We are all depressed people. Telling other depressed people to be happy. 😭😣🥺

Diagnosed with depression, diagnosed with anxiety keep on running cus I'm scared of what's hiding deep inside of me scared of emotions, scared of this heart want this pain to stop, and my life to start scared of my thoughts, scared of my mind can't help but focus on the demons that I hide and the monster inside, the pain in my eyes the sorrow that I've felt, keep pushing for a better tomorrow I have no life left, no time that I can borrow waiting for a savior, waiting for a hero looking for the light, not the things that I fear yo swallowed up in this pit, want to leave, but I'm stuck swallowed up in this mind, want to stop, but I'm fucked hopeless, helpless, useless, clueless, people telling me that I can't do this want them to stop, want to get through this but I'm stuck at the bottom, knowing I can't do shit I feel so lost, I feel so empty waiting to receive all this love you claim to be sending guess the message ain't go through, guess it's still pending just message me back, cus it really feels like the world is ending I'm lost in this world, I'm lost in my mind I keep trying to escape, I could use your help, I'm kinda in a bind I need your words to talk me down and calm my soul cus without you my life is feeling kinda dull without you sometimes I feel like putting a bullet in my skull without you, I have nothing to split the rocky waves of life, cus you're my hull I have no one to love, so I write this for the future I hope that somewhere out there's a girl that can get me out this stupor

The hardest part in life is to say goodbye... Mom, I miss you and I love you.

I was listening to this beat 3 years ago when there were only a few thousands of views. And now a lot of memories are rising to the surface. Not many beats can arouse feelings like those.

This instrumental reminds me of the old good times when I was younger, all day I was outside with my friends...nowadays these young kids only stay in their houses playing on their phones...saddly the childhood has now changed in a bad way

I close my eyes listening to this & it takes me far away. Solid & very creative. Keep them coming

My soul can feel it. Thanks Edoby. Thanks.

I can’t get over how good this is, I’ve been listening on repeat for like two days, so relaxing, and such a story if you listen deep enough! :)

Well damn, listening to the beat, and got lyrics running through my head. Love it, great work

This beat makes me think of life. What's my purpose? How can I be better? How can I help or love someone? Thank you whoever made this beat.

Aie aie aie cette prod m'emmène loiiiiin 🛫 !!! Force au beatmaker qui a créé cette dinguerie !!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥 #LA2S

WOW i just stumbled upon this and instantly subscribed! Amazing beat man! looking forward to hearing more!

You have the great beat your a legend at making beats

i adore your style man incredible. just a litlle expensive

I listened to this beat on the bus after my last day of 8th grade. Now every time I go back to this, it reminds me of Hart Ransom. Through struggles and good times we have all grown together and became great friends. My class of 2020 feels like my family. I didn’t get to say goodbye and Hart Ransom is my home. It has been my home for nine years. (K-8) My days at hart ransom are over and now it feels like my world is over. Life all feels like a slow motion dream right now. -2020 (COVID sucks).

i dont know why, but this song reminds me so much of my father who lost his battle to cancer. it makes my heart ache, but it aches with a kind of love, passion, and a strong feeling of something big missing in my heart. thank you for this wonderful piece of music. it sure does bring tears to my eyes, but also brings joy to my heart because i know he's in a better place; a place he longed to go; a place he always called Home.

I love this istrumental 😍

Its so hard to look at the picture and listen to the s beat at the same time. Just seeing that little boy in front of a sunset waving an American flag behind 3 B-17's is so touching and heartbreaking because they've been sent out to war.

I love this! Keep it up man!

bhai no words you 🙏🙏🙏🙏😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏😭🙏🙏what a beat it shows what human being you are

Nice to see u rise up from the other side beautiful thing much more is common to u you'll see☺️

Darkness took over my mind, and I really think its time, To be kind to myself, and maybe try to write some rhymes, Music is a thin line, that is keeping me alive, I can feel the higher power, stopping me from suicide, Momma's eyes telling me, that I really need to leave, Gotta move out of the house, she dont want trouble with me, I dont want no company, I am my own friend, Because friends are snakes, they betray you in the end, I don't need another friend, I got paper and the pen, Plus my mic visits me, then we hanging out again, Drinking at an early age, just gotta escape the pain, Cause I ran like a coward, I wasn't a real man, Ain't nobody understands when you try to explain, No one really cares, they are kinda inhumane, This is just another song, in which I complain, How I was ripped apart, I go pick up the remains, That is how I do, freely shitting on society, I'm raising my voice, I won't speak quietly, If anyone doubts me, thank your for all the support, I don't need empathy, I don't need to be adored, I have a plan, which is really really simple, Make my way into the world, and become a rap symbol, Opinions don't touch me, you can keep them to yourself, I follow my heart and soul, only listen to myself, I am so ready, to conquer the whole world, Lord in the rapping form, name is Edvo the 3rd, To all real competition, greetings from the realest, Overload of realness, cant deny it I'm the illest,

