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Nothing hurts more when you’re crying at night without making a noise and losing your breath with those silent screams of hurt

Nobody notices your sadness,nobody notices your pain, but they all notice your mistakes.

Nothing hurts more than the feeling of never been loved or respected from the person you love ❣️

A person will never fake depression, they will only fake happiness

“Hurting someone's feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes?”

If you're seeing this then just know I'm proud of you for coming this far. You're never alone.......

Lost my dog today... my best friend since 14 years. I grew up with him, im 25 now. After suffering since weeks he is now having a better life. No pain and no worries. I hope, wherever he is, he is doing well now. Thank you for everything Yankee! ♾️🐾 miss you!

It sucks feeling like you're stuck in this hole.. and each time you try to climb your way out, the hole instead gets bigger and deeper.

"Every human walks around with a certain kind of sadness. They may not wear it on their sleeves, but it's there if you look deep." -Taraji P. Henson

I just want my childhood back...

There's nothing that touches my soul more than the keys of a piano 😢

Nothing hurts more than crying in your room and trying not to make a noise because you don’t want your family to hear you.

It’s been 7 months now & no day goes by without me thinking of you. She was my true love…..😔sadly cancer had to take her away just as we were about to start our own family…..I miss you a lot…you left me heartbroken… R.I.P Michelle 17/11/94-02/01/21

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years.

Whenever I hear something like this it always reminds me of my grandpa, who died of heart disease when I was 7. I’m almost 15 now and I still miss him and think of him, and every time I do, I shed tears 😢

this song reminds me of 2005-2017 because those were the best times to be alive and ill never go back and experience it again

It really helps when you cry out your sadness. It is healthy to be weak sometimes when no one is around

It’s okay I’ll be over this pain I promise myself

Music speaks when there are no words

Sorry to anyone who is feeling Sad,Or Lonely,Hopefully this video cheered you up or Made you happy,Stay strong anyone who is sad or Depressed don’t give up😢

"I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone" - Robin Williams

It's been a 3 months since you left us, Mommy. You are still my first and last thought each day. The pain of losing you will never ease. You have another grandchild now, and I know you would have loved him with the same passion with which you loved me, my brothers. You did everything with passion, and maybe that was what destroyed you. You cared too deeply for those you loved, but especially for us, your beloved children. When your own struggled with depression, you were selfless in your devotion, visiting the hospital several times a day. Your kindness towards others was inspirational. When you began to get ill, I struggled I was confused and didn't know what to do. Maybe it was the stigma of the illness. I always knew you could never do anything to deliberately hurt me. You struggled so hard to overcome the highs and lows of your sickness. I was so proud of you. You still managed to look after us and carry on teaching even after you were ill. After that first stay in hospital, things never really returned to normal. Although your illness was to devastate our family, I have so many happy memories before the darkness set in. You always told me you were happiest surrounded by children, that is one of the things that made you so special; I know you loved me so much. I remember the holidays with mama and my cousins. It was in our secret place, the Rocky Beach, where several natural water pools seemed magically hidden among the mountains, that I was happiest. You told me near the end of your life that it was on those long summer days at the Beach that you also experienced the most contented days of your life. We swam and played with our cousins and friends who wanted to come along. Your picnics and heart were always big enough for all of us. There were to be many dark days for both of us over the years. After your death, life didn't mean much to me but I know you'd want me to stay and make the best of it. It broke my heart to watch you struggle with the mad ups and the devastating, mind-numbing downs. I am overwhelmed by the sadness of losing you, Mommy I know you tried so very hard to stay but when you felt you were letting us down, you decided it would be better to leave this world and allow us get on with our lives in peace. I just want you to know that I understand why you had to go. I have never doubted your love for me. You were the best and only mom I have ever wanted.. I promise not to dwell on how you died but on the happiness and love you gave me during your life. I will love my niece and nephew as best I can, no matter how difficult my life might be. I am proud to have been your son. I want my children to know their granny was a great woman and would have loved to have been around to see them grow up, but she needed a rest. Someday I hope my little ones will bring their children to the Beach and remember their grandma Lola as you said that was your name cause you are stylish grandma, who suffered greatly through no fault of her own. I miss you. It’s as simple and as raw as that. I miss the way you loved me. I miss the way your smile made me feel safe and at home. I miss the way you cared for me and about me, and that I knew you would always protect me. I miss the way you encouraged me, and the way you always held your hand out to me whenever life knocked me down. I miss how special you were you were to me, and I miss how special you made me feel. I miss hearing your voice on the other end of the phone. I miss hearing all of the little details about your day, and sharing all of the insignificant details of my day with you. I miss hugging you tightly and squeezing your warm hand in mind. I miss the sound of your vibrant laugh, and I miss the way love you, Mommy, and your love has given me the strength to carry on. I will need it in the difficult years ahead. Your heartbroken son, Brad

