Ya know life is horrible life puts me and the others who have feelings under the heel of the people always better than us and underneath the heal of life its self and just seems to torture us never fully squashing us but slowly one bone after another break them and yet it wont be the worst its only horrid when life pulls at your heart strings damaging you forever and deeply you know you wont be enough life is always going to tear me apart piece by piece and somehow leave my heart with a missing piece a gaping wound never going to close never going to heal and always going to be there as a reminder no matter how hard we try we never will heal we will always have a missing piece no matter the size you’ll always be missing a piece in your heart and never will you be complete as a reminder at one point you fucked up you were never good enough you were never good before and that missing piece is a reminder that life has won and you wont be anything but a failure nothing but never enough for a somebody and never good enough for yourself but life is life we all learn about it and no one gets the easy way no one does no one is ever complete no one is ever good enough for each other and never good enough for themselves and that’s why those missing pieces are eventually filled with the love someone with a missing peice was willing to give as a reminder your always good enough to somebody just the way you are despite your flaws and if you don’t have someone to fill yours make sure to care for that missing piece as if it was always there and never left and eventually your always going to see glimpses of that missing piece be it a person be it yourself be it music art books or food it always comes back around at a point and even if it never does be it a lesson to learn from a life lesson as though life is horrible and there’s people out there with forever missing peices as a reminder your never alone never alone even in the darkest moments you feel like your alone and eventually that lonleyiness comes around to support you through your days never leaving your side never betraying you and never faltering yet the loneliness will be With your through the dark through the light through the hills through storms and through your heartache there’s always something out there for you and don’t give up as life only makes us stronger really strong because there’s always a plan always a hope and always a way
@user-qi9zq6mt1eАй бұрын
I honestly needed this i ended up crying i never live up to the expectations my family has i don't try at all for them (grade wise and school ranking) but i always score high which makes them think i can always do better im always getting yelled at bc no matter what i do or how much i try to change im just not good enough (gonna stop here before i trauma dump more than i need to)
@MixilxxАй бұрын
@@user-qi9zq6mt1e you worked hard enough. I’ve been through the similar thing. I hope you ur parents understand that you’re already done enough. I’m glad this playlist helped you get ur emotions out because looks like u needed it. 💗
@AndiLovvo18 күн бұрын
Jacob and the stone hit hard.
@yeet291Ай бұрын
i wish i was perfect for my family ngl....
@MixilxxАй бұрын
@@yeet291 u r already perfect 💗
@ashery1264 күн бұрын
POV: your the only child(there disadvantage of being the only one left)
@k33l_OG27 күн бұрын
Pov: your the yougest child.. (every1 says the middle gets it worst blah blah blah.. its way different for others including me..)
@Nitrogen50902 күн бұрын
True bc we’re forced to live up to all older siblings expectations and higher and get called spoiled when we get things we didn’t ask for so we didn’t get called spoiled but we get call spoiled anyway is the fucked up part
@k33l_OG2 күн бұрын
Exactly
@Lilith_heart-cb2vk29 күн бұрын
POV: you're the middle child.....
@AnnaKarina0825 күн бұрын
I'm the middle child in my family...
@Lilith_heart-cb2vk24 күн бұрын
@@AnnaKarina08 so i am...
@Krista_b.22 күн бұрын
@@AnnaKarina08same here-
@LucasTheEmoKid22 күн бұрын
It's shitty, I'm always getting blamed for, even if I do something that bad. He thinks I'm heartless and he doesn't know I have feelings too. I cry in the bathroom loudly bc of him..she's more spoiled then me, younger and more little, my momma doesn't act like my father and i always yell and cry to my father to let me go home with her even if he has full custody of me, I'm 16 now. Once I'm 18 I'll live with my friends, they're rlly nice but my father says that they will leave me but my friends stick around and help me with my problems, they're like my real family. I have a lot of trauma, ruined childhood. But my friends help me even if I don't need it. They're my actual real family
@Lilith_heart-cb2vk22 күн бұрын
@@LucasTheEmoKid because of them i have daddy issues now.....
@Yuyubuddy20 күн бұрын
Pov:my mommy issues got worse and the čut$ got bigger....
@d4gg3rm0thАй бұрын
"did you like it tho 😏😏" Me asf: 6:22
@MixilxxАй бұрын
I hope ur okay 😕
@LucasTheEmoKid22 күн бұрын
Me too, I'm scared of guys a lot, I'm trans FtM and they still do it, but my friends tell them to leave me alone bc I've been thru a lot already even when I was 8.
@millie.rose3Ай бұрын
I wish that I was a better friend or child for my loved ones…I feel like I am just a problem that will always fail compared to my brilliant friends no matter how hard I try to have good grades…
@DollIsback-gh7bz25 күн бұрын
Pov your a therapist friend and your friends ignore your feelings and you need help but can't ask because they don't care
@Annar5636 күн бұрын
8:33 is vyrval
@Butterscotchxxz25 күн бұрын
POV: You have autism and your dad used to hit you even though you didn’t know how to control urself or ur actions due to the lack of therapy. No wait..EVEN THERAPY DIDNT UNDERSTAND. SO YEARS LATER THEY SENT YOU TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL FOR 7 MONTHS!!! EVERYTHING THEN WAS HAPPY AND ME AND MY DAD GET ALONG NOW….but I never feel comfortable around him….
@sugarstars225522 күн бұрын
3:35 I can't find that audio (((
@keivkeiКүн бұрын
It's from a tiktok account
@Megustanlasmujeres26 күн бұрын
I’ve been wanting to tell my mum about how I’m Trans and I’m afraid that she’ll be disappointed if I do bc I’m the only girl she had bc I have 4 brothers and the only thing she mentions when she talks about me is that I’m the only girl and I’m starting to feel like a burden bc of it and my brothers just ignore the fact that I clearly get upset when they say things like “SHES a GIRL!” Anytime someone misgendered me (I have very short boyish hair) I just feel like a black sheep of my family and it’s honestly so draining and I just want to scream :(
@Mixilxx26 күн бұрын
I may not relate and not understand u much but I hope ur doing alright.🫶
@LucasTheEmoKid22 күн бұрын
Me too, but it's with my father instead of a mother, he's christian, she's not, even tho they don't want me to be trans even tho my dad wanted a boy and my mom loves me being a girl, I rlly love being a boy, I don't like my real name so my friends call me Lucas/Nico Volk Conley (my two best friends last names "adopted school parents") hopefully someday I can live with them, when someone calls my real name I don't answer, til I'm called my preferred name by my friends..I relate to it, I get how u feel