its self and just seems to torture us never fully squashing us but slowly one bone after another break them and yet it wont be the worst its only horrid when life pulls at your heart strings damaging you forever and deeply you know you wont be enough life is always going to tear me apart piece by piece and somehow leave my heart with a missing piece a gaping wound never going to close never going to heal and always going to be there as a reminder no matter how hard we try we never will heal we will always have a missing piece no matter the size you’ll always be missing a piece in your heart and never will you be complete as a reminder at one point you fucked up you were never good enough you were never good before and that missing piece is a reminder that life has won and you wont be anything but a failure nothing but never enough for a somebody and never good enough for yourself but life is life we all learn about it and no one gets the easy way no one does no one is ever complete no one is ever good enough for each other and never good enough for themselves and that’s why those missing pieces are eventually filled with the love someone with a missing peice was willing to give as a reminder your always good enough to somebody just the way you are despite your flaws and if you don’t have someone to fill yours make sure to care for that missing piece as if it was always there and never left and eventually your always going to see glimpses of that missing piece be it a person be it yourself be it music art books or food it always comes back around at a point and even if it never does be it a lesson to learn from a life lesson as though life is horrible and there’s people out there with forever missing peices as a reminder your never alone never alone even in the darkest moments you feel like your alone and eventually that lonleyiness comes around to support you through your days never leaving your side never betraying you and never faltering yet the loneliness will be With your through the dark through the light through the hills through storms and through your heartache there’s always something out there for you and don’t give up as life only makes us stronger really strong because there’s always a plan always a hope and always a way

I honestly needed this i ended up crying i never live up to the expectations my family has i don't try at all for them (grade wise and school ranking) but i always score high which makes them think i can always do better im always getting yelled at bc no matter what i do or how much i try to change im just not good enough (gonna stop here before i trauma dump more than i need to)

Jacob and the stone hit hard.

i wish i was perfect for my family ngl....

POV: your the only child(there disadvantage of being the only one left)

Pov: your the yougest child.. (every1 says the middle gets it worst blah blah blah.. its way different for others including me..)

POV: you're the middle child.....

Pov:my mommy issues got worse and the čut$ got bigger....

"did you like it tho 😏😏" Me asf: 6:22

I wish that I was a better friend or child for my loved ones…I feel like I am just a problem that will always fail compared to my brilliant friends no matter how hard I try to have good grades…

Pov your a therapist friend and your friends ignore your feelings and you need help but can't ask because they don't care

8:33 is vyrval

POV: You have autism and your dad used to hit you even though you didn’t know how to control urself or ur actions due to the lack of therapy. No wait..EVEN THERAPY DIDNT UNDERSTAND. SO YEARS LATER THEY SENT YOU TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL FOR 7 MONTHS!!! EVERYTHING THEN WAS HAPPY AND ME AND MY DAD GET ALONG NOW….but I never feel comfortable around him….

3:35 I can't find that audio (((

I’ve been wanting to tell my mum about how I’m Trans and I’m afraid that she’ll be disappointed if I do bc I’m the only girl she had bc I have 4 brothers and the only thing she mentions when she talks about me is that I’m the only girl and I’m starting to feel like a burden bc of it and my brothers just ignore the fact that I clearly get upset when they say things like “SHES a GIRL!” Anytime someone misgendered me (I have very short boyish hair) I just feel like a black sheep of my family and it’s honestly so draining and I just want to scream :(