It feels so bad when you try so hard but nothing changes...

"I don't want to die, I just want to be free from my suffering." - My Quote

To this person reading this, just know that I am so so proud of how far you've come. And you are still here, I know it gets tough but don't give up just yet, please. I know how hard it gets and how hard it is to let your emotions out as well as wishing you had someone who would stay by your side and not leave/betray you. I know how hard it is having family/friend issues. It will get harder and harder, but you made it this far, right? I'm sure you can go farther and make your dreams come true! It won't always be easy to do something, just like the battle you are having right now. It gets harder and harder, yet you still manage to keep fighting, even though you thought about giving up sometimes.. your still here.. and I'm proud that your here. Of course, I'm just some stranger on here. But just know, I am your friend. We don't know each other, but if no one will be friends with you, I will! We can be best friends till the end! Basically even after the end!! I will leave this comment here for people to see it. And so if I'm still here as well.. I can always come back to this music. I promise it will get better, it may not be tomorrow, but it will get better. Please, take care of yourselves. I hope every day, evening, and night is amazing for you!💛

Suffering from depression and anxiety is hard especially crying in the dark just you can smile the next day

I dont wanna stop watching this

Me when no pizza: 😢

To all those who fighting their problems, depression and anxiety. i dont know if anyone has been saying this much to you but you did good im proud of you i mean that really im proud of you another day down another day living. if you are alone fighting your problem or depression don't worry God always is on us You Stay Strong Soldier.

Can’t stop crying 😢 while listening to this 💔

I listen to this every night thinking about all my mistakes and how they've hurt me

Noting hurts more then the person who supposed to have our back, ignores our feelings . Being said you are not enough, never good enough.. and all this been curved inside our head.. -broken-

I lost that little hope that I held on to for the past four years.. I dreamed of starting a new life and being a better person, but all of that has disappeared. . I don't know why my tears don't stop now and my heart is beating so fast But I know that one day I will find peace and I will be fine

This life is nothing but vapor in the wind compared to eternity.

Sometimes rain feels much warmer, sometimes I wanna escape from light, and sometimes I just wish the night would go unending.

Lost my 3 year old son 3 years ago on this day. It's true that you can't drink, smoke or snort the pain away... Whenever I hear this, the feelings just flood in like it only happened today. To anyone else going through any form of emotional pain... We might not have been though the same thing you went through, your pain might be worse, you may feel alone from time to time, but don't give up...

This song just makes me want to just sit and do nothing and think.

Our beds have probably witnessed us pour out more than anyone else. Beds won’t tell to anyone, but still give comfort. With this kind of sound when u sad to the core it helps let out everything but it hurts more when you have . no one to tell you “ its gonna be okay , imma be here for you thru it all” When it hits so hard and the heart itself can feel the pain😢 Thank you for the sound , highly appreciated.

I'm so tired 0%💔💔😭😭😞😞

don’t worry guys ur not alone there is always someone out there who feels the same way u do no matter if it’s hurt, a heartbreak, or even just stress and anxiety u will never be alone😊

this music is in everything, it's in the gentle splash of a raindrop, it's in the gentle breeze of the wind, it's in the thunder amd the lightning, it's in the mighty roar of ocean wave's, it's in the silence of falling snow, it's in the gentle beating of a baby's heart. the majesty of winter, the refreshing aura of spring, the passion of summer, and the relaxing beauty of fall. Edit: Wow....thanks for the likes...

I feel it .. my heart is broken (edit): I had a bad feeling when I read my comment after 5 months of what happened, and at the same time it was a good feeling how I could see that life goes on and makes you forget everything ❤️♾️

It’s hardest when you’re alone. And everyone you got, hurts you.