hey i just wanted to say that i know its like to struggle with anxiety and depression and feel so lost. i know the feeling of cut, getting everything out, it feels wonderful. just try to focus on your future when your happy and married and think about your family, no matter how much u think they hate u they love u. when i was hospitalized it almost tore my family apart because they were so worried about me. i am homeschooled right know and continue to have suicidal thoughts and struggle with major depression disorder and anorexia and i also don't have that many friends that love me for me, they are scared of me. keep believing and trying your best in life. your time will come. be patient. you guys are all beautiful, smart and amazing people.

Wow Amazing continue the Great job!!!

Nice bro Keep it up

Luv it nd it woz so emotional....😩🙁😔

Great bro nice work

This is actually really Good

Please don’t go Please don’t leave I’m not ready say goodbye Why do you have to go Why can’t you just stay I don’t wanna just see your name engraved I wanna hear your voice and to see your face feel your embrace and feel your heart beat race not the cold touch of a vase or a rectangular shape I hated looking into your eyes cuz there was no sign of anything alive and I was quite but really was screaming inside I was angry I was mad I was confused I was sad Why do you gotta leave me right now? Was all I could ask still on my feet but felt everything collapse One day you were alright the next you were apart of the past And I don’t get it, I don’t understand Felt everything faded, As I held your fragile hand Now those pretty eyes of blue Are now just my deja vu One of the only images I still obtain of you And sometimes all I could think of if youd still love me knowing who I give my love to Or if you knew all that I've tried to do I'm just a sinner committing more sins Every day gets bitter and harder to live My hole gets bigger with a day I gotta relive And now I choose liquor over anythin It consumes all that I am and all that I’ve been And I try to change but it’s hard to resist Im trying to get better but I just wanna slit my wrists I try to forget but it’s hard to forgive I’m sitting here tryna find my purpose Trying to figure out if it’s all worth it I know life isn’t going to be perfect But fuck I don’t know how to word it I just feel like I’ve been drowning Like I’ve been holding my breathe Like I’m suffocating and closer to death Every day there’s just so many thoughts in my head I lost count I can’t keep track of them I’m tryna find the devil so I can make the bet I just want it to end I don’t wanna do this but I’m losing my shit There’s just so much that I’ve dealt with Before I’m even grown I’m a fucking kid Not even a quarter through and I’m already done with this I wanna give up I wanna quit Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t It takes more effort just to live Then if I were to end it And don’t judge me till you felt this I’m full with so much hatred I sat here and patiently waited All those nights that I wasted Crying and bleeding till I’m left stripped and naked Being broken down with all that I was faced with And I just wanna yell I wanna scream I’m going to hell talking blasphemy But Idunno what anyone else expects from me I’m calling gods cell but no ones answering The silence is so damn loud Ringing till my ears go out Losing my voice as I shout “WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU NOW” Please please talk to me I don’t wanna believe That this is how death is going to be I don’t wanna end my life but it be testing me What’s happiness in life I wanna find the recipe I don’t want this to be my destiny I don’t want my depression to take the rest of me I don’t want this to be my legacy I’m swinging my arms desperately But I’m being dragged into this dark entity He’s my only friend but also my worse enemy Controlling my thoughts till the end of me I already know that this is going to be the death of me It won’t go away no matter who tries to help me I’m just so fucked up mentally I just hope it goes away eventually

Edoby nice work !

Feel so chillllllll with this beat

It's so hard 2 say Goodbye! Love your music, i subscribed 2 your channel.

This is just lovely🎶🎶

Man, this is ceep up!

Nice instrumental 🔥🔥🔥

Halls lyrics are amazing

We all experience pain And we have our own struggles It's all about how you come out of it What don't kill you make you stronger

Idea of ​​super, quality at the highest level)))

Dam bro this beat hard

⚡️🔥 Great work.

this beat go hard

BEST!!!

I like this beat bro🔥🔥....its fire

one day a felt like a wanted to die then all of a sudden a listend to this song it gave me a choice of what's right and wrong then in my head a kept being strong the struggles made me stronger to move on what's up setting about this country everybody all the same we live life as we remain when we feel like we want to cry we pray to god and ask him why when a lost my grandad it killed me so much a was depressed couldn't stop crying felt like a was dieing but a new that a had to stay strong everybody goes thru struggles in life we all human right x

It made me cry

Peace and love always!