It’s a never ending battle, but you can’t quit

I just wish there was no such thing as “sadness “ in this world

Nothing hurts more than not being able to cry... You have all that anger, sadness... And you can’t let it out. It’s like... You’re numb... Inside you’re literally SCREAMING FOR HELP! But... On the outside you’re just with that fake smile and you always try to make others happy so they don’t have to go through that too...😔😔😔

“Let’s play again tomorrow” Last online 12 years ago.😔

I have never shared my true emotions with others because they have never cared to hear. Thank you for this, this helped me start to deal with everything I've held in over the years.

It will end one day... even the pain of life has to cease when we are no more... Nothing hurts like when you realize that you are painfully alone despite being with others..

Can I please go back to the time where I never wanted to die?

لا تحزن يا صديقي فهناك الكثير من الأيام الجميلة بإنتظارك أنا متأكد من ذلك فقط كن مع الله 🙏🏻

Honestly I’m going through so much in my life , I cried so much the beginning of 2023 that I can’t even cry anymore , that I’m seeking sad music to cry out this pain but my tears won’t fall 🤦🏽‍♂️

RIP to all that lose their battle to depression. For those who made it well done. It will be ok ❤️

In moments of sadness, heartbreak, loneliness, doubt, or all of the above, just remember one thing. That although you may be going through hard times, at least you have the privilege of waking up every morning, being able to simply make yourself breakfast, to enjoy the fresh air, the sunlight. Even the sound of birds chirping, the calming feeling of trees blowing a warm wind through your hair. It is the simple things in life that are important. The quote “enjoy the little things” is a very underrated, and overlooked quote. I have realized this lately. All the small things you overlook or don’t think are a privilege, try to remember “enjoy the little things”.

the worst feeling is when you got betrayed by the person you trust the most 😣😭😢

Dedicado a mi hijo Darío, que no llegó a llorar en este mundo pero que no hay palabra que pueda medir toda la ilusión y todo el amor que le tenemos su madre y yo. No sé si nos estará esperando en algún sitio, pero cuando llegue el momento le buscaré por todos los rincones de cualquier tipo de mundo que haya después de esta vida. Darío, te vamos a recordar hasta el último de nuestros días, lo que nos has hecho sentir ha sido mágico. ❤

Hey Noah... my dearest little brother.... it’s been seven years though it feels like yesterday that I first got to hold you. Even though you were just a baby I cherish that moment. Your life was taken too soon... fly high my little angel, you will forever be in our hearts. Your big sister, Trinity. May you rest in peace 2015- 2015 (he was two months old)

To the person reading this :- Whatever pain you are going through will be over soon, believe me you are strong. And God will bless you with lots of happiness......🙂

Nothing hurts more when you’re crying at night without making a noise and losing breath with those silent screams of hurt 😢 ❤❤❤

I literally fall asleep to this every night. I can’t sleep at night if I don’t have this playing in the background

My lowest was when my dog died. When he did, that's when all this Anger and Sadness took over me. Nobody understands how important he was to me, everybody says they do but they don't know the exact way I feel about loosing the one that understood me the most

After years of painful stress today I decided its over. From this day on ill change for me and for my family , I want to be happy. From this day on ill change to a better person.

I don’t know if someone will see this but I need to vent somewhere. I have people around me but I feel so lonely. I feel that I try my best for everyone, to make them feel good, safe and happy but nobody makes me feel secure , safe. Nobody understands me not even my parents. I have no support. My husband try his best but he doesn’t know how to make me feel good. To be fair , I have a lot of traumas from my childhood that I try to recover from. Something that happened and it really broke something inside me was when I told my family that I’m pregnant ( I was 20 years old) and they all tried to convince me to abort me baby.( I really wanted my baby!!) they called me so many names. That time I was in my lowest and I still haven’t recover from that. I can’t forgive them and the worst thing is that my mom didn’t even apologise to me. I’m in the floor right now in the dark while my husband and my baby are sleeping and I’m crying!All the friends disappeared and my family …is not there.

I learned that after a break up, you become depressed😢😔😔😓😞

my soul hurts in a way ive never felt before. like its twisting itself into knots.

My co máme deprese dokážeme v této hudbě vidět mnohem více než ostatní lidé bez depresí. Tímto komentářem zdravím všechny co mají smutek v duši a přeji hodně štěstí a síly

Nothing hurts more than feeling misunderstood - not misunderstood - not understood at all by everyone around you. When people don't respect or even ignore other opinions and sides. Selfish - it's just selfish and sad. People can be so cruel.

To everyone who's hurting... I know that is hard for you to stay strong and keep fighting and trust me i can feel you.I can feel the pain behind your smile and the tries behind your fails... But remember ,when you feel sad that it will be okay again and you will be happy again,so,don't give up.Not now because yes you are strong and you deserve to feel goodKeep fighting sweeaheart i will be there for you❤❤❤

Am I the only one that simply likes the sound of emotional piano music without necessarily being sad?

“Come and Go” :That’s what life has become ever since this world was created. ;(

Took me 7 years to get a career. Wanted to make my mom proud. Its been one year and half, I'm miserable. You always think you make the right choice but sometimes things don't come out the way you want them.

Nothing hurts more then saying goodbye to the one person you THOUGHT!!!!! You loved💔😭😭😡😡😡😡💔💔💔💔😭😭😭

My grandpa 👴🏻 passed away on May 11, 2019. It was hard for my mom that she misses him every damn day & I can feel, sense her pain & it hurts. I wasn’t there when he had his last breath because me, my dad & brother were tired so it was alright for us to go home & sleep. Around 1am, my mom called crying & wanted to talk to my dad. Within 2 - 3 weeks later, I had a dream of him with my mom, tia’s & uncles as kids running around playing with him. I just know it was a sign that he wanted me to see one of his happiest moments. I told my mom & grandma about it & said the same thing, “it was a sign from grandpa.” A month later, my dad & I were in the backyard cleaning & gardening, I then saw a beautiful dragon fly on my grandpas plants & get this, it was letting me pet him. It was another sign. I can feel his presence in my home which I love

This song made me burst in tears of sadness :(

Ich habe meinen Opa gestern verloren, dafür ist er jetzt an einem besseren Ort😢. Opa ich vermisse dich, du bleibst immer in meinem Herzen ♥️ 😊

There's two ways that this song can be used: One way to reminisce one's happiest memories in life and meditate as it's very soft, gentle and calm. Another way to reminisce one's painful memories in life and cry silently or their heart out as they let out all the grief and sorrow that they had kept and bottled inside from everyone and everything in the world. If you're wondering which I am? My answer: the second one 🙃 No one's pain is bigger than anybody's, only those who suffers knows how big it is to them. Pain can never ever be compared to one another. No matter if you're living a better life than somebody due to wealth or lifestyle. Everyone faces challenges everyday. But never ever COMPARE those challenges! You don't know what the other person's full story is. It's good to think about those who are less unfortunate, but that doesn't mean you can say to those who feel worthless, hopeless, unwanted, unloved that they should think of those unfortunate ones and be grateful about their lives because you don't know their full story. Don't tell someone to change their mindset like yours because not everyone can. We are all different people. We all cope differently. We all live differently. We all pain and grief differently. We are all unique and special in our own ways. But to those out there struggling and/or have almost/reached their limits: I know you feel alone, and that you don't belong in this world. The hardships in your life are pulling you down and destroying you but I want you to and I need you to know you aren't alone. You are loved. You are wanted. You are needed. You are cared. We can fight through this, I know we can! Getting this far in life shows how truly strong you are. Everyday is a battle. But here we are. We are survivors. We have survived so many days, months, years and maybe even decades. Most importantly, I love you! Even if we are strangers or not, I want you to know that I truly love you so so so much 😘 I hope, one day you will find yourself again. One day, you'll look back on these days and you'll be grateful to yourself for making it till that day. So, don't give up! ✊🏽❤

Visual hugs for those who suffered depression..let go the past and all will be alright in time..

I have been searching for this for so long and I am so excited to have finally found it! This is such a blessing to find coming into the new year! Such a beautiful and moving piece.