Nice song ! Great job bro !!!

This is killer bro salute

Yup that takes places where only grace matters ..in the end. Truth is a lie and the lies are the truth..be true to your innervoice.

amazing instrumental

lovely sound

Terribly killing me mentally,physically then fortunately this beats happened...Yeah!!This beat..

RUBY you are my bro and you are a pro

I was born in the middle of a war in the heart of Afghanistan My parents struggled every day doing everything that they can Their only dream was to provide a good life for my sister and I On the run from the taliban until the age of five I lost a lot friends and family every step the way Some people that I loved never to be seen again Every hour of every day marked by the sound of a blast And every day I’d wake up thinking it may well be my last I used to wonder what the hell we did to deserve that curse But we were lucky to get out before things got worse It was then my parents sat down and told my sister and me “We brought you this far now you have to go and chase those dreams” I thought the struggle was finally over but it had just begun My father worked for the next twenty years under the heat of the sun Just to put some food on the table for his kids and my mum While we went to school to try and figure out what we might become And ever since that day I put the burden on me To go out there and get myself a uni degree I was so hungry for success I was ready to do anything Just to make sure that my parents never had to work a day again Chorus I’m a rocket ship and I’m headed straight for the moon There’s nothing that I won’t do to repay my debt to you You gave me everything that I have ever known You raised me up inside your home, you gave me shelter from the storm

Love this

WOW this beats rally deserve it tho i made song in my language with this beats and it really killed it. thanks to whoever made this beats keep up

Im in love with this beat. It's absolutely beautiful. Where'd you get the picture by the way???

this actually Really Good

Sick

Beautiful 💙

Fire bro 🔥🔥

(0.24) I'm running on the track Heavy thoughts in my bag Tears flow on my cheeks I hear my heart beats I'm going through shadow The sun always as yellow On the banks of the boat I'll put my coat It's not the end of the world It is only that flies the bird Numerous scars Have covered my heart I still have to make the sequel that it is already well

Je découvre et j’apprécie !

enfin mec t'es trop fort 😊

It's like I'm breathing just to say goodbye It's like I'm living every day just to die You say I'm wrong I'll tell you that I'm right atleast I can say I tried Gave up everything just to see you fly Now you saying goodbye and I dont know why You and Jagger are my life I know it doesn't matter my pockets are getting fatter You still ain't here like a ghost you disappeared My love for you was as strong as it appeared I'm sorry you were scared A little unprepared To raise a kid with me Now I do it on my own I wish that you could see How beautiful he is and how much you meant to me I'll see you eventually When heaven opens its gates But for now I'll just wait Do what it takes to put food on our plates

Nice beat I can finally let go of how I feel inside! 🙏💥🦾

Nice beat man

Not afraid will sound dope over this beat

You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean in a drop.

Nice! I like the chords :)

so ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,heart touching beats

great beat to chill to. great job

I love this beat ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Beautiful places beautiful people But still I feel lost inside

Beautiful beat I can probably throw some lyric for it

a great one!

Beat go hard

Jävla legend

nice one Love it

Thank you

U maybe gone but still live on in the words of this song and any time i do wrong but even with sad thoughts i have 2 stay strong and try and move on love your son

So good

God ! Very cool beat!!

Amazing ❤️😥

Beautiful wow

1:37 amazing🔥❤️

I'm killing this beat yooh ,I can't wait for someone to take me in music industry