This music just reminds me how time has passed on how all the friends I once had have since moved on, now I live a continuous wash and rinse cycle that never seems to end this has definitely been a dark period of my life

I miss my brother! 😢😢😢😢😢😢 R.I.P. SHA. I’m grieving so hard!

When I listen to this music I remember I was only 5 years old when my mum go to the Pakistan and then she never come back I love you mum 🥺🥺 😭😭 💔💔💔💔💔

I wrote a song with this behind it and it sounds good.I had a really bad break down so I had to do something thank you so much for this

my dad past away and this makes me feel better never give up

Sometimes when your sad the only thing that can describe your sadness is music like this, you are unable to put it words and explain how you feel. Whatever the reason your sad just know that you are not alone, your are stronger than you realise and you will get through this difficult time.

People who like sad piano or similar ambient music, we are rare and special!

What hurts more than a person whom you made memories with becomes a memory? You having no positive memories in the past; then meeting a person who became your inspiration to have a positive outlook in life and then be able to make a lot of positive memories with the same person only to realize later on that person just turned into a memory and a life lesson.

I have listened to this music 100 times. As i grow older and the days turn into years since you left me in this world the pain in my heart grows and my soul tires, this music helps in some strange way that i can not explain. You were the light and i have accepted the darkness that you left me in. I have a new life with a new wife now, she is amazing and has a beautiful soul but you will always be the first and hold the biggest piece of my heart. I have made peace with that.

This song reminded of a poem I had written in a journal several years ago that I’ve never shared with anyone. It’s about my depression and how I constantly am fighting through the negativity and pain of my depression but knowing that when it goes away it very much can come back and acknowledging its presence but continue to move forward. It’s titles “ The Pain” The pain I feel is real. It has consumed my life Somber and hidden I keep laughter upon my face To keep the pain in a hidden place Locked. Shackled and imprisoned. Without the chance for an exit Quiet as I move. Silent as I observe The world moves around me I stay in one place. Searching. Hoping. Yearning, for escape. Nothing seems right. It's Always a mess. To clean it would be a uphill task. But the will to succeed is greater. The opportunity to conquer my failures. I lift my head a little higher. No longer observe, but absorb. Energy Passion, determination, strength and will My victory is within grasp. One chance. One final push. One combatant As I gaze in your eyes and see the prize I realize My cries were for nothing. You stand no chance. I fling off my armor, lay down my shield and sword. Approach you with caution but compassion. We agree. This battle is not necessary. We shake hands. Part ways. And realize we are not alone. The path we chose has many backroads You go left I go right. With a clear vision I seek to end this pain. No struggle can hold me back. And I realize. The pain is me.

Goodbye to the people I've known who fought and sacrificed their lives overseas I promise to carry on your legacy as a soldier through myself. I will never forget your bravery.

God is the only one, that can give us peace.❤

Me getting hurt by the person i love...but this is not the end I will continue my life and become what i want and I want to make my parents proud 😊🙂

Remember you’ve been alive for this long you’ve stayed strong and kept pushing through the hard times. People care for you. Keep pushing harder and keep going forward. Your making us all proud

It is said he will wipe away every tear, allow no sorrow, banish every pain, and lastly not allow death access to paradise. It's so beautiful I cry tears of joy oh Lord my God.

life can be diffcult but there always something there to remind you what to live for 😭😭😭😭😭😭

this sad music makes me think of my life. all sad and alone. bullied at school, have no friends, everyone around me is toxic. due to this i have trust issues. man, suffering from depression is hard. i want my decision back. i want my life back.

It's been over 11 years now and it still hurts me to realise that your gone and I never could see you grow up into a beautiful young teen. I miss you with all of my heart and hope you have a great life in heaven, my little Steve..... R.I.P Steve Oliver Rambow 21/11/2007 - 08/09/2010

Sometimes I look at people who are laughing, you can see that they are happy, and I ask myself: why can't this be the case for me? I always have to be uphill, nobody wants me and my family wishes me dead I know that maybe nobody cares but I would like every person to be happy and enjoy life and I hope that such a day will come...

This song reminds me of my cat, Pearl who died of Kidney Failure. She was the best cat ever. And this song almost made me cry.

I have depression and it's been really hard for me, but i want to say that im here for you and i always will be and even when im not there is always going to be someone who is there for you in your corner. I love you all.