Dope beat

(Verse 1) 0:12 Heavier than lead Letting you go Lead me astray You're now a ghost Followed you 'til the end of time I witnessed you Live your best life There's no good in good riddance I wish I could close the distance Rifts popping up between us Like weasels Gimme a mallet Pop the questions Like bubbles The troubles you gave me Don't matter now I'm not afraid To love you somehow I'll show you a good time Show you around Like a second date I wish I was your tour guide Give me more time Don't pay for my crimes With your blood money baby I miss waking up next to you With your face on mine All the daily I wish I could rewind and play back All the compliments That complemented our hearts so black All the things we said to each other Claw and scratch but we were still lovers Hurts to say the worst But I miss when your colors burst Just like fireworks I might be colorblind But I know how to see black and white You made every day A special day Fourth of July You gave me color Made me shudder I don't wanna say goodbye Tears raining down From my cheeks Watercolor paintings I'm painting the past Like the future in my head But I would rather not be present If you're not presented in my stead Overcome with dread I'm dread-locked down like Marley I'm crashing like a Harley I wish you were here baby We'd throw a party You don't need to leave so early There's nothing wrong with a few tardies (Pre-Chorus) All my life I lived in noir But loving you had gotten me far Gave me drive Like a brand new car Raised the bar Then you let it fall and (Chorus) I wish I could rewind I know I'm colorblind but The roses on your gravestone Beautifully contrast with the color gray so Look at that I miss your pale blue eyes I miss your sparkly vibe I miss when your heart made me Break down And cry (I don't) I don't wanna say goodbye (wanna say goodbye) (wanna say goodbye) (wanna say goodbye) (I don't wanna say goodbye) (Verse 2) 2:00 Can we just say good night instead? You're the dream and the nightmare Floating around in my head When i'm in my bed I can only think of you I'm tryna count sheep But they're nothing compared to ewe/(you) Nothing I'd rather do Than lie here forever Forever finding out that you gave me the fortitude To do the things that I never could To dream dreams That I never would To be ambitious Not vicious but Viciously eviscerating all my past insecurities When you were buried you took all the burdens I carried And now they're with the purities Of the heavens that you roam And the place that you call home I never was religious But i'm converted like "Shalom" Peace be in your bones You were the one I trusted Up until you bit the dust and Then your whole career And your peers Threw you in the dust bin I was the only one who knew you Now all I know Is that even when I saw through you You were still opaque Make no mistake I saw you and only you When you took your final fucking bow It was me who's heart got discarded It was carnage and honestly I remember when you promised me We would go out together In a beautiful blaze A fire lit by the passion And the love that we'd made My heart has become decayed While I watch your corpse Just become a trade off To the circle of life Like a bad Disney reference I wanna shout at you to wake up But I know it's irreverent so I'll just silently say to myself "You'll feel better, after you've had a K-cup" (Pre-Chorus) All my life has felt like grief You weren't my enemy But you were my hardest foe to conquer We fought our battles Separately (Chorus) I wish I could rewind I know i'm colorblind but The roses on your gravestone Beautifully contrast with the color gray so Cut me some slack I miss your pale blue eyes Bigger than the moon at night I miss when your heart made me Shed some tears Losing you forever Was my greatest fear (I don't) I don't wanna say goodbye (I don't) I don't wanna say goodbye (I don't) I don't wanna say goodbye (Bridge) Don't you see what you've done to me I used to be complete Then you stole a piece And hid it I never saw it again And we should not pretend You weren't healthy Your life was just a snippet of what it was supposed to be (Chorus + Pre-Chorus *simulatenously*/Outro) I wish I could rewind (All my life has felt like grief) I know i'm colorblind but (You weren't my enemy) The roses on your gravestone (Battles fought separately) Beautifully contrast With the color gray so Cut me some slack I miss your pale blue eyes (I felt so hypnotized) I miss when your heart made me (My heart was brutalized) Break down And cry (I don't) I don't wanna say- (goodbye)

Amazing beat bro!

When i heard the news i just wanted to cry, i never even got to say i love you or goodbye, but i know your flying high and will always be by my side, sometimes i just wish you could be here through this rough ass life, i feel like im short on time, please dont cut my line i promise ill be just fine, please listen while i clear my mind.

I remember everythink like yesterday :')

What an amazing Track! You are very talented! Idk if you still make beats or videos but I’m still gonna Sub to you!

so good

mega nice

Ostia Arce y Denom 😱😱😱😱

Dope beat, subbed ;)

[:24] How you gonna lie to yourself and leave, When our love was like a dance, and we had so much chemistry inbetween, Baby remember all your fantisies, All the ones I turned into reality, How you just gonna go away, Leave me waking up all alone everyday, Cannot lie, this my toughest heart break, All these broken piece on the ground, dont know what its gonna take, Will these drugs be enough to take away the pain, Everything just suddenly changed, You took your own path, Left me in the back, Left me thinking bout all the times we had, Maybe you're right, I shoulda listened to you, but I never saw the light, I miss the way that your eyes shine, Miss the days we use to share a glass of red wine, Just me and you in the night, Like crossed fingers me and you were so tight, You were my Mrs. Perfect and I was your Mr. Perfect, Said you was happy with yo new guy time I checked, God give me one more chance, lemme fix my regrets, Everything I did wrong, but yet you stuck around, baby you was so strong, *add to it*

This music stabbed my heart💔

An excellent song for The creativity when i write